Gu Qingzhou finished sending Gaoqiao Xun and went to Cheng Yu's side.

Cheng Yu was bored. He was reading a book with concentration.

Gu Qingzhou approached and found that she was reading "Southern History", very surprised: "Yo, are you pretending to be a scholar?"

Cheng Yu said: "I heard that there was a story about the emperor breaking his sleeve in the Southern Dynasty. It's more exciting than a lace tabloid. I'll see if it's true."

Gu Qingzhou: "..."

Unable to bear it, she pressed Cheng Yu's shoulder and pushed Cheng Yu to the head of the bed.

Cheng Yu was puzzled: "Why?"

"I want to help you up the wall." Gu Qingzhou said.

Cheng Yu shook off her hand: "Fuck you, you are the mud."

Gu Qingzhou snatched the book from her hand.

She leaned back on the bed and asked Cheng Yu, "Which part do you want to listen to? I'll read it to you."

Cheng Yu's expression turned blank.

She hesitated and asked Gu Qingzhou, "What is Gaoqiao doing here?"

Gu Qingzhou said: "He has never given up on you."

"really weird."

"What's weird?" Gu Qingzhou asked.

"What does he like about me? At that time, he had to show me how I was alive. It was very heroic; now I know I'm down and approached, and it's very humble. Is this kind of love when a person is so brave and so cowardly?" Cheng Yu asked.

She had never done this for anyone in her life.

Even if he liked Si Xingpei when he was a child, he would go straight to each other and use power to oppress people.

Cheng Yu was not moved by Gaoqiao Xun's perseverance, but was inexplicable.

"Well." Gu Qingzhou said a little sourly, "this is love."

"Why didn't he find a reliable woman, and then put it in the heat?" Cheng Yu asked, "Isn't he asking for trouble for me? He knows that I'm not a good thing."

Gu Qingzhou is not a lover.

"This is not a piece of jewelry, you can give it to any woman you want." Gu Qingzhou said, "Can't help the word, do you understand?"

Cheng Yu's eyes were vacant for a moment, and it seemed that he understood a little, but he didn't think he was listening.

Emotional subjects are really hard to do.

Gu Qingzhou herself was chased by Si Xingpei, and she came to teach her experience, which was really ridiculous.

"It doesn't matter if you don't understand." Gu Qingzhou said, "There are countless things in the world, and the ones that people can encounter in their lifetime are only rare.

If you don't encounter it, you won't understand it. It's natural. It has nothing to do with age or ability. It's just an experience. I have never longed for this kind of understanding. "

Cheng Yu smiled, as if he was moved by Gu Qingzhou.

She looked at Gu Qingzhou: "how do you calmly face other people's feelings for you, except for Si Xingpei?"

"No." Gu Qingzhou said.

Cheng Yu sneered: "Why not? I see that Cai Changting, and I have feelings for you."

Gu Qingzhou looked at her sideways: "You didn't hear what I meant?"

Cheng Yu was stunned.

Immediately, she understood what Gu Qingzhou said.

Gu Qingzhou doesn't take other people's feelings into his heart at all. Like her or hate her, she can't stop it.

It has nothing to do with her, where does the calmness come from?

For Gu Qingzhou, these feelings are nothing, so she said "no".

Cheng Yu patted her hand and said, "A woman with a hard heart."

Gu Qingzhou was not very happy talking to her about this.

She deliberately did not answer.

After a long while, Gu Qingzhou said, "I plan to go back to Yuecheng on the thirteenth day of the first month. The fourteenth is Yuzao's birthday, and she is two years old. The fifteenth is the Lantern Festival. I'm going back for the festival, do you want to come with me?"

Because of Cheng Yu, Gu Qingzhou promised to meet the governor and Si Qiongzhi for Chinese New Year, but he missed the appointment. In order to make up for it, Gu Qingzhou planned to go back to the Lantern Festival.

The reunion of the Si family, and even Si Yuzao, was a shock to Cheng Yu.

She doesn't want to see family, or children now.

"No." Cheng Yu refused decisively, "I plan to rest for a month so that I can recover as soon as possible. I'm still young, so I can't be mean to my body, or I'll drag my body and suffer for decades in the next few decades."

Gu Qingzhou looked at her in surprise.

After so many days, Cheng Yu can finally speak human words.

"That's the truth." Gu Qingzhou said.

In a blink of an eye, it was the thirteenth day of the first month, and Gu Qingzhou set off in the early morning.

After she left, Cheng Yu felt empty again. This kind of feeling is common recently. She was used to it, but it was very uncomfortable.

At noon, Cheng Yu took a nap.

When she woke up, she called the servant to bring her water to wash her face and rinse her mouth, and then called the servant to bring her some snacks.

After being busy, Cheng Yu said to the servant, "You guys go out, I'll read the book by myself."

The maid said yes.

After a while, the door was knocked again.

Cheng Yu said casually, "Come in."

She was just a maid, but the person who came in took her by surprise.

"Taoqiao?" Cheng Yu looked at the figure who pushed the door in, thinking he was dazzled.

Takahashi Xun was a little cautious, stood at the door, wanted to go inside, but stopped.

He came in through the wall.

There was no one in the yard, the servants were busy, and no one noticed him.

He knocked on the door, still in a trance, he didn't expect it to be so easy.

Gaoqiao Xun knew that Gu Qingzhou had left.

He thought that the adjutants here are all from Gu Qingzhou, she must be escorted when she goes out, and the guards in the yard will relax.

Everything is as he guessed.

When he really saw Cheng Yu, he still felt a little unreal and closed the door.

"I...I know about you and want to come see you." Takahashi Xun whispered.

Cheng Yu lost weight, and his already slender jaw became more pointed. She didn't see the sun for many days, and she became even whiter, but she was abnormally fair, and a little sickly pale.

"Are you feeling better?" Takahashi Xun asked.

Cheng Yu may have been too surprised and never spoke again.

She fixedly looked at Takahashi Xun.

The recent ups and downs have changed Cheng Yu's mood a lot.

The unbearable pain in the past is gone now. She looked at Takahashi Xun's face, and the feelings that she used to feel that she could not live up to have become meaningless.

She remembered Gu Qingzhou's "no".

At this moment, she felt light in her heart, and there was no Takahashi Xun.

Therefore, whether he is obsessed or hated, Cheng Yu has a hard time paying attention.

Emotions are fickle, and she's more fickle.

"I'm much better." Cheng Yu said, "You're too rude, why didn't you make a call in advance?"

After all, she called Sister Xin.

Takahashi Xun was about to stop her when Sister Xin came in.

"This..." Sister Xin looked at Gao Qiao Xun in astonishment, "When did you come?"

Just as Gao Qiao Xun was trying to find an excuse, and didn't want to be driven away so quickly, she heard Cheng Yu say to Mrs. Xin, who came in, "Bring tea to Mr. Gao Qiao."

It turned out not to drive him away.

Takahashi Xun heaved a sigh of relief.

Cheng Yu said: "I can't get up yet, you sit first."

Takahashi Xun sat on the opposite table.

They exchanged a few words, and Takahashi Xun's intention was about to blurt out.

He struggled for a while, but still said: "Ayu, I have a few words from the bottom of my heart that I want to tell you."