The Grand Princess

Chapter 13: regret

Li Rong was silent, and after a while, she whispered: "I know."

As she spoke, she slowly said, "I know my situation very well."

Li Mingzhong loves Concubine Roux's son, and Li Chuan, who is afraid of disagreeing with his political opinions, has long thought of disposing of the prince. She is caught in the middle. It is not easy to dispose of the prince, but it is extremely simple to dispose of a princess.

The Su family is now a prominent family in the court, and Su Rongqing is not what she can think of. What's more, she was just teasing Pei Wenxuan, and Xiao had never thought about it.

She is rare to be quiet, Pei Wenxuan couldn't help but glance at her. Seeing her look downcast, she knew she was thinking about her own business. He hesitated for a moment, wondering if he wanted to speak, but after thinking about it, he didn't say anything.

Things have come to this point, Li Rong is a smart person, she will think about her way.

The two ate the fish quietly, and then went to sleep separately, tacitly not mentioning anything about the marriage.

Pei Wenxuan leaned on the small hill, and after squinting for a while, it was a little difficult to sleep, so he opened his eyes again and looked at Li Rong's back in the distance.

The night breeze made him sober rarely, and it was time to sort out what happened on this day.

He never thought that Li Rong was born again.

Originally, he was thinking that in this life, he married Li Rong just like his previous life, and don't care about Qin Zhenzhen, and live a good life with Li Rong, but now that he thinks about it, I'm afraid it won't work out.

The fifty-year-old Li Rong is completely different from the twenty-year-old. She is tricky and pungent, like a thorny thorn, catching who is who.

Most importantly, Li Rong, fifty, has Su Rongqing in his heart.

That person had been with her for twenty-five years, and even killed her. Perhaps betrayal would make Li Rong hate him, but love and hate often coexist. He couldn't get in or tolerate the deep friendship between them.

He didn't want his wife to think of another person in her heart, like 20-year-old Li Rong.

But what can I do if I can't tolerate it? Li Rong has no choice, can he choose again?

Pei Wenxuan couldn't help smiling bitterly. As soon as he raised his eyes, he saw Li Rong's back facing him. She looked extremely thin, curled up, holding herself back to him. When the cold wind blew, she shivered slightly. Pei Wenxuan saw it. He hesitated. After a long time, he still stood up, went to the side and picked up the coat he took off, and covered it with Li Rong. He returned to the fire and closed his eyes.

Li Rong felt a piece of clothing covering herself, and she closed her eyes without speaking. After pulling the clothes over her body for a while, she thought that Pei Wenxuan's clothes were basically here.

She hesitated for a moment, and finally spoke up, calling him: "Pei Wenxuan."

"Shut up and sleep."

Pei Wenxuan spoke decisively.

Li Rong: "..."

After a while, Li Rong still felt a little conscientious, and said directly: "Come and sleep together."

This time, Pei Wenxuan was silent.

Seeing that he didn't pay attention, Li Rong felt that she was kind and righteous, so she pulled her clothes and closed her eyes.

After a while, she heard the rustling noise of someone behind her, and then Pei Wenxuan squeezed over. Li Rong divided half of the clothes for him. She was small, she was sideways, and half of the clothes was enough. Pei Wenxuan was there. Behind her, she put the remaining half on her body.

Pei Wenxuan turned his back to her, separated from her by a palm of his hand, and the cold wind blew in. Pei Wenxuan did not move. After Li Rong endured for a while, he leaned back directly and leaned back to him.

Pei Wenxuan stiffened.

In all, although he is in his fifties, he has a pitiful lack of experience in men and women.

He and Li Rong are husband and wife, and after Li Rong separated from him, he didn't have another one in such a long time.

In this matter, he still has some principles in his heart, and Li Rong's responsibility. Of course, he thought about it later. Perhaps at the moment Li Rong lifted his hijab, Juvenile Ruo still had a bit of heartbeat, but he didn't change his mind. Come around the corner. Besides Li Rong, he always thought about other people, and had some feelings. But for 30 years of life, maybe I was too focused on government affairs, but I didn't meet a person who really moved me.

One after another, someone gave him beauties. Even Li Chuan was very apologetic when he saw that he had no children. They hinted that even if he married the eldest princess, he could consider taking a concubine. It was not that he had never thought about it, but every time those Yingyingyanyan stood in front of him, he always felt that something was missing.

After so many years, the young and charming Li Rong leaned behind him, and he couldn't help but become nervous again like a woman in the early days of a teenager.

Li Rong noticed his nervousness, and couldn't help being a little funny, but also so pitiful.

She couldn't bear the embarrassment of Pei Wenxuan, so she started the topic: "Is there anything you regretted in your last life?"

"What does this do?"

"Just ask," Li Rong smiled, "We two can be regarded as an adventure, we can re-start the past, we should not think about any regrets in the past, and see if we can change it in this life. ?"

Pei Wenxuan was silent. Seeing that Pei Wenxuan was not speaking, Li Rong changed the subject and said, "Do you want to go to Qin Zhenzhen?"

"do not know."

Pei Wenxuan knew that Li Rong was looking for a topic, but he didn't resist, and said flatly: "Let's talk about it later."

Now he doesn't know what the future holds.

