In midsummer, the climate is always sultry and amazing, especially in recent days when it has not rained for a long time. It seems that even the air has been sintered by the scorching weather. People are often out of breath. This has happened in H County. There have been several cases of sudden heatstroke and myocardial infarction hospitalization in outdoor sports, and there have been many publicity in the news, but life will not stop because of the news, everything will continue to move forward as usual.

"Hey, here again." Officer Wu is a police officer at the police station located in Jincheng Street, H County. The H County Central Hospital with the largest scale and the highest level of medical resources in H County is located on the street under their jurisdiction. The most important core task of small things is to maintain the stability around the H County Central Hospital, such as various medical accidents, medical disputes, and even medical troubles. They have long been accustomed to it, and they don't feel any fuss. Recently, they have even been indifferent to the repeated incidents of baby abandonment.

Yes, you heard it right, just abandon the baby.

H County is located in Z Province, which is the bottom of the country’s economic development all the year round. It is also a few key poverty-stricken counties in the province. Poor has long become the code name for this county. Almost all the young and middle-aged people in the county who are able to make things happen have gone to work outside, and few are willing to return to this lonely, old and small county town. Therefore, there are only a few old, weak, widows, left-behind old people, For left-behind children, the level of education, old-age care, and welfare cannot be guaranteed. Almost all of them depend on the sky for food and resignation.

It is precisely because of this that there are countless students who have entered the society after entering junior high school or even before entering junior high school in H County. Most of them mature early, with a tender face, and start to form a "family" at a young age. They were light, even underage, put a drink directly in the village, and started to live together like this. When they reached the age of marriage, they would take the residence book to get the certificate. If they are not lucky, the relationship between the two parties It's not going well. Both men and women have the habit of running outside to work without looking back when their children are lost.

It has long been the norm to hide from the Family Planning Committee everywhere, even young people in their teens and 20s have already carried two or three turnips. The people here don’t pay attention to sustainable development. They still insist on the most simple, but the most amazing. With the concept of "being rich in more than one child", give birth to a nest, and then start to count on one of these children to develop suddenly.

According to this concept, H County should not have so many abandoned babies, but at the same time, there is also a patriarchal and deep-rooted disease of poverty. They are required to face the unsustainability of children and too many daughters. , The child was sick and other reasons, they resolutely chose to abandon the child. They believed from the bottom that the government would be responsible for raising the child. It might be better than the child staying with them. Live a little leisurely, under the influence of such thoughts, they are not ashamed, and care about their lives and care about their lives.

"Here again?" The old police officer frowned, and looked at the police record in the hands of Officer Wu next door. Most of them were organized, like Officer Wu, or were forcibly assigned in response to the country's poverty alleviation policies. , Most of them have read some books, have seen a lot of things, and have a lot of knowledge. "What's the situation this time?"

"Hey, it's another baby girl, just a few days or two months away. She had congenital heart disease. I heard that it was missing something. She had to undergo an operation. It cost tens of thousands of yuan. She was thrown into the female toilet of the Central Hospital. I left a note next to me, and now I can only take care of it at the pediatrics department of the hospital. I don’t know if the orphanage can’t pick it up this time, and when I go back, it’s all filled with it!"

Officer Wu smiled bitterly. He still remembers the little baby. He doesn't have a child himself. He doesn't know what a newborn child should look like. He only thinks that the child is exceptionally small, with his fists tightly clenched. , The little face is just that little bit, probably not as big as his fist, the face and body are a little blue-purple, not too deep, looks wrinkled, like a little monster, even the swaddling wrapped around it looks like Not big, just such a thin layer, it looks a bit old.

He is the most unaccustomed to these things. He doesn’t understand why these children can’t be responsible for the children, especially the sick children. This is said to be managed by the orphanage, but the conditions in the orphanage are limited. Ten children don't know if this small body can grab some milk to grab others.

"It's a crime." The old police officer patted his thigh, feeling very emotional. His closed brows seemed to overlap with the wrinkles on his face. It looked like a trace of years, he thought But he couldn't say it. After all, he had worked in this county for decades, and he also knew the situation in the county.

