Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Chapter 1885: The stage of Edward and the Unknown Son

In the eyes of Father Edward, his destiny suddenly magnified into a stage that he had never imagined. He felt that he saw an illusion, as if he had a pair of eyes crossing the appearance of consciousness and matter, passing through the phenomenon of time and space, wearing Through the understanding of various curves and angles, all concepts are confused, and any philosophy that is known to oneself cannot be stared at this stage. And I ca n’t see exactly what these eyes are. There is only a feeling of incomparably evil, but it does not mean that the owner of these eyes is evil, but just as a person, no matter how evolution, change and alienation I still ca n’t completely get rid of the traces of human beings. From such a standpoint full of human concepts, I can only think that the masters of these eyes are evil, that is the natural opposite, a natural and inevitable evil, just like the hazy In the perception of hallucinations, in the imagery presented by such hallucinations, seeing these eyes already made people nauseated and cold, and the cold, vicious, repulsive cold went up the spine until the brain marrow, even Thinking is frozen.

From the feeling at this moment, all the previous nightmarish feelings that make me feel extremely negative thinking are just appetizers, a symptom, a layout and a foreshadowing before turning to the topic. It was only when I saw the "Nameless Son" standing in front of my own eyes and thought and thought about the meaning of this "Nameless Son" that true fear was like a volcanic eruption, exploding in every cell of my own ring.

Father Edward can only use one language to express his cold and complex feelings in his heart: this is the case, this is the case.

The terrible and indescribable monster looked at the stage and the puppets placed on the stage in such a gesture of overlooking, and the puppets wandered around and played the drama that made people cry, in the eyes of people. , This is a tragedy of tragedy, a tragedy of mankind, but although this monster is watching, it is not interested-not interested in this stage, nor these human beings, and also not in tears at the scene The audience is interested. Perhaps, at a certain moment, a flying insect suddenly broke into the stage, drove the audience arbitrarily, swallowing the puppets who were going around, that monster would be interested in this flying insect.

However, it is impossible to prove that it is impossible to know the monster's thoughts, its way of existence, and its way of thinking, which are far beyond the range that humans can feel in the moment. Even if it is so inconsistent with human cognition and human philosophy and aesthetics, it is almost entirely on the natural opposite, but humans are indeed influenced by it, so it can prove that it exists- It exists in a way that transcends humanity and transcends narrow nature.

Doomsday, destruction, cruel and painful reincarnation, this world, the fate of all people, is proving its existence.

Father Edward saw an enemy that he could not escape, even his own philosophy, could not bring light and victory, saw the bottom of his inner abyss that wobbled like a willow, and was deeply rooted in the collective subconscious of the human monster . All of this brought him extreme terror, madness, and despair, and it was the terror, madness, and despair that human beings could not evaluate and describe based on the various pains presented in the past.

In front of this emotion, the text becomes barren and pale in front of that terrible existence.

The end proves its existence, and the "Nameless Son" brings it to himself. Although rationally, Father Edward knows that his hope lies in the "Nameless Son", this man is the foreign aid he prays for, the insurance created by the witch's vv's excellent vision, but he can feel greater despair. Behind this hope. The despair is so huge that hope is like a flame that is struggling in a hurricane, and will be extinguished at any time.

I can't imagine that if I used the "Nameless Son", did I win an opportunity like the witch vv's idea, or was this opportunity just a further opportunity to make the soul tremble and icy crisis? Father Edward's heart trembles, and he has absolutely shaken his emotions, and he has completely emerged from his expression and his eyes, because the man in front of him who is calling for joy and anxiety in his face is staring directly at him. . Father Edward wanted to answer, however, the cold in his spine and medulla, covered with cells and nerves all over the body, made him even stiff.

"Is there anything I can do?" The man on the opposite side asked, obviously he didn't feel the great strong sense of existence, didn't realize that the monster was already staring here, he couldn't see anything shapeless, Nor can he excavate the monster's form from mysterious intuition. For him, those things that make people fear are like "non-existence".

Only Father Edward knows that it exists, it is here, and it almost knows what the unnamed son is all about, no, it already knows. However, it is not interested, silent, just quietly entrenched in that inexplicable, unable to directly watch, even imaginable, even where the most sophisticated high-end instruments can not measure, time and space It doesn't make sense there, it looks around from a holistic perspective, and it's too small for its depth and grandness relative to its vision. However, it is precisely because he feels it and presents an image of existence in his perception, so it is having an impact on this place.

The Nameless Son is a vulgar man who is neither short-sighted nor far-sighted, nor does he have extraordinary sensibility, reason and intuition, nor does he have any mysterious factors before pressing a switch, so he cannot see It is, therefore, that he is safe.

However, Father Edward knows very well that as long as he continues to stay here, continue to communicate with himself, and help himself from the awareness of action, then he will come into contact with it more and more quickly, at that time, regardless of whether he is Can take this opportunity to escape, he will definitely die-in a way of thinking, in a way of thinking, in a way of consciousness, in a way of personality, physiology and physics, dying in all directions, No longer exists.

