Father Sisen stood at the top of the tallest building in the area. The building looks like a tower. The two-thirds of the building starting from the base is irregular geometric surfaces, and the corners formed by the rigid lines are everywhere. The more upward it tends to be a smoother arc. At the top, the volume of the building expands outward, like a mushroom head, or like a broken semicircle. Only in this part does the opening appear as a regular window-like structure. A spacious space, but there is no object that gives the impression of "This is a room". The structure of this spacious space is by no means opposed to the mushroom-shaped external contour. The straight lines and the curved lines are interlaced. It makes people dizzy. If a person who does n’t have a good sense of space and balance stands in it, there will be an illusion that he is top-heavy and his body seems to be suspended.

No one knows what role this bizarre tower-shaped building plays in this area. Its first impression is "landmark" because its appearance and height are very striking, but from "Sha As far as the calculated node data is concerned, it is not the center in the absolute sense, and does not assume the meaning similar to "core". Father Sissen and others felt a strong feeling when they saw the tower, but from the known data, it is not special, which makes people feel a sense of contradiction. In the end, Father Sisen still chose this tower-like building as a gazebo or command center. Although Father Sisen ’s reputation and status were enough to convince others to act according to his plan, but from the perspective of a mysterious event It is said that the mysterious experts who faced the terrorist enemies one step ahead of Father Sissen could not complete every detail of the arrangement, adapt to the situation they faced, and try to make the situation develop according to their own ideas in the direction of the established plan. Is the way mysterious experts deal with problems. Therefore, Father Sissen cannot actually act like a chess piece, allowing others to move on a given board.

The phrase "stand on the top and take control of the overall situation" has no practical meaning most of the time. Standing on this tallest building, Father Sissen spent more time looking out than the command, with the fog The spread and end, the dispersion and the cohesion, the changes caused by uncontrollable accidents again and again, almost deprived him of the contact with other people.

Father Sisen is not worried about this kind of thing, because, in mysterious events, this is often the case. All he can do is try his best to reconnect, if he cannot obtain information from others, he can only obtain information through his own observations. Although it sometimes succeeds, most actions fail, and this failure is common in the experience of dealing with mysterious events. He knows very well that he chose to stay behind and tried to grasp and influence the situation from a perspective, then, when he was unable to do so because of various factors, it was when he was isolated.

On this thicker and wider chessboard, he was the only king left, and all the horses, carriages, and artillery were lost in the dense fog, and their lives were unknown. The exposed king was so dangerous, deep maliciousness flowed from the seemingly calm void, as if an invisible hunter was looking for the king's own flaws, looking for a chance to swallow it up.Father Sissen could understand his situation too well Instead of saying that, it is because I knew in advance that I would fall into such a predicament, so I insisted on doing so. Because, from past experience, it is impossible to get the results you want without putting yourself at risk. Where you are is the safest and most dangerous place.

Father Sisen was waiting for the enemy to pounce on himself from that dark place. He was sure that the other party would pounce on him, because his own layout did not leave any room for conspiracy and deception on these things. Can only do what they want to do. The lonely king is already the best opportunity they can grasp.

The gray mist is winding, the power of the sacrifice ceremony is hidden in the "wind" formed by the magic pattern super power, and it has been inadvertently covered with a corner of the fog. In the eyes of Father Sisen, all the movements driven by this "wind" and disturbed by "wind" are a piece of data that outlines a certain tense and a certain range. These data are continuously accumulated in the brain hardware and substituted into After the preset rough sacrificial ritual parameters, an extremely complex three-dimensional figure is formed.

Father Sisen ’s brain cannot understand this figure, but the information transmitted from the brain hardware is not presented in his brain in a dizzying and detailed manner, but forms a comprehensive a feeling of. Relying entirely on this feeling, in a rough form to capture what you want to know. This feeling is also quite different from the intuition that Father Sisen used to rely on as a mysterious expert in the past. When Father Xisen was sober, he could easily distinguish the original intuition of the mysterious expert from this hardware-dependent There is a difference between the sentiments, but he is not sure if he can distinguish when he is not fresh enough. Although the two perceptions seem to be complementary and there is no conflict between them, from his observations on the prosthetic body Gaochuan, he must not underestimate the difference between the two perceptions. This is under certain conditions. When encountering some mystery at the level of consciousness, it is enough to cause the person's mental breakdown.

Father Sisen needs more time to enrich his understanding of these two perceptions and to grasp the difference and accommodation between the two. He knows very well that he has little time left in this battle. The malicious infested in the air is accumulating with the passage of time, the more repressive the feeling before the outbreak, then, once the outbreak begins, its aggression and destructive power become more serious its first attack, It is definitely one of my most dangerous situations.

Observe, feel, understand, master, mobilize, and so on

Father Sisen vaguely saw silhouettes and non-human silhouettes walking in spacious or narrow spaces, running inside the streets, stairs and buildings, they were fighting, fleeing, gasping, yelling, but Everything is silent, and all colors are shadowed by the gray mist, which looks deep and cold. The picture is so chaotic, gray and messy, like a silent film, only the fierce and vague action seems to suggest something.

