Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Chapter 2080: Lamb under the moon

The color of the moon is like bleeding. This blood has dried up for a long time. It no longer shows bright and vivid colors, but it is particularly ominous. Now, looking at the sky, the moon can be seen like this colour. This sphere, which has long been used by humans, is obviously bigger and heavier than usual. It makes people think that it will fall to the ground only two or three kilometers away. Of course, if the volume is really calculated, this huge blood moon will definitely be far from the earth. There is still a long distance.

The visual impact has caused everyone to fall into a strong sensibility. They also ca n’t tell what is wrong with them. They clearly feel that they are still thinking, but they have a contradictory cognition and feel that their rationality is Does not exist here. Everyone stared dumbly at the red moon, and the soul seemed to leave the body.

I do n’t know how long it has passed. Some people have gradually recovered. They quickly moved their eyes away from the blood moon and forced themselves to fall on the things around the platform. They made heavy gasps one after another, as if it was just a trance time, Just make the whole person a few decades old. The rooftops they see are not much different from the rooftops they see everyday. The pattern is similar, the materials have not changed, and the objects are all conceivable objects. They are surrounded by barbed wire in all directions. In order to prevent people from climbing the barbed wire, Even the design of thorns on the top of the barbed wire seems to be energized-it seems to prevent people with crazy doomsday syndrome from jumping from here.

It ’s just that the moonlight that falls on the roof is dark red, as if a filter is added, but it is more realistic and more delicate than the filter effect. Obviously the light has a subtle sense of material, as if it is mist, gravel, Scattered in the air, spread on the concrete floor.

Someone tried to see through the barbed wire to a distance, overlooking the panoramic view of the hospital from this high point. He thought he would see more incredible scenes, even in his mind, he already had the daily experience accumulated in these days, at this time outline a new abnormal landscape. However, he saw nothing. Except that the moonlight is deep red, and the whole hospital seems to be bathed in this abnormal moonlight, there is no other abnormal thing imagined.

The outline and structure of the hospital have not changed, quietly creeping in the night, like an invisible and invisible monster with open mouth. And those buildings that still look the same, because there is not much change, so in this night of frequent changes, it makes people feel incredible palpitations, only feel that there must be more terrifying and deeper horror hidden in it.

Although this scene still gives people a very heavy and uncomfortable feeling, but it does not have the impact of looking out at the door, as if I have been used to such a scene, I can't tell whether it is psychological numbness or a physiological Adaptation. Those abnormal movements that can be heard or sensed by other senses in the corridor seem to be isolated from the door. There is nothing on the rooftop, but there seems to be a lot of hidden things outside the rooftop. This contrast gives everyone a feeling of letting go of the boulders in their hearts. To say that there is no sense of security at all, that must be a lie. However, to say how much security this four-sided fence platform can bring, it makes people feel guilty.

On the contrary, it is because the four fences are like walls, blocking those abnormal things, so there is nothing in the sky, the heavy blood moon is even more dazzling, as if that is the biggest threat to yourself and others now, but it can be No one can imagine, in the end, what kind of unexpected situation will occur because of this huge and heavy blood moon.

In any case, at least on the rooftop can let people breathe away, and the nearest building on the side, as the principal said, is about ten meters apart, can completely rely on tools such as ropes to bridge, from The rooftop climbed over here. Everyone came to the rooftop because they were afraid to return from the main road of this dormitory building, where something terrible was waiting for them, driving them, and killing them. Those who have n’t come to the rooftop, those who have already been disconnected, do n’t know how many have died without a burial place-of course, no one can confirm their death, even, even if they have already died The situation, there is no clear evidence, only exists in the imagination of everyone who is still alive.

The problem is that no one wants to take imaginable risks to confirm the life and death of others. Even on the rooftop, it is completely impossible to receive information from peers who are not in view. No matter how good the communication equipment is, the signal seems to be blocked by an invisible wall.

Some people speculate that the structure of the position in this building has changed. However, if there are not enough equipment to verify the specific data, even if everyone is a smart and capable person, it will also do nothing. Unobservable things, untouchable things, unrecognizable things have always been the source of human fear, and people always try to use various methods: philosophy, mystery, religious belief or science to try to engage in Be clear about the nature and truth of these things.

Yes, turning the unknown into the known is the evolutionary path that human beings have always insisted on. However, the unknown has accumulated in the perspective of how long and uncertain the space is, and how far away it is. In front of us, the longest history of civilization is only a few thousand years, and humanity as a wise population can only be verified for tens of thousands of years. It is an incalculable weakness and insignificance.

In these days in the hospital, all researchers working with "viruses" can understand to some extent that what they are trying to overcome may be farther away than what humans know. It is hidden deep in the unknown. This distant distance is by no means "distance" in the normal sense, but a broader concept. Humans can only use their own standards to judge things, and use their own cognition as a standard to speculate on unknown things. However, as a standard human being, whether it is from physical composition or thinking movement, it is only one-sided in the laws of nature. But the small surface, just use such a small and one-sided standard as a reference to understand how far-reaching the unknown is, every step will form deviations, and the accumulation of deviations in each step will become a terrible Twist.

