The weather in early autumn is very good, the days are sunny and people are in good spirits.

Gu Yun's footsteps were heavy.

She can't lift her spirits these days.

Another colleague resigned.

This colleague is changing to another newspaper, and feels that the current newspaper has no future.

The lady boss didn't say anything.

Unexpectedly, the former colleague arrived near the newspaper office and stopped Gu Yun.

"Ms. Gu, we still lack an editor over there. You have always been safe in your work, and I would like to recommend you to go. I just passed by and I don't know the place well. If you go, we are still old acquaintances." The colleague laughed.

This colleague is a man in his thirties, who is quite decent on weekdays, and has a good relationship with the chief writer Luo.

The reason why he took care of Gu Yun was because Chief Writer Luo repeatedly told him to take care of Gu Yun before he went to the front line.

Gu Yun was not with the writer Luo.

After Bai Xian disappeared, the main writer Luo pursued her hard for several months, showing 12 points of sincerity. The more serious he was, the more unbearable Gu Yun was, so he simply told him that he had someone in his heart and could not accept other feelings for the time being.

Later, Chief Writer Luo went to the front line with his boss as a war correspondent.

He asked Gu Yun, "If I can come back alive, are you willing to give me another chance?"

Gu Yun felt very sad at that time.

Cannon fire has no eyes, what do you want her to say?

Say no?

Does she want to curse the writer Luo for not coming back?

So she said: "Okay. You can come back alive, we will talk about this."

"Then don't get married before this, and don't cut off my hopes." Master Luo wrote.

Gu Yun nodded.

This man loves her so much that he would rather risk his life and death.

During dinner a few days ago, Bai Xian asked her: Have you made a boyfriend?

She wanted to ask at that time: Do you want to pursue me?

But on this issue, she herself can't promise others. If he said "yes", then she would have to tell him that at least until the chief writer Luo came back alive, and when the war was over, she personally rejected the chief writer Luo.

If he said "no", wouldn't she be being self-indulgent?

She has always been thin-skinned, and she didn't dare to think about this kind of embarrassment. She didn't say these secrets.

She and Bai Xian are like two strangers. In the past, he followed her every day, which was Hongmen's task and Zhang Xinmei's entrustment.

Didn't he show up again after that?

If he had any desire to pursue her, it wouldn't disappear so completely.

After all, the French Concession has only so many places.

"...Miss Gu." The colleague called her again, "What's up, Miss Gu?"

Colleagues found her distracted.

She has been in a trance lately, as if she has a lot of things going on in her heart. She is too showy, even if she has secrets, she will not tell her colleagues, and it is inconvenient for colleagues to ask more. "I shouldn't change places to do things." Gu Yun said, "I want to go back to the countryside. If I have the opportunity in the future, I also want to write articles for newspapers and be the chief editor of a column. You also know my writing style, I miss me I can do it. If I can meet the new newspaper

People, it is an additional network, and I will be able to eat a lot in the future. I still thank you. "

The colleague thought for a while: "It's not easy for everyone in these years. Well, let me tell my friends, let's have dinner together tomorrow night?"

Gu Yun said yes.

At dinner the next day, the colleague specially called a female colleague from the Xinbao office to avoid Gu Yun being cautious.

Unexpectedly, the female colleague likes a drink.

Gu Yun asked others, and the female colleague was outspoken, so she had to clink glasses.

After two drinks, she knew it wasn't good because her mind was groggy.

My colleague is very sorry: "Miss Gu, I didn't expect you to drink so badly, why didn't you refuse?"

Gu Yun is not very good at making excuses.

She said to her colleague in a whirlwind, "call a rickshaw for me."

Over there, before dinner was over, and the female colleague hadn't had enough time to drink, she complained that Gu Yun was in the way, and the colleague couldn't leave a new colleague to see Gu Yun, so she had to call a car for her.

At the entrance of the alley, Gu Yun knew how to pay.

