Xiong Dini drank two small glasses of red wine at night. At this time, her face was slightly hot while sitting in the car. She pressed her forehead against the cold car window glass, watching the streamer of streetlights dragging, and the myth brought by the memory of the past. It made her fall into it, and it was difficult to extricate herself for a while.

When the car arrived at the entrance of the alley, the driver did not recognize the road, so he slowed down and looked back at Xiong Dini in the back seat; Xiong Dini woke up from her memory at this time, and was just about to point to the alley to let the driver drive into the community, when she saw Shen Huai sitting on the road. Under the street lights on the side, I played chess with people, and there were three or four passers-by stopping to watch the chess.

At dusk, Shen Huai called and said that she would come over in the evening. Xiong Dini hurried back after dinner without delay, thinking that Shen Huai was either still socializing and couldn't get away, or that she was already waiting at her residence, but she didn't expect that he would come. Play chess with people at the mouth of the alley.

Xiong Dini gave the money to the driver and got out of the car. The air at night was cold and blew people's hearts clearly. The roadway on the cement road was blown clean by the wind, and there was not a single leaf.

Xiong Dini did not rush towards Shen Huai, but stood across the street, watching them sit on the ground playing chess with interest.

The chess paper is spread on the ground, and the four corners are pressed with small stones, so as not to be disturbed by the wind.

Shen Huai was sitting on the ground with a few bricks on his buttocks. He didn't notice that the corners of his clothes were hung down and dragged on the ground, but Shen Huai stared at the chess paper with a cold expression. Do everything in your power to land the pieces in the most delicate places—

Xiong Dini didn't know what chess was called Shen Huai being so serious. At this moment, it only reminded Xiong Dini of her father's unwillingness, who spent all day playing chess on the streets, in the park, and other people, and asked her to read it from the background of Shen Huai. to the same desolation.

Dini Xiong was very puzzled, thinking it was her own illusion, and walked across the street to the street lamp.

Although Xiong Dini was not particularly proficient in chess, she knew a little bit. Seeing that the old man on the opposite side had already beaten Shen Huai to pieces, sweat was oozing from her forehead, but Shen Huai, who had a stern expression, had no intention of relaxing. Wanting to kill everything.

Xiong Dini thought to herself that Shen Huai might have encountered something unhappy, she put her hand on his shoulder gently and asked him, "What's wrong?"

Shen Huai looked up and saw Xiong Dini's delicate face, and told him to be so cold? His heart was a little warmer.

After leaving the Xinghai Hotel in the afternoon, my emotions were not so strong, and there was no entertainment at night. I drove back to the city early, ate a bowl of noodles at the snack bar at random, bought a book and went to Xiong Dini's residence, and my mood became more and more cold: Some emotions can be remembered by others, but he can only block them in his heart, chewing hard alone in the dead of night, all kinds of tastes.

"It's nothing, when you come back, I feel a little cold," Shen Huai said, throwing the chess piece in his hand, and said to the old man sitting on the opposite ground, "I lose this game of chess."

The old man on the opposite side said with a sigh of relief: "If you win, you will win, if you lose, you will lose. I've lived half my life, and I want you to let me?" Shen Huai, who threw away his armor and armor, walked away.

Shen Huai stood up, his legs and feet were a little numb, and after a while, he recovered, took off a few withered yellow leaves on the outside of the windbreaker, picked up the briefcase with some worn corners, and walked into the community with Xiong Dini.

The house that Xiong Dini rented was in the staff family area of ​​the Post and Telecommunications Bureau. The environment and public security were quite good, and she had just moved in, so she was not afraid that anyone here would recognize her and Shen Huai.

In the cold wind, Xiong Dini took Shen Huai's arm and told him about meeting Zhou Yu and the others tonight:

"You don't believe it. The world is sometimes so small. The person who contacted Huai University from the preparatory team of Zhujiang College turned out to be Hai Wen's lover in college—you don't know about this, do you?" With an expression of "you'll never imagine", she looked up at Shen Huai, her eyes were clear and tender, making people feel tender.

Shen Huai said, "I only heard about them in the afternoon."

"I'm really unwilling to think about it," Xiong Dini put her hands behind her back and bent her body as far back as possible, like a little girl back then, continuing to tell Shen Huai about her meeting with Zhou Yu today, "I heard Zhou Yu talk about it today. She has quite fond memories of the past, and even kept the love letter Haiwen gave her, the flute she made..."

"She doesn't dare Sun Xun to have an opinion?" Shen Huai asked with a smile.

"What opinion can Sun Xun have now?" Xiong Dini asked rhetorically.

Shen Huai smiled, thinking about it too, Sun Xun wouldn't be so careful that he would compete with a "dead man" for jealousy.

Xiong Dini continued: "...We also talked about Chen Dan, and we all said that if Haiwen didn't have an accident, most of the time he would bring Xiaoli and Chen Dan to live together. We also called Chen Dan, but it's a pity that Chen Dan I can't rush back, otherwise today's dinner will be more interesting. I can't help thinking, if my temperament wasn't so stubborn at the time, I might be able to like someone wholeheartedly, and I wouldn't have to listen to other people's memories at this time. ."

