Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Chapter 619: Retrospective reflection

The "Saki Ye" that appeared in front of me was just a phenomenon. Although I had already noticed it the second time I entered the boundary, I had also begun to get used to her existence. However, whenever this phenomenon appeared, I still can't treat her completely and calmly.レ m ♠ 思 ♥ 路 ♣ 客 レ Every time I hear her voice, feel her touch, see her look, my emotions will have a burst of ripples, I can not distinguish this emotion, it is so complicated It is so contradictory, neither anxious nor fearful, fearful or joyous, but it seems to all exist, but in this complex emotion, there is also a component that makes me feel calm. ..

Saying I do n’t want her to appear, and expecting her to appear, each has good reason, because this is an elusive existence, but it is not exactly the case. I think I can understand why she appeared, and what is wrong with her existence, but this kind of understanding cannot be expressed with logical language and thinking.

Her existence, my understanding, and the interaction between us are all ambiguous, like between the bottom of the turbid lake and the clear shallow water, many invisible impurities slowly rise and fall, but neither will make the bottom of the lake change. It will be more turbid and will not make the shallow water clearer.

After being separated from Long Aotian, "Saki Ye" appeared in front of me again, and then whispered like a repeater, melting into the air. I could n’t see her again. As in the past, when she did n’t show up, I could n’t feel her.

"I'm here, Misaki, where are you?" I don't understand why I say this, and I can't sort out the emotions that rise in my own words, but the answer is always in my heart. " "Sakuya" has always been by my side, maybe. It is because I want her to be by my side. ..

The "Sakuya" phenomenon cannot be equated with the Sakuya individuals in the normal world, but when I think of the name "Sakuya", I cannot distinguish between the two.

I am not sure whether the direct connection before entering the boundary is really effective, and the territory of this boundary is still very broad. Moreover, the world of consciousness is so unpredictable, then it may not be impossible that the consciousness of the normal world and the individual consciousness of the file will be somewhere here.

I used to think that if Miyake ’s individual consciousness came to the frontier, what would happen to this “Miyake” phenomenon, but there was a feeling of resistance that made me refuse to continue to speculate further because it was n’t bad Things. It's just that I reject any speculation about bad results.

I am very human, no, I am human. In this realm, my soul is just a young man who has become seriously ill. This is my conclusion after analyzing my thoughts and emotions. My current appearance is indeed my most real state, and the most unfavorable is also closer to the reality than the normal world. This conclusion makes me feel calm. I can feel that this kind of calm is completely different from the normal world. Calm produced when brain emotion suppresses emotions.

This calmness makes me feel peaceful. Although, the environment in which oneself is located, and the difficulties to be faced, can't be relaxed at all. But this is the case. Even when being chased by those strange and inhuman existence, I can still easily talk with Long Aotian, easily think about some difficult problems, and easily face the complicated situation. This relaxed feeling makes me care less about my thoughts and actions. Whether it really hits the core of the matter, does not care whether the other party will act as I thought, or whether it really makes sense for what they did.

I just

In pain, enjoy this feeling that you can't experience in the normal world?

I looked around the environment. As with the places I've been through before, there aren't much different channels on the outline. It seems that in this boundary line, the base of the entire fifty-one area is a series of large and small passages, in series with countless large and small rooms. Here, I can see the doors of these rooms, but in the normal world, these doors are probably hidden, and the base structure observed by the naked eye must not be reflected in the boundary line. After all, this is the area constructed by the people in the 51st area, but in the normal world, not many people understand the overall structure of the 51st area.

There is only one way in front of my eyes, which is to continue down this passage. I was planning to do this, but blue light appeared on the metal wall not far away, and the blue light quickly formed a loop. This is a very familiar phenomenon of the "door" being opened. Obviously, this is a "door" in a hidden position even in the boundary line. The last time I saw the hidden door in the boundary line, or when Long Aotian appeared, it made me wonder if a newcomer had entered the boundary line.

However, until the "door" was opened, there were no signs of infested figures. This "door" did not close after it opened, which inevitably made me feel that I was inviting or suggesting that I enter. I don't know what exactly caused this "door" to be opened, but this hidden door is certainly more attractive than going straight down this passage. I did n’t think too much, because, in this realm, any guess I made was not completely correct. "Jiang" made this place, and it requires me to move forward, so I can only believe that any changes here are not untargeted and may be dangerous, but to find the jīng **** unity device, you must do so.

