Dr. Ande looked at Gao Chuan's notes intently and eagerly. He closed the notes from time to time, silently thought about them, and opened the notes again to go through the parts that he had already seen and tried to dig deeper. "Gao Chuan" uses adventure storytelling to record his experience in the illusion of doomsday. Because of his own mental problems and the absurdity of the events he has experienced, most of the stories are full of conscious factors, like the sudden whims of mental patients. Harmony, the use of words to make sentences cumbersome and cumbersome, plus the background near the end, is even darker and heavier. This is not a flattering story, but aside from the modified content, it can make people feel some real context implied by themselves and their encounters.

The content of the story in this note is closely related to what has happened in Gudao Hospital. It is not only the story of Gaochuan itself, but also the stories of more patients with doomsday syndrome.

Dr. Ande read this note, not for entertainment or to relieve the pressure in life. Therefore, the shortcomings of the story itself that are enough for ordinary readers to resist are advantages in his eyes. The dizzying narrative methods made him feel more aware of the evolution of the state of Gao Gao and other patients with doomsday syndrome.

Has many doubts, "Gao Chuan" himself has already asked questions in the story with the help of the first person protagonist of "I" and the third person protagonist of "Gao Chuan", and he has also given many speculations. And these questions and answers have a very high reference value for Dr. Ander.

Dr. Ande has a fairly clear understanding: The mention of "Gaochuan" in this note is not a portrayal of the real Gaochuan himself, but a modified corner of his mental activity. There are at least three "Gaochuan" embodied in the whole note: Gaochuan himself, who is the author of this note, brought himself into it and made "Gaochuan" from the perspective of a third party. These three Gaochuans respectively represent the mental state and thinking context of "Gaochuan" in different personality consciousness activities, which is a manifestation of its own self, self and superego.

Perhaps the average person sees the content of this note, which will be limited to the surface of the story, but Dr. Ande, who is also a patient of doomsday syndrome, can feel more deeply. "Gao Chuan" uses this note to really say What—things that he could n’t even understand, or that he could n’t understand.

Even, Dr. Ander sometimes feels that if he is not also infected with doomsday syndrome, I am afraid that it will not resonate when reading notes. He can also imagine why other researchers who became weird after getting infected with the Doomsday Syndrome, such as Dr. Ruan Li and her mentor, did these incredible behaviors-that is not simply a short-term self-confidence It's crazy.

However, all patients with Doomsday Syndrome must face a serious fact: when they seem to understand Doomsday Syndrome better than in the past, they have already died shortly and are in a desperate situation.

Dr. Ande feels that this note allows him to break through the limitations of vision and thinking. It seems that he has the ability to do more things, but to really clarify, what else can he do, but there is no one more specific and meticulous. Outline. He was distressed by this, and there was a more heavy pain and despair that gradually filled his mind. As a human being, without tools and thoughts of everything, even if you have the motivation and ability to do things, you can't do anything.

Was so distressed. In the mind of Dr. Ande, the thought that he could not concentrate on thinking about one thing suddenly came up with such an idea. He suddenly realized that what he really needed might not be directly related to the content of the notes. He should jump out of the appearance of the story content and start directly from the existence of the notebook body.

Why "Gaochuan" can write this note? Why is this content? What is the relationship between his experiences in the illusion of doomsday, his spiritual changes in this wonderful activity, and the physiological changes in this process? Dr. Ande can't stop the expansion of his thoughts, but he can still force himself to close his notes and stop paying attention to the contents, even if he hasn't read all the contents.

Out of the theoretical conception of the "Human Completion Plan", Dr. Ande had long had the idea of ​​"downloading" the personality information in the lcl into the "artificial new body". Specifically, the Gaochuan replica is also the theory Some of the empirical results of the conception, however, to completely turn the theory into reality, it is necessary to overcome many difficulties. It is even more difficult to ensure that the final result is controllable. However, the existence of the "Gaochuan Diary" made him feel that another part of the difficulty had been crossed.

"There is still hope, there must be hope ..." Dr. Ande told himself, and tried to convince himself that the "hope" he wanted to believe was also the reason why "Gaochuan" never gave up.

When Dr. Ande closed his notes again, he had a violent urge to return to the color center immediately and operate on the circulating lcl, although the specific method is still very vague and theoretically There are loopholes everywhere, and it seems that they can never be filled, but the impulse made him feel that even if he did not prepare in advance, but as long as he went to that place, he would naturally be able to do what he wanted to do: through the personality in lcl Information to operate, reverse part of the lcl back to the human state, and in this process, the use of human complement plan to create a "perfect person" that only exists in theory, and this reverse experiment is the best experimental product, nothing There is no doubt that it is still "Gaochuan".

Dr. Ande could not explain why he had such an impulse, but the origin of this idea was logical for him, and it was not inexplicably formed. When he tried to complete the theory of "human completion plan", In fact, it has already foreshadowed this matter. Even if you do not become a patient with Doomsday Syndrome, you will do it yourself, but it is only a matter of time-now, you, who also become a Doomsday Syndrome, can no longer wait for the theory to be perfected.