Humans generally do not recognize the existence of such deviations and distortions, because if you really think about the formation of such deviations and distortions, it may be frustrating. For human beings whose social attributes are the core, the individuals who make up society are generally caught in this frustration. It is definitely a great life and death crisis for the existence and operation of the entire society.

From the point of view of sociologists, from an extremely rational perspective to observe the human collective, "most of them" show the attribute of "foolishness", and this ignorance is not easily transformed by education, no matter learning With so much knowledge and experience, there will still be people who will do those debates countless times, and they already know that it is stupid, and there will be many reasons to convince themselves. It ’s like, among human beings, there is an indescribable filter that filters most people ’s thinking and leaves it at the other end of “foolishness”, leaving only a few people to go to more “smarter” places, and, This filter is not determined by the individual's own genes, but by the huge system of human society. For such a phenomenon, some sociologists believe that this is exactly the defense mechanism established by human populations in an environment that is too unknown and full of danger-this mechanism is not for making people stronger and better, but only In order to allow the human population to survive for a long time and many unknown dangers.

In short, "foolishness" seems to be an indispensable essential attribute of human beings, and it is even one of the essential insurance cores that allow human populations to survive to this day. Many people have imagined that all human beings are not ignorant and describe it as very beautiful. However, among some anthropological researchers who are regarded as pessimistic, they think that it may only be good for human individuals. It ’s not the beauty of the concept of human population and the social structure. Even, whether such cleverness will bring benefits to human individuals far beyond ills, no one can judge in advance-in such a pessimistic argument, an individual The cleverness often does not represent the collective cleverness of human beings.

Researchers who stood on the rooftop and looked around dullly at this landscape, which was supposed to be extremely familiar, but exudes incredible strangeness everywhere, seem to be unable to think about many things, but they don't remember exactly what they thought about. I did n’t get any answers from this kind of trance thinking, nor any inspiration that helped to get rid of the bad situation, but there was another kind of "think a lot and think deeply. I have n’t thought about it so deeply. "a feeling of. And this feeling did not give them a good feeling, although what I thought seemed to make me "full of philosophy and knowledge", and my soul seemed to become transparent in this kind of thinking, as if some The sages described in the works, however, this kind of transparency and intelligence is just how stupid, complacent, anxious and arrogant they have been when they have been themselves as human elites.

And, when you are not stupid when you are stupid, and when you are not so stupid at this time, but when you can look at it more deeply, you have an intuition—who are these people, everyone in the world, What a terrible place, desperate, crazy, hardly seeing a little way out, can only follow the drifting darkness.

Those things that seemed to have been thoroughly researched and were again covered by a heavier veil. I did not see this veil in the past, not because the veil did not exist, but it was just that the past self was not smart and capable enough to see One-sided veil.

The world, the universe, matter, time and space ... These concepts, which were closely related in the past, seem to be wrong even the meaning of the concept itself. The understanding, cognition and imagination developed by these concepts have also been produced. Irreversible distortion. The more you think about it, the more you will feel that so far, all human understandings of everything are one-sided. It is wrong. In fact, humans have not fully and thoroughly understood anything.

And as a human being like this, what should we use as a weapon to face the crisis that has struck?

Helpless, it was wrong from the beginning, and there was nothing to rely on, even science. There was no way to even science. Even in theory, science should have a sizable future, and it was becoming narrower, thinking more about "science". The essence and meaning of the concept, the more you will feel that, far enough away, it is not a smooth road, but a seemingly insurmountable wall.

Of course, to reach that far-reaching front and really face the wall must have been a long time ago, and today ’s self and others must rely on their own small, generally based on assumptions and restricted environment theory to go Deal with that terrible anomaly ... no! Do not! It has not reached the level of "handling" at all. Oneself and others are still on the path of groping and trying to cognize. Without cognition, it is impossible to talk about how to deal with such things.

"I'm going crazy ... I'm going crazy ... I'm going crazy ..." Someone yelled, and the sound came out without knowing whether it was laughter or howling.

"Does this mean that I have to use basic mechanics to solve the problem of quantum mechanics? No, no, how can this be done? The wall between micro and macro, even quantum theory itself can not be broken." Some people like this self-mumbling.

"I saw ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ The end is sure to exist, and it is an inevitable natural law. As long as we are still in this natural law, it is impossible to escape." Someone shouted again, talking on weekdays If you don't seem to be in the key, you are as excited as you discovered the truth, but from a common sense point of view, how can such words make people happy?

"No! You are wrong, it is meaningless, and the escape statement is meaningless in itself. Our existence, as well as our knowledge of ourselves, are only a partial manifestation of the laws of natural movement, and only a very small part of the movement If the whole world is a constantly moving entity, then only the movement itself is meaningful, and any other concepts are meaningless illusions. We are not alive at all, nor are we dead, and there is no end. , There is no future, everything is meaningless ... we subjectively add meaning to this meaningless everything, can not cover its meaningless essence, nor can we deny that we are also the same nature. We recognize We know that we are only part of a huge movement, a small and constantly occurring movement structure. "There are more people who have long talked and chattered, as if they have found the ultimate truth of mankind, but it is difficult for them to accept it. , At the same time, it seems to be forcing itself to accept.

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