The Greatest Showman (Big Play Bone)
Chapter 348: Heartbroken
"You must be very excited."
The lawyer's voice rang in the earpiece, and Anna realized that she was stunned and stood motionless. She quickly squeezed out a smile, "No, I mean, I'm very excited..." But the look in her eyes was lonely and blank. But she couldn't deceive people. Just after a pause, her eyes began to lose focus. When she heard the lawyer's voice again, she recovered her senses, cheered up and thanked the other party for their hard work. She spoke incoherently and looked complicated. "I just didn't I expected all this to happen."
The bitterness and intricacies in the voice linger.
After hanging up the phone, Simon prepared a surprise, blindfolded Anna, carefully led Anna to the living room, then let Anna sit down, and announced the surprise—he replaced the old one with a brand new soft leather chair. Wooden chair.
Anna was at a loss. She looked at the chair and at Simon, but she couldn't say a word. She just sighed "Wow", but there was no excitement in her voice.
William looked at Anna on the big screen. She stood beside her stupidly, looking at the leather chair at a loss, not knowing whether she should be happy or sad, whether she should be happy or regret, between her brows. The loss, telling of the past. With the repaired bracelet on her wrist, she wanted to do something, but she didn't know what to do or what to do. After hesitating, she turned and left.
Leave the leather chair and place it quietly in front of the desk.
William couldn't help closing his eyes anymore and took a deep breath, but the bitterness on the tip of his tongue still lingered, and he stuck his chest tightly in one breath, so depressed that people wanted to yell, but couldn’t yell. All Just like this, his emotions stuck in his throat abruptly, and his sourness couldn't even change his breath.
Anna held a small celebration party, and her parents came to London to celebrate her promotion.
When it was learned that Simon strictly controlled Anna’s drinking, there was no whiskey at home—her father’s favorite whiskey, the whiskey that once built a bridge between her parents and Jacob; when it was learned that Simon urged Anna to get up at six every day The morning jog broke Anna’s habit of sleeping late; when it was learned that Simon had even changed Anna’s diet, all food became a healthy diet...
They were all a little shocked, a little stunned, and they didn't even know whether they should be happy, angry, or worried. The father was distressed by his daughter’s change, but the mother stopped his father’s words with a single look, politely echoing Simon’s philosophy of life, but the look fell on his daughter worriedly, and when she looked at Anna’s shallow smile, she also jerked. Pull the corners of the mouth.
Simon proposed to marry him, in front of them. The room suddenly fell silent.
The mother did not speak, the father did not speak, and Anna did not speak, only Simon was the only one expressing his enthusiasm and sincerity.
Anna's expression was a little surprised, and there seemed to be no trace of the soul in her eyes. Even the light couldn't help falling from her side, and the world dimmed little by little.
Hope knew that she shouldn't keep crying, but the tears just couldn't stop.
She was no longer sure, and she didn't insist, she didn't know whether Anna should choose Jacob or Simon; she didn't know whether Jacob should choose Samantha or Anna. Anna and Simon, Jacob and Samantha, they are very happy, very happy, very happy, aren't they?
But Anna and Jacob, it was Anna and Jacob, they were unique, like they were crazy.
Hope didn't know what to do.
Anna chose Jacob after all, she broke up with Simon, she resigned, she quit the apartment, she went to Los Angeles; Jacob and Samantha broke up, she moved out of the studio, and he cleaned up Room, he picked up Anna from the airport.
Anna began to feel strange. This city, a city that had left her countless footprints, has become extremely strange at this time, and once again set foot on this land, as if a world away.
Jacob still prepared a bouquet of flowers and their favorite whiskey... But when the alcohol was taken, Anna no longer enjoyed it. She seemed to be used to the days of not drinking.
For Anna, everything must start over. First, she needs a job. But this is not that simple.
Tired of browsing the jobs, Anna decided to take a bath. Jacob comforted her that she would find a job soon. He went with Anna.
Bathed under the shower head, the two embraced tightly, but there was no rush of passion/desire.
Anna leaned her head on Jacob's shoulder and stared blankly at the corner. The blankness and loss between her eyebrows rippled under the splashing water, her mouth full of bitterness and sighs, but she couldn't say it. The focus of her eyes was one. The dots scattered, trying to find a trace of warmth in this embrace, but failed.