If "Jiang" really needs me to get the jīng **** unification device as soon as possible, then also in this realm, my progress cannot be slower than everyone who entered this place, including Long Aotian.

I have just taken two steps forward, and there has suddenly appeared a row of strange and inhuman presence. They traverse the middle of the passage, one by one into the hidden door. The distance between me and them is only about ten meters, but they are just doing their own thing without paying attention to me. The scene of being chased by these strange existences before seems to be just a bubble. At that time, it has already shattered and disappeared, and no residue is left until now.

Perhaps as Long Aotian said, the fierce abnormal reaction was because he stayed with me for too long. Although it was a trouble for me. However, once I am alone, it will not become a problem.

I stopped at the same place and quietly waited for these strange existences to enter the door one after another. I don't know if it was dazzling, when they were all about to enter the door. For a moment, a strange presence at the end glanced at me, and when I met his eyes, the face covered by the cloak suddenly became clear. That look flashed by. When I looked closely, the strange existence was still the same. I didn't see it clearly, but that look. It should be a person I am familiar with, not Sakuya, but

I can't be sure. I can only tell by feeling that it is an adult female.

Could it really meet the acquaintances who entered this line again? I want to confirm, but the scruples about these strange things still slow me down a bit. When I came to the door. Those weird beings have completely entered the door, and. When I looked in the door, they were no longer there.

Behind the door is not a room, nor another passage, but a small space that simply cannot accommodate the number of those weird beings. The light level inside is the same as the outside, and the light illuminates every small corner. There is no discreet dimness in the illusion, and there is no other thing with obvious presence, just an empty place which looks like an elevator.

I paused, stepped in, and didn't turn around. The smooth metal wall in front of the eyes reveals the reflection of the door closing. I turned my head immediately, the door was closed with only a gap in the palm, and outside the door, "Saki Ye" was standing there. This time, she just looked at me quietly, without speaking. After that, the closed door completely isolated us, and even made me feel that this time, "Sakuya" was really separated from the door. This makes me a little uneasy, but the slight weightlessness and the light pattern above the head let me know that I have no choice.

This small space seems to be really an elevator, and the changing image above the head is like a kind of counter. However, if you stare at the patterns for more than three seconds, it will give you a drunken top-heavy feeling and vision. It will become blurred, and eventually, only the changing image is violently rotating, forming a more psychedelic image. It was difficult for me to break away from this state, and by this time, I had lost the sense of time, that is, I was not sure how long I had been in that state.

Immediately after, the elevator bell rang and the descent stopped.

Before the door opened, I heard a voice. At first, it sounded like the sound of a barking dog, but that sound could not outline the appearance of any known dogs in the mind, accompanied by the sound of chewing and chewing, but the sound is enough to be reminiscent, that It must be something very dangerous. Dangerous dogs are not enough to describe this feeling.

Maybe it was because I did n’t have the idea of ​​going out immediately, and the door did n’t open. I waited for a moment, and there was no sign of leaving. If I only rely on my body at this time, I can't fight that kind of thing. This intuition prompted me to subconsciously find some tools in the elevator that can help, although, before this, I have not been able to glance at this I found things other than myself in the space. It was at this time that I gradually outlined a cognition of the dangers that existed outside.

That's a canine demon.

Hellhounds are huge and agile. The most dangerous thing is that they are invisible in most cases.

In the memory of the last Takagawa, Morino once summoned a demon whose head is a **** dog. However, in this recognition, the dangerous dog outside the elevator exists, and the **** dog that Morino once summoned Not the same. It is impossible to say which one is more dangerous, but there are some differences between the form and the special features.

No matter which one, it will pose a great threat to me with bare hands. If there is no weapon, it is difficult for me to solve the other party with the current appearance alone.

It is impossible to hide, and it must be killed.

Although they haven't met formally yet, these awareness of danger outside the door is getting stronger.

