Chapter 176 Don't want to leave

  Tang Zhixi instinctively resists showing her weakness and incompetence to others.

  Ye Hanzhi naturally felt it. He reached out and lifted Tang Zhixi's chin, making her look at him: "Can't you just talk to me?"

   Tang Zhixi looked at him and still didn't speak.

   "Even I can't say it, am I too outsider?" Ye Hanzhi suddenly looked a little sad when he said, "I'm still an outsider even if I kiss you. Why do you feel like you've been scumbag?"

   Tang Zhixi: "."

  Seeing her speechless expression, Ye Hanzhi suddenly stepped forward, put his hands on her side, looked at her from a close distance, and said threateningly, "Should I get closer to our relationship?"

  Tang Zhixi raised her hand, stretched out a finger to poke him on the shoulder, and poked him back to the bedside: "Third Master, think about more practical things."

  Ye Hanzhi smiled, held her hand, put it on his lips and kissed it, and said, "Tell me about it, maybe it will make you feel better."

  Tang Zhixi was silent for a while.

  Ye Hanzhi was not in a hurry, so he pinched her fingers and waited quietly.

It was almost a minute before Tang Zhixi looked at Ye Hanzhi's fingers and said, "When Nan Cheng was one year old, his father was named Nan Xiao. Just like the scene this afternoon, he died in front of me. .”

  Ye Hanzhi was stunned for a moment, but he didn't stop rubbing her hand. It had been eight years since Nan Cheng was one year old, how old she was then.

   Tang Zhixi still looked down at his hand, her voice didn't fluctuate in any way. Just listening to the voice, she seemed to be talking about other people's affairs: "It's not exactly the same as the scene in the afternoon. Nan Xiao died because of me, and it was worse than the scene in the afternoon. He was stabbed thirty-two times all over his body. Two meters away from me, there is a layer of glass between us."

  What did she go through? Because what about her?

  Ye Hanzhi sat forward, hugged her in his arms, patted her on the back lightly, and listened to her quietly.

  Tang Zhixi put her eyes on his shoulders, and said softly: "At that time, I was a waste. I couldn't do anything except cry and watch him die with my own eyes. I couldn't even collect his body."

  After seeing Nan Xiao lying motionless in the rain, Tang Zhixi struggled desperately to get out, but Jing Yanbai stopped her from going out.

  In the end, I passed out directly, and fell into a coma for three days with a fever.

  When she woke up, Nan Xiao had already been dealt with by them. She didn't even know where he was buried.

  The people who usually serve her, except Uncle Rui and Jing Yanbai, have all changed.

   Moreover, Jing Yanbai was keenly aware of her thoughts of committing suicide, so he threatened her with Nan Cheng's life.

  Ye Hanzhi tightened his arms to hug her, feeling pain in his heart as if being filed back and forth by a blunt knife. Her little girl, so small, carrying guilt, hatred

  How did I survive the eight years slowly?

  How many crimes have I suffered to become what I am today.

  Tang Zhixi leaned on his shoulder, smelling the aloes from his body. Obviously the agarwood in his room was taken from his house.

  But Ye Hanzhi always has something different about him, which can make people feel at ease and calm down.

  After being quiet for a while, Tang Zhixi said, "That's why I hate people I can't beat. It's easy to make me want to kill."

  Ye Hanzhi lowered his head and kissed the top of her hair.

  The little girl is always like this, she is obviously afraid of even mentioning things once, and she is afraid that the people around her will be sad with her, so she always says it lightly, as if it doesn't matter.

   At the end it was funny.

  No matter how cold you look on the outside and difficult to get close to, you will always think about others in your heart.

   "Have you ever wanted to kill me?" Ye Hanzhi asked in a low voice.

   "Yeah." Tang Zhixi said, "In Continent D, if I'm arrested, my next plan is to kill you."

   "So cruel?"

   "If someone who is stronger than me can't be used by me, it's a threat and I can't keep it." Tang Zhixi said casually.

  Ye Hanzhi paused when he heard her words.

   This sentence is too familiar.

   "So I'm glad I recognized you in time." Ye Hanzhi smiled.

   "Don't put gold on your face." Tang Zhixi said, "Are you in time?"

  Ye Hanzhi smiled softly: "Next time, when I meet your little vest again, I will definitely recognize my little girl immediately."

  Tang Zhixi snorted and laughed: "If you don't recognize her, just wait to be beaten."

   "Okay." Ye Hanzhi agreed with a smile, and then kissed her on the side of the neck again, "I will always stand here, don't treat me as an enemy."

  Listening to what he said, Tang Zhixi touched her fingertips, but said nothing, which was her acquiescence.

   "Nanxiao's Qiu, I can help you too." Ye Hanzhi said seriously.

  Tang Zhixi moved her head, leaned on his shoulder, and said for a moment, "You've been helping me."

"Um?"

   "319."

  Ye Hanzhi patted the hand on her back for a while, and suddenly remembered the reason why she had a fever last time due to mood swings.

   She also crushed a wine glass.

   It turned out to be the same person.

   No wonder.

   "I will always catch it." Ye Han said.

"Um."

  The two hugged for a while, and Tang Zhixi gradually became sleepy, so she withdrew from his arms: "Go to sleep, I'm fine."

  Ye Hanzhi looked at her and hesitated for a while and said, "Can I not go back?"

   Tang Zhixi looked up at him.

   "I'll stay here with you, okay?"

  Tang Zhixi gradually narrowed her eyes.

  Ye Hanzhi smiled: "Afraid of me? Why are you afraid of me?"

   Tang Zhixi also smiled: "Afraid of you? What can you do?"

   "There are many things I can do." Ye Hanzhi's voice became softer and softer, "And you can't beat me, me."

  Seeing her gradually turning cold eyes, Ye Hanzhi stopped his words in time, coughed lightly and said, "You have a fever, I'm a little worried."

  Tang Zhixi glanced at him again, fearing that he would sit in the living room all night, so she moved in and said, "Come up."

   This straightforward promise is because he really thinks he won't do anything.

  Ye Hanzhi raised his eyebrows, and when she lay down, he went to bed and lay down too.

  Tang Zhixi closed her eyes, felt the collapse on the side, and her heart beat faster. She turned her back to Ye Hanzhi, put the quilt over her head, and said in a muffled voice, "Turn off the light."

"good."

  Ye Hanzhi lay down and turned off the light.

  The room fell into darkness, and his eyes went dark for a while.

   When his sight recovered a bit, he lay on his side gently and looked at Tang Zhixi.

  At the beginning, he didn't understand why she accepted the script.

  There are so many good books, none of them are easier than this one. Why do you have to torture yourself and put yourself under so much physical and psychological pressure every day.

   Now he almost understood.

  The experience of the heroine resonated with her, or she felt sorry for the heroine in the script.

  He still remembers the sentence he said at the time: "How can she become stronger?"

  She doesn’t want to be like this, nor does she want to take on so many things, and she doesn’t want to run around, licking blood with the tip of a knife. It’s the reality that forced her to be like this.

  (end of this chapter)