When can I be gentler?

"There are many docile women in this world." Gu Qingzhou was indifferent.

"But I just want you." Si Xingpei said.

"That's you being cheap." Gu Qingzhou said.

Si Xingpei pinched her face again in anger: "Gu Qingzhou, I'll take care of you sooner or later!"

He deliberately bit the word "clean up" very hard.

Gu Qingzhou turned his face away, not wanting to speak.

This kind of atmosphere, she actually feels very good, she has fallen to this point!

It should be said that she is not like this today. She has been living like this ever since she was entangled by Si Xingpei. The most terrifying thing, she later accepted.

"I'm going back." Gu Qingzhou said, "The adjutant is still waiting for me at the entrance of the coffee shop."

"Don't worry, Tang Ping knows the importance, he doesn't dare to talk nonsense." Si Xingpei said.

Si Xingpei knew that the adjutant Tang Ping followed Gu Qingzhou.

Afraid that Gu Qingzhou would replace Tang Ping again, Si Xingpei did not reach out to win over him. Tang Ping was Gu Qingzhou's own crony.

"Let's drive the car back." Si Xingpei said, "Do you dare to drive?"

Gu Qingzhou nodded: "Thank you."

She really drove back.

Si Xingpei sat in the co-pilot seat and let Gu Qingzhou drive back to the city.

He will send her to the city before leaving.

It took eight hours to rush here, and there was only more than four hours of meeting.

Si Xingpei stood there quietly.

When they arrived at the entrance of the cafe, it was already lantern time, and the orange light of the street lamps shrouded the bustling street scene.

The place where Si Xingpei stood was backlit, and his whole body was in the shadows.

When Gu Qingzhou looked back, he felt that Si Xingpei was sad, even lost.

Si Xingpei used to be domineering and do whatever he wanted. He took Gu Qingzhou forcibly, and Gu Qingzhou was also occupying him, subduing him, letting him focus on her wholeheartedly, but leaving him behind.

So he was lonely.

He watched Gu Qingzhou go back to be Si Mu's wife and the young lady of the company's mansion, and he was alone.

Gu Qingzhou's tears could no longer be contained in his eyes.

She turned and hurried into the car.

When he returned to the new house, Gu Qingzhou's eyes were still red.

Emotions can’t be faked and people can’t be deceived.

After she entered the door, she saw Simu, who hadn't come back for a long time, standing at the gate.

"Where have you been?" Simu's face was ashen.

Gu Qingzhou restrained his emotions and said, "I went out."

After all, she bypassed him and wanted to go upstairs, but Simu didn't let go.

He forcefully said, "Come here!"

He pulled Gu Qingzhou into his study.

Gu Qingzhou also wanted to hear what he had to say, so he didn't resist.

After closing the door, Simu said, "Say, who did you go to see today?"

Gu Qingzhou looked at him with a wrong expression.

"...Si Xingpei is back." Gu Qingzhou decided to tell the truth.

As soon as she finished speaking, she was slapped heavily on the left cheek.

The pain ran along her cheeks and swept through her entire brain. Gu Qingzhou was stunned and didn't move for a long time.

Simu rushed over and pushed her to the ground.

He was tall, and when he pressed Gu Qingzhou, Gu Qingzhou couldn't move, and he heard the sound of cracking silk.

He tore off Gu Qingzhou's shirt.

Gu Qingzhou only felt pain all over his body.

Her face hurt when she was beaten, and it also hurt her head; when she was hit to the ground, her head fell straight to the floor again, and it hurt again; her back also hurt.

When the clothes were torn apart, the cloth slipped across her skin, and the skin was hot and painful.

When Simu's lips came together and kissed hers, she was a little awake and forced herself to recover from the pain.

Gu Qingzhou tried hard to hit Si Mu's neck, but saw Si Mu quickly untied the belt and tied her hands above her head.

"Simu, you want to do this?" Gu Qingzhou was inarticulate, "Are you sure?"

Simu ignored her at all, he was like a crazy beast, his eyes were already red.

He had learned to bind, and the belt tied Gu Qingzhou's wrist, and the more Gu Qingzhou struggled, the tighter it became.

After Gu Qingzhou was stunned by his slap, he lost the opportunity.

"Si Mu, you are more awake!" Gu Qingzhou roared, fear rose in her heart, "Si Mu, do you despise yourself like this?"

Si Mu sat on top of her, took off his shirt, revealing his strong chest, and covered her mouth with his shirt.

Gu Qingzhou sat up and was pushed down by Simu again.

"Do you think you are strong?" Simu looked at her coldly, "No, I just let you! You don't know the severity, just because you haven't experienced it. Gu Qingzhou, being my wife, you can't think about your whole body. Back off!"

Retreat all over?

Did he know about the Nanjing divorce papers?

Si Fangfei finally told him?

Does Simu think that Gu Qingzhou and Si Xingpei conspired to kill him?

Gu Qingzhou looked at Simu.

Under her gaze, Simu began to take off his pants.

Gu Qingzhou struggled desperately and beat him with his tied hands, but he was easily held down.

She kept arching upwards.

While struggling, her hand touched the chair.

I don't know where the strength came from, Gu Qingzhou's delicate and bound hands suddenly pulled the chair over.

The chair smashed all over herself, her head, and Simu at the same time.

Gu Qingzhou is trying to survive.

