The Greatest Showman (Big Play Bone)

Chapter 187: Budapest

Looking at Heather’s brilliant smile, Lan Li spread his hands out, “I think it’s more likely that I couldn’t even pass the audition, and then I was eliminated directly. W?. [81ZW.COM] Then you will pass the test, all the way to the end, become the new American idol and realize your dream."

Heather thought that Lan Li was joking at first, and smiled chucklingly. She was overwhelmed with joy, but then she caught the concentration and sincerity in Lan Li's sight, which made the smile froze at the corners of her mouth. At the same place, the smile gradually turned into bitterness, and it was on the tip of the tongue, and it was so turbulent that she could hardly resist, "Things are not that simple. I need help even when I eat and walk, so how can I go to the United States? Idol’s participating in the competition?"

"It's that simple." Lan Li's voice was still gentle and polite, but at this time he was absolutely irrefutable. This made Heather suddenly raised his head and cast his gaze in amazement, "That's an'American Idol'! That's it! A stage to test the voice of singing, you just need to step onto the stage and sing aloud. No one cares whether you are standing, sitting, or... lying down."

Lan Li's joking tone was the same as before, but this time Heather didn't laugh. An anger and irritation began to surge in his heart, and he stopped talking a few times. At this moment, he finally burst out, "What do you know? You are not sick." That person, you are not the one lying in the hospital bed, you are not the one exposed to nurses even when going to the toilet! You don’t understand anything! You can do anything wantonly! You don’t understand! You just Standing next to condescendingly expressing nonchalant comments is no different from those selfish narcissists!"

"I understand, I understand." Lan Li did not flinch at all, and looked at Heather steadily. The powerful force pinched Heather's neck tightly, leaving her almost nowhere to escape, she could only be stunned. Looking at Lan Li in a daze, his eyes were kept intently.

"I know that when the death sickle is hung on the neck, when the basic survival becomes a luxury, the dream is a luxury that has no effect, even worse than excrement. But I also know that if even myself Giving up, giving up dreams, giving up hope, then everything is meaningless, we are just lingering, like walking dead, struggling to live, eating and drinking Lhasa is all of life, and the brain has no meaning at all. Instinct/ability, all that is left is instinct/ability. There is no difference between one day and ten years, then it might as well end here."

Lan Li’s words were still gentle and gentle, but the tenacity hidden in it was loud and loud, and a sonorous sound burst into his ears. Heather looked at Lan Li’s bright eyes and stayed where he was in shock, under the bottomless abyss. The powerful energy exploded, so real, so urgent, so deep, penetrated through the layers of her armor, and hit the softest part of her heart fiercely. How could he know? How could he guess all his thoughts?

The shock was so turbulent that she just sat on the spot like this, unable to say a word, and her soul began to tremble.

"I also know that at the end of self-pity and self-defeating, I will regret it, why I didn't at least try it at the beginning. Even if it was just a try." Lan Li took a deep breath, and the turbulent emotions in his heart were almost beyond control. In a moment, at this moment, he lost control for the first time because he saw himself in Heather, his last life.

He did not know how much pain Heather endured, because the illness of "gradual freezing" was far more terrifying than imagined; but he knew that in the previous life, he did not even gradually lose his vitality, early He was sentenced to death, and the result of the high paraplegia pinched his throat so hard that he didn’t even have the chance to struggle; he knew even more that Heather could still fight, he could work hard, he could fight, she There is still an opportunity, once it is missed, it will be missed forever.

"This is your dream. If you didn't realize it by yourself? Who are you praying to fulfill for you? Jesus? Buddha? Creator? Or your parents?" Lan Li clenched his fist tightly and forcedly Suppressing the turbulent emotions, he knew that it was unfair to Heather. His words were too natural and mixed with too many personal emotions. He had no right to criticize Heather's life in this way.

In the depths of Lan Li's sight, Heather caught a trace of the pain of struggling. Although the intricacy was fleeting, it was quickly hidden behind the eyelashes, covered with a thin layer of mist, and could no longer be seen; but Heather could clearly feel that the emotion deep in his bones made his soul tremble, deep and turbulent, so real and so profound.

Unprepared, Heather's eyes were filled with tears, because of empathy, but also because of inner touch. She suddenly realized that it was as if Lanly couldn't judge her at will, he didn't know what she had gone through; vice versa. Behind Lan Li's wanton rush, what story is hidden, she has never understood, and refused to understand. But in the words just now, Heather felt the fear and fragility in Lan Li's heart.

