After Ye Wu finished speaking and crying, with the company of Gu Qingzhou, she fell asleep.

Before she went to sleep, she held Gu Qingzhou's hand, and would not let go no matter what.

Gu Qingzhou lay beside her.

Ye Wu dreamed of her mother.

It was the season of tender cold and thick apricot blossoms. She was swinging under the tree, and her mother was writing by the stone table not far away.

The lines of sunlight cast a dazzling brilliance on her mother's face. She smiled gently, her complexion was ruddy and her face was beautiful. She was still the mother who loved her the most in her memory, not the sallow and thin mother.

When I woke up, it was only five in the morning.

The night is lingering, and the Qionghua outside the window is like frost.

"A-Wu?" Gu Qingzhou asked in a low voice, his voice was drowsy.

Ye Wu said: "Teacher, I got up to go to the toilet, you can continue to sleep."

Gu Qingzhou still got up and took a cane for Ye Wu.

"Can I do it myself?" she asked.

Ye Wu nodded: "I can do it."

She moved with difficulty and went to the bathroom.

Gu Qingzhou did not follow.

When Ye Wu came out of the bathroom, Gu Qingzhou had turned on the small lamp by the bedside.

The night in mid-May is slightly cold.

Gu Qingzhou helped her onto the kang.

Ye Wu gathered the thin quilt and sat halfway against the head of the bed, not planning to lie down for a long time.

"What's the matter, tell me something?" Gu Qingzhou also sat up halfway.

Ye Wu nodded.

She said, "Teacher, I dreamed of my mother. For the first time in so many years, I dreamed that she was not hideous, but gentle and beautiful."

Gu Qingzhou was slightly relieved: "You are too bitter and have buried too many secrets."

Ye Wu took it seriously.

"Teacher, I'm sorry." Ye Wu's voice was even lower.

Gu Qingzhou asked her why she had to apologize.

"I.... I don't really want to find out the cause of my mother's death." Ye Wu said, "I have carried the guilt for so long, I know it is very painful, and I know the ease after letting go.

There are people in this world who believe me wholeheartedly, and that's enough for me. Let me carry on, no matter what it really means, that fire is a scar in our family's heart.

Mother was burned to death, and our hearts were burned beyond recognition. No one wants to open their scars, and I don't even want to. Teacher, I know you want to help me, but unfortunately I'm going to disappoint you. "

Gu Qingzhou touched her hair.

"Silly boy, why do you want to apologize?" Gu Qingzhou asked, "You know I want to get your favor and your gratitude, so I offered to help you, right?"

Ye Wu glanced at Gu Qingzhou.

Strangely enough, Ye Wu was not angry at all. She knew everything, and Gu Qingzhou's confession warmed her heart.

Of course she knew Gu Qingzhou's intentions.

Anyone wants to curry favor with the Ye family and her, and Gu Qingzhou is no exception.

If she said something righteous and awe-inspiring, Ye Wu would be vigilant against her and even look down on her.

"So, if you don't want to investigate this matter, I naturally agree with you." Gu Qingzhou said, "Awu, you have to remember that you didn't set fire to it."

"Why are you so sure?" A little nervousness flashed in Ye Wu's eyes.

She wants trust.

However, when trust was really placed in front of her, she was timid again.

Gu Qingzhou said: "I told you, I know a very good western doctor..."

"Doctor Arnold, you said it."

"Yes, it's Dr. Arnold. He has been preaching in China for many years, and he has a prominent position in the American church. He knows a lot of things.

He now specializes in burns, and he has patients abused, and we talked about it. He once told me that people who have been abused for a long time will have masochism in their hearts.

That is to say, you are used to being abused, and this habit is terrible, and it will make you subconsciously have no intention of resisting.

Just like the weather is sunny and rainy, whether it is raining or sunny, we don't think about why, or even change it.

In your family, you are the most abused, which means that the most accustomed person is you, and there is no anger and resistance in your subconscious.

On the contrary, those who have not been abused very much, or who pity you and sympathize with you, are full of anger. So, I trust you so much that you will never burn your mother to death. "Gu Qingzhou said.

Ye Wu heard this and looked at Gu Qingzhou blankly.

She really never wanted to resist.

Yes, why did she never want to resist, but only wanted to bear it?

"Teacher, it can't be me, right?" Ye Wu asked crying.

Gu Qingzhou nodded: "It's not you. Awu, my trust in you may be a good way to set you up, but it's not false. I trust you."

Ye Wu touched the corner of her eyes and said, "Teacher, are your words true?"

"I'll take you back to visit a western doctor in the psychiatry department and ask him to explain it to you, how about it?" Gu Qingzhou asked, "It just so happens that I'm going to take Erbao too."

"Did you take Erbao to see the psychologist?" Ye Wu's attention was diverted.

Ye Wu liked Er Bao very much, because Er Bao laughed silly and pitiful.

Er Bao's eyes were blind, so Ye Wu didn't quite understand why he had to go to a psychologist.

Gu Qingzhou said: "Yes, I'm going to take Erbao to see the psychologist. My own diagnosis and the diagnosis of Western medicine ophthalmology show that Erbao's eyes have probably recovered. But he still can't see, this problem is very complicated, I think every one Try them all."

Ye Wu said: "Er Bao is really pitiful...Teacher, when will you take Er Bao?"

Gu Qingzhou said: "Tomorrow is fine."

Ye Wu thought for a while and hesitated a little.

Gu Qingzhou said: "It's okay, the adjutant will take you there. Someone on the road will hold you in the car and take you out of the car, so you can go by yourself."

Ye Wu nodded: "Okay, let's go together tomorrow."

On this day, Gu Qingzhou took her to see a Western doctor.

Gu Qingzhou asked a lot of questions, mainly about Erbao's eyes.

Finally, a casual reference to abusive and abusive relationships.

The Western doctor talked about it exaggeratedly.

"There is no systematic research or academic argument on the relationship between the abused and the perpetrator, but my teacher has done a lot of research on it.

My teacher said that people can also be domesticated.

People's psychology of suffering and fear is very fragile. Once broken, she will develop a sense of dependence on the perpetrator.

Abused children will have fear or fear of their abusive parents, and over time will develop sympathy and dependence, and eventually even help the abuser in turn.

In this relationship, there is little chance that the abused person will fight back on their own. Once a certain amount of time has passed, the abused person is psychologically domesticated. "

Gu Qingzhou asked, "How long?"

"Three months to half a year is enough to domesticate a person." Western medicine said.

Gu Qingzhou praised him for his knowledge.

The western doctor was quite young, and he blushed slightly when he saw that Gu Qingzhou was a beautiful little girl.

Ye Wu's expression was very complicated.

In the complex, she also has a kind of complete relaxation.

This time, she believed in Gu Qingzhou's trust, and she believed in herself.

She is not the murderer.

Maybe, she doesn't need Gu Qingzhou to help her find anything, all she needs is this kind of spiritual affirmation and relief.

Gu Qingzhou helped her.