What's the blame? It's all too poor. People who are accustomed to being poor are really accustomed to being poor. Most of those who are poor have already abandoned some moral laws just to live. He once sent his son to college. After seeing the outside world for a long time, he can understand why in the past. The young people who have left this small county seat against the mountain are always reluctant to turn their heads, because in some places, it has been corroded from this root to rotten, and no one can save it.

Officer Wu was also uncomfortable. He lowered his head and looked at the half-sheet of the unfinished record, and his heart was pulled together: "Who said no?

"When he first came here, he had hesitated and even planned to adopt one or two children back to take care of him. But first, his family objected, and second, he gradually discovered that there is no end to the rescue.

Suddenly, the fixed phone in front rang, and Officer Wu quickly got rid of the chaotic thoughts in his mind, and the little kid in his memory who looked like a little monster, walked to the phone, but his face changed just after answering the call. Very shocked "Huh? What?...Really? Did you confirm? She really came back? Yes, then I will go over." He quickly picked up the book he had just put down and was about to leave, looking hurried.

The old police officer behind was a bit strange, and hurriedly greeted: "What's the situation with you? Why did you just come out and get out again? What's wrong with the outside?" In their small county, nothing happened all year round, such a big case. He was shocked and anxious, but made him, an old man, panicked.

Officer Wu pretended to be, his face still has that shocked look on his face up to now. He watched the old police officer open and shut his mouth, and after a long time he opened his mouth: "...just a call from the central hospital Call, say that the little girl I just told you, her mother came back to find..." He finished speaking, not just himself, even the old police officer could not help but open his mouth, and the two confronted each other in a daze. After seeing it for a long time, you can see the unbelievable under the eyes of the other party.

"Don't say anything, I have to go there first, so I don't have to wait and run again." Officer Wu realized that he was still a bit anxious, and hurriedly responded to the old police officer, and hurriedly took the notebook and walked out, leaving only The old police officer continued to meditate there.

The old police officer who stayed in the police station couldn't help but sighed again. He has seen a lot of people throwing children proactively in recent years, especially if they are girls who are born with problems like this, but this is the first one he looked back for. I only hope that the mothers in this family have some heart, and it is a good thing to take the children back and raise them well...

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"I will check with you now. Shan Jingqiu, whose name is female, is born in Xiaoshan Village, County H. She is 17 years old this year... This little girl, you were delivered this year by an elderly person from a nearby hill, right?" Officer Wu Holding the notebook, looking at the woman opposite... The girl asked word by word. At this moment, the child who was standing right across from him was the nurses. The mother of the child who had just been found was wearing a white wash. Underneath his white t-shirt, there is a very loose cloth trousers, his hair is quite long, he has a ponytail, and he looks good, but his face is still young and immature. This requires him to prepare words of blame. , I can't tell all of them now.

What can he say, this is still a child!

"Yes, police officer, what you said is all right." Shan Jingqiu lowered her head, her hands clasped in front of her, seeming to be very disturbed and afraid, even her face was slightly pale, and she did not dare to look straight ahead. Officer Wu.

Officer Wu frowned and asked, "Then this child, why did you throw it away?" After all, he still cared a little about the act of abandoning the child, even looking at the simple and kind face, he still digs out the roots.

"I...I." Shan Jingqiu lowered her head, licked her lips for a moment, bit her lip, and finally told the truth. She didn't know her words clearly, and she had some local accents, "This is a female The baby was born a bit early, and the face was not very well-colored when she was born. The grandmother who delivered the baby said that there was a problem with the baby and that she could not make a living. The grandmother at home went to the rural doctor for help. The operation cost tens of thousands of dollars. I told the owner that he refused to give it, so he told me to go home. There was no one in my house and I couldn’t support it. I heard people say that I lost the baby here and the government provided it. coming."

