Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Chapter 2104: Malignant Spread II

Prostitute Gao Chuan knew that his condition was a bit wrong. With the passage of time, his thoughts are also changing. Although it is still not "stable", but a long time ago-in fact, there was no such long time, But he still felt it was a very distant time-he would never go to examine the correctness and possibility of young Gaochuan. If, at that time, it was just holding an idea to stand firmly beside Dorothy, then now standing beside Dorothy is more because of the responsibility that one must shoulder. Today ’s self has more thoughts, more insights and cognition than in the past, maybe in normal times, all this looks like it is "growth", just like when humans grow up, they do n’t look at things The simplicity of regaining childhood ... However, in today's environment, can this be regarded as "normal" and "growth"?

Isn't it because of the erosion by "virus" or "jiang"? Could it be that the more thoughts I have now produced do not include the factor of "youth Gaochuan"? Isn't his narrative, his transmission, and empathy with it? As long as there is only one "Gaochuan", no matter whether he is spiritual or material, his connection with another Gaochuan will never be interrupted. No, it should be said that there was never a momentary interruption.

The young Gaochuan was undoubtedly affected by the extraordinary influence of "Jiang", then this influence will of course be injected into his own spirit along the tenacious connection between "Gaochuan"-the prostitute Gaochuan wants to know if every When I think about it myself, the erosion from the "Jiang" all injects venom into my thoughts along this obscure channel.

"Infectiousness and aggressiveness, the worst malignancy for human beings, are present in this process. Everything produced in this process is not beneficial, no matter what form of expression, it will eventually lead people to form from the basics. Disintegration. You know LcL, and you should know that LcL is not a carbon-based substance at all, but only reflects the properties of some carbon-based substances. In-depth changes at the micro level completely change the body's body. "Dorothy Repeatedly emphasized, "When a person's foundation becomes degenerate and the material carrier is deformed, the spirit must be adapted to change. Achuan, you should be cautious about every thought, every idea, every cognition of yourself ... … You think that was what you thought and understood, but it may not be an active generation, but a forced deterioration. "

"... This is not surprising, because" virus "has the characteristics of a virus in common sense, so it is called a" virus "." Prostitute Gao Chuan was not surprised by Dorothy's slightly more intense attitude, but Taole He has thought about these things now. It's just that, as Dorothy said, he was alert to all these ideas. More and more details made him have to wonder whether the ideas he produced were a self-inquiry or a passive metamorphosis. .

The term "virus" has not changed since the beginning, and it is not without reason. Later, it was normal for an educator to analyze the nature of its existence from the title and pursue the meaning of the title. Prostitute Gao Chuan himself based on the term "virus", and has conducted a rational analysis of all the conditions related to "virus". The reality of the hospital has been doing related work, but there is still no way to perfect it into a system that is called theory.

Today, the color seems to have been done. Dorothy revealed the tone, it seems that she has come from the source of the name "virus", taking the meaning of "virus" as the core, combining the various phenomena that can be observed in the hospital and the sorted out Many materials have constructed a perfect theory, trying to explain the "virus".

"When people recognize the existence of this thing and call it a" virus ", the connection between the two has already occurred. Why should it be called a" virus "instead of anything else, this There must be a profound reason for the embodiment of consciousness. We believe that this is the result of the exchange of information and human thinking from a certain level. It is not that people unilaterally take the initiative to name their definitions, but that people are dealing with the subconscious After the interactive information, it gives us a strong warning in a subtle way. We now believe that people call it a "virus", which is a forced act of self-defense. Before we named it, we had already Peeling felt the threat posed by it and was afraid of it, so we are still afraid of everything brought by it-not in the fear of the strange and mysterious appearances, this sense of fear was earlier It already exists, corresponding to a more essential, dim cognition deeper in the structure of consciousness.

I know that many people agree on the two sides of things, thinking that each thing has both malignancy and goodness, but with different positions, different observation angles, and different needs. Often, only one of them can be recognized. However, A Chuan, you must be wary of this kind of thinking. This overly ambiguous attitude is a loophole in spiritual thoughts-"viruses" will come from this loophole, from one that makes us unable to subjectively recognize it, but mostly exists in the subconscious mind. Channels to infect people. "

"I know ... I know ..." Takagawa whispered, "But I don't feel able to follow it, even if I know that this situation exists, but how should I treat the ideas I have generated? When those From the moment the thoughts appear in my mind, they are like germs in the air that can never get rid of. It enters and exits my spirit as naturally as air enters and exits my lungs, and the impact it brings to me is just like The impact of breathing air is just as important to me. Dorothy, Dorothy, Dorothy ... When I can think, I ca n’t give up thinking anymore, when I think I have self-awareness, then I You can no longer look at things from a non-self-conscious perspective. "

Dorothy's image shook in the mind of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, as if the brain hardware was undergoing an invisible flow of information. The retinal screen of the prosthesis Gaochuan produced more illusions, but the brain hardware seemed to think that these illusions existed and began to analyze them-the prosthesis Gaochuan subconsciously pressed his eyes, the kind of mandatory confusion and Pain, even if you close your eyes, you can't break free, even if you cut off the nervous system of the prosthesis, you can't be paralyzed.