He counted, and wanted to draw from these illusion-like, self-imagined pictures presented on his mind based on sensibility, distinguishing himself from his enemies, and confirming the number of survivors, but he could not do it. Non-human silhouettes may be eye-catching and can be easily distinguished, but not all non-human things are non-human silhouettes, and all human-shaped silhouettes are not necessarily humans. It is almost impossible to distinguish the differences between the human figures in which the details are vague and chaotic.

They, or they are entangled. What Mr. Sisen saw and what was reflected in his mind were already two different scenes, but there were many invisible silk threads that stitched the two scenes together, both incompatible places and as if one side filled the other. There is no gap presented by one party. A scene that only he saw, which was extremely unusual and difficult to describe in detail, slowly opened like a scroll. He felt that his soul seemed to fall into this abnormal scroll, and his mental exhaustion could not make him look away from the scroll.

He thinks this is an illusion, but in this illusion, he is very sure that he has seen a huge shadow that is spreading from the other end, indifferent time and space, across an uncountable distance, and very far away. . At this moment, his heart was beating irregularly like a twitch, making him feel that if he had not been rightified, he would have fainted because of irregular heart rhythm, and even died.

A certain emotion is growing in the brain. He cannot tell whether it is fear or something else, but "fear" is probably the closest description. What do you see in this deep and sensuous world? What do you feel? Father Sisen can no longer find any words in his memory that can describe it.

A word suddenly came to his mind: this is the corner of a huge stage, and he is just a human figure wandering around the corner of this stage, in a fatal, as if it can be changed, but the ending has not changed. In the script, his role is interpreted, however, the character itself cannot understand the ultimate meaning of himself on this huge stage. In the face of this ultimate meaning, the meaning that I think I have is so pale, cramped and small. I think I am driven by self-cognition, but maybe this self-cognition is only part of the script?

A force enough to destroy self, destroy personality, see oneself in the world, and perceive the destruction of one's own angle. With the flashing of this sentence in Father Sisen's mind, he insisted, but it was like riding a small boat In the stormy waves, as the waves rise and fall violently, it seems that the ship will be destroyed at any time.

Father Si Sen did n’t look in the mirror and did n’t know that his face was pale. He was just convulsed in front of his boat that was about to be knocked over by his turbulent waves presented by his own mind and spirit in his own mind and feelings. The ground yelled and suddenly woke up. Afterwards, the emotion that did not know whether it was "fear" or something, subsided from his body like a low tide. Only he himself knew that it did not completely disappear, it was in his body, it would appear at any time, in In this mysterious world, at the end of spirit and thought, it gazes at itself for a while.

I was attacked by myself, no, it was not like this, it just poured out gently, and the ego was almost unable to accommodate it. Father Sisen did not want to believe his own judgment, because in this judgment, the "it", the shadow, the unconsciously appeared in his consciousness, no, rather, it has always existed in his consciousness and thinking The "it" in this is so huge and terrible that it is incomprehensible and difficult to resist, but such a huge and terrible thing should not be accommodated by oneself.

Father Sissen suddenly had a feeling of epiphany. He felt that he already knew what it was. As the Doomsday Truth Church said and expected, it was the monster that existed in the collective subconscious of mankind. Only in a huge overall concept of "all humans", there is enough space to accommodate this monster. Previously, it only used an individual named "Father Sissen" as a channel to reach a tentacle. Even after that, the self-consciousness of "Father Sisen" was almost destroyed.

Father Sissen knew very well that he did not want to contact this monster subjectively, or that he did not want to dig into it from the inexplicable connection between self-consciousness and human collective subconsciousness from the depth of his consciousness. However, when he began to think, began to immerse himself in that sensuous world, and began to subconsciously explore the spiritual world of himself, he involuntarily opened a "door" for it.

It will come from behind the "door".

"monster"

The monster is very close.

Father Sisen dared not think about it anymore, but at the same time he was not sure if he had subjectively refused to think about these things and refused to dig out the truth from the level of consciousness, whether there is a certain level of subconsciousness that he cannot autonomous The initiative of the person, when he is not inadvertently, continues to explore this deep hidden monster. Human innate curiosity may lose color and luster in subjective consciousness due to the tempering of life, but it seems that it has disappeared, but perhaps this curiosity and driving force have never been from the subject of "human beings". Disappearing from individual human beings. People are only paralyzed by negative mentality when they are observing themselves. They ca n’t see this curiosity and motivation. In fact, it has always existed, always exists, and is full of mystery in this. In the world of Doomsday, it is like an uncontrollable key, which has been inserted in the deepest door lock in the bottom of everyone's heart, turning gently and quietly.

People, inadvertently and without realizing it, will open the door that isolates the dangerous monster.

Father Sisen felt that he might be in the same situation. When he consciously paid attention but could not realize it, or when he was unwilling but forced by a certain situation, he isolated it. Horror monster, the last door that keeps me open is unconscious.

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