The Grand Princess

Chapter 57: determination

Pei Wenxuan's back stiffened, he felt Li Rong's touch, and he couldn't think at all.

He dared not speak, for fear that he would say something gaffe. It can only be frozen and said nothing.

Li Rong leaned on him. After a while, she straightened up and sighed: "Forget it, you are also of this temperament. I will help you pick the debris from the wound first."

Pei Wenxuan didn't speak, he felt Li Rong approach him, and carefully picked out the barbs on his back. Her breath was sprayed on his back, with the scorching temperature, cut across the wound, and then spread all the way to him Body limbs.

Li Rong helped him pick the **** from the cane into the wound, and said: "Next time you encounter this kind of thing, you should at least discuss it with me. I have a bottom in my heart. You always say me, Saying I don’t understand people’s hearts and saying that I am not difficult for others, but I feel that you are too concerned about the difficulties of others."

Pei Wenxuan listened quietly, Li Rong rarely talked to him like this, as if she was an old lady with mother-in-law, talking about life trivial matters at will.

"You used to say that you don't want to be like your dad. Your dad does not know anything about your mother, but you are really the same as your dad in your bones. Your mother lives in the family, and her husband died, leaving so much. Things, I didn’t want to keep it for my son, but when you went to Luzhou, people were fooled."

"The housekeeping rights are handed over, and the husband's money is also sent to the clan. No matter what, the old man left by your father will be deported by your second uncle. If she does these things, you should come back from Luzhou. Scold her directly."

"I said it, it's useless." Pei Wenxuan sighed, "She is weak tempered..."

"Can't you learn if you are weak?" Li Rong said, angrily: "If she can't learn to protect you, what will she do with you? Is she worthy to be a mother? I don't know what you think? She is just thinking, she has a weak temper, and she can’t help it, so you never tell her when you have suffering. She said that she always reported good news but not bad things. She hid in the temple all day thinking that your father didn’t know anything. Boil, you have a bad temper, and I feel bad looking at it."

Pei Wenxuan didn't say anything. Li Rong took care of his wounds. Watching Pei Wenxuan pull up his clothes, Li Rong looked at him for a moment, and said cautiously: "Am I saying too much?"

"Why does your Highness ask?"

Pei Wenxuan was quite puzzled. Li Rong pursed her lips, and after hesitating for a moment, she sat next to him and sighed, "I'm not a fool. I have serious thoughts about what you said to me. You say that I don’t know people’s hearts, and I’m telling the truth. I think about everything from my own perspective, and I can’t take care of many things. You were injured at home today. If I have anything to make you feel uncomfortable, please tell me I."

Hearing these words, Pei Wenxuan couldn't help laughing: "Your Highness, rest assured."

"Actually, His Highness came back to me that day. From that moment on, no matter what His Highness said, I won't be sad."

Li Rong looked back suspiciously after hearing Pei Wenxuan's words, "Why?"

"Because His Royal Highness is willing to turn around for me, I know that His Royal Highness takes propaganda to heart."

Li Rong laughed at this: "You really value yourself more and more."

Pei Wenxuan chuckles: "After all, people who have been with each other for so many years are finally friends?"

Li Rong listened to Pei Wenxuan's words and looked at Pei Wenxuanyun's calm expression. She looked at it for a moment and finally said: "Forget it, tonight's matter is over, but my words, no matter if you think it is right or not, for the time being listen."

"Don't always think about others in everything. What you want, you have to fight for yourself and take it yourself. Whether the other party accepts it or not is the other party's business, but you can't do it. Wen is your mother, and she is weak. No matter if you are incompetent, you will finally have to fight for you. You can't let yourself get into trouble because of her thinking."

"But," Pei Wenxuan looked at Li Rong seriously, "What if she doesn't want it?"

"Then she won't refuse?" Li Rong was rather strange, "Will she be willing? You have to give her a choice in the end. She has to make her own decision whether to help you or go back to her own temple. You can't. She cut her choice right from the beginning."

"But I know that way is better for her."

Pei Wenxuan's voice was a little hoarse, and Li Rong shook his head: "Pei Wenxuan, only the person involved knows which way is better."

Pei Wenxuan didn't speak, he looked at Li Rong quietly.

The girl in front of me was an eighteen-year-old face, as beautiful as morning dewdrops, shining and falling, but what she had in her eyes was the transparency and clarity that came after years of baptism. She looked at him quietly, her eyes There are worries that were not in the previous life, and gentleness that Li Rong did not have at the age of 18.

This is the brand new Li Rong.

At the beginning of his rebirth, he thought about marrying 18-year-old Li Rong because he thought they could start over.

When he knew that Li Rong had been born again, he felt that they had died.

But now he realized that in fact, at any time in his life, when he wants, he can start again.

Now he is different from the past, and Li Rong is also different from the previous life.

He is changing, Li Rong is changing, Li Rong is like a child, groping forward, even if she hits her head and bloodshed, at least she is changing and changing, so why can he not be in this new life, follow him Can you live a posture that you didn't have in the past?

In the previous life, he had watched Li Rong and Su Rongqing together for twenty years.

It's not that he can't win, it's not that he can't win, he can kill Su Rongqing secretly.

It's just that he thought, Li Rong chose Su Rongqing, so even if he is jealous and painful, he will respect Li Rong's choice.

But they didn't even start in this life, why did he give in?

He should fight, he should grab, he should put the choice in front of Li Rong, whether to go or stay, at least Li Rong should give him an answer.

Countless crazy thoughts rushed in his mind, but he hadn't done anything. He and Li Rong were like Li Rong. Once something important was involved, they would crush all emotions to death, making it impossible to see any traces.