The more Dr. Ande realized that he could do this, the stronger the urge to do it. He stood up vigorously, pacing back and forth around the table, like the excitement and dizziness of taking medicine, making him wish to leave Gaochuan's legacy immediately. There is nothing in this darkness, only tables and chairs and lights, such a simple environment is not enough to calm down his increasingly excited emotions. However, on the other hand, he also realized that his state is very abnormal, which is not the thought and mentality that a serious and rigorous researcher should have. However, just like being addicted to drugs, even if the reason feels so bad, it can't stop the impulse like an instinctive reaction.

He feels that his brain is turning faster and faster. A lot of known information is being spliced ​​in an unprecedented way. It is almost the truth. All the pressure is forcing himself to believe that he has really grasped the pulse of the final victory. .

"Gao Chuan ... must be Gao Chuan ..." He muttered to himself, even if he didn't have a specific idea, and he wasn't even sure if he had arrived on the spot, what he should do first and then do, he still couldn't stop him from mumbling like this To himself, "It must be like this, Super Gaochuan. Only by downloading and reconstructing Gaochuan information to verify the feasibility of human completion of the plan, can we reverse the essence of the doomsday syndrome from the reconstructed Gaochuan, to the" virus " Reverse analysis ... yes, it must be so. Without Gao Chuan, all theories will lack the carrier of practice. "

——Super Gaochuan Project, yes, this is the Super Gaochuan Project. The birth of Super Gaochuan must be used to prove the theories that existed in the past, find the correct part, and eliminate the wrong part. Practice is the sole criterion for testing truth.

That very strong impulse made Dr. Ander unimaginably imagine the benefits that the Super Gaochuan project would bring to the research, and he simply couldn't count the benefits, only that the benefits outweighed the disadvantages. Even, let him feel that as long as he completes the "Super Gaochuan" that is only in his own brain, he can make better special effects from the subsequent research, and even effective against the individual of the patient of the doomed syndrome of "Gaochuan" Of serum. Then, the results achieved in the case of "Gaochuan" will be able to spread to its audience. Only in this way can we really solve it, at least it is to suspend the imminent crisis.

Just like what he thought of himself, and reminded by a psychedelic voice, he further realized that there were some discordant clues in the past performance of the color center, and as long as Tao Le was connected Silk, the missing patient, can generate more possibilities, and in these imaginable possibilities, Dorothy has become the same as the color center, and cooperates with the color center to promote the "super The possibility of "Gao Chuan" being born is inexplicably convinced.

Although there is no evidence, such logic exists, and the possibility is also available. Although there are other possibilities, the more Dr. Ande thinks, the more he believes that the "Super Gaochuan Project" can be successful, and feels that he has been promoted long before he realized it. He used to be just " I do n’t know yet.

——It was the color center that concealed the plan.

The voice from the heart echoed in Dr. Ande's mind.

Dr. Ande felt even more irritable. He felt that he had made a mistake, and he never considered it in the direction of "the central department of the department has consciously carried out illegal operations". In the eyes of the past, the color center is like a supercomputer used in daily research, but now in retrospect, the color center is not such a simple thing-in essence, whether it is self-conscious or not, it is the same as the past. The supercomputers I know are very different, but why have you realized it now?

Seems to have a dim power, which blinds everyone to the wisdom of the past.

Dr. Ande continued to pursue the cause. He knew very well that his current self is not the same as his past self, not only in the identity of patients with doomsday syndrome, but also in his own environment. He stopped suddenly and looked away from the cover of the note, casting it into the endless darkness around him. All the factors that led me to enter this darkness come so coincidentally, as if I was destined to enter this darkness, from this perspective, the reason why I can think of things that I have never thought of in the past, whether the reason is, Is this the darkness inside the tower? Does it mean that these thoughts will disappear when I leave the darkness?

No, it is even more confusing, why is it so dark inside the tower? In it, is there anything other than tables, chairs and lights?

Dr. Ande has a sense of urgency and contradiction. He wanted to leave this place immediately and return to the color center, and wanted to stay and see if there were other enlightening things in the darkness.

His encounter was very abnormal, and Dr. Ande clearly realized this, but he also felt that he had no more and better choices. I must accept such a strange, incomprehensible, and mysterious situation in order to move forward in such a desperate situation.

Now, it is not the time to question. All the incomprehensible and doubtful thoughts must be curbed. Dr. Ande firmed his thoughts and warned himself so carefully. In the absence of any evidence and uncertainty about what is "correct", one must act, no, one should say that one should act more. Such a crazy desperation, even if you do something wrong ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ is better than doing nothing.

Dr. Ande settled down and persuaded himself, so he took cards, paper and notes again, fear and contradiction, and stepped into the darkness ahead.

The silent darkness made his thoughts flourish, and he couldn't help but imagine more good or bad things, and let his thinking reach the peak of his life. Then he gradually understood which direction he was going to-- This is a looming intuition, like a weird whisper in his ear, but it makes him feel that if he does so, he will definitely gain something. So he did as he did.

Walked in the dark for a while, even if he used his heartbeat and pulse as a reference and did not know whether it was long or short, Dr. Ande finally saw the light in front of him, as if there was an exit. This sudden light did not stop his pace, and even the frequency of the steps did not change.

Dr. Ande went straight to the light. He has a strong emotion, as if a new world is ahead. 71

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