Billy's corpse produced an indescribable change in front of my eyes. This deformation is not a qualitative change and deformation of the physical properties within the known range, nor is it a change from the conscious level. What the corpse produced during the change is not something that can be identified with common sense. I do n’t know what it is, but I feel weird. It seems that from the deep inside of the existence of "Billy", something has been eaten, leaving only an empty shell. I intuitively know that Billy is completely dead, whether it is from the perspective of the hospital reality or the end of the illusion of illusion, this kind of death is quite thorough, although I do n’t know whether observation from other angles will show the taste of this death , But at least in my observation and cognition, Billy ’s death is very thorough and irreparable, even if there is another doomsday illusion in the next round, he will not appear.

Based on what I saw when I was walking consciously, I can only think that "Jiang" ate "Billy". However, neither my cognition nor intuition can find enough evidence to prove this. After all, what I have observed in the ideological world is only that strange blood red "eaten" the silver Bullets only. My understanding of the current changes in Billy is based on guessing the details that can be observed, and I finally come to a seemingly logical conclusion, but from my past experience, this unprovable conclusion Sometimes it is quite unreliable.

In any case, there is no need to think about Billy's things now. Face-to-face opponents-not enemies, I have never regarded these old friends as enemies, even if we are standing on opposite sides in terms of cognition, thoughts and behavior-there is only one file left. Excluding Jung, files, and Billy, and of course there are other "old friends" around me. Fortunately, they are not ritual performers. What they have to say, their situation is more in my knowledge. Like assistants and observers, perhaps in front of the enemies envisioned by the torchlight, they will also act as defenders, just like the files and Billy are against me.

Whether it ’s assisting the ritual, or observing the progress of the ritual, and even adding bricks to the ritual or containing the enemy, it is far better than being a ritual performer or a living sacrifice-I really think so, even if Billy is in I was completely "dead" in front of me, hollowed out, and even the outer shell was deformed, but from the perspective of my plan, from the source idea of ​​the plan I made, once my plan is successful, these people still have Hope for "recovery".

Whether it is a torchlight deviation ceremony or an apocalyptic sacrificial ceremony, the final result will surely attract unimaginable shocking things, insisting on whether the two results are good or bad. There is no difference, all are desperate results, but from a sentimental point of view, the final result of the doomsday sacrificial ritual is still somewhat "familiar", even if this "familiarity" is just a kind of The illusion, it seems to be imaginable is just an illusion, and it is far more inclined than the unfamiliar unimaginable result of the torch light. It was this tendency that made me decide to fight the deviation ritual, and even preferred to replace it with the sacrificial ritual of doomsday truth.

And better than these two ceremonies, of course, comes from my own means. I always think that whether I killed them by my own hands or swallowed them up by "Jiang" is definitely a more promising ending. Taking my own existence at this time as an example, although from my observation point of view, being killed by "Jiang" is also a complete death, but the possibility of their recovery in the mystery of "Jiang" cannot be ruled out . This possibility alone is enough to be called hope in despair.

If the actions generated around the "jiang" can also be called a "ritual", then I am the performer of this ritual. Compared to the completely strange deviation ritual and the hostile sacrificial ritual, the "Jiang's ritual" centered on me is certainly more promising.

There is an intuition telling me that as long as it is someone who was killed by my own hand, there is still the possibility of the future. For those who have been devoured by Jiang, this possibility will be minimized, but it has not completely disappeared. Moreover, neither the shadows behind the metaphor of the torchlight ceremonies, nor the black hands hidden behind the sacrificial ceremonies of the Doomsday Truth can take away the people killed by me and Jiang-I am not sure about this Whether this kind of intuition is a kind of bewitching and instigating, but the situation is so vicious that I have no choice. No, I always have no choice.

If necessary, in the worst case, I must also consider "killing Dorothy with my own hands" as the most intense means to keep the last thoughts. After all, the enemies we have to face are too elusive and full of malice. In the absence of time, it is impossible to even the gap between each other.

Whether it is in the hospital reality or in the illusion of doomsday, people who can recognize the "virus", so far, are only the most preliminary goal of "finding the virus", and have not yet been able to really do it . Once the existence of "viruses" is really locked in the layers, can we really defeat such a terrible enemy through common sense? Imagine what would be the worst case? The ending within the imagination, and the ending beyond the imagination, all have crazy fears.

If there is a choice, I have always been willing to choose a better situation. However, those better situations have never been shown in front of me. Everything is collapsing in the deepening viciousness, just like the deteriorating terminal disease. same.

Once I start to think deeply about these things-in fact, my thoughts are turning around these things all the time, and I can't stop this thinking-I can hear those terrible voices, terrifying illusions, and this At the same time, the intuition that seems to guide me how to do it will become stronger. It seems to be a more correct choice to do it instinctively. I am ignorant and I can only act on this point. For this reason, I need to put aside reason, because reason will absolutely deny this kind of correctness. Only sensibility can free me from this kind of The desperate yoke of "nowhere to go" to execute a plan that is absolutely wrong from a rational point of view.

