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Taking advantage of the speed beyond everyone, Fu Jiang and I completed the transposition. Of course, this kind of transposition is actually not necessary. From the beginning of the battle, it is entirely feasible for me to resist the 13 magical girls and let Jiang handle the young conscious walkers. It was only that Fu Jiang was full of aggressiveness towards the magical girl, so when they first chose their opponents, they were misaligned. I do n’t think that these magical girls have any significance for Fujiang, so that she has this kind of pertinence, but only that this choice is just the humanized and emotional side of Fujiang-she does n’t like these people to be Middle-aged men and women dressed as magic girls, perhaps, these people's performances have destroyed the normal impression represented by the name "magic girl" in her heart, so she has to teach each other.

I also hope that this judgment of my own is the truth, rather than any deeper reason. My first impression of these magical girls is not very good. To be honest, their appearance is completely inconsistent with my aesthetic concept. Now facing these twelve people, I have no sympathetic thoughts about them at all. Even so, I did not intend to kill them from the beginning, because we are strangers to each other, and it is not a matter of course to have a killing intent on strangers. Killing the other party just because of a bad first impression is not something normal people would do. Although I am a mentally ill, my own experience, situation and existence are quite bizarre, but this does not mean that my three views are completely left to the normal concept.

These magic girls are the weak, the soldiers of the netball, the pioneers who will fight against the doomsday truth, and they are made by Qubei. The mysterious existence associated with the night of Val Pugetz. The meaning of their own existence, and they understand more deeply. If in the past, maybe we are still partners in the same trench. Although their position at this time was in conflict with what I was doing, I did not consider them as enemies from the beginning. Put another way, their abilities and experience are not enough to become my enemy.

I am very strong. Although I am not a conscious walker, I am very strong. I have never doubted this. Even if he realized that he was a sick young man on the "reality" level. However, I have never lost my strength in my heart. Looking back at my life, I couldn't find the proof of "I am a coward".

I would n’t kill them just because of the magic girl ’s position, I would n’t kill them simply because they had power, I would n’t have to kill them simply because their image did n’t fit my aesthetic It will not kill them just because they are trying to stop Jiang.

It's such a simple thing to kill them. It's more troublesome not to kill a chicken, they can't even call a stumbling block.

but. I still shot, after one of the magical girls was killed by Fu Jiang, I decided to kill the remaining twelve people here.

Just because Fu Jiang killed one of their companions.

I can see that there is no deep friendship between these magical girls, they are even before the action. There is very little cooperation, just like a group of recruits who have just responded to the call and are thrown into the battlefield without training. They have a lot of care between each other, and they will not have to avenge this companion because of the death of their companion. In the face of the threat of death, they may even use their companions as bait.

Even so, since Fu Jiang killed one of them, I had to solve all the rest. This is not a fear of their revenge, so what is the reason? I do n’t know for myself. Perhaps, it ’s a physical and soul connection with Jiang, and it ’s a “virus” that affects the “infected”. My reason does n’t think it ’s meaningful to kill these guys. , Emotionally unable to explain his own determination. When I shot, I was very clear about what I was doing, so I felt more deeply that the reason for my actions was not what I thought.

That kind of existence that is hidden deep in the body or in the depths of the soul seems to be more essential than any "Jiang" expressed in human form and "Jiang" expressed in "virus" form, like a heart Inspiring, releasing a wave that transcends sensibility, reason, instinct and personality consciousness, which has affected me. This kind of influence has existed in the past. When I look back on all my actions in my life, I can more or less notice the shadow of such fluctuations, and I also have some profound dream-like experiences that make me feel that I have such fluctuations Fear.

That is, no matter how obscure or vague, as long as you perceive and feel, you will produce a very strong, penetrating all subjective and passive will, and a very pure sense of fear. Like, it was born to make me, humans, and all life in the world feel scared.

I know, I know, there is no evidence to prove that it will cause this kind of fear in other lives besides me. Because, I can feel that it is hidden in me, hidden in the depths of "Gaochuan", just like a disease-generating organ. It is unique.

When I faced these magical girls and made a decision to kill them, but couldn't find any reason to explain this impulse from myself, I felt so clear and felt its existence and its impact on me.

