Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Chapter 1863: Walking in the truth of the end

Father Sisen accepted the teachings of Father Edward since he was a child, and has been a member of the Doomsday Truth since he was literate, although in his later life, the interpretation of "the Doomsday Truth" has produced a difference from the people around him, since Not the doomsday truth of the Mar Jones family, nor the end of the new century gospel that Father Edward really belongs to, and it is very different from the Nazi doomsday truth, but it is because they can find those very different from the teaching of Father Edward Things, so I have a deeper understanding of the Doomsday Truth Church, and at the same time have a far-off understanding of what the Doomsday Truth Church can do and what it can do. ?

The Doomsday Truth Church is very powerful. Even if we put aside the New Century Gospel and the Nazis and talk about the Doomsday Truth Church under the leadership of the Mar Jones family, it is already unreasonably powerful. This is undoubtedly in the mind of Father Sissen. From his point of view to describe this power, it is probably: even if the nog, the United Nations, the new century gospel and the Nazis are united, they will at most tie the doomsday truth, Even in the end-tightening situation, the closer to the final destruction result, the doomsday truth in a broad sense and the doomsday truth in the narrow sense led by the Mar Jones family will become more powerful. Their power is the most direct and superficial manifestation of the "doomsday" situation.

On the other hand, Father Sisen also deeply realized that the power of the Doomsday Truth Church has nothing to do with what purpose they uphold. It is not that the purpose of the Doomsday Truth Church explains the end, but that there is such a truth as "the end" first. Therefore, such a form of expression as "Apocalyptic Truth" came into being. In the mystery of the Central Duchy, there is a distinction between "Tao" and "artifact" in the discussion of truth and essence. Metaphysical is "Tao", and metaphysical is "Machine". In the eyes of Fr. ", And the doomsday truth religion is a metaphysical" apparatus "that manifests this way.

However, precisely because this "tool" directly reflects the existence of "Tao", in a certain sense, the Doomsday Truth cannot be destroyed, even if it can kill all the Doomsday Truth and clean it The ideas are all burned to ashes, and at a certain moment, in the movement of society, in people's thinking, in the change of everything, the soil of doomsday truth is re-bred. The doomsday truth itself is a philosophy, a methodology for looking at the world and changing the world, and the result of a tendency of thinking. As long as a wise life capable of thinking does not give up thinking, it will eventually come to the end of the day.

Father Sissen has never denied that in the conditions necessary for the development of human society, doomsday truth is a very negative way of thinking, but this cannot be denied. It is indeed what people think of and believe by themselves. The whole world All are turning for the truth of the end, this phenomenon and the result itself are meaningful.

Therefore, Father Sisen had come to a conclusion very early: as long as there is an end point in the expansibility of the world, even if the world is circular, as long as there is a key turning point in the cycle that affects the whole, in order to promote the entire cycle, Well, no matter whether this process is tens of trillions of years, or even longer, it will not affect the existence of the doomsday truth religion. The essence is that the "doomsday" cannot be stopped.

Yes, the end can't be stopped, maybe it can be extended, but there has always been such an end point, making everything into another unexpected appearance.

This is where the power of doomsday truth lies. This is no longer powerful in common sense, but a philosophical necessity. Although it seems to have gone through the era of the Big Three, and the transition to the era of the Mar Jones family, it seems to be driven by people, but in the eyes of Father Sissen, it is its essence that has brought about changes in people, not people. It causes change, but its change actively attracts the right people.

From this perspective, it is also ridiculous to look at the impact of other mysterious organizations on members of Doom Truth. Because, even if these people who resist the Doomsday Truth really kill the Mar Jones family, kill the Witch VV, and kill all the Nazis, they will not really hit the Doomsday Truth, there will naturally be new people, Become the backbone of the doomsday truth. Even if we try to exclude the emergence of the doomsday truth in terms of education and thinking methods, but as long as people are still thinking, and the "end of all things" still exists in observation and thinking, then the doomsday truth will definitely be in someone's mind Appears, even if this person is insignificant, but as long as there are more people thinking, there will always be someone who will carry out the doomsday truth.

Father Sissen could not see the failure of the Doomsday Truth Church anyway. Of course, as a believer in the Doomsday Truth, he certainly would not feel anything wrong with this. However, since he has his own understanding of the truth of the end, he will also want to live in this world according to his own understanding. However, the understanding and execution of the Doomsday Truth by the Mar Jones family has a compulsion that prevents him from standing in the world according to his understanding of the Doomsday Truth-and this is why he left the Doomsday Truth, and at the same time, This is why he betrayed his godfather, Father Edward.

Father Sisen never thought of establishing a new religion to explain and execute the truth of the end that he understood, because he had n’t thought about it from the beginning, to make everyone believe the existence of the end of the truth But let everyone obey their understanding of the truth of the end. Only in terms of "truth of the end", he did not want to impose his own cognition on other people's thinking. because--

"Since the end is inevitable, then no matter how loud it is at this time, it is meaningless." Father Sisen murmured to himself, and he looked at the terrifying outlines that were faintly formed from the fog. So fast and so many, almost covered the route he wanted to walk. When they are completely formed, they can no longer ignore them, and can only rely on their own power to kill the encirclement. Although the result of the consciousness shock has always made thinking unsustainable, the obstacle that prevents one from thinking deeply does not produce any conflict when he recalls memories that are directly related to "truth of the last days."