When Officer Wu heard this, the words that had been stuck in his throat were swallowed back. He watched the girl's hands that were already a little white, and the tears that fell unknowingly, and he believed in his heart. Eight minutes later, what this girl talks about is not uncommon here. Basically, it is a girl whose parents went out to work or who had disappeared. She married in the village early and helped her get married. As a result, she gave birth to a girl who was still sick. She said she was going to spend a lot of money, so she drove the girl away. She didn’t get the certificate anyway, and her hukou was lost. She didn’t need to bear any responsibility. There was no one in the girl’s family. The baby who had just given birth was lost in the hospital.

He controlled the sourness and sympathy in his heart, and continued to ask, "Then why did you come back to find a child?"

Shan Jingqiu still did not look up, just staring at her shoes. The cloth shoes on her feet had worn out a bit because of the mountain road from the village to the county seat. She said softly: "I can't bear it, I don't know. What will happen in the future? I'm afraid I won't be crying with my baby. My grandmother said, the baby can't cry. When she cries, her face will be purple and may be gone. I want to work outside. I heard that it is good for me to make money. sick."

She spoke in a low voice, and if she didn't listen carefully, she wouldn't even be able to hear her, but the words she said made her heart hurt after listening.

"According to the relevant system, you could be imprisoned, do you know?" Police Officer Wu pressed his emotions and said righteously, "but given that you have a good attitude of confession and repentance in time, the baby is still young. You need to take the baby back and take care of it, you know?" He couldn't help but soften when he said that, he reached out and touched his head in his pocket, nodded confirmingly after touching something.

He knew that this girl was quite naive. She felt that tens of thousands of yuan was a lot, and she didn’t think that tens of thousands of yuan was hard to earn. She heard that if a child lost his hospital, he would be lost to the hospital. At the same time, it is clear that the girl’s innocence is not a good thing for the child and her. Maybe the child has been taken away and has not stayed in the orphanage yet, but he really can’t face this face, saying What will leave the child behind.

"Thank you, officer, thank you." Hearing what the officer said, the original body immediately bowed vigorously, with tears in his eyes, crying and laughing, very embarrassed, but inexplicably let people stay there. Zhang face saw the so-called motherhood.

Officer Wu turned his back and counted the money he had just fetched out of his pocket for a long time. It was only in his early 100s. This was already considered one more money he brought. He didn't hesitate and stuffed the money in it. The palm of the girl's palm: "Buy something delicious for the baby, just treat it as my treat." After he finished speaking, he couldn't help feeling ridiculous. He followed to help the poor. Some poor households took their things and turned around. Don't Saying thanks, he didn't even have a good face, he was actually worried that others would be embarrassed.

But he saw that the **** the opposite side continued to bow, bowing very low, probably after 90 degrees, and repeatedly saying thank you to him, her face was grateful, without any hypocrisy, asking him to bear it. He couldn't help feeling a little moved in his heart, but he was not good at saying anything. He just turned his back and took the girl forward: "Okay, don't bow, come with me to take the baby."

Since Officer Wu always walks very fast, he arrived at the pediatrics department within a short time. H County is poor, so even the pediatrics department of the central hospital looks very shabby. It's just a few small beds in a row. There are not many incubators, and the nurse in it and Officer Wu are also very familiar, and when they see him bring the girl, they leaned in.

They had already interrogated the girl a few times before Police Officer Wu came, and they had also asked the nurse from the village next to the girl. After hearing the news, the other side also helped to confirm this. The anger of several nurses all turned into sympathy, and they believed this statement. After all, in this place, treating a child and reborn child is a very simple directional single-choice question for many people. There is only one question. standard answer.

"Give the baby to her and let her take it back." Officer Wu directly announced the result with several pairs of hopeful eyes, waved, and talked to the head nurse about the situation before looking at the little nurse. The little swaddle was firmly placed in the girl’s hand. The sympathetic and kind nurses had just helped breastfeeding and got some medicine. Even the swaddle was printed with the H County Center. For the hospital supplies of the hospital, they surrounded the girl named Shan Jingqiu, whispering instructions, and talking to her about which hospital had a good level of treatment, as if she could really go.