As if it transformed me into a natural killer, I have to realize that I am a monster that can kill some people at will without reason or persuasion. And this kind of cognition is full of familiar taste in a moment, just like, in the distant past, I acted with this feeling-

Think carefully, when did that happen? After returning from the toilet whisper to the normal world? When Sakuya was involved in the conspiracy of Doomsday Truth and Goat Guild because of Morino? It was a very grotesque experience. Before this, I never realized how strange we were at the time. Without exposure to the darkness brought by the "reality" level, cognitively. When he was just a high school student, he had n’t encountered any major changes that could lead to changes in his three views. He could even think of himself as a natural killer Caused a little confusion. It is so natural to treat yourself as a cold guy. And really did a lot of cruel things, and explained all the actions afterwards with such natural thoughts and feelings as the core.

In order to do what you want to be, you must kill someone-even if the facts are true, but think about it, your own cognition and life experience. It is simply not enough to form the basis of such behavior. The birth of a ruthless warrior and a grotesque murderer must have all the factors that gave birth to them. If a person is not born, he will naturally become such a person. In a peaceful environment, no one who is whimsical will suddenly change his 16-year habit without a slight twist. And feel that everything is taken for granted.

Unless, from birth. From the most basic physiological structure and ideology, have this kind of "normal" rebellious factor. For example, the appearance is human, but the internal genetic structure has the part of "cannibalism to ensure survival". Perhaps most of the genes are like humans. Only a little bit, the unobservable part is different. Then, either killing people or eating people. Will be satisfied by instinct.

Am I such a monster? Or is it because, because of the monster in the body and in consciousness, it was transformed into a monster?

My mind is running in a field that has nothing to do with combat, but the movement is completely without any pauses and deviations. I thought about it while taking the following actions for granted.

The invisible high-speed passage meanders through the building debris and the cracked street pavement, entwining the twelve magical girls like a giant python, strangling its prey in its curly body. All the attacks from the magic girl, the gap of which is ruthlessly penetrated by this action trajectory. When I was running up, these attacks full of gorgeous visual effects were like frozen fireworks.

The blade quickly cut their throats neatly, and blood squeezed out of the wound bit by bit, but it was not until I returned to the young conscious walker that the blood suddenly splashed into the air. The magic girls did not die immediately, and the formed and semi-formed magic was released from their location, just like a torrent of colorful lights, and came to us in a blink of an eye.

The young conscious walker has just moved his eyes to me. The glance of this gaze is not so clear. His thinking seems to have not turned. I'm too fast. If I'm too fast, I will see this scene of sudden freezing and sudden thawing. However, I'm used to it, and my opponent has been declared a destiny before he can even turn his thoughts.

When the conscious walker nailed to the ground came back to me, he was immediately pale by the magical attack that swept through the flood, but he was not completely afraid of this force. His mentality must be very complicated, full of shock and doubt, so that his expression was full of muddy taste.

At this time, Fu Jiang was no longer Fu Jiang, and she could not be observed in the chain judgment. When did she change back to Zhen Jiang? The neurotic, strange and elegant temperament seemed to **** all the surroundings into the dark abyss, even the air could not escape the disaster. She was so suffocating that she didn't even raise her head in the face of a flood of magical attacks.

She looked at her toes and looked at the young conscious walker again, raising her left hand in the direction of the torrent of magic. Obviously the movement is clear, but it is faster than the magic torrent, as if the two are located in different time and space. Before the two contacted, Zhen Jiang's arm suddenly exploded.

The red and thick blood-colored liquid swelled at the fracture due to the explosion of the arm, like a high-pressure water gun, a spring spouting, a volcanic eruption, a river bursting, forming a torrent larger than the magical torrent, swallowing it in one breath In front of everything. In the blink of an eye, the magical girls, together with everything about 20 meters around their location, were covered in **** liquid.

The seemingly large-scale, full-impact magic could not even create a bubble.

There was nothing left, except for a red swamp.

Yes, as I said before. "Jiang" has enough power in this world to overwhelm all mysteries.

Whether I take action or not, it is not necessary, not decisive, just, maybe my will to act. At some point, it will trigger "Jiang" actions. The reason I exist here is because it requires me to be here, and because of this, it makes me feel that I can influence it to some extent. In other words, I must influence it, and the basis of affecting it is that I must be by its side.