Shen Huai remembered the situation of combing sheep's horns when he first met Xiong Dini. Ten years passed by, but he didn't know that Xiong Dini still had the unwillingness of being a girl in her heart at this time, but in the afternoon and at this time, she heard that she had feelings for herself. A tangled woman talks about the past, but the real him can only be a bystander in everything. It's strange enough to think about it. He thinks that his depressing and uncontrollable state of mind at night probably stems from this, right?

"Thinking about my life, maybe I don't even have a feeling that I can just sit down and reminisce. It's really sad to think about it!" Xiong Dini's emotions are also quite infected by the meeting of the old people today, in the cold air Inside, holding Shen Huai's arm, he woke up sadly.

"Then what am I?" Shen Huai asked.

"Can you take me downstairs and leave?" Xiong Dini asked Shen Huai slyly.

Shen Huai laughed dumbly, and reached out to rub Xiong Dini's slick face, without saying anything, he was really reluctant to send Xiong Dini to the building and turned around and left, thinking, maybe his emotional life at this time is too much mixed up There is no way to get rid of the **, there is no way to be pure.

"Haven can think of a person like a day for several years, but we are all mortals, and we can't be pure in ourselves, so naturally we can't expect others to be pure," Xiong Dini looked up at the sparse starry sky with her slightly drunken eyes. Said, "And the lover in Haven University seems to be single all the time, but she doesn't know if she has Haven in her heart all the time, and why they couldn't be together back then? It's really annoying that you don't know the answer to some things. I'm curious - Zhou Yu said, even to find out the answer, she and Sun Xun will stay in the country. Do you think it's strange?"

"It's a little bit." Shen Huai smiled, but he knew that Zhou Yu's temperament was more straightforward than ordinary girls, and there was no change in the past few years, so it was not difficult to imagine her dancing when she said these words.

Going downstairs, Shen Huai was just about to enter the corridor with Xiong Dini, when he accidentally looked up at the room on the third floor. The room was brightly lit, and Xiong Dailing's figure reading a book was reflected in the window...

Xiong Dini was so frightened that she covered her chest and cursed softly, "Why did this dead girl go back to Donghua without saying a word, and it almost scared me out of a heart attack?"

Shen Huai guessed that Xiong Dailing's school was on holiday, she returned to Donghua one day earlier, and went to Yicheng with her sister Dini tomorrow, but it was strange that she didn't contact Dini beforehand: "She didn't contact you, she didn't make a special trip here. The rapist?"

"Catch your big head? Dailing is not as boring as you think," Xiong Dini dragged Shen Huai to hide in the shadows, lest Dailing accidentally look out the window and see Shen Huai with her, and said, "Okay, you are now I can’t go back if I don’t…”

Dai Ling came over suddenly, and Shen Huai had nothing to do, and said to Dai Ni, "I have a book that I left in your room just now, and the rest should be nothing, so don't reveal the stuff yourself..." Seeing Dai Ni going into the building with her handbag Dong went upstairs and stopped her, "You stop for a while."

"What's wrong?" Xiong Dini asked suspiciously, not knowing what else to do with Shen Huai, she took two steps back.

Shen Huai picked up Xiong Dini's face, put soft lips on her forehead, kissed her gently, and said, "I haven't said goodnight to you yet..."

But Xiong Dini was full of tenderness in her heart. She hugged Shen Huai's waist with both hands, buried her face on his shoulders, and said, "It feels so good."

Seeing Xiong Dini walking into the corridor, Shen Huai's heart became empty again in an instant, and there was nothing to fill it with - Xiong Dini, Jin Xin, Zhou Qian, the flawless little girl and even Chen Dan, Even Xiao Li seems to belong to him in the past, while Zhu Yi, Hu Mei, and Xie Tang belong to him who has really disappeared. Now he can't hold tightly. Who can he grasp and who can grasp now. live what?

In order to prevent anyone from seeing it, Shen Huai parked the car on the side of the street far away from the community, and when he walked to the car, his empty heart still couldn't cheer up.

Sitting in the car and smoking two cigarettes, Shen Huai started the car, turned the steering wheel out of the city and drove towards Xudong Expressway.

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Cheng Yi woke up from a knock on the door in her sleep, and asked confusedly, "Who is it?"

"I……"

Cheng Yi turned on the light~lightnovelpub.net~ got up barefoot and opened the door, she saw Shen Huai standing outside the door with a tired and tired face, and asked strangely, "Why are you here, you are driving alone? Come here, what happened?"

"Nothing happened, I just couldn't sleep alone at night, so I drove over to find you," Shen Huai walked into the house, took off his jacket and threw it on the sofa, and said, "I sleep on the floor, as long as you don't drive me away." Walking into the inner room, I dug out a quilt from the closet, half of it was used as a mattress, and half of it was used as a quilt to cover my body, and I fell asleep with my head down.

Cheng Yi saw that it was almost three o'clock in the morning. Unexpectedly, Shen Huai could not sleep because he was alone at home, so he drove three or four hours late at night just to sleep on the floor.

She looked at Shen Huai's seemingly rogue face with both funny and annoyed expressions, and then got under the covers and went to sleep.

With a night light on, Cheng Yi rested her head on the edge of the bed, looked at Shen Huai sleeping on the floor between the bed and the closet, at the stubble growing out of his chin, at his open eyes, but his face He couldn't hide his desolate expression, he couldn't help but reached out and touched his stubble chin, feeling pity in his heart, and said, "Don't pretend to be pitiful, I'll let you sleep on the floor." l3l4

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