?vomit.

The whole stomach turned over, as if to vomit all the food left over in the past few days, but the pool in front of me was empty and there was nothing but a little acidic water. However, the retching movement still couldn't stop, like a fist stuck deep in the throat, blocking all breathing and sounds, but in the end, even the tears have completely disappeared, leaving only the eye sockets. The piping hot is burning.

Retching.

He just stood in front of the washbasin in the bathroom, retching uncontrollably, until his internal organs seemed to have been completely emptied, and there was nothing and weight left in the entire abdominal cavity, before he stopped, and then he was covered in whole body. His strength seemed to have been directly taken away, and the pain in his waist and thighs was amplified bit by bit. It seemed that he didn't even have the strength to stand. The only thought in his mind was to let go.

In many cases, giving up can make things easier.

Lan Li pressed her back firmly against the wall, and then she barely supported her body. His wet hair drooped down, wet and cold, and the shaking of his body could hardly stop, so embarrassed.

I slowly closed my eyes, and for a moment, the darkness that rushed like a tide relaxed the limbs, the nerves were still tight to the extreme, but they quietly found the gap for a moment of relaxation, breathing came back again, but only Feeling the muddy and heavy air, the lungs are like needle sticks.

If you give up, the matter seems to be over; but through the superficial ease, you can see that behind the giving up is the gray of despair and pain, just self-numbing, like a walking dead. Therefore, he will not give up! He refuses to give up! He will never disarm easily.

Involuntarily, the urge to retching came up again, but at this time there was nothing to vomit, and the whole throat was hot and painful.

Life has never been so easy, but he has never been so easily defeated.

Standing up straight again, moving to the sink, standing still, Lan Li carefully looked at herself in the mirror. Those embarrassed traces can still be found in the corners, wet and sticking to her forehead. And the broken hair on the temples looked like he had just been fished out of the water; but he knew that he could be strong, and it was far from the end of the world, let alone the end, burning. Before the last drop of blood, he will not surrender!

Lower your head and splash your face with cold tap water to calm your eyes and face a little. The chaotic and hot brain also cools down a bit; straighten your spine, open your chest, straighten your knees, and your slightly sore waist stabilizes and drifts. The uncertain center of gravity stabilized again.

Raising his head, looking at the eyes in the mirror, the scattered focus slowly gathered, once again regaining his usual calm self-sufficiency.

Now that the storm has come, let them see who can have the last laugh and who can stand till the last moment!

With a long, long breath, Lan Li turned around and appeared in front of the crew again.

He walked calmly in the direction of the hypercube, and if there were seemingly invisible sights projected from both sides, Lan Li did not avoid it. Not only did he not, but also actively turned his head to meet those sights. The dignified posture made the opponent startled. I froze, but for a while, I didn't know how to respond.

Lan Li's footsteps came to Christopher's side again, "How about this scene just now? Do I need to change the lens angle and shoot again?"

Christopher obviously hasn't recovered yet, "Uh...uh...no, of course not! All angles are in place, it's perfect, everything is fine, no, it should be very good! We can enter now. A scene is filmed.” I subconsciously confided all my thoughts, and then reacted after speaking. He was slightly stunned and asked hesitantly, "Lan Li, are you sure you are okay?"

This is the second time: the same greeting.

As soon as the words were asked, Christopher explained awkwardly, “I mean, we can rest for one day or two days... No, no, it’s a period of time. After everything stabilizes, we will start shooting again. I think the crew can wait for a while at the beginning."

Christopher has never been a sharp tooth, but behind the simple and simple words, he can really feel the warm care.

Lan Li showed a shallow smile. Although there is still lingering fatigue in the smile, physical and energy overdrafts can be felt, but at least that heavy feeling is disappearing, and the corners of his mouth finally rise, "No need Worry, Chris, if I’m in a bad state, I’ll tell you. I don’t want to give a bad performance. That’s irresponsible to the entire crew."

Then, Lan Li went on to add, "What's more, Paul himself is the same." Paul, in the "Interstellar" crew is like a taboo word, no one dared to mention it, lest he accidentally stepped on a landmine; but Now Lan Li took the initiative to mention it, and the burst and vent just now made the burden on his shoulders a little lighter after all.

