The Greatest Showman (Big Play Bone)

Chapter 1426: Final farewell

Standing in the same place, Lan Li was already riddled with defects. He has never said goodbye, never said goodbye to Chu Jiashu, never said goodbye to Heather, never said farewell to the Hall family, he was so cowardly and so timid, he buried his fear deep in his heart and carefully concealed it with a smile He, and then pretended that he was flying freely, but he was never truly free.

As a result, Andrew couldn't break through the shackles of four hundred blows. Just like the shooting of every previous work, that nightmare has always been, always there.

"I can't do it." For the first time, Lan Li showed his fragility. The mighty pain completely submerged him like a tide, almost suffocating. He even clenched his fists. If you can't do it, how can you really say goodbye? He has never been so strong on the surface, he has never been so wise on the surface, he is just an idiot, a stubborn idiot on a road.

"Sorry. I...can't do it."

He missed Heather.

Chu Jiashu didn't speak, and Heather didn't speak either, but quietly watched the blue gift that had taken off all his defenses before him, letting all the negative emotions be released.

After a long time, Lan Li finally calmed down again, raised his eyes, looked at the boundless darkness around him in a dazed but confused manner, and finally fell on Heather, "I have to do this, right?"

Heather smiled and nodded gently, "Len Li, you know these truths." She turned her head and looked around, "This is your consciousness, this is your world, and all of this is you. Your thoughts, my words are also your thoughts. So, you know what to do."

Lan Li closed his eyes in pain.

Indeed, he knew what the root of the matter was, the restraint and the suppression, the lingering nightmare, like a haze of smoke, entangled the soul tightly, and then let him step by step toward the end of self-destruction. , But he couldn't refuse and couldn't stop, just like Nina in the "Black Swan", knowing that there is a cliff in front of him, he still jumped down recklessly.

Finally, the body was broken to pieces.

This is true for Andrew: Either destroy or break through, there is no other choice.

And the only way to break free is to get back to yourself.

Everything should be about drums, and only about drums, not Fletcher.

He should challenge himself, he should break the rhythm, he should persevere; more importantly, he should completely forget Fletcher, his goal is Buddy-Rich, not a small school teacher, his goal is Achievement is great, not just a conservatory——

He should focus on himself and achieve his own brilliance after a breakthrough, then Fletcher will no longer be important, just a trivial obstacle; he should...should stand bravely, stick to himself, and overthrow Fletcher , Surpassing Fletcher, rejuvenated.

He should, kill/father.

The road to self-breakthrough has never been easy, but only by knowing oneself, sticking to oneself, embracing oneself, and truly seeking and recognizing the truest self, then breakthrough will usher in a possibility.

Andrew is so. The same is true for him.

He should say goodbye to Chu Jiashu, and he should also say goodbye to Heather.

This is too difficult.

"I saw the sky fade away, and I heard the breeze sigh. When the white snow buried my fallen brother, I would whisper the last goodbye (The-Last-Goodby)."

Lan Li slowly raised his head and raised his gaze. The chaos and blankness in his eyes dissipated little by little. The black mist was rolling away, and the gloomy temperament of the whole person became sunny and clear again. There was a sorrowful and relaxed smile hidden in the corner of the mouth that came down, and his eyes were clear and bright and looked at Chu Jiashu directly in front of him.

It seems that a long time has passed since the last time I looked at Chu Jiashu seriously. The face that was once familiar has become blurred, and now he has re-drawn a clear outline in the line of sight, a bit strange, but slowly I awaken the familiars in my mind as if they were really looking in a mirror.

"Night is falling slowly, and the day is approaching again. The journey ahead is called. I will set off again, crossing the mountains and ridges again, crossing the Eternal Night Continent, and running along the Yingying Long Creek to the sea.

Bathed in the stars, snow flies, and the cold wind whispers, I will set off to go home, although the road ahead is long, and I don’t know it along the way, but the day of farewell will finally come.

I have gone through thousands of mountains and rivers, and I have gone through ups and downs, but I have never regretted or forgotten, all the partners who walked side by side. "

The smile at the corner of his mouth rose little by little, and Lan Li raised his right hand and waved lightly, "Jia Shu."

"Lan Li." Chu Jiashu showed a bright smile, slightly shy and restrained. After a pause, Chu Jiashu's gaze fell into the depths of Lan Li's eyes and said seriously, "You do It's pretty good."

