I was lying in a thick pool of blood like asphalt, and You Jiang sat on me, playing with the eyeballs dug out of my left eye socket. From my empty left eye socket, it seems that the blood that was taken from my soul is still pouring out abnormally, and the total weight lost has completely exceeded my weight, making it unimaginable. The blood produced by the body is actually an abnormality in itself. The battle between the magical girl and the enchanted messenger and the clown monsters continued. The clown monsters who had indifferently attacked all the invaders ignored me and Youjiang and concentrated all their power on the three magical girls, the maid, and the secretary. Just a short distance away, the white matter still enveloped an area. The long-deep Dragon Aotian and the mature body of the Goth girl were still missing, but there should be no death. The sound of battle penetrated the white matter and the battlefield here Mix together.

For a time, the war situation showed an unusual balance.

When abnormal blood flows out of the body, it not only takes away something that is confused in the depths of the soul, or rather, hidden in the genes of the real body, but also takes away the power to drive the body. The driving force and operating method of the prosthetic body are completely different from the driving force and operating method of the human body, because there are extremely obvious differences in the basic structure and material of the two. In the retina screen, the reduction in energy value is obvious, but the power to drive the prosthesis to operate is not equal to energy, because no matter how the energy is reduced, as long as it has not been exhausted, there should be no such current weakness Feelings of weakness, in theory, as long as there is energy, this sacred body can always operate with maximum efficiency.

Obviously, the power taken away by blood is not just energy, but something more complicated. However, although the feeling reflected in this world is so, from a practical perspective. This sense of weakness that transcends the characteristics of the prosthetic body should still be a reflection of the aberrations of the real body. If it is said that these abnormal blood is a phenomenon caused by the power of "Jiang", it will be pushed back into the actual body, which is probably the phenomenon of the end of the syndrome. Think deeper. It is my experience in this world and this period of time that has further triggered the movement of the "virus" lurking in the body.

At this time, Dr. Ande and others who were detecting my body in reality. I should be pleased with this change. Judging from the information I have learned, under normal circumstances, the impact of "viruses" on the genetic level of patients with doomsday syndrome is sharp, rich and changeable, and difficult to measure. However, the phenomena presented in the process of alienation of the body have a certain commonality, which can be divided into several stages from the characterization of the disease.

In the case reports that have been collected, the symptoms of patients with doomsday syndrome are similar, but the specific pathological process leading to these symptoms has never been determined. Just as patients have a fever, they are not necessarily caused by influenza. In the research report, the virus in the patients with doomsday syndrome is not active all the time, and their activity is always caused by some factors, especially the mental factors. Every time the virus is active. Will cause the patient's internal mutation, and this mutation will further have a huge impact on the patient's psychology and spirit. This spiritual level of influence will reach a certain stage and will further activate the virus-this interactive effect, let The disease of patients with doomsday syndrome is like going down the stairs. There will always be a period of calm, but after a short period of calm, the condition will deepen again. At present, there is no treatment to stop this condition.

In the information left by those "Gaochuan" who have been exposed to reality in the past. Every time you wake up in reality, you will continue to use a large number of "special effects medicines." Moreover, no "special effect medicine" can be used for a long time, it must be replaced. Although "Gaochuan" is a special presence in patients with doomsday syndrome, it still belongs to patients with doomsday syndrome. This frequent change in drug properties represents the uncertainty of this change in the disease. These "special effect drugs" are basically temporary drugs developed by detecting and analyzing the data produced by "Gao Chuan" when he is experiencing a doomsday illusion, studying the pathogenesis of "Gao Chuan". But obviously, because the factors and processes of the lesion are too complicated and changeable, these drugs will always fail quickly. Not only do these targeted developments fail to keep up with changes in disease conditions, there are also patients with doomsday syndrome who are affected by the "virus" and have strong drug resistance.

"Special effect medicine" is not only a temporary medicine developed to curb the disease after "Gaochuan" returns to reality, but also plays a special role in preparing the body for the next time to enter the doomsday illusion.

The rapidly changing lesions cause the "special effect drugs" to change from time to time. The development time of each "special effect drug" is extremely short and full of experimental properties. It is not good to say that the dead horse is a living horse medicine. Many At the time, it was not even possible to determine what side effects the drug itself would bring to Gaochuan. The body and spirit of "Gao Chuan" can survive this kind of patching treatment. Although it is broken, at least before the outbreak of the lesion, it is not much different from the ordinary patient on the surface, and there are also "viruses". Function-This is also a point of great interest to Dr. Ande and others. They even judged "Gaochuan" from the difficulty, almost saying that there were no abnormalities seen in other patients with doomsday syndrome, and the experience of "Gaochuan" The "virus" in the body has changed, and thinks that this alienated "virus" is what they need.

