Omi is falling into an abnormal state that has been recorded for a long time. In the past, the situation of "Gaochuan" was only conceived from the literal and data. There was always a feeling of looking at the flowers in the fog. Now I feel the horror in it, and I understand that it is not Controlled by one's own subjective will. Completely controlling your body physically does not help you cope with such a situation at all. It does something mentally and psychologically, and it does not help you escape from this kind of torture. All methods that try to make themselves their own theories, try to control the operation of every cell of themselves, every muscle and nerve appear superficial at this time, and even false all observations based on observations of themselves and others similar to themselves In the end, the logic system that was finally established collapsed like a sand castle hit by the waves in this strong involuntary feeling.

The self-proclaimed rationality in the past, in today's self-observation and self-experience, appears superficial and narrow like the meaning of the word "rationality" itself, which restricts one's own growth and thus generates a strong impulse to break away from reason.

This impulse contains violent chaotic negative emotions, a kind of emotional germination as if it should have been itself, bathed in a certain atmosphere that can only be called "mystery", thriving. Accompanying it are more and more, clearer and deeper anomalies: hearing the sounds that are not normally heard, seeing things that are completely illusory in terms of reason, however, even assuming that It is all hallucinations or hallucinations, or using hard logic to deny these abnormal truths, and it does not help to get rid of it. Moreover, because of the sounds they hear, the hallucinations they see, and the various reactions they produce, whether they are good or bad, are real.

Or, there is a feeling of depression that makes you have to believe that these anomalies, and the impact these anomalies have on yourself, are the real fear and death for yourself, not the belief that you will die , So it will die, but a more objective fact. All the evidence and clues that you can observe are pointing to the truth of this fear and death. The more rational people, before finding suspicious evidence, The more quickly you fall into this authenticity.

Obviously, we should not be shaken by this vague dream-like dynamic, and have a set of theories to explain from the bottom of my heart. However, the intense sense of fear still broke out in the river's heart involuntarily, wave after wave.

Omi's eyeballs twitched and pained, and the scene he saw produced double images, as if the two worlds were close together in a form that nearly overlapped, but they did not overlap completely from time to time. Many theories explaining this situation can be found in the physiological system of vision and brain. However, the intense emotions forced Omi to subconsciously deny these theories as if he had come from the bottom of his heart. From an objective researcher, he changed Became a subjective mystic.

In such a dilemma full of contradictions, but unable to relieve himself, Omi saw the man who once became a tentacle-like fog form in her observation body, Gaochuan, who once again became human. attitude. However, there is an unusual background, hazy around this human figure, floating like an illusion in the mist. When she looks at it, she seems to see a deep and dark universe in which light escapes, but It seemed so slow again, her eyes seemed to stick to meteors of different sizes, sliding along a huge unspeakable orbit towards the depths of the universe, they were so firm that they seemed to have a clear destination .

That voice, as if it were the voice of Omi, sounded again: when the stars are in the right position ...

The voice that was creeping towards himself, who did n’t know where it was, became clearer. Omi looked at the deep and dark universe, and only felt that the creeping thing crawled in the universe. Ignoring the distant distance between the two sides, ignoring the coldness and darkness of the universe, passing through a channel or path that cannot be observed on my own side, slowly and firmly crawling towards myself.

Jin Jiang also felt that it was wrong to describe the "slowness" of this feeling for the first time. Because the movement of that thing is actually not slow, but its sense of existence is so huge and so unpredictable, and the distance between it and itself is too far, and it is produced by so many factors. "It creeps slowly" feeling.

In fact, it moves very fast, even faster than the ordinary constellation, because it cannot be directly observed, and it has not reached the end, so it is impossible to measure the number of that astronomical unit.

In Omi ’s mind, all the information about “kaekesa” is unclear whether it is her fantasy or real information, and she replays it in her heart like a self-talking voice. There is a strong sense of persecution that is dragging her reason and distorting her most basic worldview, and all the doubts that arise in dream-like hallucinations will eventually become a cognition of self-existence Negatively, at the most basic level, to disintegrate one's outlook on life and morality.

The mysterious and distorted power is distorting a person's self-cognition. Whether thinking or not thinking, it seems that there will be a new cognition sprouting from the heart. It is so trembling, horrifying and exciting. Omi felt this mysterious and distorted power, but only felt that this power was as magnificent as the cosmic galaxy, as if it was confirming that the source of this power was what he had guessed before. Unknown.

Using common sense 3D coordinates, it is impossible to define where it is. It wriggled in an invisible "channel", which seemed to be slow but actually approached the earth very quickly, close to itself on the earth. It was already here, and it felt that it was still wriggling across the far side of the universe. At that time, its "future" has already reached the edge of the solar system, and it seems that within a second, it will be close to the earth. It has never been so close to this planet, the sun is like the dust of sesame seeds in its shadow. Then, at a certain second in the future, this planet that breeds intelligent life will completely collapse not from the disintegration of the physical structure, but an unpredictable metamorphosis in the structural form.