A terrible illusion screamed, conveying his mind from his eyes, and thoughts grew from his mind, and the physical discomfort swept through his body. This terrible influence prevented him from simply treating it as an "illusion". However, to say exactly what he saw, he was completely unable to describe it in words.

And he clearly made such a painful performance, but in his mind, the image of Dorothy that was constantly shaking and blinking as if it would be shut down at any time, but it seemed that no relevant data was detected at all-this is not so bad. The external environment, which is inside the Allied comrade "Sha", is a highly independent space where the influence of the London repeater can be involved, but other external environments are difficult to influence.

However, now the prostitute Gao Chuan only feels that his own information status has been completely blocked.

In the pain, in a moment of trance, he seemed to see a certain illusory outline. He felt that it was a human figure, and then felt that it was a female posture, and then involuntarily thought, to outline the specific image of this female. This image gradually became clear in his mind, as if she took the initiative to walk towards her side. At the next moment, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan seemed to hear the Gada Gada sound when the brain hardware was operating-he knew that in fact, when the brain hardware was operating, there would be no sound, but it would give the prosthetic body, brain and various The organs and tissues cause damage-but the sound is so clear that it gradually evolves into the footsteps of the female figure in a psychedelic state.

Da Da ... Da Da Da ... Da Da Da Da ...

Prostitute Gao Chuan heard an illusory cry, a psalm like praise, and a melancholy and dreamy song. It's not a sound that is communicated from outside to your ears, but it is like a sound directly drilled from the depths of your heart, just like this sound is actually your own voice.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ...", but it seems that only you can hear, only you know that you are screaming, all of this from your "inside", It cannot be passed to other people through the existing channels.

Prostitute Gao Chuan is very clear that Dorothy has been monitoring her own prosthetic state, but what is happening now?

"Everything we do in the illusion of dooms, no matter how superficial, is also in communication with the" virus ", and no matter how vicious its response is, it is also a reaction. From this communication, find out its At the grassroots level of communication is the work of color-matching-she does the most basic analysis, and I provoke the reaction of the "virus". We have always cooperated in this way. "In the trance of pain, the body is Gaochuan It seemed to hear Dorothy saying this.

Superficial, communicative, vicious, reaction ... The vocabulary that was cut from the sentence seems to contain the deep meaning of the sentence, rolling in his chaotic thinking, and it seems to explain his current situation.

If ... this is a vicious reaction from communication, then when did the communication start? Was it just a trance? Is it time to feel the situation of the young man Takagawa? Or before?

Prostitute Gao Chuan knew that this was a morbid condition for patients with doomsday syndrome, but he could not understand the more specific situation. He couldn't help thinking: Is the female profile he saw "Jiang"? Was the sound of footsteps in the footsteps of the young man Gaochuan walking into his own mind and spirit? No ... He denied these suspicions on his own, because, he felt, there was actually "Jiang" in his body, because he was "Gaochuan".

Intermittently, he heard more of Dorothy's voice:

"Hospitals have always been working hard in this area, and I and the color system are also cooperating. However, when the information is transferred through us, and then re-interpreted in a way that those experts can understand, this process has produced extremely serious information distortions. It has been difficult for the hospital's work to progress. It is difficult for people to intuitively understand some things, but the existence form of me and the color has undergone a qualitative change, which allows us to have a more intuitive way to accept and understand these It ’s just that we ca n’t fully explain what we understand in human language. Believe us, Achuan, we may not be completely correct, but it must be more correct than the fake boy Gaochuan. ”

Correct ... yes ... more correct ... hope so ...

The prosthetic body Gaochuan can only respond intermittently. He knew very well that if Dorothy failed to observe the situation she was born in today, it means that the knowledge she is applying today is still not enough to fight against Jiang and viruses. Strictly speaking, if you think of yourself as an experiment, then if the person doing the experiment ca n’t even observe the reaction of the experiment, it means a great flaw in technical ability-if you think about it this way, peach The words that Les said before were undoubtedly questionable.

However, this time, the prosthetic body Gaochuan still did not question. Because, he does n’t think that it ’s up to him to question Dorothy ’s theory and ability-everything that is born to them now does not mean nor prove that Dorothy is wrong, maybe their progress Not as high, so fast, so deep as imagined, but there is no doubt that their actions, efforts and depth are far beyond their own.

Just because of the weird situation at this time, they thought they were wrong, they failed, and instead abandoned their long-standing duties, standing on their opposites, and insisting on the ideas generated by their more stupid brain-righteousness Ti Gaochuan felt that this was the most ridiculous choice.

"I don't need to shake ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ He stopped screaming and said coldly to himself, then, unbelievably, suddenly, all the feelings that made him feel uncomfortable disappeared. Hallucinations, feelings, hallucinations Listen ... Everything that has been born seems to have never been born.

Prostitute Gao Chuan woke up again from the trance that was so familiar.

"... Achuan?" He heard Dorothy's voice clearly. Her communication image in the brain hardware had returned to the same stability as before. It seemed that the previous crumbling was just an illusion.

"I was disturbed." Shen Chu, the prostitute, said: "I'm sure that I was disturbed by 'Jiang', but it doesn't seem to be detected on your side. She is going to start, and the 'virus' is going to start. , There must be something to start. "

"..." Dorothy's image finally showed a horrified expression.

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