Shan Jingqiu listened to those cares, repeatedly thanked her without feeling dry, and wished to say thank you to everyone, she was talking while looking at the little guy in her arms, maybe because The environment has changed before and after a long time of tossing, now this little guy has fallen asleep steadily, still holding his fist in his hand, sleeping peacefully, even if many people around him are talking, they are not affected at all, so she can't help it While remembering the precautions the nurses were talking about, he stared at the little nodded head.

Knowing the special situation of Shan Jingqiu and the little girl, neither the head nurse nor the nurse was in a hurry to ask her to leave. Instead, they took her to explain for a long time, and even packed a large package in the department for replacement, which has been disinfected. Although there are some traces of used baby products, they don’t affect the use at all. They even gathered together secretly, put together dozens of pieces, stuffed them in the corner of the bag, for fear that the children would encounter some difficulties when going out. .

The head nurse even sent a little nurse to help send the two to the gate, and then turned around and left one step at a time. After all, in their eyes, the young and old looked immature and fragile, and could not resist the outside Ups and downs.

Shan Jingqiu was holding the baby swaddle and holding a big bag in her other hand. She walked out step by step. Although her back was thin, she was very firm in every step. Soon the two of them walked past the hospital door. In the corner of the wall, the original body went straight to the station. Every sentence she just said to Police Officer Wu was from the bottom of her heart. She wanted to take this little thing to leave H County and go to the big city to find opportunities to feed her and feed herself. , And then accompany her through this life.

"Hey." Suddenly the little monster in her arms seemed to wake up, and she opened her eyes. Maybe because of being too thin, her eyes looked exceptionally large, as if they were staring at her motionless for a long time. The monster suddenly smiled at her. The smile was a bit silly, showing a large tongue, and then closed his eyes and vomited a big bubble. It seemed that it was because he was very happy to see his mother, and he moved endlessly. , Just didn't cry.

Shan Jingqiu couldn't help raising the baby girl a little higher, and looked closer at the little monster who looked at her eagerly. She obviously looked a little ugly to outsiders, but at this time she was also very cute, she quietly Approaching her, she said softly: "Hello, little monster, we will live on each other together in the future, shall we live a good life?" After she finished speaking, she felt something wrong, although the baby just looked at her mother and continued to laugh without moving Keeps going.

She still corrected it quickly, "No, you are not a little monster, you are the cutest baby in the world. You are called Tingting, do you know? Tingting?" She looked at the child and couldn’t understand her name, but she didn’t think Not happy, I just feel that holding this child, it seems that I have this world.

Of course, at this time, except for Shan Jingqiu, probably no one will know that this little bit in his arms, in the later world, even the heroine in the novel, and the original body is another negative aspect of that novel. Roles.

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"Actually, I don’t know, in her life, whether it’s better for me or without me. After all, I’m too bad, but I’m really sorry and guilty, especially when she’s standing When I challenged me in front of me."

"For some people, it's hard to even live. All this is fate... it's fate."

"I have lived very well in this life. I am not sorry for myself, but when I am old, I always think of the child who never wants to see me again. She was brought into this world by me and suffered too much. ..."

Shan Jingqiu, who entered the dark space, looked at the woman on the opposite side quietly. She seemed to have some wealth in her family. Although she was middle-aged, she still dressed well and had great temperament, and she could still see the beauty of her youth. It's just that his face is sad and hard to control.

She quietly listened to what the original body said, and finally understood the story that happened in that world.

The world this time is also based on a novel. The background of the novel is established in the entertainment industry. It is about Ren Tingting, an orphan from an orphanage, who lived hard and embarrassed since childhood. Due to the shortage of funds for the orphanage, she read When she arrived in high school, she was directly faced with the crisis of dropping out. Although she loved to read, she still had to choose to take a break from school and go out to work. When she was working as a waiter in a coffee shop, she was spotted by scouts and soon entered the entertainment circle and started her. Road to fame.