In my opinion, this alienated "virus" is "Jiang". Although the existence of "Jiang" was demonstrated, Dr. Ande still needed to find more tangible evidence. And let "Gaochuan" enter the end of the illusion, guide through the "script", thereby activating the alienated virus "Jiang", and find the experimental plan of "Jiang" on the observation data.

"Gaochuan" is not only the only parasite of "Jiang", but also a breeding ground for the abnormal virus plants of "Jiang". However, because of all the violent and vicious malignant reactions of the "virus" itself, they have just found out the signs. At that time, the hotbed of "Gaochuan" was on the verge of collapse.

According to the opinion of Dr. Ande and others, this adventure of Gao Chuan in this doomsday illusion is the last stroke. Before my personality as Gao Chuan was formed, the actual physical condition was already terrible, and the modulation of special effects on the body was already Reaching the limit, this time after the failure-for Dr. Ande and others, the failure is probably unable to find enough data to prove the existence of "Jiang". It is impossible to isolate this heterogeneous virus plant from the hotbed-the body of "Gaochuan" as a hotbed will become a more difficult state to analyze like other ordinary patients with doomsday syndrome. The characteristics of l are consistent, There is no essential difference between the "Gaochuan" turned into l and other patients with doomsday syndrome who turned into l. It's just a lump. At that time. The "Human Completion Plan" that they are committed to advancing has entered a state of stagnation to some extent, and the large amount of energy and funds spent will be drifting unless it is. They were able to find the second "Gaochuan" and the alienated virus "Jiang".

Although Dr. Ande and I have different purposes for the experiment, for everyone, including me, this failure is unacceptable. Doctor Ende and others cannot bear the result of failure. Neither can I. If I fail, then, the best result will also be that Miyake, Bajing and Marceau will always be in a state of broken personality. Super Dorothy and Super Color are always taken away. Taiwan is subject to the "smart and intelligent super machine" of other institutions.

"Gao Chuan" promised that Zhen Jiang, who had died in reality, would save Miyake, Bajing, Marceau, Dorothy and Tie Se because we are family. The reason why "Gaochuan" "eats up" Zhenjiang. Isn't it just following Zhenjiang's will and becoming special in this way, using this speciality to make a real "serum"?

If, after experiencing inhuman suffering, all struggles result. It is still the same as other ordinary patients with doomsday syndrome, and it has become indistinguishable. Well, these experiences. What is the point of these struggles?

in case. Looking at the abnormality caused by the emergence of "Jiang" from this perspective of thinking, then, whether for me or for Dr. Ande, they once happened at the 33rd Research Institute of the Ruling Bureau, and now the changes happen here and now. It ’s all welcome. Although I, Super Colors and Super Dorothy have different final goals than Dr. Ande and others, we all walked on the same road until the fork appeared clearly.

Abnormal blood gushing out of the body abnormally, in the thick pool of blood, the abnormal Youjiang dug out my eyes, playing with this abnormal eyeball, and the existence of "jiang" reflected in all these abnormalities What makes me feel instinctive fear, madness and powerlessness, but can only observe this change in myself silently. The brain hardware that could suppress negative emotions had no effect. In silence, I could only feel some kind of distortion suggested by these scenes, but maybe, this is actually just my own distortion. In fact, everything is normal, but my own distortion caused the distortion that happened in front of my eyes. Whenever I think so, that fear, madness, and powerlessness become more profound.

Although I always admit that I am a psychiatric patient, I understand that I must be a psychiatric patient. All the doomsday syndrome must be psychiatric patients. However, the hallucinations and physical abnormalities caused by mental illness are not the most painful things. The most painful thing is knowing and believing that you are a psychiatric patient, but you are not reconciled to this fact.

I want to die. There is also a lot of information in the information left by the "Gaochuan" who has come into contact with reality, which reflects that they also had such an idea. All Gaochuan knew that death would free themselves. However, once a promise was made, it can only be fulfilled if it is alive. Becoming a hero is not only a childish wish, but also a man's promise. Therefore, even in the most painful time, there is a voice in my ear that even if it becomes l, it cannot die-and how painful it is.

