Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Chapter 1826: New Diary 2

How big is the interior of the Las Vegas repeater, even if I have been here for quite a while, I still do n’t understand it. Speaking of it, I have never walked out of the room-not just a room, I am repeating After waking up inside the device, several rooms have been transferred, but these rooms rarely have windows, and the view is limited, giving the feeling of "the entire repeater is composed of so few rooms", but there will also be " The idea should be broader. The contradiction between seeing and feeling makes people care a little. Even so, it seems impossible to get out of the labyrinth formed by the room.

I will not make a conclusion before practice and visual inspection. Years of mysterious events have made me very clear. Sometimes even the visual and personal experience can not be regarded as facts. Therefore, I will definitely observe the scene outside the room, corridor and window. It may not be appropriate to say this. I think the rooms I pass by, including those with different window positions, are actually the same room. From the surface information obtained by observation, it seems that there are many doors in the corridor. The corridor has a lot of twists and turns, and there is no end, but in my intuition, there is actually only one corridor and only one room. The difference in sight is actually only an optical illusion, but the illusion is so frequent And true, it also reveals the strangeness inside this repeater.

I do n’t know much about Las Vegas repeaters, or I do n’t know much about all repeaters. The information I know and the information I feel intuitively can only let me have "The prototype of the repeater is a conscious special temporary data hedging space, named Valpucci Night, and the core of this temporary data hedging space. It is a spiritual integration device. "

I have some knowledge of the "spiritual integration device", but this is not the information I got from whose mouth-although it seems to be from whom in the memory, but from a personal sense, it is more like "It has been in memory for a long time, but I didn't care about it at the moment, and the information that popped up when I noticed it." Precisely because of the understanding of the "spiritual integration device", the recognition of the "personality preservation device" has become a matter of course. Of course, logically, I have doubts about the fact that "a person who knows the mental integration device will know the personality preservation device", but I can't say that I don't know anything, do I?

First of all, it is my most accustomed practice to confirm the problems that I cannot answer, but to confirm the actual problems as fait accompli, and as the premise foundation for solving new problems. In the Las Vegas repeater, I live like this. Time doesn't make sense here, and things in the past will become indifferent. I will not forget how I came here and why I came here. I decided to look forward and write down the things that have passed through as dramas. Therefore, if someone sees my diary in the future, he will surely be amazed by the person who writes the diary. Why would he write down "the other people's things"? But the answer is actually very simple: although there are a lot of plots that match the actual situation, starting from my situation as the author, most of them are based on my own feelings-sometimes whim, sometimes vague dreams-writing It came out, it was really a very random approach, even, sometimes I would not consider whether it is "logic".

After all, when I observe what I have experienced, I already feel that my logic is becoming fragmented. There are too many things that I do n’t know and understand. I am also amazed by the strangeness and mystery of my life. . Since I don't have "logical" expectations for my life, what logic is there to write a fake diary?

I think the truth or not, logic or not, is not very important. If a reader sees my "diary", it is not too important for me to consider me as a mental patient as a mental patient. I am just describing what I have seen, felt, and experienced, and added a "dramatic" condiment to it.

Whether the reader can distinguish the truth from this true and false, nagging, full of mystery and lack of logic, for the author myself, it is also a kind of fun-a kind of having a reader Before, when writing the pen, you can feel the fun.

Turning back to the topic, I recovered the mental and physical fatigue and wounds in the Las Vegas repeater, exploring the situation inside the repeater. In the process, I thought about the meaning of my own existence and determined myself to continue to move forward. Belief, record your past, and get the information that I can get-most of the time, I use it to think, not to do it by myself, when I feel that the environment inside the Las Vegas repeater is like After a repetitive labyrinth, I spent most of my time in the room where I am now, and I ca n’t explain what is special about this room. In the final analysis, I ’m just there in the hallway and multiple rooms that seem to extend infinitely In the selection of one of the rooms, there is no special purpose.

This room is one of the few rooms with windows. Perhaps this is one of the important indicators that I subconsciously refer to when I was selected on a whim. You can see another room from the window. I have seen a room with a window. From the window to the outside, you will also see the inside of another room. However, I am pretty sure that when I first entered this room, the room opposite the window was the same as the one here. There were only a few fixed furniture that could not cover the view. However, when I decided to stay here, I did n’t know. At any time, there are signs of people coming and going in the room opposite the window.

At first there was movement, after that, the smell of food, tea or coffee would come out. After that, the rustling sound of flipping books and pens on the paper can be clearly heard. I did n’t care too much at first, but then At a certain time, when I looked into the window to the opposite room, the whole one there became black and white-there was a feeling of old black and white film, and the original vivid and clean colors that had existed were all wiped away. ——Sometimes there will be noise, a kind of noise like illusion.

In that monotonous and old black and white full of noise, the figure gradually became clear, that is the figure of Dr. Ruan Li-this is not the first time I saw Dr. Ruan Li inside this repeater. In fact, when I first woke up and lay down in a room like a medical room, I talked to Dr. Ruan Li, and during that time, even when I was at the time, I thought it was like an illusion. Dialogue is average.