Her biggest advantage is the face that is not inferior to anyone. In addition, she is willing to endure hardships and is not afraid of difficulties. Soon, she has found her own position in the circle. In the eyes of outsiders, she is She rushed forward as if she had opened the hanger, but only in the eyes of familiar people can she know how much she suffered through gritting her teeth.

Ren Tingting did not forget her original intentions just because she was famous. She would return half of her income to the orphanage every month. With her funding, the orphanage gradually improved measures, and many children who had dropped out of school like her returned to school. When she got the chance to return to campus, she even asked the company to find an art school to study. Although the company thought it was not good to say it, she still fulfilled her dream.

There are many popular people. As she became popular all the way, resource struggles and capital struggles in the entertainment industry have also caught up with her, and countless paparazzi began to follow her to dig her privacy, her past, her present, and her innate heart It’s not good. Although the orphanage performed an operation on her with the assistance of a stranger, her heart disease was generally cured, but due to the late treatment, she was left with some sequelae. Every time she was overworked, her heart would ache. Once she hung a coercion, clutched her chest and ran to the bathroom. She was even photographed by the media. Rumor has it that she was pregnant with the child of a well-known financial host.

In the era when she became popular, the information was almost transparent. Even if the company communicated with the paparazzi countless times, it still failed to stop the leakage of the news. On the night of the New Year’s Eve, a well-known paparazzi directly used "Exclusive! Ren Tingting" From the bottom up! Is it to keep mystery and pay attention to privacy or to be unsightly?" Using the big-character poster, he almost exhausted the relationship and thoroughly checked all the news about Ren Tingting.

That is to say, during the Spring Festival that year, she was standing on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala in a red dress, singing in the spring breeze, and she was full of grace; the audience was in an uproar, and the news on Weibo spread all over the sky and followed directly behind. With the black and red hot characters, even people who don’t usually pay attention to the entertainment industry have heard of it more or less-the big star Ren Tingting does not have a warm and happy family like the rumors. She is due to her congenital heart I was abandoned by my family when I was sick and urinated. My parents were unknown. I dropped out of high school. I have been able to work hard from zero to now because of the benefits of the funder. Otherwise, why can the children in the orphanage in the small village make a breakthrough so quickly?

The mysterious and high-level image that the company used to spend a lot of mentality for her completely collapsed. Although people still have enthusiasm and sympathy for her, the collapse of the image still dealt a huge blow to her. At one time, she lost many brand endorsements and was compensated. A lot of money, only barely resolved the storm.

When everyone thought she would fall, she still did not fall. Instead, she turned around. She was inexplicably appreciated by a well-known domestic brand Shuli Group. She directly hired her to become the brand's full-line spokesperson, and re-consolidated her in the entertainment industry. Status.

Ren Tingting's life was ups and downs, bottomed out, and Jedi Survival. Just as she was rising again and sprinting to the top, she suddenly met at a charity dinner the wife of the chairman of Shuli Group, who had always seen dragons and dragons.

The woman was very beautiful, and attracted almost everyone's attention as soon as she entered the venue, but Ren Tingting felt that the other's face was a bit familiar. She stood in the venue and looked at the woman in a daze, but the other party was staring at her. When she looked at each other, she was embarrassed and fled hurriedly. Her instincts were always accurate, as if at that moment, all the clues were connected together.

When she was eight years old, she donated to the noble good-hearted people who performed operations on sick children in the orphanage. The dean’s mother called her Mrs. Wang; and the wife of the chairman of the Shuli Group, now the group’s agent, walked outside, usually hanging People call her Mrs. Wang by her husband’s surname; there is also that face that looks similar to her; after seeing her act of fleeing...

She couldn't hold back, rushing over regardless of the eyes of outsiders, and followed the lady to the unmanned room in the backstage. In the emotional out-of-control voice questioning, all her questions were answered.

That's right, her mother is this, looking noble and elegant wife of the chairman of Shuli Group.

