Chapter 1025 Abyss

  This idea is really annoying, obviously I am still longing for hope, this idea will sneak out and pull myself down.

  An Chen feels that this idea has always been firmly in one place, and he can't get rid of it no matter what.

  An Chen is actually a very insecure person, and she is timid, sensitive, and enthusiastic. If there is something wrong, she may immediately take a detour.

  So, in An Chen's thoughts and concepts, you don't have to protect me, please don't hurt me.

  Life can't be as good as you think, but it can't be as bad as you think. An Chen felt that people's fragility and strength were beyond his imagination.

  Sometimes, I may be so fragile that I burst into tears with a single sentence, and sometimes I find myself gritting my teeth and walking a long way.

  An Chen still prefers this look. There is no obstacle in the world, but that annoying thought always appears, trying to drag her down the abyss.

  I want to go see a doctor, but this feeling has been deeply rooted in my heart. An Chen is actually afraid of going to the hospital, so he has been procrastinating until now.

   This kind of idea has obviously not appeared for a long time, An Chen thought that it would never appear in the future, but she thought it was too good.

  In the recent period, although there are many unsatisfactory things, but generally speaking, I still live happily, but some things that happened recently made An Chen a little surprised.

  That's right, it is indeed surprise, these things now are not enough to make An Chen collapse.

  In the past, these things might have happened, but not now, because there are more and better things now.

  I want to live a simple and fulfilling life. In the morning, drink a glass of warm water and start reading. When I have nothing to do at noon, I stand on the roof and let the air blow to clear my mind.

   In the evening, run and exercise. Take a hot bath at night, and then get into the bed, with milk and favorite books beside the bed. Wake up to another beautiful day.

  However, these ideas can only be regarded as a joke now, they are simply soap bubbles that can burst when poked.

  An Chen feels that his life is really worth living. At the age of seventeen, he has already experienced things that other people may never experience in their entire lives.

   I don’t know whether I should be happy or sad. Looking at it from another angle, it’s also worth being happy. It’s just a lot of money.

  Whichever stage of life you go to, you should like that period of time, complete the responsibilities that should be completed at that stage, walk along with life, don't indulge in the past, and don't fanatically look forward to the future. Life is like this.

  No matter what struggles and challenges we are going through, maybe we have only one choice: to be happy despite the pain and to believe in the future.

  The sound of the TV, the sound of the game, the sound of typing on the keyboard, the sound of talking and chatting, all kinds of sounds rang in An Chen's ears.

   "I know you haven't slept, eating strawberries, it's very sweet." Ling Han came here at some point, then whispered something to An Chen, and stuffed a glass bowl into An Chen's arms.

   Ling Han also stuffed a strawberry into his mouth, it was so sweet, An Chen felt that the juice and pulp exploded in his mouth as soon as he bit the strawberry.

  It's really too sweet, the sweet An Chen wants to cry, I don't know what's going on, it's a bit hypocritical.

  An Chen opened his eyes, and in his hand was a bowl full of fresh strawberries, with drops of water left over from the fresh cleaning.

  (end of this chapter)