I looked left and right. Although I have confirmed several times before that there is nothing in this elevator that can be used as a weapon, an instinctive feeling drives me to continue to do so. When I raised my head, the pattern above the head suddenly changed into a more visual shape, gradually. The ceiling is no longer a metal product, but an old concrete wall tile crawling on a spider web. The pattern is blocked by the spider web and dust, and it is not very clear. A pungent smell of ammonia appeared in the air I breathed, which made me suddenly sober. Only then did I realize that I do n’t know when I was in a metal elevator, but a narrower toilet room, and it was an old style more than a decade ago, and the place without tiles was covered with moss, The urinal is also so nasty.

I subconsciously reached into my pants pocket, no. It should be said that when my hand was inserted, I realized that this patient suit actually had a pocket, and there was something in the pocket that was familiar to you. Take it out and see it. It turned out to be a cigarette or camel brand. Open, the smoke is only half. There is a lighter in the other half of the cigarette case. I instinctively, used to. Draw a cigarette and ignite it, and put it in his mouth.

Not an illusion, but it can also be said that it is an illusion. In this realm, there is theoretically no real thing, but. The smell of cigarettes does spread in the nasal cavity and lungs.

When I gazed into an obscure corner at random, I immediately saw the graffiti word that didn't exist there: "Don't put your hand in the dog's mouth."

There is a familiar feeling, a strong sense of familiarity, and a strong sense of both sight. It doesn't matter if the dog barks, this toilet. Strange patterns and scribbled graffiti are good. A similar situation seems to have happened, but it does not exist in memory.

Along with this sense of sight, I raised my head again, and then I could see clearly what was covered by the spider web and dust above the head

That's a wolf, or a dog, but a real wolf dog doesn't have three pairs of eyes.

The strange dog bit the cross, three pairs of eyes full of blood, staring at me fiercely.

It seems to be someone's, and its cracked lips and sharp teeth are like mocking.

It seems that the next moment, it will pounce on me!

Do n’t put your hand into the dog ’s mouth, the words echoed in my mind, the three-eyed evil dog glowed red all over. This light expanded to the entire elevator. As a result, the brighter toilet compartment was filled with a dark red light like a newspaper, and it felt like it was drowned by a diluted blood.

There is a fire cabinet on the wall next to the toilet door. It is hard to imagine that the place that was originally an elevator has become a toilet cubicle, and there is a fire cabinet in the toilet cubicle. Weird, but familiar scene, I subconsciously did the action of taking off my coat. As a result, I was just wearing myself in the patient's uniform, but really took off my coat.

It was a familiar high school uniform jacket. I didn't know when I had wrapped my elbows.

All the changes that happened to me and around me seemed to be missing a few frames, and all of a sudden jumped to completion.

However, here is the borderline, the strange world of consciousness, what is impossible?

I don't intend to tangle these familiar and unusual changes, breaking the glass of the fire cabinet hard, and taking out the fire axe.

The familiar feel, no matter the weight or the shape, is extremely handy, making people unconsciously think of the adjective "perfect". While carrying the fire axe, it seems that he is standing on something he hasn't remembered. At some time in the past, my time seems to start to reverse.

The barking of the dogs made my soul more and more burning, and the sound of blood flowing in the blood became louder and louder, and the ubiquitous pain and noise were declining to the point of being almost imperceptible. Since entering the boundary, my condition has never been better.

I clenched the axe tightly, smoking cigarettes, the sparks rising from the cigarette butts, the smoke from the lungs, like the breath of a dragon.

Courage and strength are like substance, expanding rapidly from the body, soul and blood. I took a step toward the door ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ The muscle tremor became clearer. Over the years, it has never been as strong as it is now. It seems that the thick rubber band is gradually pulled to the limit. The blood is running, the heart is beating, and their voices are ringing in the ears.

I kicked the door of the toilet compartment, and the one that appeared in front of me was still a metal channel unique to the base. On the opposite mirror-like wall, my body is still reflected in the patient's clothes, but there is no patient's skin and expression, medium and short hair is carefully combed, revealing a beautiful face, and flat glasses , Meticulous clothing.

An idea came to my head, top student?

I don't know what happened to me. The only thing I can be sure of is that Gao Chu, "I", has never been a student. Therefore, what constitutes the reflection on the metal wall and constitutes my posture at this moment cannot be the memory information of "me".

Even, the proportion of "I" Gaochuan occupies is very small.

Nonetheless, this gesture does not allow me to have a slight gap.

Like doing it countless times, I threw the school uniform on my arm out the door. (To be continued.)