The original body of the year left the child in the hospital because she could not afford the child’s treatment. She secretly watched outside for a long time, and pretended to hear a lot of news in the hospital in the name of looking for a friend, but found that her child was sending it away. After entering the orphanage, she did not receive treatment and could not afford the treatment. She chose to leave H County and go out to work. She only hoped that she could earn enough money, and then came back to take her child for treatment.

At that time, the underage original body had never thought about the city outside. It was not as gold as she had imagined. Under the leadership of her fellow villagers, she worked so hard to find a job in a factory. She pays attention to gender, not to academic qualifications. She just calculates her salary by piece. Even if she is dizzy and swollen, her monthly salary is just over 1,000, and she even deducts some occasionally.

The factory’s wages were paid one by one. It may be that the economic situation of that year was not very good. The factory soon closed down, and the employees were owed a full three months of wages unpaid. Later the boss ran away and the factory was full. The wages of the workers are gone.

She went to many factories, and in some places she was asked to leave without trial work. She looked a little clever, but she didn’t read too many books, and she didn’t even know more words than some middle-aged workers. She kept holding very low all the time. In other words, in the first few years she was outside, she barely managed to save much money.

The turning point of the original life was the same as most Cinderella who flew to the branches and turned into phoenixes. She met Wang Dezhi, the owner of the Shuli Group who went to the factory for trial work. Of course, the group was quite small at that time, but it was a company in the province, Wang Dezhi’s His wife has just passed away, and he met the original body that was just past twenty-one at that time. He couldn't help but be fascinated by the beautiful and young face and body. In his various pursuits, the original body was unable to parry and married this man. .

The original body has experienced social life for several years, and is no longer the little girl of the year. She secretly tried several times and knew that Wang Dezhi would inevitably not accept the fact that she had a child in her hometown, so she read it under the care of Wang Dezhi. After reading some books, hearing about the crime of abandonment, and knowing nothing about the crime of abandonment, she became more and more afraid of recognizing her daughter, whom she once regarded as a dream. She was pleased with Wang Dezhi, begged some money and added her savings to give back to her hometown. In the name of Ren Tingting, he donated money to let the orphanage treat the sick children in the whole hospital, and also required special supervision, and everyone must be in place. But at that time, Ren Tingting was more than seven years old, and the best time for treatment had been delayed too much.

Even later, she had been secretly funding the orphanage and paid attention to her daughter, but these concerns were discovered by Wang Zhixue, the son of Wang Dezhi’s former wife, who believed that she must be hiding something from her father behind her back. The matter, constantly looking for people to investigate, forced the original body to no longer fund the orphanage, and completely cut off contact. After giving birth to a son with Wang Dezhi, he started a protracted battle with Wang Zhixue, and both sides took control of the tree. The group has the right to speak.

It is for this reason that she did not realize that during the time she was withdrawing, the construction of the orphanage was stagnant and funds were scarce. Even her daughter had to drop out of school and entered the entertainment industry. She had heard of the name, but at that time the battle for power between the two had already gone into a fever pitch. After all, the money was moving. It was still a large group, not to mention, so she could only look on and watch her daughter in the circle. Rubbing and crawling, at most, when meeting other ladies occasionally, he pretended to mention the new female star inadvertently.

After waiting until the Spring Festival that year, Wang Dezhi fell ill, and finally relied more on his wife and young son who accompanied him. He entrusted the management of the group to his wife. He set up an inheritance, divided the property, and gave some fixed assets and deposits to his wife. After Wang Zhixue, all the related property of the group was left to his wife and young son. At this point, the dust has settled, and the original body can finally directly intervene in her daughter's affairs. Knowing that her daughter is facing a crisis, she directly makes a decision and will speak for the whole line. Signed to Ren Tingting.

Of course, at that time, she had no intention of recognizing her daughter's heart. First, she didn't know how to face her daughter, and second, she felt that the current situation is worse than each other's safety. She never considered being a daughter. Ren Tingting’s mood, but there is nothing in the world that is always foolproof. She never thought that her daughter had guessed most of the matter by intuition at the moment she saw her, and she was embarrassed and frank after her daughter’s questioning. , Actually said everything.