My trance only happened for a moment, but this moment happened so frequently, and the combination of countless moments seemed like a long nightmare. Every time I wake up from the momentary trance, I can feel that Billy ’s change is still a kind of collapse beyond the scope of imagination to reach a certain end point or critical point. Once this end point or critical point is exceeded, Billy will I do n’t know what became, but once this change begins, I ca n’t stop it.

However, from the file's expression, she didn't seem to notice Billy's change. It was clearly at her feet, but it made me feel that her perception as a mysterious expert was blocked. The file regrets Billy's death and does not seem to have much faith in the next battle, just like relying on only a stubborn and persistent emotion to support himself in the next battle.

In the fighting that has taken place, various unreasonable situations have already occurred. There are obviously more people around. However, other people seem to know nothing about the current battle, causing the file to fall into isolation. Such an unreasonable situation can not be surprised at this moment. The file has no intention of convening a companion. It seems that it is not a deliberate neglect of those people, but it is really not thought of. Such a situation is extremely abnormal in itself, and it must be related to the deviation ceremony at this moment.

I heard that the sound from outside the underground hall is still accelerating towards this side. The time left for me is not much different from when I perceive those intruders. It's not that the invaders are not fast enough, but that the battle here is over faster. The speed sweep super energy has played a vital role in the whole process, and it will continue to play.

"Although I don't know how you killed Billy ... I can see that he used the power of taboo. If it is normal, his death is entirely his own choice, but just now, I felt more terrible. The power, my intuition tells me, that is the main cause of Billy ’s death. Perhaps, without the interference of this power, it is you who died here, Gao Chuan. ”The file glanced at Billy ’s body obliquely, using A firm tone said to me: "Do you want to use that power to kill me the same way you kill Billy?"

"If I can't kill you directly." I didn't deny it, but it was equally clear, "Jiang" would not be able to interfere at all. It exists in the depths of me, in the depths of every "Gaochuan", in the depths of the physical body and conscious mind, and I know very little about it. Even so, I believe that in the current battle, once I miss, "Jiang" will take over. Nonetheless, it cannot be denied that from all the current clues, "Jiang" is trying to reach my ideas from an incredible angle, from a perspective full of viciousness and maliciousness.

Although Jiang ’s performance was deeply malicious, it did not improve the problem in essence, but at least, most of the time, it seemed to act around my ideas.

It was at this time that the file seemed to feel something. He slightly raised his eyes and looked behind me. He said quietly, "They are coming soon. I don't think I will die in your hands, as opposed to being killed by you, I hope I can leave a life to kill them. "They refer to those intruders.

In less than half a minute, these expected intruders will burst into here. In other words, if I were to kill the file and other old friends myself, only half a minute would be left. Thinking a little bit more rationally, I should in fact seize the time instead of wasting it on the conversation. However, the sensibility prevents me from attacking these old friends as if it were a machine.

No, if I really take action from a rational point of view, I will not stand here at all, let alone be an enemy to these "old friends", and even hit the 51 with the Las Vegas repeater The things of the zone repeater may not be done.

I can think, but my thinking has been on a different route from the beginning.

"Unable to understand ... Gao Chuan, what the **** are you thinking? Is this delaying time part of your conspiracy?" The file said to me, and I could tell that she really couldn't understand why I didn't do it. It had been half a minute since those invaders arrived in the underground hall.

Then, as she wished, as she had thought. The invisible high-speed passage of the rapid swept between me and her. Before she realized it, before her instincts reacted, I had entered that slow world-all her movements were in this almost stagnation slow In, it is in a state of not moving. This is also a situation I am very familiar with.

I know that by her side, it must be surrounded by a defense composed of "static" superpowers ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ That's like the "enchantment" in mysticology. Perhaps the essence is different, but the effect is similar. I ca n’t break through the stop of movement caused by stillness. All my attacks ca n’t really hurt her. And such a solid defense must be the guarantee that the file has survived many crises. Most attacks at high speed and even instantaneously, I am afraid that as long as it is still in the concept of "movement", it will be ineffective for her.

As a three-level Mageweave messenger, the file's development of its own Mageweave superpower has reached a point far beyond the imagination of others. Perhaps even the conscious walker cannot break through this defense from the level of consciousness, otherwise the file is already employed During his career, he was killed by many mysteries full of possibilities. I am convinced that, as a veteran mercenary and a veteran Mageweave messenger, she has experienced incredible and extremely dangerous mysterious events, far more than I have experienced.

I still haven't thought of how to break through this static defense circle, but I have to do it. This is no longer a thing that can be done by relying on imagination, experience, and my own ability. Even if I am stronger than the file in the magic pattern level, I can't let the speed sweep superpower completely crush the effect of static superpower. Although the invisible high-speed channel connects me and her, the existence of this invisible channel does not seem to interfere with the static defense circle-the two are like they are on different planes, and they are all impossible to observe directly. Arrived.

My remaining choices, as she said.

While I felt the effect of stillness appearing on myself, I stared at her eyes. With the help of this kind of gaze that she can't stagger, and I won't shift, using my eyes as a channel, and the emotion hidden in the depth of my eyes as the driving force, I once again entered the consciousness to walk. This time, I want to enter the world of consciousness of the file. Only in that world can there be an opportunity.