Human instinct is to seek advantage and avoid disadvantage.

When some memories are too painful, I hide them and lose them on the surface of the memory.

But it still exists.

Digging out the cover on the surface, the inside is unobstructed.

The commander-in-chief was agitated by Si Xingpei's words "I don't love her anymore", and suddenly remembered why he loved Fangfei so much.

"...One time I was walking along the ridge by myself. At that time, the place where we were stationed had factories and farmland, and there was a street not far away.

I went to a place and smelled the fragrance of acacia flowers. The flowers were very fragrant, and I was a little hot. I saw a row of houses, which was a pretty big factory.

At that time, I thought that there should be a small shop over there to buy some water to drink. Unexpectedly, after walking a few steps, I saw a little girl, about two or three years old, standing under the eaves playing.

I thought at the time, this child is very cute, why are there no adults around? At this moment, there was a sudden loud noise, and fire was all around.

I watched helplessly as the child was hit by the falling eaves, leaving only one of his hands exposed, playing with a ball of wool in his hand. "The commander said.

Si Xingpei said: "That should be the factories of the Xu family and Ruan family back then. How could a good textile factory explode?" "The machines of that era were all trendy things, sold by foreigners, expensive and unsafe. Do you know what equipment they used? Anyway, it was very blown up. I was too close at the time, I was deaf for nearly half a month, and I was resting in bed. I said why I can't remember what happened at that time." sigh.

The ear can't hear, the memory is always vague.

The chief inspector was depressed and deaf due to the explosion. He had been ill for a long time.

When his ears regained his hearing, he suddenly realized that he could hear such beautiful things, so he cheered up.

As for the bombings of the Xu family and the Ruan family, the Suzhou government came forward to deal with it. There was no garrison of troops.

Short-term memory before deafness is more like being erased.

"...When I was just deaf, I dreamed about that little child every day. In my dreams, I could always grab the child's hand and drag her out, but when I looked closely, there was only one Bloody hands, and then woke up frightened.

I remember that when there was a war, when I returned to Yuecheng, I saw Fangfei at home alone, everyone had left, and the lady had left her behind.

I hugged her, not a nightmare, not a broken arm, but a solid child. A heavy stone fell in my heart, and I was finally able to sleep peacefully that night.

Later, I always preferred Fang Fei, because I felt that she made up for my powerlessness when I was young. She's not just my daughter, she's filled my regrets. "The commander said.

Among his children, he is indeed very partial to Fangfei.

After he said that, he was silent for a long time.

Si Xingpei was also silent.

After a long time, Si Xingpei asked, "What about later?"

"I don't remember." The commander said, "A normal person suddenly loses his hearing, as if he were blind, and what he sees will not be remembered. Later, I only remembered the bandit suppression. But bandit suppression is It's autumn.

I don't really remember what happened that summer. My ears had been uncomfortable at the time, and I certainly couldn't do anything wicked. If I'm wrong, it's probably the indifference that causes other accidents. "

The period when he couldn't hear, and the subsequent recovery period, was a delay in a lot of official business.

He remembers the hard work of making up for official duties.

Since official business can be delayed, then other things can certainly be.

If someone asked him for help at that time, he would probably ignore it.

"It should be more than that." The governor said, "But I tried my best, I really can't remember."

What was seen but not heard is not in memory.

No matter how the memory was dug up, it was still blank.

Si Xingpei said: "Then don't bother. I almost know, I will handle this matter. I came to you, not to remind you of the past."

The commander-in-chief looked at him.

Si Xingpei told the commander-in-chief about his plan.

When the commander-in-chief heard it, his color changed, and he said angrily, "You bastard! Using your family as bait, can you save me if something goes wrong? Just in case you don't understand?"

"It doesn't matter, let the family see the world." Si Xingpei said.

The commander-in-chief is not a timid person, but when he is old, he no longer dares to take risks.

"Qingzhou knows, don't be mad?" the commander said.

"She doesn't know." Si Xingpei said, "she is going to recuperate recently, so don't let her interfere with these things. I want to solve the matter as soon as possible, find out all the people behind it, and let Qingzhou rest in peace."

He was really angry this time.

Not only Gu Qingzhou's accident this time, but also her worry.

Who made Gu Qingzhou so worried, Si Xingpei wanted to kill someone.

Since then, the world will be peaceful, and this is the new life that Si Xingpei wants.

"Abba, our father and son have never suffered a loss in a situation like that in the country. Now that I am in the light and people are in the dark, is it possible that I am still afraid of the little ones who live in fear all day long?" Si Xingpei said.

Having said that, Si Xingpei's voice was low again: "Since the other party counts you in it, maybe there is a traitor in our family. Are you not afraid that that person is the one we trust, and he will attack in the middle of the night?"

The commander-in-chief suddenly shuddered.

In this family, there were no less than thirty sergeants and no less than 20 ordinary male and female servants.

These people have one characteristic: they are around them for a long time and they are deeply trusted.

No matter who is the inner ghost, it is easy to hurt the root of the Si family.

"You're right." The tip of the commander's tongue had been rubbed from his teeth, as if he was about to sharpen his teeth and chewed the inner ghost.

In this family, there are his son, daughter-in-law, daughter, grandson and granddaughter, and a concubine.

The rest are his soldiers.

These people are his cronies, and he has always been very supportive of them, thinking of giving them a future in the future.

No one can be sacrificed for nothing.

"Then do as you said. However, you have to be careful." The commander said, "If there is a slight error, I will break your leg first."

Si Xingpei: "..."

He's in his early thirties, and it's a little embarrassing for his father to use threatening words for a ten-year-old boy.

"Can you change your words to something new?" Si Xingpei said helplessly, "How old are you, you still want to take your son's legs?"

Superintendent: "..."

The father and son discussed it, and that night, an "emergency telegram" was sent from Nanjing. It was an old friend of the commander-in-chief who was seriously injured.

The commander-in-chief is going back to visit.

Si Xingpei arranged for a plane to send him off.

After the commander-in-chief left, Gu Qingzhou lay on the bed and didn't move much, and the children were handed over to the servants.

"Why did Dad suddenly return to China?" Gu Qingzhou asked Si Xingpei, "Did you arrange it?"

"No, it was his former subordinate who was wounded in the chest and abdomen by a bullet. I don't know if he could be saved. He went back to have a look. He was planning to attend the funeral by the way." Si Xingpei said. Gu Qingzhou frowned slightly.