Father Sisen felt that this was like a voice saying to himself: You can only think deeply about the truth of the end.

Father Xisen recalled the days when he was taught in the Doomsday Truth Church, when he recalled how his understanding of the Doomsday Truth deepened, out of the box, and how he felt with his thoughts and thoughts, from the Doomsday Truth Church, When he established the Black Nest and reached this stage, he felt the sting on his right wrist. And this sting did not hinder his thinking and actions, as if it was spurred by a powerful force, a powerful force agitated in the body, crossed the boundary between the righteous body and the physical and spiritual boundaries , To the extreme deep place in the self.

At this time, Father Sisen had no sorrow and no pain, as if that great horror and despair, they were all stripped from the soul, giving him a feeling of "self calm and powerful", feeling like " The infinite deep sea ".

Father Sisen couldn't tell whether this was a fatal illusion, or whether he really became strong in a weird situation. The wind roared around him, and the gray mist that was still heavy and delayed in the atmospheric flow, became as light as ordinary fog, and was suddenly rolled into a ball, and the vaguely demon outline also appeared to be light and practical. The violent rolling dissipated.

Father Sisen could n’t help but think about his past in the truth of the end, just like reading through the script written in his own life: because the end will come eventually, in the face of the final ending, all thoughts and No thought, all words and deeds, and all moral standards will face an equal result, so what kind of meaning they have before this result is ultimately meaningless. Before this ultimate senselessness arrives, it is naturally ridiculous to distinguish the level of various things that are considered meaningful and to debate the level of meaning. However, this does not mean that, before the end of the day, these thoughts and actions are divided into self-righteous meanings, which is not without reason and does not need to exist-rather, these insignificant, full of deviations, self-righteous The conflicting and coexisting, contradictory and unified thoughts and actions are the green leaves that set off the truth of the end. Because they divide everything, so that the result of the truth of the end can become meaningful, and it is their movement. It leads to the final result of the truth of the end.

"All thoughts and movements, all physical and non-physical divisions are footnotes to the truth of the end." Father Sisen told himself this way, as if to those who were not destroyed by the "wind" that could be formed in the first place. Demon prototype described. And when his words fell, these demonic prototypes were torn apart, mixed into a mass, and turned into gray mist again, flowing to the farther in all directions in the wind.

Within the twenty-meter range around Father Sisen, the fog density gradually thinned out.

Father Sisen felt that his soul was falling, as if he was about to touch something. The fear, despair and crazy emotions that had dispersed before him were still faintly in his own spirit. It was like riding in a boat, just passed the storm, and came to the calm sea, but did not expect that on the other side of the calm sea, there was a storm that was more violent than the previous one-now, he felt To this origin of fear, despair and madness, he does not know where is the shore. When he crosses the storm, he will usher in a bigger storm. Through this bigger storm, he will usher in a bigger and bigger one. The storm is so endless.

Father Sisen only felt that his body, which had been strengthened by prostheticization, seemed to be unable to bear the weight and was bent down. At the same time, there is such a thing in his mind that I have thought about in the past, and I think about it now, and it seems that there will be no answer in the future: since everything seems meaningful, it will eventually reach a meaningless In the end, then, how can I find the meaning of my existence in such a process and result?

Because it is impossible to answer this question, I did not create a religion, read the truths I knew, and did not do things that are more meaningful in the eyes of others, because the meaning of these actions is no less than "Let's stay alive while watching, and make yourself stronger in the process of living." This behavior makes more sense.

Perhaps in the eyes of others, Father Sissen is a "doing big thing", whether it is Black Nest, nog, or actions in the ruins of the ruling bureau, it seems to prove this. But Father Sissen knew very well that he just wanted to be the highest-level Mageweave messenger, and even never thought about what he would do after he became the highest-level Mageweave messenger.

This is an expectation and opinion relative to others, UU reading www. uukanshu.com seems to be very low and vulgar and short-sighted, whether it is "sweeping the world" or "resisting the end" is more lofty and noble. However, Father Sissen only kept silent, not using silence to cover up and deceive, but merely, did not need to explain and describe-he believes that this kind of silence can better reflect his own understanding of the truth of the end, and also his own The practice of the truth of the end that is understood.

"Everything has a beginning and an end. Death is the flower that adorns the tombstone. The epitaph is the meaning of life. Flesh is like grass and trees, glory is like epiphyllum, grass will wither, and flowers will wither, but death is not the end, just like Truth will last forever. "

In a word, all the strange phenomena disappeared within 50 meters of Father Sisen. A feeling of “cleanness” that had never appeared in the ruins of the ruling bureau filled it, as if in his cognition What is different from the others, what is special in his feelings, and what is uncoordinated in his eyes, are erased by the mysterious power and no longer exist.

There is no end to the long road. Father Sisson ca n’t think of anything else. It ’s just the “doom truth” related stuff, which has filled his thinking. His thinking continues to deepen, and his memories keep sinking. Things are reflected in the eyes, but the image is removed from the thinking, and it is decomposed in a perceptual posture. These things are no longer the image in front of you, just like a whole new world, growing on the wreckage of the old world. Father Sisen has forgotten how long he has traveled and how far he has traveled. When he is very clear, even when he is in a trance, he has not deviated from the route of his life or the route given by Sha. The end of the journey is near, no matter in what sense it is. 8

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