They wandered outside all day.

Gu Yun mustered up the courage to face it and apologized to Chief Writer Luo several times, but she was too cowardly and had stage fright in her heart.

She is not afraid of loneliness and difficulties, only of dealing with people.

She and Baekhyun hang out in the park.

The first month is still cold, the sun is thin, and there is almost no warmth. They sat down for a moment, and Gu Yun was frozen into a human dry.

She glanced at the people around her and saw that he was still wearing a thin short coat, sitting on the stone bench downstairs all day, from winter to spring, and wanted to ask him, "Aren't you cold? "

However, this is not quite right.

What can I do when it's cold?

He was just a small person, and he didn't come to watch her on his own. Could it be because of the cold that he could find a place to shelter from the wind?

He lives in this world, and he is afraid that he is more involuntary than Gu Yun.

Gu Yun stood up and said, "Let's go for a walk."

Walk warm.

Bai Xian said, "Don't your feet hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt or tired, let's go." Gu Yun said.

He has been monitoring for more than three months, rain or shine, and has helped her many times.

She didn't know his name yet.

"What's your name?" Gu Yun suddenly asked.

Bai Xian paused.

He didn't want to tell Gu Yun his ironic name, so he said, "My name is Shishi."

Gu Yun smiled: "Stone? What's your surname?"

Bai Xian was silent.

Gu Yun said: "Isn't it hard to say? That's fine. My name is Gu Yun. Gu Panshenghui, Gu, who has different opinions."

Bai Xian only thought that she spoke very nicely and looked very cultural, but he was inexplicably panicked in his heart.

Isn't it a cloud of white clouds?

Which word is that?

"How to write?" he asked.

Just as Gu Yun was about to speak, he suddenly remembered that he said he didn't know how to read, and subconsciously bit his lip, feeling that he had said something stupid again.

She seemed to be showing off on purpose, although she usually introduced herself this way.

She drew on the ground with her toes.

Bai Xian just remembered, it turned out to be a few more strokes.

"Nice name, who gave it to you?" he asked.

Gu Yun said: "My biological father, I don't know. My mother used to be a concubine for a big family, but then the family was in trouble. My sister-in-law gave severance pay, and we went back to the countryside. She said that my biological father took it, I don't know, I haven't seen him."

Bai Xian listened carefully.

Every word she said seemed to be engraved in his heart.

Gu Yun also asked him, "Are your parents still alive?"

Bai Xian: "I don't know."

Gu Yun looked at him.

Bai Xian: "I was thrown in the welfare hall since I was a child. I was not raised by my parents."

Gu Yun's face was a little pale.

She smiled embarrassedly: "I'm sorry. Look at me, I was terribly stupid today, and every question I asked was wrong."

Bai Xianze shook his head: "What's there to hide? You didn't offend me. In this world, it's good to be left in the welfare hall. At least you can survive, and it's miserable to be left on the side of the road."

Gu Yun had to smile embarrassedly.

She asked Bai Xian casually again, "Are you married?"

Bai Xian felt as if he heard the sound of something breaking, pulling him back from the fantasy back to reality. He was silent for a few more seconds before saying, "I'm not married, but there is someone..."

Gu Yun's fingers curled up involuntarily, and she held it tightly.

Bai Xian continued: "I will marry her in the future."

"That's the fiancee." Gu Yun's voice was much softer, "It's good, the two of you can finally have a family together, and it's a good thing to have a happy birthday."

Bai Xian hummed.

It wasn't until dusk that Gu Yun said that he would secretly report back to the agency to get his bag.

The key to her door is still in her bag.

Colleagues have already left work one after another. Several of them saw her coming and saw her bowing their heads. They were embarrassed to make fun of her, and they just said hello.

Gu Yun took the bag and left.

Bai Xian told Gu Yun about his own affairs, especially after the word "marriage", and he was in a bad mood. He changed classes with his companions and left in a hurry.

He went to the back door of the dance hall, and every bone in his body seemed to be filled with cold wind, and his skin and flesh were frozen to death.

He was cold, almost unbearably cold.