He looked at Li Rong, restrained all his emotional desires, and chuckled lightly: "His Royal Highness, I will think about it."

"If you want to open it, it's the best."

Li Rong slowly said, "After all, I can't protect you forever."

"I understand." Pei Wenxuan lowered his voice, "I won't always let His Highness stand for me."

"As long as you know."

As the two of them said, the carriage arrived at the princess mansion. Li Rong rarely helped Pei Wenxuan to get out of the carriage. Someone had already informed him on the road. So when he arrived at the princess mansion, the servant had already prepared everything and served Pei Wenxuan back.

The doctor came to ask Pei Wenxuan for consultation, and then applied medicine to him. After working for a long time, he ordered Haosheng to recuperate, and finally retreated.

After Pei Wenxuan's bandage was finished, Li Rong was also tired and paralyzed. She and Pei Wenxuan ate something at random, then washed and lay on the bed to rest.

Pei Wenxuan was injured on his back, so he lay down on the bed and looked at Li Rong.

Li Rong took a shower in the clean room, came back in a single coat, then blew the lamp and climbed onto the bed.

Pei Wenxuan just stared at him without blinking. Li Rong noticed his gaze, and when he opened the quilt and lay down, he couldn't help but smile: "You keep looking at me, what are you looking at?"

"His Royal Highness looks good."

Pei Wenxuan answered truthfully, and Li Rong gave him a blank look when he was flattering again: "Slick."

Pei Wenxuan turned her head to look at her. Li Rongping lay down and closed her eyes. After a while, she felt that Pei Wenxuan was still looking at her. She couldn't bear it anymore. She opened her eyes and smiled: "What are you looking at? I can't sleep like you."

With that, Li Rong turned her back to Pei Wenxuan and complained to him: "Go to bed. If you don't go to court tomorrow, I will go to court."

Pei Wenxuan looked at Li Rong's back. He looked at him for a while before saying: "His Royal Highness, what do you think of me as a person?"

"Ok?"

Li Rong did not understand why Pei Wenxuan asked this question suddenly, and then listened to Pei Wenxuan: "My father is a very good person. When I was young, I always hoped that I could live like my father, but my father is like a Gaoshan, no matter what I do, I can't climb it."

"When I was young, my mother always said that I'm not as good as my father. Other children have a little grade at random, and my parents are very happy, but no matter what I do, my father will only say that I am good, and my mother will only say that I am not good. "

"So I never know what kind of person I am. I want to hear your Highness's evaluation."

Pei Wenxuan's voice was very weak, but Li Rong's heart felt a little sour when she listened.

In fact, she understood what Pei Wenxuan said. Pei Wenxuan is not aware of this person, but she knows that in his bones, he always feels that he is not good enough.

So as long as she gives him a little bit of goodness, she can see this person ten times moved and delighted.

This was the case when he was a teenager. After several decades, she thought that this person should grow, but when he asked, she realized that the wound would not be managed. It would only rot and take root, and it would last long in the dark. Grow.

She did not speak, and Pei Wenxuan was a little flustered for a while: "His Royal Highness?"

As he said, Pei Wenxuan became embarrassed: "His Royal Highness should be tired, so I won't chat anymore. I interrupted, Your Highness is sleeping..."

"I think you are good."

Li Rong suddenly spoke, and Pei Wenxuan was stunned. Li Rong turned his back to him and whispered softly: "I am not blind. Do you think I would marry anyone in my previous life and I would be excited?"

"I think you are very good, you are good-looking, good-tempered, considerate at first, gentle and considerate."

"You have fun and know a lot. The six arts of gentleman, you can get the first place every year, all the popular things in the nobility, you are not good at it."

"You learn everything fast. The first time you gave me my eyebrows awkwardly, in less than a month, I could even paint me makeup. The first time I pulled my hair, it made my scalp sore, and then I didn’t send it as you would not Updo."

"Although you are sentimental and indecisive, it is also because you value feelings. If a husband, a friend, and a family are like me, everything is indifferent and let go, this relationship will always be missing something. taste."

"Pei Wenxuan," Li Rong looked at the moonlight falling in the room, and she couldn't help laughing as she said, "In fact, you are very good."

Pei Wenxuan did not speak. He listened to Li Rong's words. At that moment, he bred infinite courage, which he finally felt.

He can't let go.

"Sorry, Your Highness."

He spoke softly, Li Rong was a little strange: "Why are you..."

Before he finished speaking, the people behind him suddenly reached out and took her into his arms.

They clung to each other, Li Rong stiffened, Pei Wenxuan hugged her tightly, as if to rub her into the blood.

Li Rong felt that she was surrounded by him, and all her senses were infinitely magnified in the night.

His breath, his touch, the hand he locked around her waist, and everything about him, were doubled in her world.

Her heart was beating fast, and she didn't know how, she remembered the night they got married.

The red tent turns over the waves, the brocade is turned into waves.

Pei Wenxuan felt her mood change and knew the changes in her body. He gently relaxed his hands, half propped up, and covered her ears. The muffled voice passed through her earlobes, fell into her ear canal, and penetrated In my mind, I don't know what happened, it aroused a tingling.

"Rong Rong," he called her name, her always clear and clear voice was a bit dumb, and Li Rong's mind was buzzing, it was a little hard to think, and then she listened to him with a low voice. , "I feel sad, I will hug you, OK?"

Li Rong had difficulty thinking, she did not respond, but did not resist, Pei Wenxuan tightened his arms and buried his head between her neck.

"Rongrong," he said softly, "I don't want to let go, I won't let go, okay?"

The author has something to say: Pei Wenxuan: "From today, I am Niu Colu and Pei Wenxuan."