Originally, I was thinking of marrying Li Rong as before, and then living a new life, but now Li Rong is born again, which disrupted his plan.

If he does not marry Li Rong, then life is another way of living, Qin Zhenzhen...

He didn't know how to think about it for a while.

Qin Zhenzhen died too early, too long, and he didn't even have time to sort out his inner feelings, so this person left lightly. He had never acquired this person before, so this person became a touch of moonlight, always shining high in the sky, making people look into the distance.

After looking at the bright moon for a long time, it was difficult for him to chase after him. When he told him that he could go and try to retrieve the moon, he felt a little weird.

Knowing that he was uncertain, Li Rong sighed, "But I advise you to take care of it early, don't suit her in the palace, don't let her enter the palace."

"I know."

Pei Wenxuan understood that Li Rong said these things sincerely. After a while, he said slowly: "You rarely say such kind of things."

"You are funny," Li Rong leaned against Pei Wenxuan's back and smiled bitterly. "I said good things, but you don't like the sound."

"No." Pei Wenxuan said lightly, "I'm not used to it."

"I didn't want to say these things either," Li Rong said slowly, "However, I have a clear grudge. You came to save me. Although it was unhelpful, I still accepted this intention."

"Pei Wenxuan," Li Rong said slowly, "Regardless of whether we get married or not, I hope that in this life, we will not be enemies."

"Ok."

Pei Wenxuan whispered.

Li Rong felt that Pei Wenxuan's body relaxed. Knowing that this conversation had resolved his embarrassment, she waited for a while.

This was the most amicable and closest moment between them. She thought to herself that if she wanted to talk about marriage, it couldn't be more appropriate.

However, when Pei Wenxuan did not speak for a long time, Li Rong knew that Pei Wenxuan should be hesitant about this matter now, and she was not embarrassed, so she began to think about how to deal with it tomorrow.

The two people in the dark have their own thoughts. Li Rong thinks of the future, but Pei Wenxuan thinks of the past.

Li Rong's words were still in her ears, and she asked him what he regretted.

This is a question he dare not answer.

Because he has been regretting for most of his life. If he regrets the last thing in his life, the first thing is to let Qin Zhenzhen enter the palace, and the second thing is for Qin Zhenzhen and Li Rong to argue.

The first time he regretted it was shortly after their quarrel. At that time they slept in separate beds, and every night he looked at Li Rong, who seemed to be close at hand and far away from the horizon, and felt uncomfortable.

He wanted to say something nice to her, but he couldn't hold back his face and didn't know how to say it. On the one hand, I felt that Li Rong was actually right. I thought that Qin Zhenzhen was in my heart and should not provoke her. On the other hand, I felt a little uncomfortable and didn't know what it was.

Suddenly news came from the palace that day that Li Rong was punished to kneel at the gate of the palace.

He was still at home at the time, and he rushed over when he got the news. He remembered that it rained heavily that day and it was too heavy to see the road. When he rushed over with an umbrella, he saw Li Rong kneeling at the gate of the palace and Su Rongqing standing by her. By his side, he held an umbrella to shield her from wind and rain.

The two of them, kneeling and standing, under that umbrella, seemed to have become an independent world.

At that moment, he suddenly understood Li Rong's feelings. He suddenly realized that a couple, whether in love or not, with or without feelings, would not allow anyone to invade their lives.

It's just that feeling that he didn't dare to think deeply, so he covered up the discomfort, concealed it, and pretended that nothing happened.

After thinking about it when he was old, he vaguely understood that at that time, he should still care about Li Rong. It's just that Qin Zhen is really a hurdle in his heart. It's too difficult for him to accept that he likes one person, and empathizes with another person.

And the most important thing is that he is too cowardly about feelings. What he needs is a stable relationship, or he can clearly let him give up, just like Qin Zhenzhen, he knows that this person will not like himself, then His wishful thinking was down to earth. Either you have to clearly reassure him and let him know that he likes this person likes himself.

What he was most afraid of was Li Rong. Sometimes he felt that she might have put him at ease, but for a moment he felt that he was nothing in her eyes.

He didn't dare to like it, and Li Rong was also decisive, knowing that he cares about Qin Zhenzhen, so he immediately withdrew from the bed, the room, and the house.

No room for him.

Not only was she far away from him, she seemed to hate him, and she couldn't bear any kind of his favors. If she wanted to practice, if he was angry, they would noisy and repeat.

So he could only go on the way he insisted.

He could only keep telling himself that Qin Zhenzhen was very important, and since he had already agreed with Li Rong, he should stick to it.

Just like a gambler, if the chips are too big, he can only keep betting, and he can't look back.

Until the Su family was destroyed and Su Rongqing went to jail, he heard that Li Rong went to Li Chuan, and even confronted him in court and was blamed by Li Chuan.

He hurried into the palace and saw Li Rong lying on the ground covered in blood. Seeing that he was coming, he still grabbed him with his hands stained with Dancome's nails, and said to him hoarsely: " Pei Wenxuan, I want to protect Su Rongqing." At that time.

He couldn't tell how he felt at that time, but for a moment he felt like a piece of his heart was gouged out. Such a severe pain finally made him sober, and he was very clearly aware.

He finally regretted it.