The Greatest Showman (Big Play Bone)
Chapter 234: Delicate and vivid
Drake choked and stood there helplessly. He stood there with no strength to fight back. The warmth and sorrow of tears completely crushed all the lines of defense. He was dumbfounded, and the turbulence in his heart swallowed him like a beast.
His confusion, his loss, his pain, his struggle, his confusion, his loneliness...At this moment, he was constantly surging, and the powerful force of memories dragged him into the bottomless abyss.
If possible, he does not want to break up, he hates breaking up, he still loves her deeply, he still does not want to give up, he still dreams of the happy life of two people, he still firmly believes that they can overcome the gap of distance; but, Love is not the magic weapon to overcome everything. They are too young, too impulsive, and too self-conscious. It seemed that breaking up was the best decision for two people at the time. Maybe, time flies, they have matured, they have grown up, they have become sensible, things will be different, but...but...
When Drake saw that the happiness in Lan Li’s eyes turned into astonishment, when Drake saw the gentleness on Lan Li’s face and put on a mask, when Drake saw the vividness of Lan Li’s mouth lost its vitality... that This kind of pain and loss hit the sea, making him unable to breathe.
Suddenly, he couldn't tell whether it was Renly or Jacob, or even whether it was Jacob or himself in the story. Time seems to travel back to those moments in the memory, real and vivid.
"Dingling, Jingling", the studio phone rang, Jacob turned his head, his eyes fell on the drawing in front of him, his movements seemed a little slow, he couldn't react, he hesitated whether to stand up and pick it up. Call, and then Sam quickly walked downstairs, the noise of the downstairs made Jacob turn his head and look over.
Sam wore only one Jacob's shirt. The wide shirt concealed the graceful curves of the upper body, but showed the seductive lines of long legs. The long sleeves completely covered her palms, which was a bit funny. , And some sex/feeling.
Sam smiled at Jacob, motioned Jacob to sit, and then quickly answered the phone, "Jacob Furniture Store, this is Samantha." Sam sat down and said expertly. "Hey, hello... no, no, no later than three weeks... ok, ok, remember to tell me..."
Jacob regained his attention and tried to focus on his design, but the pencil's trajectory seemed to lose control. He unconsciously scribbled in the blank space next to the design, even without the pencil line. The painting is real, there are only a bunch of imaginary lines, like a mess of woolen yarn.
He knew that he had to concentrate, but he couldn't concentrate at all. He unconsciously raised his head to look at Sam who was calling on the right hand, but the focus of his sight was constantly wandering, and he couldn't find a focus, even the line of his shoulders. Becoming faintly tense, he raised his left hand to touch the end of his eyebrows, but quickly put it down, fumbled on the drawing paper, then put it aside...
"Okay, bye……"
Sam hung up the phone, Jacob shrugged, and proactively said, "Do they say it can be done in three weeks?" His tone was even a little impatient, as if he couldn't wait to join the topic.
"Yes." Sam saw Jacob's handsome face. She noticed Jacob's movements. Jacob had no way to calm down. His attention was always on her every move. This is a good thing. , Isn't it? This shows that Jacob cares about herself, which makes the smile at the corner of Sam's mouth rise, and she has to bite her lower lip, so as to prevent the smile from being too smug and revealing the true emotions in her heart.
Jacob saw the action of Sam biting his lip, but he couldn't help but was stunned. This is Anna's favorite action, his muscles stiffened, and even his back can feel his tightness.
Sam walked forward, touched Jacob's cheeks with both hands, looked at the man in front of him carefully, couldn't help but lowered his head and printed a kiss on the lip, then his forehead was pressed against the tip of his nose. The tip of the nose, the happiness in the eyes overflowed like this, "Yes, they always do."
Then Sam squatted down, looking from the top down, into looking up from the bottom up, looking deeply at the ray of light in Jacob's eyes, raising his fingers, and puckering Jacob slightly. The eyebrows were smoothed lightly, and the fingertips lightly touched the corners of Jacob's mouth, seeming to depict the appearance of it rising up.
Jacob showed a smile, a helpless smile, "I know." It fell in Sam's eyes with a spoiled look, she wrinkled her nose lightly, her smile overflowing from the bottom of her eyes, and she whispered. She said, "I still have housework to do, so hurry up and work." The words with a light reproach were indescribably sweet and intimacy, and then she stood up and walked back to the second floor swayingly. .