She was already dizzy from the pain, and after the hit, Simu relaxed for a while, and she got out from under him.

Her top was torn, leaving only her skirt.

Gu Qingzhou got up, and Simu also got up.

Farther from the door, closer to the table.

There is a pistol on the table.

Gu Qingzhou made a decisive decision and rushed to the table.

Just as Gu Qingzhou held the pistol, Simu also took out one from under the carpet.

His hands were quicker and he fired a neat shot.

Gu Qingzhou fell backwards involuntarily.

She wanted to wake herself up and wanted to tell Si Xingpei at this moment: No matter what he did to her, she still loved him.

Unfortunately, she only heard the sound of blood gurgling.

"I was shot." She was very clear in her heart, "Where is the shot?"

she does not know.

She only remembered that when she and Simu were fighting, Simu's hand was faster and his marksmanship was more accurate, and he hit her.

"I don't want to die." She murmured, her eyes widened, but it seemed like she couldn't see anything.

She misses Si Xingpei.

If he is still alive, Gu Qingzhou must tell Si Xingpei that when Simu and Gu Qingzhou got married, he signed the marriage certificate with his left hand.

Simu often signs with his right hand, but only uses his left hand on the marriage certificate.

That's a completely different font.

Unlike Si Xingpei, who is like a bandit, Si Mu has practiced calligraphy, and his calligraphy is very good. For very important documents, Si Mu uses his left hand, but Si Xingpei has never seen it.

As long as Gu Qingzhou takes out the marriage certificate, Si Xingpei's forgery of their divorce certificate will be revealed.

Moreover, the Nanjing officials who helped Si Xingpei do this will also be unlucky.

Gu Qingzhou has been planning this matter recently.

But now, she wanted to tell Si Xingpei that she no longer lied to him.

"Why can't you be more docile?" Si Xingpei often asked.

Gu Qingzhou thought: "perhaps, you are so kind to me, and you have never really made me suffer. If I don't suffer, I will not be afraid of the sky, and I will be so strong."

Her mind was chaotic.

Thoughts slipped by little by little, the past of Gu Qingzhou and Si Xingpei also floated in front of him.

She regrets it.

I regret that when the master and the nurse passed away, they didn't feel wronged, stay by his side, and didn't believe him.

The clarity of daigo empowerment!

But what's the use, she's going to die!

"Qingzhou, Qingzhou!" A shrill voice came from his ear.

Is it Simu?

What is he doing, is the cat crying the mouse?

"Come on! Go prepare the car, hurry up!" Gu Qingzhou also heard such a voice.

Later, she fell into complete darkness.

She seemed to be walking in a high-temperature desert, where she could see boundless yellow sand. Her mouth was dry and her feet were floating.

She didn't know how long she was going to go, where she was going, or even why.

"...High fever, it won't go away."

"Another fever-reducing injection!"

"It will take at least four hours before we can fight again, but the young lady's fever has reached 41 degrees."

Gu Qingzhou heard human voices.

When she turned around, she couldn't see anything.

All around fell silent.

Her mouth was dry and hot. The sun above her head was always shining on her.

Gu Qingzhou wanted to call Si Xingpei.

She was in great pain, and only Si Xingpei could take her out of the sea of ​​misery.

She sat down and never wanted to leave again, but it was hot everywhere.

Later, she never heard the conversation again.

All the sounds are gone.

"Am I dead and descended to eighteen levels of hell?" Gu Qingzhou thought.

During her lifetime, she accumulated virtues and did good deeds, but also did evil deeds. The merits and demerits were equal to each other. Why did she have to go to the eighteen layers of hell?

"No, I won't be trapped here." Gu Qingzhou thought, "I haven't found Si Xingpei yet."

She got up and continued walking.

Her feet seemed to be frayed, but she was still walking.

In her world, there is only herself. She was walking, she was surviving.

After a long time, she finally felt a little cool.

"The fever is gone." She heard a voice again, a man's voice.

"Go and tell the young marshal."

These voices drifted away.

Gu Qingzhou has been confused, she is walking, not knowing where to go.

She seemed to come to a rainy night.

She saw Si Xingpei.

The curtain of a shop was half-draped, and Si Xingpei sat under the eaves, looking lonely and desolate. It was winter, and the thin rain was like a thread of sadness lingering.

Si Xingpei still looked very young, about fourteen or fifteen years old. The red bean cake in the shop behind him exuded bursts of heat.

Gu Qingzhou wanted to walk into him, but heard the voice of the wet nurse.

"Qingzhou, come here quickly." The wet nurse called her gently.

Standing beside the nurse, there are several men and women.

Gu Qingzhou raised his face.

Among them, one of the ladies squatted down and gently stroked Gu Qingzhou's face.

Then, the lady asked Gu Qingzhou's wet nurse, "Can you take her well?"

"Don't worry, my lord."

"Then let's go." The lady said, "You hide, we will go home sooner or later, and I will pick you up when the time comes."

Nanny said yes.

"Qingzhou, goodbye." The woman waved at Gu Qingzhou.

Gu Qingzhou didn't understand anything, but wanted to look back at Si Xingpei.

As a result, Si Xingpei disappeared, and so did the person in front of him.

She became a person again, standing alone in the rainy night, only the white mist from the shop behind her, mixed with the fragrance of red beans.