Those beautiful moments in the memory, Jacob’s smiling face, Jacob’s eyes, and Jacob’s dance steps flashed in his mind. Anna's mouth was involuntarily squeezed and lifted up, but the corners of her mouth were fast. It was pulled down so hard that it was almost unbearable.
Jacob hugged Anna tightly, rubbed Anna's neck with his cheek, trying to find the familiar warmth with his skin, but the focus of his eyes was lost under the crystal shower, and his movements began to become absent. Significantly, a heavy sadness and loss of confusion lingered between his eyebrows, and his movements were so stiff in place.
The fragments of happiness in the mind, Anna's eyes, Anna's laughter, Anna's little movements, rolled under the eyes, the sweeter the memory, the more bitter reality is, and he let out a breath, and his chin slowly fell on Anna's shoulder , But then lifted it up again. There was a slight distance invisible.
There is no happiness as imagined, nor romance and beauty as expected, nor even the excitement at the time of reunion, everything is so dull, so dull and sore. The cautious temptation, the respectful guest, and the vacant hesitation spread slowly between the two people.
Anna finished the bath, took the towel and left the bathroom; Jacob raised his hand and tried to grab Anna's arm, but after half a beat, he missed it, and fell weakly, then he lifted his eyes. Watching Anna's back, the loneliness and sorrow that were nowhere to be immersed under the drops of water from the shower, just froze in place, motionless.
Deep in the dark brown pupils, there was nothing but a dull look in the eyes that once filled the entire starry sky.
The movie is over.
The entire projection hall was plunged into darkness, and the silent silence spread in the air. The boundless darkness slowly surrounded everyone like a tide. A vicissitudes and hoarse voice came from my ears, as if alone sliding on the surface of the dark night sea. Wooden boat, "In the night you declared the end to everything, but you are just lost in the darkness."
The moving voice was like algae, bound his ankles, slowly, slowly pulling himself down, into the underwater world, everything was quiet, there was no light, only the lonely soul was shouting:
"I don't want to continue to climb the barriers, I don't want to continue to break through the barriers. I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, what you said to me One word."
Hope only felt that she was about to suffocate, she couldn't breathe at all, she beat her chest fiercely, but still couldn't feel the oxygen, the hot and bitter emotions made her panic.
She should be happy, right? Anna chose Jacob after all. She should celebrate, shouldn't she? After all, Jacob and Anna came together. She should applaud, shouldn't she? After all, they overcame all the difficulties and came to each other.
But why can't she laugh at all? The bitterness and weakness hidden behind the happiness were so turbulent, it was so turbulent that it completely shattered all her defenses, making the language so pale, even the tears became so superficial. The tears had completely burst the embankment, but there was no sound. Even if we cried and screamed, there was still no sound, but the hot tears had burned her cheeks and chest, and could not stop at all.
"Then open my eyes and tell myself that I am deceiving myself. We can't go on. If I have to guess what's in your mind... Say something, say something, even if it's a sentence, "I love you." 'Also; unless you want to turn around and leave, leave this annoying hustle and bustle..."
Over and over again, the desperate and painful cry, while the ears echoed, clear and translucent, but heart-piercing. Tessa hugged her knees tightly, curled up into a ball, bit her lower lip vigorously, crying tightly in her throat, and her whole body began to tremble. UU reading www.uukanshu.com
Why, why is it so?
Obviously it is a happy ending, why are they too bitter to speak? Obviously they have overcome the difficulties and came together after all, why are they so sad that they are so sad? Obviously they love each other so deeply, why they hurt each other Battered all over...why?
The ending is so happy, yet so cruel.
From the time Simon gave Anna the leather chair, Tessa's tears couldn't be suppressed, and she kept falling. She could feel their grief, their pain, their helplessness, their bitterness, the pain was so painful that she couldn't speak. Seeing Anna's weakness and Jacob's blankness, the heart seemed to be torn into countless pieces. They finally came together, but they finally said goodbye to each other.
"Woo." Tessa tried her best, but the sound of whimpering still leaked out of her lips and teeth uncontrollably. Then, the lights in the projection hall slowly turned on, and the warm light tore through the rich darkness, sting She lost her eyes and buried her head in her arms, tears wet her knees.
They can no longer have each other.