Same as her.

Lan Li did not continue to speak, and looked at Heather quietly. He could see her hesitation and struggle, he could see her fear and fragility, and he could also see her pain and anger.

He knows that it's easier said than done. He exhausted all the hesitations and difficulties he had spent his entire life before he came to his senses and rushed barefoot, desperately; and now Heather is only fifteen years old, even seven years younger than when he was sentenced to death in his previous life. , He can't ask her more. But Lan Li knows that if time can be turned back, he is willing to give it all, just to exchange an opportunity, not a chance to come back, but a chance to give it a go, a chance for a glimmer of hope-everything is too late prior to.

He was lucky and had the chance to start over again, but what if Heather was not so lucky? More importantly, Heather's condition has not completely deteriorated. She still has the opportunity, but the time left for her is running out.

The fingertips pulsed gently on the strings again, light and joyful, romantic and poetic, the low string sounds like a drumbeat gently hitting the eardrums, golden sunlight, fragrant coffee, verdant grass, colorful Flowers, black-and-white butterflies, running children... the vivid picture is sketched in my mind without knowing it.

Heather couldn't help but raised his eyes, his gaze fell on the shallow smile at the corner of Lan Li's mouth, sparse and bright, the mottled golden halo gently rippling under his eyes, and the messy thoughts were on the brisk string. The smoke disappeared.

"My house in Budapest, my private treasure chest, golden grand piano, my wonderful Spanish wine, for you, you, I am willing to give up everything..."

Lan Li hummed softly. The slightly lowered voice was slightly deep, but it was as elegant and mellow as the strings of a cello. The beautiful emotions were outlined in a few words, and Heather couldn't help but slowly close it. My eyes imagined the golden piano, dark red wine, and shining treasure chest in Budapest’s ancient contract, walking silently on the dark brown carpet. The oil paintings hanging on both sides showed the master’s artistic taste. The carved sand and the copper teapot appear quiet and serene, and the faint fragrance of tea lingers in the afternoon sun.

All this is not good enough.

"The land I own is so vast that it may be difficult for you to believe in my sincerity, but for you, you, I am willing to give up everything. Give me a good reason why I should not change, baby, if you hug me, All obstacles will dissipate."

The moving melody does not seem to be too complicated to arrange, but every section is as beautiful as a poetry, pure to the extreme, simple to the extreme, but it bursts into the highest state of simplifying the complex. The brisk rhythm caused Heather's fingers to tap his knees lightly, hitting the rhythm, and even his body couldn't help but began to shake gently, as if wandering in a stream with flowing sunlight, warm and free , Casual and lazy, your fingertips can even touch the rounded arc of the pebbles, the soft lines of the stream flowing, and the smart trajectory of the breeze.

The world just lit up little by little, and the golden sunlight penetrated the endless darkness, slowly, slowly, and slowly, awakening the vitality of all life.

"I have many handmade treasures, the list is long and long, if you say those things, I will run to you immediately, oh, run to you, I am willing to give up everything. Give me a good reason why I should not change, Baby, if you hug me, all obstacles will dissipate."

Without holding back, Heather chuckled lightly, as if seeing the long list of lambskin rolls piled up at Lan Li’s feet. He was dressed in vintage French court costumes with a quill in his hand and gently Tick ​​the rare treasures above ~lightnovelpub.net~ and then gently lifted his chin, and said with a haughty face, "I am willing to give up everything." The understatement was so categorical, with a hint of arrogance in the eyes. Cold.

The vivid picture really makes people laugh. As a result, Heather contoured the corners of his mouth, letting his smile leak out slightly, even overflowing with his voice. Cheerful but happy. The body shook in accordance with the rhythm, the fingertips and toes could not bear the loneliness, and began to tap dance.

"My friends and family, they don’t understand. They worry about losing too much. If you hold my hand, but for you, you, I am willing to give up everything. Give me a good reason why I shouldn’t change, baby , If you hug me, all obstacles will dissipate."

Unprepared, happiness reached the extreme, happiness to the extreme, and beauty to the extreme, warm tears filled her eyes, but she still did not open her eyes, just let the hot tears slide down from the depth of the closed eyes.

She understood, understood the call of the melody, understood the resonance of the lyrics, and understood Lan Li's consolation. At this moment, she really understood, as if she had touched her own soul. It's been a long time, it's really been a long time.

Note: Budapest (Budapest——-ezra)