I do n’t know about Qi, and all my knowledge of her comes from diaries. I keep writing these diaries, and I do n’t know when, even if I do n’t recognize them, I keep increasing the number of words. It has also become a mysterious thing. Obviously it seems to be only the thickness of an ordinary notebook, but I can never finish it. Even if it is not written in this diary, it will appear in this diary, whether it is "hospital reality" or "doom illusion", when I think of it When it is, it will always be by its side. Is it a real thing? Or does it only exist in my illusion? I can't tell. Even so, from the style of vocabulary, I can still see my own shadow ... I do n’t know if other Gao Chuan also have the habit of writing a diary, and I do n’t know under what circumstances this diary will be used by them. However, I confirmed that I was the first writer of this diary, and, before I died, I did think of passing down this diary.

I wrote a diary, read the diary, knit my adventures in it, and also found information left by other Gao Chuan in it. As I read these stories, I feel more and more common with other Gaochuan and me, and I will not regret it because of my choice before death. I feel more and more that even if I don't have the recovery now, "Gaochuan" is indeed passed on in a deep philosophical world. What I have left, what I know, and the choices I have made continue in this extremely complex and extremely simple transmission.

I no longer feel too strong about whether I am still alive. I think that my existence at this moment is not to replace another Gaochuan that exists today, but just to add some options to "Gaochuan". Of course, what the "Jiang" that brought me back to life was thinking, I am quite sure that I cannot understand it, and of course other people do not necessarily view my resurrection from a positive angle, but I can understand all of them. In these understandable and incomprehensible situations, I feel that my destiny, which I can't resist at all, has been revealed.

Even if I do n’t want to do anything and do nothing, I will also appear-the power that no one can understand, from the perspective that no one can understand, to interpret the needs that no one can understand.

And I can do very little.

My limitations are in the few things that I can do.

In the same way, all these things I have done to Chi, every word I said to her, my thoughts and suggestions on her, and my understanding of her all reflect their own limitations. I do n’t think I must be right, but if I do n’t want to stand by, I have to help Qi even if I am not sure if I am right.

I rescued her, took her away, and asked her to think with me-does she need this? I am not sure, from an objective point of view, she is grateful to me now, and in the environment of the illusion of doomsday, it is likely to become the source of the pain she suffered in the future, but at least for now, she is not so Think, I think, this is enough.

I am full of limitations. In this dark and unknown world, I cannot see through the future and make absolutely correct choices. Therefore, I cannot be a real hero, but can only guard by my narrow and foolish rules. Something at your fingertips.

However, for me, this is enough. I think anyone who can feel their own stupidity will think so.

I am special, but not unique.

Kan and I sprinted through a labyrinthine pipeline. For Kan, this speed is probably very fast, but compared to speed sweeping, it is extremely slow. However, fast has the benefits of fast, and slow also has the principle of slowness. For each specific goal and for each special environment, the right rhythm is needed, not just the speed-just because there have been in the past Too many fast Mercedes-Benz, so I have such an idea.

Right now, what you need is not an established goal, but finding it yourself. Until then, any rapid movement was aimless and tiring, and it was easy to fall into the trap—whether psychologically or otherwise.

Without my strong fighting power or the support of my companions, I need to face a large group of body life. The strength and weakness of the two sides have opened a qualitative gap. Even so, she still wanted to go deeper. Therefore, she must think about what she can do and what she can do.

I continue to guide her with my personal experience and understanding of the doomsday truth. Of course, I can also help her make a decision directly, telling her that a certain goal is important, but what does it mean? Fighting according to my instructions will not allow her to grow or win her, nor will it have any impetus for my personal plan. On the contrary, although I intervene in it, if the main reason for her to make a decision is herself, then no matter how much she can do, it must be very important to herself.

Chi can't understand why the life of the elementary life has so arrogantly sought her, so deliberately used her as a sacrifice-compared to other indigenous peoples, she doesn't think she has a special place. I naturally couldn't find out what is special about her compared with other people, and caused such intense movements in the life of the body, but since the action of the life of the body hides the shadow of the doomsday truth, then, I am used to it Think about it from another angle: it ’s not that the life of the body is craving for Qi, but it is the doomsday doctrine of the doomsday. Hand, but also act on their own.

In the previous battles, it was indeed not found that the Doomsday Truth had intervened.

If you think about it this way, you can draw a conclusion: Bian itself is not important, the important thing is that she may be involved in the center of things. To put it simply, for doomsday truth religions, qi is a decoy. So, doomsday truth teaches the illusion of body life, making them mistakenly recognize the particularity and importance of qi, and carry out fierce actions against qi , Which triggers those situations that will be related to the bar.

Take the previous battle as an example: Apocalyptic doctrine does not care whether barn will become a sacrifice, but the action of the body's life with barn as the center of gravity has led to my appearance in the process. Perhaps, to the doomsday truth As far as education is concerned, my appearance and action are exactly what they want to see, and they are also likely to be waiting for the chain of events that will be triggered by my actions at the moment.

