In the face of solemnity, Xu Xingguo really had no choice.

From recruits to the present, they grew up in the military camp together, became recruits together, went to the training team together, went to the training team together, and then went to the special forces together.

To say that there is fate in the world, this is fate.

To say that there is a fatalism of revenge in the past and the future, then Zhuang Yan absolutely believes that he had an unspeakable grievance with Lao Xu in his previous life.

The solemn temper is also stubborn, and once the temper is up, he is also the master who dares to go to the house and lift the roof.

So Xu Xingguo looked at the solemn and rigid, and then thought about his current situation - if things got bigger, it would be the worst for him.

"Zhengyan, I don't want to fight with you."

His tone softened.

"I just want to ask you to do me a favor. You helped me carry the log before. I thank you, but you are a good man. Can you help me again?"

Majesty is the character of eating soft and not hard.

Seeing that Xu Xingguo's tone softened, he also softened.

"Lao Xu, it's not that I can't get along with you, but..."

He felt that he had to make it clear to Xu Xingguo, and he didn't want to make trouble with Xu Xingguo to the point of meeting enemies.

They are all comrades who eat in a pot, and they are brothers who can live and die together. Who wants to go that far?

"But I can't watch you struggle with yourself. I think you're too paranoid about your **** officer dream? What's wrong with being an officer? Being an officer is so good? You can't be a good soldier if you're not an officer..."

"No!" Xu Xingguo suddenly became irritable again, and interrupted Zhuang Yan decisively: "No, you can't! You don't understand Zhuang Yan, you know shit! You don't understand me at all, and you don't understand me! Don't compare me to you! There is no comparison between me and you! Have you ever tried to walk ten kilometers of mountain road to go to school? Have you ever tried eating salt and beans as a dish every five days a week!? You don't! Your family is a cadre family and lives in the city , you have never endured hardship since you were a child! You have never endured hardship! If you are not an officer and go home, you will also have work arrangements, you can go to government agencies and units, and you can easily spend the rest of your life! What about me? If I don't become an officer, At least I have to turn into a volunteer soldier, if I can't become a volunteer soldier, I will go back to the mountains to cultivate the fields and repair the earth!"

The more he spoke, the more excited he became, his chest heaving violently, the corners of his eyes were red, and tears were flashing.

Solemn was shocked.

He suddenly found sadly that he and Xu Xingguo were indeed not the same kind of people.

Between himself and Xu Xingguo, there is an invisible and intangible gap. Two people with completely different backgrounds cannot achieve perfect unity in terms of thinking or concept.

Yes, this may be the invisible class.

Even if everyone puts on military uniforms, eats the same pot of rice, sleeps under the same roof, and sings the song "Comrades in arms are like brothers", even if everyone's feelings are so deep, they still cannot share the same values ​​and worldview. .

These are all bit by bit, all of which are gathered into a tower, and have been imprinted in the bones since childhood.

He walked over and lightly hit Xu Xingguo's arm.

Xu Xingguo lowered his head and sobbed.

Zhuang Yan felt uncomfortable, took a breath, and said, "I admit that I don't understand you, but I know what you're thinking, and I don't dare to say that my words must be right, but aren't we old sayings? Don't worry about running out of firewood if Qingshan is here. Your body is broken, what's the use of being an officer?"

Xu Xingguo was silent for a long time, raised his head, put away his tears, and said firmly: "Solemn, everyone has ideals and dreams. My dream is to become an officer. I dream that I can wear an officer's uniform and return to my hometown. , standing in front of my parents and neighbors, what I want is not only to leave the mountains, but also a glory that belongs to a man!"

"This study abroad training is an opportunity for me. I know how you will convince me, you will tell me, Xu Xingguo, you can still go to the military academy in the future. With your conditions, it is not very easy to sign a non-commissioned officer? "

"That's right, I don't deny that it would make sense for you to say so. But I knew from a young age that I must seize every opportunity in my life. I'm not you, you missed an opportunity, you still have a lot of opportunities, I If you miss an opportunity, you may never have another chance in this life!"

Zhuang Yan couldn't help interrupting him and said, "As long as you stay in the army, with your military qualities, how come you won't have a chance?"

"Really?" Xu Xingguo said, "Then at least I have to stay, right? Let's not talk about other things, just say your former equipment master, Zhu Dekang. Is his training bad? His Is the military not good? What about the last? After so many years as a soldier, in the last year, I worked hard to raise pigs and wanted to get a third-class merit. Did he get it? Did he mention it?"

"Let's talk about our old troop, the Eighth Company, which one is not the best in the third battalion? If you analyze it according to your analysis, you would say that there is nothing wrong with them being promoted to battalion commander and trainer, right? The last? One adaptation, it's all over. The company commander has gone to the local Armed Forces Department, and the instructor has been transferred to the second-line unit... You use your theory to tell them, does it make sense?"

"There are more, have you ever thought about sacrificing yourself? If it weren't for God, the seventh teacher of the teaching team would not be able to see it. In the end, because Lu Yuan has not encountered a retirement once in ten years, he has already taken off his hat badge. Get out of the army uniform and go back to farming! You tell them your 'natural' theory!"

In the past, lip-synching, bickering, etc., the solemn definitely wins.

This time the contest was solemn but speechless.

Yes indeed…

So many people, so many things, so many old squad elders and company commanders in the army, his own set of big truths seems to be unreasonable.

For Xu Xingguo, lifting the stem is his life.

Not letting him fight is equivalent to breaking his life.

Everything is so cruel. UU reading www. uukanshu.com

Even soldiers have to face many cruel facts and life.

A soldier with a hard-hitting hard drive, whether he is a soldier or an officer, also has to face the changing reality.

Zhuang Yan found that he really refused to accept Xu Xingguo today.

But watching Xu Xingguo risk his life to participate in the selection, he couldn't bear it.

It's really a dilemma!

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Fourth more.

Guys, is it worth it? Is Qiguan alright?

After reading the previous chapter review, I am guessing Xu Xingguo's future and final destination.

I looked at the chat records and chapter comments in the group, and what I want to say is - don't guess! You can't guess! Can't guess! Can't guess!