The unnamed child will use this as an opportunity. It is possible that the language ca n’t be described, is indescribable, ca n’t be directly observed, and the unimaginable monster can be fixed and fixed into an image that people can recognize and touch. Even if this image is only a trivial part of its body, the attacker can attack it through this trivial part.

It's like a poison needle embroidered from the skin, with a gambling expectation, hoping that toxins will flow into this terrible enemy and let it die-but in fact, do these toxins It cannot be predicted in advance.

Yes, this is the insurance of the Witch vv, a targeted, insurance for the unimaginable and indescribable enemy of the "monster in the collective subconscious of humanity"-she tried to lock this enemy into this look Inside the strong safe.

As long as the unnamed child has played a role, he will definitely not be able to survive, because the inexplicable, unimaginable monster will try to destroy the safe that solidifies itself in the first time, and it can certainly break the safe, which others can do. It is the priority to attack this monster because it solidifies itself and seems to be within reach and can be attacked.

Father Edward knew very well that the nameless son himself had never thought about this, and it was not at all clear why he was called the nameless son and became one of the three messengers, and he did not understand the price he would pay. Words, how terrible. He was so stupid, so ignorant, but even so, his mood at the moment was so deep and vivid, perhaps because he didn't understand anything, so he could show such a sincere expression.

In the eyes full of consciousness of the Son of Unknown, Father Edward felt for the first time that his malignancy was so deep, and his struggle was so weak, and he was in what harsh madness and despair, and There is no possibility of rejection at all-he knows better, not only that he knows it, but also that it is slightly obvious from the illusion, but also knows it clearly.

All this, without any cover, placed on the stage of destiny, whether it is itself, the nameless son, or even the witch vv and the four days courtyard gamma coconut that have no news, as well as the entire new century gospel and other mysterious organizations, It's just a group of puppets that are seen through.

The pessimistic, desperate, crazy, and painful emotions poured into Father Edward's heart with an unprecedented force, making him feel the side of himself more than ever. He couldn't help but moisten the corners of his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ..." I never killed myself in the past. I was in pain because of my actions. Even Father Edward, who felt that the pain and asceticism was taken for granted, said for the first time in the emotion of the surge The word "sorry" came out.

However, the man in front of him couldn't understand it, and he felt dazed and confused, as if he felt that he had done something wrong. Father Edward knew that from the beginning, the man's performance was taken for granted, and the most consistent, even so, could not stop his own tears.

"You will die, you are going to die, unnamed son." Father Edward said to the man this way.

"... I'm not going to die." Although saying so, the man's consciousness made him change his saying: "If my death can work, although I don't know what role it will play, but it must be Prove that I am valuable as one of the three messengers? I have forgotten many things, but, I am sure that I am willing to put the value of my life here. If my death is valuable, then Let this value be fulfilled. Father Edward, will you win for me? Will all the bets be recovered for me? "

"I don't know. I don't know." Father Edward almost collapsed. He only felt that all his reason and sensibility, his part that was transformed into an inhumane, and the part that was disciplined to be extremely hard could not stop his heart. The engulfment of the abyss and the emotion projected from the opposite man triggered an explosion of emotion. For the first time, he realized that he was not as firm and strong as he thought. No, it should be said that his rigidity relative to humans was not worth mentioning in front of that monster.

I was like a sand castle, but I was complacent, and when the stormy waves came over, I suddenly collapsed.

"You must know. You should know." The man patted Father Edward's shoulder hard, as if to inject something into his body through this action and strength, "You never cry, because This kind of thing is crying, you have to give me an answer, Father Edward! "

"I, I can't give anything." Father Edward said.

"No, you can promise me." The man straightened Father Edward's body and stared at his loose eyes until his pupils were focused, so he said: "You have to promise, you will replace me All bets are won back! I do n’t care if you ’re really lying or you ’re sure from time to time, but you must promise, promise me! Do n’t let my death be useless, do n’t let my life be useless value."

Father Edward could n’t escape the look that forced him to look ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ The emotional frenzy that made him collapse seems to be split under the look of this look, making him squeeze out the courage to answer: "Yes, I give you Promise, I must promise you. I give you this promise. "

The man stared at it for a while, and then released Father Edward ’s body, with a relief smile, and said, “I ’m relieved then.”

Father Edward only shed tears, and the liquid that had been lingering in his heart, in his eyes, blended into a burning emotion that he had never thought he would have, with his own face. The melting heat flows out close to the corner of the eyes, but there is a courage that was not born in one's own heart, passed from the stupid, sincere, and sudden face of the man opposite, along the channel of emotional loss, into the heart.

"Let's get started, Father Edward." The Son of No Name said, "I can't wait. I foresee that a destiny is coming to me. That will be the biggest performance in my life."

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