Involuntarily, Lan Li let out a low chuckle, trying to say something, but the thoughts in his mind were too turbulent and too mixed, and he didn't know where to start. In the end, it could only be mixed. He gently responded with his jaw, but he couldn't even say whether he agreed or thanked, or if it meant something else.

Chu Jiashu raised his right fist, tightened it, and tightened it again, the happiness light in his eyes brightened little by little, and he whispered, "Come on."

Suddenly, Lan Li realized it. He gritted his teeth tightly and shook his head slightly, but Chu Jiashu didn't care at all, and his smile became brighter, "This day should have come long ago, didn't it? ?"

"Night is falling slowly, and the day is approaching again. The journey ahead is called. I will set off again, crossing the mountains and ridges again, crossing the Eternal Night Continent, and running along the Yingying Long Creek to the sea.

I will be full of memories, and I will be full of blessings and embark on the journey home. Although the road ahead is long, and the journey is unknown, the day of farewell will finally come.

Here I express my sincere farewell. "

The time to say goodbye has arrived.

Slowly, Chu Jiashu walked in the direction where Lan Li was, step by step, and step by step, slowly approaching, the firm footsteps became brighter and brighter, as if lingering in a golden mist. With a touch of warmth, he got closer and closer, getting closer and closer, even at the end, his footsteps did not stop, and he ran into Lan Li like this.

There was a soft goodbye in my ear, "Goodbye."

Then, the two people are completely integrated.

Then came another clear and loud voice, "Lan Li, goodbye. But this is not a farewell." After that, the voice also dissipated like smoke, and completely disappeared completely.

Goodbye. This is the final farewell.

Unexpectedly, tears broke through Lan Li’s eyes, those bitterness and pain, those dullness and sorrow, those despair and unwillingness, those torture and depression, those sadness and regret, all began to surging, standing in place, He just sobbed into tears.

From the last life to this life, from Chu Jiashu to Lanli, he finally completed his final farewell.

"I saw the sky fade away, and I heard the breeze sigh. When the white snow buried my fallen brother, I would whisper the last goodbye."

"Goodbye." Lan Li whispered softly, but the voice was completely vague, colliding between his lips and teeth, as if even the heart was curled up, so that he couldn't breathe at all.

Goodbye. Goodbye!

That golden light became brighter and brighter and brighter, and only a single ray of light was enough to illuminate the entire space. The darkness rolled back like a tide, and then the whole world became brighter and wider, one A little bit lit up the fragments of those memories, dotted on the vast sky like stars.

Chu Jiashu. Heather's. Ding Yanan's. Arthur's. Edith's. Paul's. Ryan's. Rooney's. Matthew's. Andre's. There are countless, even "buried alive", "crazy", "detached", "gravitational", "drunk folk", "burst drummer", etc., etc. The lifelike memory fragments gathered in this way, lighting up the whole world, bright and warm, happy and moving.

It blooms like summer flowers.

Lan Li stood upright, looked up at the golden halo in front of him, hesitated for a moment, and then took a step forward, rushing towards the golden light in front of him, faster and faster. The sooner, until the whole body began to faintly burn, burning life force like a flame, releasing the power of the soul without reservation.

In a trance, he seemed to have returned to the day 23 years ago. He thought he was dead, but saw a ray of light, and then he tried his best to rush and run forgotten, not knowing why, There was nothing for it, it seemed that it was only the remaining survival/desire/hope that was being driven, and I ran recklessly.

In the end, he just rushed into the beam of light again. It’s just that the sights before me this time seem to be completely different-all the memories of the two worlds have been completely disrupted, condensed into the same world, sad and happy, bitter and sweet, bad and beautiful, all. They were all presented in front of his eyes more clearly than ever before, and they flashed quickly like a revolving lantern~lightnovelpub.net~ He saw Chu Jiashu.

He also saw Heather.

They are still there. This is goodbye, not a goodbye.

Now, he finally understands the meaning of this sentence. He once refused to take this step because of fear and cowardice. He was always worried that this was a dream. After waking up, he returned to the dream of the past, but now, he is not there. Worried.

Not because I firmly believe that the present is "reality", but because he is not afraid of going back to the past, he is him, whether it is Chu Jiashu or Lan Li, this is him. Even the scars left on the body and spirit are all his unique marks. He will not deny, nor does he want to deny.

This is the most true and complete him.

The smile on the corner of his mouth bloomed like this, but when he raised his right hand and touched it, tears filled his cheeks.

Note: The last farewell (The-Last-Goodby——Billy-Boyd)