Pei Cheng's office is very clean. There are tall tropical trees outside the window, and the broad leaves fall into the shade, making the whole office a little cooler.

Pure white walls, a milky white desk, and a set of leather sofas make the room bright.

Si Qiongzhi stood in front of him and hesitated for a while. Pei

Cheng wears a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, and his eyes are blocked behind the lenses, which is a bit unreal. He was also stunned for half a minute before saying, "Please take a seat." Si Qiongzhi took advantage of the situation and sat on the chair opposite him. she

He glanced at Pei Cheng again. Pei

Cheng's eyes that fell behind the lens, she used to feel cold, but now, she can see his nervousness. Si Qiongzhi wanted to say: I'm sorry, I doubted you, and I secretly rummaged through your office.

She also wanted to say: I'm sorry, I can't respond to your feelings, please forgive me for being ignorant for so long. Now that I know, I will try to avoid suspicion in the future.

These two are what she planned. she

I'm not going to fool the past vaguely and let Pei Cheng wait without results. But when the words came to her lips, she suddenly couldn't say it, especially the latter one.

She has lived for more than 20 years, and it is rare for someone to put her on the top of her heart.

The person her mother loved most was her brother. After the death of her brother, her mother had no sustenance, and she lost her marriage because of a quarrel with her father, and died early.

Si Qiongzhi doesn't seem to be the reason for her to live.

If a mother loves her as she loves her brother, how can she ignore her? How can you lose the motivation to live?

And her father, the most beloved daughter, is also Fangfei. In addition to Fang Fei, there are elder brother, second elder brother, and even elder sister-in-law, and finally she is.

In addition to the parents, not to mention the brothers, the two brothers have their own concerns, and Si Qiongzhi has never been in the first place.

She has little self-pity. Compared with the vast majority of people, she already has too much, and it is the glory and wealth that most people can't get for a few lifetimes. A person's inferiority often makes him stare at what he does not have.

No one has ever put her on the top of his heart like Pei Cheng did, couldn't bear to give up, dared not show it, and took care of her carefully.

She had never had feelings for him, but she was grateful that he cared about her like that. This rare treasure made Si Qiongzhi lose his voice. Her rationality tells her not to be greedy for other people's feelings, and you can't give the same in return, do you love him? You haven't looked at him well. But she really didn't want to leave, she didn't want to push him away like this, and she didn't want to end it so hastily. She stood in front of him, her mouth was stunned, she didn't know what to say for a while, but said palely: "I'm sorry."

It's ok. "Pei Cheng said.

The atmosphere was dreary, and the heat wave was about to break through the windows. Pei

Cheng felt that his back was sweating, whether it was hot or cold sweat.

Sorry for what?

Is it because I'm sorry for rejecting his feelings, or because I flipped through his office, or both? He raised his eyes and looked at Si Qiongzhi.

He is an emotionally introverted person, so it is difficult to see deep affection in his eyes, only occasionally revealing a point or two when he is out of control.

Just like at this moment, because of his nervousness, the eyes he projected were so cold and sharp, as if he was impatient, and he wanted to shoot through the person on the opposite side.

Si Qiongzhi was shocked.

All the greed caused by ghosts and gods, all vanished.

No one has the right to waste other people's feelings and time. She is enjoying his treasures, but she can't return the same, which is excessive.

"Doctor Pei, did I cause you trouble?" Si Qiongzhi finally said. Every word is like stepping on the tip of a knife. I don't know what love is, but I understand the pain.

The pain was not for him, but for Gu Ying's self-pity.

Pei Cheng's heart completely fell into the ice cellar, as if all the nightmares had become reality and spread out in front of him.

He pursed his lips slightly. this

When he was engraved, he was even more stern: "No trouble."

"That's good." Si Qiongzhi said, "I cherish the current job opportunity. If I have any trouble with you, I can leave."

"No need." Pei Cheng's tone was even more blunt, "Doctor Si, you shouldn't be too affectionate. After this incident, we got to know each other better. I'm not someone who gets stuck in a dead end and is difficult for others." Since you don't want it, I don't ask for it either. you.

He neatly pulled a quilt and took back all his feelings and hid them without revealing any clues.

Si Qiongzhi's lips were a little whitish.

Her lips were ruddy, and they had faded by 30% to 40% at the moment. They looked like normal people, and outsiders couldn't see the clues. But Si Qiongzhi's face became hot.

She thought: Yes, no matter how deep the relationship is, after this test, it should be cold. What are you fantasizing about, what are you passionate about?

Since then, no one has put her on the top of their hearts alone, and put her in the most important position in their hearts.

"Then I won't disturb your work." Si Qiongzhi said, "Goodbye, Doctor Pei."

Pei Cheng nodded.

Si Qiongzhi hurriedly left his office, returned to the public office of the oncology department, and sat sullenly for a long time. It felt like a thick layer of clouds had accumulated in my heart, how could I be reconciled even if it rained. Si Qiongzhi was confused and passed the day. When I got home at night, when I was alone in my room, I finally cried.

A depression, after crying and sleeping, woke up the next day with only a touch of sadness.

Si Qiongzhi instructed the servant to find ice, and planned to apply it to his eyes before going to work in the hospital. When she got to the hospital, she didn't see Pei Cheng. There was a meeting in the oncology department in the morning, and her teacher Wu asked her to come over and help her make meeting minutes.

At the meeting, she didn't see Pei Cheng either. Pei

Although Cheng is the director of the hospital, he is never arrogant and is a responsible doctor.

At the end of the meeting, Si Qiongzhi was still thinking about how to ask the teacher, but he heard the teacher say, "Dr. Pei has asked for a half-month leave. Who will take over the three of his patients?" Si Qiongzhi's ear buzzed.

Is he on leave?

Is it embarrassing, or simply want to avoid her?

Si Qiongzhi finally relaxed, but his heart sank again: Maybe, he is not as calm as his words, and he is not as indifferent as he is?

When he comes back, she thinks, if he says anything more, she'll tell him: if he's willing to wait, she'll try to love him.

However, it backfired.

Pei Cheng returned in five days.

He didn't come back alone. manage

All Qiongzhi's original plans were interrupted. She retracted the tentacle that she had stretched out impatiently, and didn't want to take another look at it.

The previous plans seemed to be a joke. manage

Qiongzhi's soft heart was as hard as iron in an instant.

She thought: "I'm not a normal person after all, forget it, don't mistake others for yourself."