The recognition that "Dr. Ruan Li is dead", even when watching her figure and involuntarily talking to her, has always been very strong. It seems to me that Dr. Ruan Li will appear in the illusion of doom, whether inside or outside the repeater, it is an incredible situation, although there are many reasons to try to understand this situation, However, these reasons alone are not enough to leave me indifferent.

I must admit, even if it is not expressed on the surface, but when I saw Dr. Ruan Li in the illusion of doomsday, my heart was very shaken. What happened after that made me feel an unknown. The perception that "Dr. Ruan Li is dead" is becoming more and more clear in this shaking and unknown.

Dr. Ruan Li ’s knowledge of his death is not only aimed at Dr. Ruan Li in the illusion of doomsday, but also to Dr. Ruan Li, who is deeper into the reality of the hospital. In short, even now can see Ruan Li in this incredible way. Doctor, talking to her, I still feel that she is actually dead, and what she sees is just an illusion, even if the illusion still cares for me as usual.

In the black and white film-like scene seen through the window, Dr. Ruan Li, who exists like an illusion, is like observing an isolated patient, working at a desk, staring at me, and his actions are full of life. Regularity, so that people can clearly feel when she is working seriously and when she is resting.

Unlike Dr. Ruan Li who was seen in the treatment room when he woke up, this scene is full of noise and like a replay of an old movie, Dr. Ruan Li does not deliberately talk to me. It ’s another matter for me to take the initiative to talk to her. Even if I talk to her, the questions she will answer are extremely limited. Most of the questions are limited to the general aspects of life. However, all of them respond to the “current situation”. Her problems will be ignored or turned away.

Observing Dr. Ruan Li's room, you will find that the furnishings in that room have gradually become fuller. Most of them are information files, and there are some strangely shaped paintings, which constitute a strange and involuntary atmosphere that avoids watching over there. I sometimes think that it is Jiang who is staying in the room, not Dr. Ruan Li.

Maybe, it has something to do with "Jiang" ...

I didn't think deeply, because all the situations related to "Jiang" would eventually involve "viruses", and then enter an unpredictable and desperate situation.

I can't be sure what I see and what I feel is all about. However, I have written it in the "diary", maybe in a long, long time, there will be some smart people to burn the truth to me who has entered the tombstone. Thinking this way, I'm somewhat expecting it. Rather, it's actually not terrifying in my opinion, and it's biased towards "romance".

There are still many incredible inside the repeater, I will not list them one by one. When I feel that everything has been restored to the best state, a strong intuition suddenly rushed into my mind. I seemed to be able to see what I heard, as if there was something in the body that was not felt by the body, but the consciousness was touched by the shock and swept across myself instantly. Then I suddenly understood one thing: the collision between the holy ground of Apocalyptic religion and the repeaters in the fifty-one area.

It is impossible to explain how it was understood. All in all, this intelligence first appeared in the mind as a "feel", then became more specific cognition, and then became a phantom visible in a trance. I felt something, calling myself in this illusion, it was like being lost in the forest at night, in the darkness, I heard the voice of familiar but can not remember who, but because there are no more choices, so Subconsciously want to pursue the sound that is near and far. Then, a voice sounded a deep warning in my heart that it was bait, but I never ignored it because it might be "bait."

Conversely, since such a strong feeling is a "bait", then I am very interested in what is behind this "bait" and even what can be used as a "bait" itself.

I certainly understand the dangers, but in fact, looking back on my life, I was already in danger of frustration and despair. The danger in front of me does not actually make my situation worse. No, to be precise, it will not make "Gaochuan" worse. Therefore, I did not particularly want to avoid it.

Guided by the repeater along the sense, you can reach that place-in this intuitive information, I think the Las Vegas repeater began to move. Even if the mobile space is limited to the room, I can still feel some external conditions, from the universe to the surface of the earth, all disputes are presented in this way of intuitive information, and I can understand it subconsciously ~ www .lightnovelpub.net ~ And the "repeater is moving" cognition is referred to through this kind of information "you can feel and understand without seeing".

What kind of place is the Las Vegas repeater located, how does it move, and what form is it? These questions don't need to be asked. Being able to feel "close" is the best answer. In the process of "approaching", I can feel the existence of another self: the one who should be the only "Gaochuan" in this doomsday illusion.

The closer you are, the more looming connection between me as Gaochuan and another Gaochuan, as if there are countless silk threads stitching us together, this connection is enough to span any form of gap . And relying on this connection, it seems that more information that Gao Chuan knew is also flowing into my cognition. The situation of whisperers such as Omi, Dorothy, Marceau, Bajing, Sakuya, Super Department, etc., is particularly clear: another one of my progress is very fast, the personality preservation device has been applied to Bajing and let the whisperer Gained a leaping development. And such powerful people are implementing a plan for the whole world, and of course I am inevitably in their calculations.

These obscure perceptions cannot provide me with more detailed information, but the general information is not much different from what I wrote in the "diary"-from this perspective, the diary I wrote is like It is as accurate to peep into their actions. (To be continued.)