Story of Longevity

v3 Chapter 844: Well, so what? I know the truth, but the

The cruel thing is that a person's origin can really determine many things in his life. Even if one encounters a life experience like divine assistance in the day after tomorrow, unless all previous causes and effects are completely cut off, it is impossible to break free of some innate shackles so easily.

   Whether this shackles tangibly restricts your freedom, or is invisible bound to your thoughts...

   Even Xingke currently does not have the means to completely cut off cause and effect. Without means, no amount of magic power, no matter how high a person is, it is useless.

Even he didn't even cut the shackles on his body-he was born in a human race, so even if he has surpassed the human race too much, long, long ago, he still thinks like a human in some ways— -This is his cause and effect.

Even if the children of this tribe immigrate to a peaceful country, use space to cut off the geographical "yoke" on them, and use money and education to cut off the class "yoke" on them, but who can guarantee the roots and their own thinking Will the shackles not torture them for life?

   Alice Phil wanted to explain this.

   And this seemingly redundant consideration is also from what I saw with Alice Phil herself--

   "Time, just three months ago, there were a group of war orphans who received financial relief from me and Kirishu and went to study in a civilized society. Three suicides appeared among them..."

   Alice Phil may have accepted the facts early, her expression was very calm when she told:

  "According to the survey received afterwards by a trustworthy person, the suicide situation of the first girl is very clear——

   In a strange foreign land, in that unaccompanied strange environment, because of some rough living habits and the overreaction caused by the war, other people in that school are resentful. Although everyone there is not a bad boy, there are still unwelcome people... Judging from the results, the boy is essentially excluded from his peers and ignored by the teacher. "

   Although the details are rather ambiguous, according to Alice Phil’s account, both Xingqi and Ilia can make up some specific pictures, and there is no big gap between the actual nature.

   "The child was originally one of the children who lost his family in a conflict between armed groups in the neighborhood and was subsequently rescued by Kirishu and I.

I heard from other people that she claimed to be blessed by fate in her daily life, and Kirishu and I gave her salvation...but what she did not expect is that a happy life is not what she imagined. In fact, she is blessed. His two adults just sent her to another living hell. "

   When Alice Phil talked about this, she felt her hands wrapped in a familiar temperature, and her expression softened slightly:

  "... The long-term experience of an orphan on the battlefield has turned her mind into a riddle, and the gap in an unfamiliar civilized society has cut off her last spiritual pillar.

Immediately afterwards, in the night that no one noticed, he ended his short life in a corner of the sewer...because the sewer was his shelter in the war, and it was also for him. A place that can give him a sense of security. "

   Did you end your life in the safest place in your subconscious mind? It seems that he should have chosen the ultimate escape behavior of suicide after a lot of struggle and thinking.

   Now no one can hurt him in any way.

"Post-traumatic stress disorder-this kind of mental illness is the result of the investigation report finally obtained by Kirishu and I. The psychiatrist we arranged for the group of children has always blamed itself as the result of my negligence." Alice Phil shook his head slowly.

   "Ha... there really should be a part of the psychiatrist's pot. But it's not [negligence], but [inexperience], right?"

   Let’s not say whether there is a [Negligence Psychiatrist], but Hoshiki thinks that it is impossible to hire a [Negligence Psychiatrist] based on the ability of Alice Phil and Kiritugu Emiya.

   A large part of the doctor’s growth relies on experience. Of course, the ordinary post-war psychological syndrome has countless soldiers returning from the battlefield as samples and experience packages, but...

"How many [children who became orphans after the war] have gone to see a psychologist? After all, psychologists are exclusive to the rich, born under the bred of a subsistence upper class... Sorry, I digress. Mrs. Alice, continue."

   "Well, little Guise, you are right. We can't really understand people in different situations and what their pain is like..."

Alice Phil used the word "we". It may seem to her that she did not really take charge of a child to the end. She was actually inexperienced and could not save rare cases. So the psychologist who blamed her negligence on the mistake was It's the same.

   Everyone is powerless and blames themselves.

   It was at this time that Kiritugu Eimiya took over the job of Alice Phil’s narrator:

   "The second child is a boy. According to the investigation report, he was originally a very sunny child before the first girl committed suicide. He was very active in adapting to the new life.

However, after the girl was found dead, there was a huge gap in his emotions, and in a short period of time he became irritable and aggressive, and then he had quarrels and physical conflicts with an aboriginal child. After that, I suddenly collapsed... I was found to commit suicide in my room the next day. "

   Eimiya Kiritugu's tone was colder, and it was different from Alice Phil's story of tragedy and tears~lightnovelpub.net~ His narration was more like a terrifying mystery.

   This has a lot to do with the passing of life he has already been used to:

  " And the first person to discover that boy died was the third boy who committed suicide. He also admired the sunny and positive boy very much, his little follower...

   Then, after witnessing the death of the person he admired, a third suicide like a curse was born. "

At this point, the story of the three suicides is finished. Unlike the first girl who has a complete investigation report, the second and third boys are like a desperate place for the first girl. Infection, suddenly decided to follow her, leaving no valuable clues to speculate on the cause.

"If the first child who committed suicide still had traces of his suicide, then within a week after that child, what kind of heart did they experience for the second and third children who committed suicide? The journey, we really don’t know--

   may be simply seeing his own shadow in the girl, or it may be feeling responsible for the girl’s death. But everything we can think of now is nothing but our own subjective assumptions..."

   As Eimiya Kiritugu's story ended in a sad ending, the atmosphere on the scene was also a bit low...except for a guy with no conscience.

   "Well, so, is this why you no longer choose immigration to solve the problem?"