Suddenly, Omi knew a lot about the changes in the past of the earth and the changes that will occur in the future of the earth. However, the information is extremely vague, as if he was frightened. Imagined from the information known in the past, I can't find the basis for them. Even so, my instinct is still screaming and letting myself believe this knowledge and information.

Omi did n’t know whether other patients with Doomsday Syndrome, including “Gaochuan” and the former “Zhenjiang”, were forced to instill such a huge amount of information as she is now. She even doubted that this doomsday in her own world The so-called "prophets" that exist in the illusion are the recipients of these future messages.

The existence of that huge and gigantic shore, and even the time and space that constitutes itself, are not linear. It even makes people wonder whether the concepts of "time" and "space" really exist in its perspective. It is just instinctively accustomed to act in the ordinary place, but it is beyond description of the concept of human common sense. The meaning of dimension and quantum is not reflected in their existence, so it is also very chaotic in the perspective of three or four dimensions. Its very different way of existence has caused humans to produce abnormal sensations that are difficult to describe and difficult to understand when they unconsciously touch it, or when they consciously try to observe it. These abnormal sensations are not intended for people to clearly understand it. , But to protect human beings, is an operation of survival instinct.

Omi didn't understand that what she suddenly knew now was too much and too heavy in terms of weight. No matter what these things she suddenly understood were true or false, the load imposed on her by her size was obvious. Even if you are as smart as yourself, it seems that you will be completely different from your past cognition at any time, but you cannot deny their common sense perspective in their knowledge. It seems that the information is forcing me to observe and understand the world from a non-human perspective, and then transform myself into a non-human existence.

If both "Gaochuan" and "Zhenjiang" have experienced such information scours, let's not mention "Jiang", which has obviously changed the way of existence. How does "Gaochuan" maintain the basic point of its own cognition? What? Just rely on the ability of that personality reincarnation? Jin Jiang felt that it was impossible, and could only guess that it was Jiang who was sharing the pressure of Gaochuan. It was because Jiang had completely changed the form of existence, so he could share most of the pressure for Gaochuan.

Jin Jiang was not sure why she suddenly came into contact with a part of the truth of this terrible monster more deeply than everyone else. Such doubts finally made her understand whether the terrible monster was suddenly her own. Like this. However, it may be because of his identity as a "Jinjiang trap" and an unclear relationship with "Jiang", which caused this special situation. Such an idea emerged from Jinjiang's heart, but the timing of this idea appeared It was such a coincidence that she had to doubt, but it was just a hypothetical excuse.

However, Jin Jiang couldn't help but examine the "Jin Jiang trap" further: If his trap successfully captured the "Jiang", would the loss of the "Gaochuan" of the "Jiang" mean that he lost his mentality, cognition and What about the "buffer zone" on the physical structure? Dorothy's "Super Gaochuan Project" is not only a bait for the "Omi River Trap", but also a successor plan that can only be completed after the "Omi River Trap" succeeds. If “Jiang” cannot be captured, or if it is temporarily “isolated”, “Super Gaochuan” may still be contaminated by “Jiang”, and such a finished product will still fail in Dorothy ’s standard. Therefore, in these In the plan, it is necessary to induce or force the separation of "Jiang" from the body of "Gaochuan", which is an inevitable result. It used to look necessary, but now, in these huge amounts of new information, a new recognition Jin Jiang began to worry about whether the "Jiang River Trap" had real feasibility.

However, these worries have no direct connection with the reconstruction of the current prosperity Gaochuan. All the procedures of the transformation are still in accordance with the established standards even in the state of Omi ’s distraction. It is like ordering each variable in advance, and strictly controlling all possible mutations and accidents with a mechanical standard. Live, in the "mystery", this 100% certainty is simply the biggest "mystery".

"Sha" didn't pay attention to the situation of Jinjiang, and could not directly understand her situation through the other party's virtual projection. Therefore, she noticed the result of such a standard transformation and felt the risk of inevitability for the reform of the prosthetic body. She could not understand more, the transformation based on the mystery of the gray mist, it is impossible for itself One hundred percent is not accidental, and it once reformed Father Sissen, even though the entire process has been rigorously calculated and planned, but there will still be unpredictable conditions ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ and must actively think , To manually resolve these accidents.

However, its cognition that "it will inevitably produce some accidents" was broken by the transformation of the current prosthetic body Gao Chuan. It suddenly felt very frightened, as if it was being reduced to an established script, everything was operating at the rhythm planned by the script. It tries to use its own knowledge to find the existence of this "script". It feels that if there is such a "script", then it must determine its position in this "script" because this is The basis of all confrontation.

However, it has not been found, everything is so natural, a kind of nature that makes its non-human existence creep.

Just as the prosthetic body Gaochuan was destined to complete this transformation, and he was destined to receive a lot of support from outsiders, it also seemed destined to everything that would happen afterwards. That is what will happen inevitably. The self, who does not know the result, is incapable of preventing and reversing it, no matter whether it is good or bad, and can only naturally accept the result that is unknown to him but already doomed.

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