But after getting out of the car and walking a few steps, the amount of alcohol she poured in her glass was completely revealed. As she walked, she knelt down with a thud.

Her knees hit the floor tiles in the alley with a crisp sound, and the rickshaw driver who hadn't walked far was hurting her.

He wanted to go up and help, but also felt that the woman was drunk, afraid that it was not a good thing, and didn't want to cause trouble, so he turned and ran away, pretending not to see it.

Gu Yun was on the ground for a while and couldn't get up.

She struggled twice, and when she was about to make her third effort, a shadow blocked the light.

Then, Sombra leaned over and hugged her.

Gu Yun didn't know anything about personnel, but she didn't struggle and felt safety subconsciously.

She let the man send her back to the house.

Bai Xian never thought that he would see her drunken scene.

It was the first time he knew that she could actually drink.

He carefully supported her, found the key in her bag to open the door, and put her on the bed.

She fell asleep after falling asleep.

Bai Xian took off her shoes for her, and wanted to fetch water to wipe her face, but he was afraid that any movement would wake her up.

He just helped her pull up the quilt.

There was no light in the room, he stood in the dark, his eyes adapted to the light, and he could see her outline clearly.

He slowly sat down beside her bed.

His heart was beating fast, and his breathing was hot and fast.

He wanted to reach out and touch his sweetheart's face. Only in such a dark night, when she slept unconsciously, could he dare to be so presumptuous.

Thoughts together, how can not be suppressed.

His fingers slowly landed on her cheek.

Her cheeks were cool and her skin was smooth.

His heart was surging, the waves beat layer by layer, and he could clearly hear his own heartbeat.

The touch gave him courage.

He didn't restrain himself, and finally leaned over and gently touched hers with his lips.

He heard the roar of the sea, the wind blowing through the forest on the high mountains, the hoofs of horses in the snow—all the sounds that shook the heart.

This is his blood boiling.

He got a kiss from his sweetheart, a shallow, unknowing kiss.

Even if you die, you will have comfort in this life, and you will die properly.

He walked out of her room silently, not daring to stay any longer.

He was happy in his heart, but when the wind blew outside, he lowered his head again, adding guilt to his joy.

For his own selfish thoughts, did he belittle her, or molested her?

He felt that no matter how he changed his face, the filth of the inferior was flowing in his bones.

He ran away quickly, trying to find a safe haven for his wretchedness.

Gu Yun didn't know all of this.

She didn't even know how she got home.

After getting off the rickshaw, her memory seemed to be broken.

Because she felt safe, she let herself lose her mind.

"Why do you feel safe? Did I already enter the house at that time?" she asked herself in a muffled voice.

Her bag was on the table, her keys were beside her, and her shoes were neatly laid out on the floor.

All of this is not like a drunk person can do.

She remembered the shadow.

"Is it a dream, or is it real?" she asked herself.

Did someone really come over yesterday and send her home?

These are all unavailable.

Gu Yun packed up and went to the newspaper office.

Unexpectedly, the proprietress came early.

Gu Yun thought she still had some time, but things happened earlier than she expected.

The newspaper finally couldn't stand it any longer.

"I'm sorry to you," said the proprietress, "I have to go back to the countryside to seek refuge. This money is your two-month salary, and I only have so much."

Everyone has an envelope on their desk with their respective salaries in it.

Gu Yun took it in his hand and found that it was quite thick.

It's not just two months' salary.

Gu Yun quietly opened it while packing, and found that it was a full three months' salary.

The proprietress has already packed up and is ready to go downstairs.

She stopped the lady boss. The proprietress knew what she was going to say, so she clenched her hand and shook her head gently at her: "You also want to go back to the country, right? The road is difficult, you are a young girl, you need to be cautious everywhere, where you spend your money. much. i can't help you either, myself

Take care of yourself. Gu Yun's tears fell: "Madam, take care of you too. When there is peace in the future, we will exchange news and report peace. "