Ren Tingting looked at the familiar face in front of her, and felt that the recently peaceful heart was madly aching, as if there were 10,000 knives in it. She looked at the person who was probably her mother. She also keeps saying that a woman who has paid a lot and sacrificed a lot for her, but only feels that her stomach is upset, and she just wants to vomit everything.

She put a hand on her chest. She had imagined the scene of recognizing her mother ten thousand times, but she didn't expect that she didn't even have the urge to cry. She just wanted to laugh out loud and laugh at herself as stupid. Expecting the mother's existence too much.

Ren Tingting has always been “compassionate”. She was born in a welfare institution, and she has no self-esteem since she was a child. She especially knows the importance of ingratiating others. Even if she meets an excessive number of fans, she hardly blushes. She listens to the opposite. The honorable Mrs. Wang told the various reasons why she was abandoned when she was a child. Whenever the protagonist in the story changes, she may be able to make a sympathetic expression. After all, the story that happened to the other party is really sad.

But when the other protagonist is her, she can't even show the acting skills she has always been good at. She can't forget that every time an adopter wants to come, she has to dress herself up and look forward to being selected; she can't forget. In the courtyard, you can never fail to be sensible, when you are forced to mature; let alone the pain of being left imprinted in your heart forever...

She can understand the last resort of the other party's experience, but she has no way to forgive and abandoned her mother.

And that person is still explaining that she is wearing a gorgeous cheongsam, affixed to her body, and she can see her temperament, which is very different from the people Ren Tingting saw in H County since she was a child, the noble lady Wang is still explaining "What happened back then, I just told you, I don’t have money, I can’t treat you... I really can’t do it... Then a lot of things are a last resort, I know I’m not a negative Responsible mother, there are a lot of things, it's really not something I can decide or change, I just keep doing this..."

The lady, who almost always named her as Mrs. Wang, lowered her eyebrows and looked sad. She looked at her daughter in front of her, but she couldn’t tell her everything. She couldn’t deny that at first she only wanted her daughter to live well, but later Gradually, she also considered herself. She loved her daughter, but she also loved herself. Her life was not easy. As long as she could have a little bit, she desperately wanted to grasp it firmly, but she was reluctant to let it go, but it was Wang Dezhi. , Qian, or Shuli Group, she couldn't bear it.

Her current position is no longer afraid of any wind and rain. Even if someone reveals that she still has a daughter, she can’t change the facts. She can stand in front of anyone with confidence, but she can’t raise her head in front of her own daughter. The look in her questioning eyes, a sad look.

"...I." Madam Wang opened her mouth and closed it again. She was embarrassed and did not want to say any more.

Ren Tingting looked up at the man, obviously she had expected countless times for the appearance of the other person, but when she did show up, she would rather her mother never came. At the very least, she could lie to herself, her mother must be I didn’t come to pick her up after a bad life: "Is it because I am a sick child? Is it because I am a girl? If I am not sick, will you take me away?"

Facing her daughter's question, Mrs. Wang was speechless. For a long time, she spoke bitterly: "Yes, if you are good, mother will take you away no matter how hard you are."

"Then you go with me now? I can already make a lot of money, and I can also make more money. Will you come back and stay with me?" Ren Tingting suddenly smiled, and she stared at the person in front of her in a daze. Woman, looking forward to getting an exact answer from the other party, she has heard of the dispute of the Shuli Group, and also knows that this person who should be her mother has given her a healthy, smart, same mother The half-child, she didn't intend to take her mother away from the boy, but she hoped to hear a good word.

"Will you go with me?" Her eyes were full of urgency.

Madam Wang avoided the girl's eyes without answering.

She has abandoned this girl for more than 20 years. She now has a company that can realize her ambitions, and an obedient and filial son. The weight of things on both ends of the scale is different from the beginning.

"Do you know?" Ren Tingting smiled, she shed tears, she looked at the lady opposite, "You have made another choice, no matter how successful in my life, no matter how many people admire me, I will never I will forget that I was always the one you abandoned, and I will always be the little girl who was left in the hospital toilet and almost died."

"I would rather I have never been in this world."

After speaking, she didn't look back, turned and left, letting her tears trickle down drop by drop, she walked so far, and still didn't hear the person behind her calling her, as if she had never been in the future.

Mrs. Wang just watched the leaving figure quietly for a long time, then turned and left. Probably only the trembling fingertips could reveal the turbulence in her heart.

...

After the banquet, Ren Tingting left the country and went to Hollywood alone. With her own efforts, she also opened up the sky there, step by step from running the best, starring, supporting roles in American dramas, and guest on the show to the first Chinese heroine Hollywood movie. No one can know how hard she had been in those years.

She has never returned to China, even if some netizens scolded her for betraying her motherland, she never returned. She has been wandering away all her life. She has changed a few boyfriends. They are all well-known foreign movie stars, but she has never become a mother, even if she uses surrogacy technology. Resolutely refused. Once a reporter went overseas to interview her, she just held a wine glass and said lightly without knowing where to look.

"I know I am not destined to be a good mother. I like to be alone and enjoy loneliness. Who is not alone in the world? And I will leave this world alone."

"Many people say that I have reached the peak, but I know that I haven't reached it yet."

"You ask me when will I stop? It will probably be a long time before I find where I belong."

"The meaning of my life is success. Only success can enrich me and prove myself time and time again, allowing me to find the meaning of life again."

——"Ren Tingting Interview, Life Has No Return"

Later, she finally returned to China, and it was rumored by netizens that it was because she had appreciated Ren Tingting's relationship with Bole, and the death of Mrs. Wang of the Shuli Group, that she went back to China to express her condolences despite her taboos.

That is, after that, she put aside her career, traveled around the world, went deep into various child rights protection agencies, spent all her life and burned herself.

She is a legend, leaving behind an insurmountable mountain.

But no one knows the steep and endless snowfield behind the mountains.

...

"She has been very successful, I..." The lady opposite seemed very hesitant. It seemed that after a long time, she finally opened her mouth, "No matter how hard it is, I also want to ask you to take good care of this child and let her life There are different possibilities, a healthy body, no longer afraid of being abandoned, and no need to rely on success to find their own meaning..."

"I have lived enough for myself in this life." She suddenly shed tears and disappeared into this space without a trace.

Shan Jingqiu stretched out her hand and almost caught the tear. This world is a bit special for her.

Especially, let all her emotions escape.