My victory. From the beginning, it did not depend on my fighting power, but on my influence-this cognition has a revolutionary meaning in my heart. I think this is the first time I really see clearly, myself The road to victory.

and so--

No matter what you are. I will stay by your side.

No matter what the ending will be, I will be by your side.

No matter what the expectations and desires are. I will stay by your side.

Only, for a moment, you can hear my voice, please fulfill my wish.

However, this is not the price of the exchange, nor is it the return of anyone to whom. Just because, this is Gao Chuan.

The red and thick liquid, like an image lying upside down, retracted into Zhen Jiang's arm, but it was just a blink of an eye. Her left hand has been restored as before. The place that was covered by the blood swamp before did not seem to be greatly affected. All objects remained in their original positions. If there is any difference, it can only be said that all breath of life disappeared. In the Zhonglin district destroyed by the black giant, although many places are empty and let people feel quiet and dark, but the place covered by the **** swamp still makes people feel that something is still "eaten", A large area of ​​"scars" was left full of silence.

The young conscious walker obviously also felt this way, his forehead was sweating drippingly, and there was no trace of blood on his face, as if to stop breathing. He was terrified, and this fear seemed to turn into substance next to Zhenjiang. It was a kind of gray that appeared because of turbidity. Even if he saw him for the first time, he could strongly feel his Mood swings.

It was too violent, the young man's chest was undulating, and the heart seemed clear and audible in the sound of the destruction of the building from a distance. He opened his mouth like a suffocated fish that could not even say a word. No matter what plans and plans he had before, or really just a panic loser, there will be no difference in the situation and experience at this moment.

This is not the first time I have seen this expression of fear that seems to be swallowed up when others face the power of Zhen Jiang.

I think that when I am afraid of "Jiang", it will certainly not look better. Even if there is consciousness, the fear that has existed before has not changed at all. My decision to be with "Jiang" was not a hasty decision, but a confrontation of this kind of fear, and I still did not change my original consciousness.

I will not run away because of fear, because I will vent desperately because of fear, and I will not love because of fear. I believe that accepting and surmounting this fear of self is the necessary condition for being with Jiang.

Zhen Jiang and the young conscious walker stared at each other for about three seconds, then slowly placed their palms on his forehead. For a moment, the young man wriggled his body as if struggling, but as if facing a natural enemy The twisted movements seem to have rigid joints.

At the next moment, the young man's body began to blur from the lower body. It was like disintegrating into foam and ashes, disintegrating layer by layer, and the scattered stars disappeared in the air moment by moment. At the same time, there were bloodstains spreading on his forehead, like a strange tattoo, eroding from top to bottom. When the blur arrived on his chest, it seemed to be stopped by some mysterious force formed by these bloodlines. The young man's upper body fractured a sudden burst of blood at the break, dyeing Zhen Jiang's posture into a blood red.

He can't live any longer, but the power released by "Jiang" through him must return to the normal world. The young conscious walker is a bridge across the ideological world and the normal world, and this bridge is collapsing. I do n’t think that Jiang ’s power is working, but the young man ’s body in the normal world ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ was once again found and executed by the network ball processing force The most thorough removal.

When this young conscious walker appeared, he looked like he was running away from his wounds. His original purpose was not to enter Valpus night, but to enter another ideological world to do something-for example, Through the power of consciousness, you can erase your escape route and hide yourself again. It's just that the power of the magic eye made his intentions become a bubble, and eventually reduced to a network ball and our prey.

Conversely, if it were not for the power of "Jiang", this young conscious walker should have been decomposed into nothingness. At this time, his final destiny has not changed, but it is even more miserable.

It is probably because the maker has not completely died. The door of consciousness with the mark of the devil ’s eye has not collapsed. A line of blood-colored lines emerged on its surface, and it is constantly spreading to other vacant parts, including the devil ’s mark. Object.

It may not be impossible for the conscious walker who traces the internet ball by eroding the magic eye, but the risk will be greater. He is not as bully as this young man. After identifying the young conscious walkers, Jiang may be planning to try it further. To be continued. .

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