Unlike my ignorance, limitations and short-sightedness, although the doomsday truths are morally evil in human nature, they do have wisdom and perseverance that I cannot match. Faced with the same extremely complicated cause-and-effect network, they only need to gently shake one of the nodes to see more nodes moving. This is the pressure that everyone who tries to oppose the doomsday truth no matter which illusion of doomsday must be. The more you try to intervene in their arrangement, the more you will feel your powerlessness, and as if they are surrounded by them, the irresistible end of the trend.

"I am a bait?" I froze for a moment, then asked: "So, who is the real prey?"

"I don't know, maybe it's me, maybe someone else after me, but in my thoughts, you are just the beginning, but not the most important thing." The actions of the doomsday truth church have risen and fallen in my mind more than once. Splicing, I try to organize the clues I know, regardless of which doomsday illusion, into a whole outline. Maybe it ’s because the Doomsday Truth Church itself is too complicated and deep, and their actions are full of some kind of ultimate destructiveness that makes people feel incomparable pressure and fear. Therefore, people often overlook an important, often by their own Information ignored by others: The doomsday truth also has a prophet.

Although in a mysterious world, "prophets" are often seen as a positive force, a hero's guide, a kind of commendable existence, and almost all mysterious organizations will also pack "prophets" in this way, and, most The "Prophet" does do many positive things because he can see the end of the world and avoid the destruction he foresees. However, the "prophet" is not exactly such a character, either in terms of logic or objective facts.

The prophets in the illusion of doomsday can foresee and can only predict the steps of the end. Therefore, different attitudes towards the "end of the world" will change their own ideas and positions.

Moreover, from the clues of the doomsday illusion that I was born, the prophet of the doomsday truth religion is closer to the first prophet in the true sense than the prophet Mayn of the online ball: whether it is from ability or becoming a prophet In the chronological order, there are more powerful features than Prophet Mayn.

Although it is a pity, the cyber ball prophet "Ms. Mayn", recognized and respected by many mysterious experts, is only the "first prophet" recognized in the camp against the doomsday truth. The NOG with the prophet Mayn and other prophets does not have an advantage in the face of the prophets hidden in the doomsday truth.

I ’m not sure if Cyber ​​Ball knows, but I do know: The Tianmen Project of Doomsday Truth has four core sacrifices. In the past Doomsday Illusion, these four people are also called: Base, Core, Prophet, and Guard By.

Since the Doomsday Religious Repeater is closely related to the Tianmen Project, it means that the "prophet" in these four sacrifice cores is not simply the "prophet" in the usual sense.

Although the construction of repeaters in all parties today is based on the Tianmen plan of the Doomsday Religion-because of certain circumstances, the Tianmen plan flows out of the Doomsday Religion, I think this is the "old acquaintances" who designed and promoted the Tianmen Plan Deliberately-However, from what I know, most of them, including the network ball ’s own repeater, have made some changes in the basic structure, turning the four sacrifices that support the Tianmen Project into Three: There seems to be the idea that the triangle is more stable, and it is closer to the source and also has a mysterious richness. I have made a more detailed analysis of the situation of the sacrificed person, and almost can think that they chose to cut down the "prophet".

I do n’t know the specific situation of the repeater, but since it is built on the Tianmen plan, it means that the foundation of the Tianmen plan affects the foundation of the repeater to a greater extent, and all become the Tianmen. The sacrifices based on the plan will all have their unique and strong influence. The Tianmen project lacking the sacrifice of the "prophet", in my opinion, is incomplete-perhaps in the eyes of others, it is an optimization that can be advanced or retreated, but with my design and promotion of the "Tianmen project" "The understanding of those people, it is almost impossible to make a transformative improvement on the basis of genius like those people ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ Although, I The executor's cognition of the "Mar Jones House" stays in the era of the doomsday illusion that I was born.

However, since even the files and the fire have appeared in this doomsday illusion, I do n’t think there will be much change in the “Mar Jones House” that I know.

Irene: The last successor of the Mar Jones family is also the "core" of the Tianmen project.

Munch: The suspected true first prophet, Irene's husband, the "foundation" of the Tianmen project.

Stern: Genius, the main designer of the "Tianmen Project" and the "guardian" of the Tianmen Project.

Little Stern: Stern's son, promoter of the "Tianmen Project", heir of Sinter's ideal, the spokesperson of the Mar Jones family after Irene.

Marseille: The son of Irene and Munch, the "gate" between the "temporary data hedge space" created by the Tianmen Project and the normal world. The existence of this "gate" makes the Tianmen Project's impact on the normal world deeper and more controllable and sustainable.

Sauron: Unlike Munch, who is suspected of being the first prophet, it is the "first prophet" who has direct evidence after Munch. Although the appearance stays like a child, its existence time is longer than that of "Prophet Mayn" It is still far away, and, in some clues, its ability is significantly stronger than the Prophet Mayn. However, he was captured by the "Mar Jones" from the stage when the "Tianmen Project" was still in the outline. It was a key piece of the "Tianmen Project" and a sacrifice "Prophet" scheduled by the "Tianmen Project".

I don't think that these people do not exist in today's doomsday illusion, in today's Mar Jones house. Instead, they are more "successful" in a sense than they did in the end of the illusion of my birth.