Super Special Forces King

Chapter 869: Mental accountability

869、

Entering the Snow Wolf Special Forces, Zhang Feng found that the army and society were completely at two extremes.

All the rules of society are completely unusable in the melting pot of the army.

Everything in the army must be done in accordance with the rules and regulations, and everything is required.

And because of his extreme personality, his style of doing things can be described as ‘pretentious’. It seems that I have appeared entirely to break these rules.

Looking back now, if you are a commander and encounter such soldiers, you will definitely kick out of the army without hesitation.

Thinking like this, Uncle Luo had tolerated himself too much.

But there is an unwritten rule in the army, but everyone has any rules.

That is to respect the strong. As long as you are good enough and strong enough, you can win the respect of anyone.

Here, any conspiracy, any ill-conceived means will be despised. But as long as you can defeat your opponent head-on, that is, your comrade-in-arms. You can not only win the respect of others, but also the respect of your opponents.

It's so simple!

It was also in the Snow Wolf Special Forces team, walking with Li Jian, to the Huangquan Special Forces team.

It is this period of memories in life that cannot be erased no matter what.

It can be said that he entered the army directly before he had lived in college.

The feeling of the army for him is no different from home. In other words, I finally found the feeling of home.

What is home? Some people say that home is where parents are.

But for Zhang Feng at the time, his mother died and his father disappeared. He doesn't know what home is.

For him, home is a place where he belongs.

That shack less than ten square meters was home when my mother was there. After the mother's death, there are only painful memories, and there is no longer a sense of belonging and no longer home.

The more missing things in life, once identified, the more cherished.

This is the case for Zhang Feng. When he identified with the army, he identified the army as his home with a sense of belonging. Therefore, he will cherish it even more.

Zhang Feng has never retreated from the missions of life and death time after time. It can be said that Zhang Feng did not take his life seriously. More of it is the process of struggling for their own'home'.

Because he has a sense of belonging and does not want his home to receive any harm.

At the beginning, Zhang Feng didn't want to leave the Snow Wolf Special Forces, this place where he just felt of belonging. But his father's clues left him no choice. The things that were always deep in his heart, once they were plucked out, would never be able to plug them back.

Whether you like it or not, there are some things that you have to face after all.

Therefore, Zhang Feng chose to participate in the test of Huangquan Road. There was an accident during the test, and accidentally got into the den of drug traffickers.

It can be said that this experience made him return to life in the market in disguise.

His childhood experience allowed him to be more comfortable in the market. If Zhang Feng chooses another path at this moment and becomes a drug dealer, I am afraid he will become a super criminal who has never appeared before.

However, this is just a hypothesis and it did not appear after all.

There is no doubt that undercover is painful.

Because the essence of undercover is to use trust and betrayal, it is the most test of people's hearts.

By wearing a mask and acting as another self, you can gain the trust of others. Obtain intelligence through the trust of others.

In the end, betraying those who trust themselves and removing the laws and ethics involved in the process is against the soul of the person himself.

The betrayal again and again is a challenge to my soul.

I want to take off the mask again and again, but is it possible?

Furthermore, there are drug dealers all around, even if you no longer value your own life, you can really care about your life and death so easily.

Needless to say, as long as there is a silver lining, no one wants to die.

A joke on the Internet, the doctor thinks I can rescue it. It sounds a little funny, but after deep thought, there is how much helplessness in the middle. How many people can face death calmly?

Every day in a situation of fear, every step is like being on the edge of a cliff, and a little carelessness is a situation where it is impossible to recover.

Speaking should also be like walking on thin ice, and that sentence is wrong, or even one tone of voice, may reveal identity.

Drug trafficking doesn't pay attention to evidence with you. It would rather kill a thousand mistakes than miss one. This is their creed.

When I entered the Golden Triangle, I saw my father Zhang Dashan in the water jail. He was skinny, and when he saw himself, his silent eyes changed his look again. And in this look, there are extremely complex emotions.

Perhaps it was in that gaze that the hatred in Zhang Feng's heart disappeared.

Only when he has had the experience of undercover can he know how difficult it is. But his father Zhang Dashan has been in the more dangerous Golden Triangle poison den for more than ten years.

Zhang Feng thinks he can never do it.

It now appears that Zhang Feng can completely let go. Perhaps seeing Zhang Dashan now, Zhang Summit did not hesitate to give him a hug, a hug more than ten years late.

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From Huangquan Special Operations Team to 01. This is a big change for Zhang Feng!

The mission to perform in the country showed him the ugliest aspect of human nature, harvesting organs from a living body, only for hundreds of times of high profits!

Living people are kept in cages like poultry in captivity.

Even these people can no longer be called people. They have lost the ability to speak, because they have been in a dark environment for a long time, and their vision has also deteriorated.

The narrow iron cage also made their limbs twisted and deformed.

But what are these for the frenzied people? All they want is the organs in their body, as long as these organs are healthy.

When Zhang Feng and the dancer saw the residual value of the broken arm in the blood pool, it was because they had both experienced **** scenes, they still felt that their stomachs were upset.

Such a picture has long been beyond the acceptable range of normal people.

Before that, something that had a great impact on Zhang Feng happened, that is, two experimental operations were passively performed in Thailand.

One is genetic modification, and the other is a neural control chip implanted in the back of the brain!

It can be said that these two operations changed not only Zhang Feng's body, but also changed his way of thinking, making him start thinking about many things that he hadn't thought about before, and he didn't even dare to think about it.