Chapter 385 The starting point and the ending point are beautiful, but I’m afraid of a bad process

   "The two hundred catties strong man has been killed in action. He cried when he ran and jogged in the gym. The image was completely finished!"

   "That's why this is what a macho wants to see!"

   "Mom, familiar formula, familiar taste. It's just that today's wind is particularly noisy. I just watched this video for more than ten minutes, and my tears came down."

"I have a sore throat, like being choked by something. Obviously Ohara's mother didn't show a single side in the movie, but why do I feel that a woman who is very weak in life but extremely stubborn is already living in my heart? Lord, this old soul is pale, why do you always add these scraps in your work to deceive your baby's tears?!"

"Put down the video to ease it, but still can't help but sigh; Xiaoyuan previously complained about her mother's bad, she was right. As a mother, Xiaoyuan's mother really sucks. From the side of the movie, this woman is roughly With few life skills, they can only sell their hue to make money.

  But Xiaoyuan has never thought about things from the perspective of his mother! She became pregnant at the age of eighteen, fell out with her father, insisted on giving birth to the child, and was abandoned by the guilty man. I didn't graduate from high school, didn't go to university, and didn't have any life skills. I took a daughter with me, such a woman... What can she do? "

"The analysis upstairs makes sense, but Lao Lin is the most distressing one. No matter whose fault it is, he will always lose the opportunity to make up. Hearing that sentence is not a complaint or a compliment,'She is so stubborn, she does It's here', my tears came down after a brush. In this sentence, how many regrets and guilt are there!"

   "Oh, this is life"

  In the comment area, one comment slowly popped out.

  But the video is still going on;

  In a drug rehabilitation center in another city.

  The instructor of the drug rehabilitation center took Lao Lin and Xiao Yuan, one old and one young, and walked slowly to the room where Xiao Yuan’s mother Lin Hao was when she was alive.

  In the long corridor, the howls and pleadings of drug addicts are echoed from time to time.

  Listening to those sounds like hell, Xiaoyuan couldn't help holding Lao Lin's hand tightly.

   "Lin Wan...it's a pity. For this time, she is still very cooperative in the detoxification. When she is in good condition, she often tells us her future plans.

  Detoxification is not afraid of heavy drug addiction, but afraid of hopelessness.

  If she can get rid of this time, change to a better living environment, and stop contacting those inconsistent people, I think there is great hope for a complete withdrawal. It's just...oh. "

  The female instructor shook her head and stood still before a room.

   "Here, this is the room that Lin Wan was in before. You tidy up her personal belongings, and I will take you to claim the remains."

   "Thank you, thank you."

  The woody thanked the instructor, Ohara let go of the old forest standing at the door, and slowly walked into the house.

  The room is not big and the furnishings are simple.

  The window without curtains has a layer of iron fence inside, which seems to be to prevent people from jumping out.

  The only furniture in the room is a table with all four corners soft-wrapped, and a single bed with straps.

  The walls beside the bed are criss-crossed, and blood stains can be seen faintly-it looks like a mad beast scratched it out with his nails.

  Ohara's eyes only touched the terrifying wall, and then quickly moved away. In the gloomy weather, such an environment made her chill from the bottom of her heart and felt terrible.

  Lin Wan’s personal belongings are all in the drawer of the table.

   Slowly pull the drawer open, it is full of odds and ends. Watches, necklaces, a set of clothes. Apart from that, there is nothing more.

   Holding things in his arms, Ohara nodded to the instructor.

  Waiting to hold the relic tightly, Xiaoyuan and the lost old Lin left the room. The instructor took a deep look at the room and sighed and closed the door.

  ……

  In the morgue of the hospital.

  The instructor standing at the door pointed, "It's there, and Lin Wan is on the third bed."

  Following her fingers, Xiaoyuan and Lao Lin saw a figure covered by a white cloth-she was so thin compared to other remains.

  One old and one young slowly walked closer and looked at each other.

  At this moment, the remains of Lin Yu lying there finally proved the blood relationship between Lao Lin and Xiao Yuan—their eyes had the same complexity and the same sadness.

   After a moment of silence, Lao Lin raised his hand and lifted the white cloth covering the body.

brush.

  A pale woman with eyes open, her face seemed to be filled with reluctance, lying there quietly.

  She was wearing the bulky gown of the drug rehabilitation center, her body was tight and slightly curled up, with one hand tightly clenched into a fist.

Seeing a twitch in the cheeks of an old man, the guide stepped forward, "She was walking in a hurry. It took a few minutes from the onset to death. The ambulance stopped her heartbeat before she arrived at the hospital. There shouldn't be much pain when I leave..."

   Facing the instructor’s comfort, Lao Lin closed his eyes deeply. After taking a few deep breaths, he silently opened the bag he carried with him, and took out the towel kettle and brush wax in turn.

   Bend down and gently stroked Lin Yu's stiff face. After staring at the strange and familiar face for a long time, Lao Lin picked up the hot towel.

  At this moment, his face was filled with pity and affection.

  Time seems to have returned to when it was a baby. With extremely gentle movements, he gently wiped his daughter’s cheeks and body...

   Seeing Lao Lin’s eyes flashing with tears, Xiao Yuan turned his head away.

  She remembered the night when the lady of the bathhouse passed away, she couldn't stand it anymore.

  However, just when Lao Lin wiped Lin Yu's arm, he pressed it into a fist and massaged it out. A small ball of paper hit the ground.

  Click.

  In the empty and cold morgue, there was a slight echo.

The   paper ball is like a ping-pong ball, playfully played a few times on the ground, and rolled down to the feet of Xiaoyuan.

   Inhaled the tears that flowed to his nose, Ohara squatted down and gently picked up the paper ball.

  The paper ball has been soaked in sweat, and the whole body is grinded white. After a lot of effort, Xiaoyuan unfolded the paper ball that originally seemed to be some kind of flyer.

  The moment the paper ball unfolded, Ohara was stunned as if struck by lightning.

  At this time, the guide came to her.

Seeing the content on the ball of paper, she blinked her eyes: "Lin Yu found this leaflet while reading a magazine before, and kept it. Every time a drug addict was committed, she held it tightly in her hand. She kept saying this. It’s her motivation to stick with it. I think there must be something she likes very much on this flyer."

  Hearing the instructor's words, Ohara couldn't hold back anymore.

  She got up and threw herself on her mother's body, tightly hugged the already stiff and cold corpse, and cried out wow.

  On the leaflet in her hand that was crumpled and polished most of the content, a few pictures can be vaguely seen;

  There are giraffes, tigers, elephants and peacocks...

  "...On the 3rd, the Wonderful Zoo will open! Take your children and experience the cuteness and fun of nature~"

At the top of the    flyer is a slogan and a cute cartoon lion, running playfully against the sun above.

  On the crumpled leaflet, the cartoon sun was gorgeous. It was so gorgeous that the cold morgue seemed to illuminate a bit.

   aside, watching Xiaoyuan bury a small face full of snot and tears on Lin Wan’s chest, sobbing and crying to his heart's content. With tears in his eyes and a smile, Lao Lin gently closed his daughter's eyes.

  The fourth act, "The beginning and the end are beautiful, but the process is terrible." The video ends here and officially ends.

  A teary emji expression flooded the comment area;

  "Lord Xin, you are so soulless, please report your address and I will send you something good!"

   "Nima, is it special? Who told this is the Healing Fan?! Your Healing Fan is like this?"

   "I'm obviously here to see the food show, who did I tell you? Fuck?!"

  　PS: Please, ask for a monthly pass?

  　　

  　

  (End of this chapter)