Inadvertently, Lan Li remembered that Paul went to the crew to visit the crew during the filming of "Transcendence." At that time, I saw Lan Li living in the chaotic neighborhood in order to experience the life of the character. It was a performance of amazement and worry, and the passage of time was still lifelike; there was also Paul taking Anne-Siliman to the pioneer village to watch the "Drunk Country Folk Ballad" The same seemed to be the case during the opening shots.

This is always the way he and Paul get along.

He is the real him and Paul is the real Paul. This kind of unfettered freedom can always make them feel comfortable. It used to be so, now... it should be so.

Without saying anything, Lan Li returned to the subject again, "Then, let's continue to shoot, right?"

Christopher nodded in a daze and agreed.

Lan Li showed a smile, "I understand." Then he walked in the direction of the WIA device in front of him.

Christopher was a little at a loss. He looked at Emma, ​​then looked at Lan Li again, and couldn’t help but call out, "Lan Li..." This stopped Lan Li’s footsteps and turned around, but Christopher did. Suddenly I didn't know what to say, and after thinking about it, I just said dryly, "Be careful."

Lan Li nodded for a moment, and then stepped forward again.

Christopher couldn't help scratching his head depressed: Be careful? What kind of comfort is this, what needs to be careful? It's better not to talk about such a consolation without beginning and end!

Emma patted her husband on the shoulder and whispered, "Concentrate on the shooting."

Looking at Lan Li's back again, Christopher and Emma had a new perception of this young actor. They were full of mixed emotions but couldn't find an accurate foothold. In the end they just turned into a sigh.

The whole crew seems to be a little slow, not the action, but the atmosphere. It seems that after experiencing shock and struggle, the atmosphere has become dignified, and even the mood and reaction have begun to be slow. But fortunately, most of the parameters have been set for the shooting of the scene just now, and now I continue to shoot, and only need to make minor adjustments. No need to worry, this finally did not affect the shooting work.

Lan Li put on Wia's equipment again and returned to mid-air. As Wia rose little by little, the ground was gradually in place in his line of sight, and the figures who raised their heads and looked up at themselves became more and more. Coming more and more insignificant, it is like looking down on sentient beings from the perspective of God, and it seems that life and death can be controlled in the dark.

Once again at the position where he had just performed, Lan Li hung in the air, closed his eyes to adjust his breathing, and re-adjusted himself to the proper performance state.

Immersed in the struggle of sorrow and pain, lingering sorrow entangled to death, and then gradually exhausted amidst crying and roaring, I could only float helplessly and dazedly in the five-dimensional space, at a loss. Without knowing the way forward, everything is in contrast with real life.

"Ready!" Lan Li made a gesture toward the camera, confirming that his preparations were in place, and then grabbed the bookshelf again. In order to make sure that the play can be connected and there will be no flaws in editing, he needs to perform the show The track stretches forward for a few seconds, and then the whole scene is performed continuously.

"Start shooting!"

Christopher's voice came from below.

Lan Li just floated in mid-air, with no movements or expressions. It seemed that he was still floating outside the state of performance. This slight stagnation made the sound of film rotation become particularly obvious, and the on-site staff were a little surprised-but Looking back on everything that happened just now, it seems not so unexpected.

One second.

Two seconds.

After waiting for a while, the sound engineer was the first to notice the difference, and a trivial noise came from the radio microphone——

It seems to be the sound of gasping and gasping~lightnovelpub.net~ The breath puffed into the microphone, but it was short and violent. This made the sound of the airflow not too turbulent, and the lack of strength can be clearly felt, just like Asthma is general, one side is eagerly inhaling and exhaling, and the other is breathless depression. That anxiety and sleepiness are all present in the sound of breathing.

In it, you can faintly feel the sound of retching. Just a retching interrupted the breathing rhythm, and then fell into a dilemma of suffocation, which further made the sound of inhalation thicker, and thus fell into a vicious circle. , You can feel the turbulence and boiling in the abdominal cavity without eye observation.

The crying and shouting were so violent that the body began to react violently.

So simple, but so real.

Involuntarily, I recalled the helpless and helpless figure in my mind that had just been suspended in mid-air.

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