Jacob sat on the spot, still keeping the same posture. He was stunned. He raised his head and glanced at Sam; Sam seemed to be aware of his gaze and smiled back. The corners of his mouth were hooked, and then a little embarrassed. He turned around and tried to start working again. However, he looked at the design drawings in front of him, and fell into contemplation in a daze, his brain seems to be lost in a blank.
There is no sorrow, no surprise, no regrets, even no loss, no emotions, just revealing a daze, but in a few strokes, I outline the deep loneliness of my heart. Piercing.
John Gulzerian raised his head from behind the camera and glanced at Drake who was standing next to him. As a photographer, he must obey the director’s instructions and cannot make his own claim; however, at this time the scene has been filmed, but Drake still has no response. The entire set is waiting for Drake’s instructions, then... …What should I do?
John looked around and saw that there were just a few people in the crew. He could only bite the bullet and left the camera, came to Drake, took a picture of Drake, and then saw Drake turn his head abruptly. Those eyes were filled with hazy tears, and the deep sorrow was gleaming in the tears, and the pain of struggling was so clear.
John couldn't help but was stunned, but he still suppressed his inner consternation, "Drake, this scene is over."
Drake paused for a second, and then he came back to his senses, "Hey!" The light and fluttering voice had almost no weight. The suffocation and loneliness and dazedness stuck his throat firmly, but it ended this event in the end. The filming work of the movie, but the shock in my heart is immersed in the memories and cannot extricate myself from it.
It wasn't until this moment that Drake really understood the purpose of Lan Li's performance.
In Jacob’s eyes, he still thinks that he and Anna are still together. He still thinks that the warmth at home comes from Anna. He still thinks that he and Anna live a happy life... So, when reality breaks the dream, Jacob's panic and loss are so obvious that it can hardly be concealed.
Anna is no longer Los Angeles, and Sam is next to him now, and he has no idea how this happened. How ridiculous, how ridiculous, but it really happened.
What's more cruel is that Jacob suddenly realized that he and Anna had completely broken up, and he wanted to work hard to recover, but he didn't know where to start. The sense of loss caused by that kind of powerlessness crushed all emotions, leaving nothing but nothingness. He is like a walking corpse who has lost his soul, sitting on the spot in a daze.
So real, so delicate, so turbulent.
Drake could hardly conceal his emotions, turned around, and collapsed completely. If he made a different decision at the beginning, would the outcome be different; if he chose to go to London at the beginning, would things be different; if he was willing to open up and communicate at the beginning, would the follow-up change; if...
Countless "ifs" drowned him, and he was so painful that he could hardly make a sound. Taking a deep breath, taking another deep breath, Drake spit out the dull gas in his chest for a long time, wiped the embarrassment on his cheeks, and finally calmed down.
The scene just now evoked his memories from many years ago, but in fact, he knew the result of the matter, and he and her broke up after all. There were too many reasons, but they couldn't be generalized. Love is really too complicated. But it is precisely because of knowing the result that this sigh is even more violent——
They still can't go back after all.
After he returned from London, the result was doomed, and all subsequent efforts were in vain. However, if time goes back, he will still make the same decision, return to London, marry her, and for the future of the two people, do his best to try to save it, like a moth to a fire, even with scars and bruises. Do not hesitate.
She is the only love in his life~lightnovelpub.net~ Although the two have now parted, they still can’t change the fact: for the rest of his life, he will never love her as much as he did before. Alone.
Take a deep breath again, the mood in my mind is still unable to calm down completely, but finally no longer embarrassed, turning around, Drake saw Lan Li and Jennifer standing two steps away, even Felicity also came over. , Standing next to him about three steps away, this shocked Drake, "What's the matter?"
The gaze that everyone looked at made Drake a little uncomfortable, and his most intimate emotions were displayed openly. The nakedness/nakedness of being seen through the secret was even more embarrassing than taking off/lighting/clothing. Drake had to cough a few times to hide his embarrassment. The silent air seemed to be flowing with a trace of care, a trace of embarrassment, and a trace of jerky. Everyone didn't know how to deal with this situation.
Then, Lan Li shrugged and proactively said, "We just want to ask, how was this scene just now? Do you need to change the performance method and the rhythm? You know, you are the director, we need to get the exact The answer, otherwise there is no way to continue the shooting below, right?"
Complete professionalism, respecting Drake's privacy. This made Drake stunned, then nodded with a chuckle, "Yes. That's it."