It seems that his life has never been so cold. He had taken off the scarf, wrapped it around his waist, sneaked to the stairwell, and stuffed it into the quilt.

The words he said to Gu Yun echoed in his ears, and his internal organs were empty.

He used to think that between himself and her, there was a gap between the words "Gu" and "Yun". After he learned it, the distance became a little closer.

Only now did he know that there are still "Gu Panshenghui" and "different opinions" between them, let alone writing, he has never heard of it.

He sat silently against the wall.

At this moment, the dance hall is still open. Occasionally someone will pass by and they will say, "Bai Xian, are you back so early?"

He was really in no mood to listen to people, so he had to climb up the roof alone.

Sitting on the roof of the cold wind, he heard the voice of the singer who was on stage.

It's Haoxue.

He didn't like Haoxue when he was young.

Haoxue was still called Sanya at that time.

She said later that he always ignored her and that she played tricks on him to get his attention.

After he was twelve years old, he was very tall and had the stature of an adult. Although he was still young, he was able to help others - serious business, not petty theft.

Children in Welfare Hall are either adopted or have to pay for their own meals from the age of six. No matter what you do, you have to pay every day.

Bai Xian thought that he would need to find a way out in the future, so he helped with some chores from the age of six, gave some to the welfare hall, and secretly saved some for himself.

He is not greedy, he only hides a little bit at a time so that no one can see it. He kept it a secret until the age of fourteen when his money was gone.

He has saved for several years, enough for him to buy a train ticket and a set of clothes to leave Shanghai, and to rent a house for a month in another place, so that he can gain a foothold and make a new face.

The money was lost, but it was even more terrifying to be found by the people in the Welfare Hall, so he did not dare to show it.

He secretly paid attention to it for a few days, and felt that the most likely reason was that Hao Xue stole his money.

While Hao Xue was sleeping that day, he sneaked into the girl's dormitory. In order not to wake her up, he quietly touched under her pillow.

Not finding it, he suspected that she was hiding under the quilt in the bed.

He climbed up.

Hao Xue, who was sleeping, suddenly opened her eyes. She wrapped her arms around his neck, pulled him off her shoulders, and kissed him.

It was the first time he kissed a girl.

Hao Xue didn't know what he ate at night, and the taste in his mouth was very strong and strange. He was not excited, but in retrospect it was a little disgusting.

The next day, Hao Xue said to him: "Let's leave the welfare hall and give them your money, even if it is redeemed for us. If you got into my bed, I will be yours from now on, and you will be responsible to me. ."

His years of hard work were all destroyed by Hao Xue's hands.

The two of them paid the money, and as expected they were released from the welfare hall.

If they don't leave, Hao Xue is likely to be sold to the hall. He gives Hao Xue the opportunity to choose, although it is only between a singing girl and a trick girl.

In the end is still different.

Hao Xue knew about this, but she never thanked him. When she was in Welfare Hall, she would vent her anger at life on other children who were younger than her and weaker than her, but now it is all given to Bai Xian.

Neither of them knew how to read, and there was almost no way out. In the days to come, he still kissed Hao Xue, and even he felt it.

Hao Xue would never give himself to him. She often said: "A woman's first time can be sold for money. You are a scumbag. Is it worth enjoying such a precious thing? When I want to leave in the future, I will exchange it for a sum of money, enough for us to buy ten acres. The land! Ten acres of land, stone, the two of us

A complete makeover and become a landlord. "

He didn't force it.

He knew that he was abusive, and also knew that a person like him could marry a conciliatory girl, it would be a blessing from God, let alone Hao Xue?

Hao Xue has always been in control of him, and he does not resist.

He was the one who got into other people's bed first, no matter why.

He was wrong first, so he has to bear the consequences. Hao Xue beat him and scolded him, he felt it was right, his body hurt and his heart was numb.

Children who grew up in Welfare Hall, beatings and scolding are commonplace.

It's just that he was originally living in the mud, why did God let him smell the fragrance of flowers? Gu Yun's soft voice will sound in his ear: "Gu who is looking forward to Shenghui, there are many different opinions."