This is like silt, so deep black, so deep pain and fear, in a sense, come with the virus, with the "jiang". However, in the deepest part of my heart, I was looking forward to the appearance of "Jiang", or I had to look forward to the appearance of "Jiang". Because "Jiang" made me special, and this kind of speciality is the basis for me to become a hero and fulfill my promise. I don't know since when, "Jiang" has become the reason for "Gaochuan" to struggle. If "Jiang" does not exist, or does not appear, "Gaochuan" will become an ordinary doomsday syndrome patient.

Ordinary, you cannot be a hero. The hero itself is abnormal. Some heroes may look like ordinary people, but things may seem like nothing. Ordinary people cannot do heroic things. Because, the name of the hero. It means superiority in itself.

Therefore, if you want to be a hero and do something that ordinary people can't, you have to be abnormal. The existence of "Jiang" is proof of the abnormality of "Gaochuan".

but. Am I abnormal enough? I think so. I also know. Many times, my own ideas are abnormal. However, I was in this unusual scene in front of my eyes and realized for the first time. The key is not whether you are abnormal, but whether you are abnormal enough.

Super Dorothy and Super Color Seal "Jiang" will not let it go deep into this doomsday illusion, on the grounds that it is a fatal factor that restrains instability. I can understand that I originally thought it was quite correct and necessary. but. Now I have to think so, is their judgment really correct? Are their reasons justified? If the existence of "Jiang" is the anomaly of "Gaochuan", then the only thing that can make "Gaochuan" even more anomalous is when it is realized that the key is not whether it is abnormal, but whether it is sufficiently abnormal. ?

Although, "jiang" exists. How painful and frightening it is, so unpredictable, unstable, and extremely dangerous, but. "Jiang" is not so painful and fearful, not so unpredictable, unstable, and extremely dangerous. If you do not show this trait, all plans. Whether it is our super Gaochuan plan, or the human completion plan of Dr. Ande and others, it makes no sense.

With this in mind, such a conclusion came to my mind-it is meaningless to resist the existence of "Jiang" and contain the power of "Jiang".

No matter our plan, or the plans of Dr. Ande and others, they are all so radical and so incredible, and such radical and incredible are completely rooted in the incredibleness of Jiang. These plans are inherently incredible, and according to common sense, it is impossible to do so. Is n’t it ridiculous to want to steadily move forward by curbing the “jiang”, reducing variables? To achieve incredible results, we must rely on incredible variables and anomalies. Just like in this doomsday illusion, if you want to fight "mystery", you must have "mystery".

"Yeah, that's what happened." How long has it been since my soul returned to the body? Not very clear, but the battle continues. You Jiang seems ready to do something to me, but she hasn't started yet. She said something to me before, but she just can't remember.

I smiled at her, and You Jiang tilted her head, seeming at a loss.

"Welcome back to say this. My voice just fell, from the depths of the body, and from the depths of the soul, there was a will that did not belong to me, and I felt that the blood pouring out of my eyes suddenly came out more than before. There is a large share, and this large amount of blood seems to be the end of the bleeding. It takes away the things that should be taken, including the will that does not belong to me. That will not completely separate from my body and soul. It seems to be elongated, leaving one end in the body ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ one end flows out of the body with fresh blood.

I have never felt so clearly at this moment that "Jiang" exists here and has long been inseparable from "Gaochuan".

You Jiang seemed to feel something too. Her pupils squeezed a little, and she suddenly held my body, pushing me into the thick blood, and she jumped up with the reaction force. However, it was too late, or she should not be contaminated with these abnormal blood from the beginning.

The thick blood stained on You Jiang's body, and when she jumped up, she took the silk thread, more like being bound to her body. Her face, her blood-red dress, her body, hands and feet seemed to be covered with insect mucus, which should have jumped high, but was imprisoned at a height of two meters. The blood-red threads sticking to her not only prevented her from leaving, but also prevented her from falling. You Jiang was so stretched in mid-air by the blood-red silk thread, even struggling to do it.

I, sinking into the thick blood of this beach, was not blocked by this deep blood color, as if seeing You Jiang's struggle through a piece of transparent blood amber. When I breathe, these thick blood pours in from the nasal cavity and mouth, but does not feel suffocated. It has a sweet taste like a woman.

You Jiang seems to have tried her best, and her body trembles due to excessive exertion. However, the thin and soft bloodshots seem to have a toughness beyond imagination. You Jiang's head, body, and limbs wrapped in **** silk thread can only be fixed in the "big" posture, which is difficult to reverse. Because the neck and neck were also entangled with blood red silk thread, so even the voice could not be heard.