The buzzing sound reverberated in my ears, the plane took off slowly and left the JFK Airport. The steel-reinforced forest under my feet was crisscrossed and laid out; the faint blue Hudson River was flowing quietly, as if it had settled. Like a glacier for hundreds of millions of years, it has surrounded Manhattan Island, lonely and lonely isolated from the whole world.

The coldness and depression of winter spread slowly under the blue-gray buildings and the gray-blue sky. The mark belonging to this city is always so vivid and profound. When I live here, I always want to leave; when I leave, I start to miss again.

Today, Lan Li left New York and went to Seattle, preparing to shoot "The Anti-Cancer Me".

It was originally scheduled to attend the Gotham Independent Film Awards this weekend, but the plan could not keep up with the changes. The unexpected situation caused Lan Li to be absent from the awards ceremony after all.

For this reason, Lan Li personally called the main committee to apologize and regret.

The main committee of the Gotham Independent Film Festival was quite surprised. They are not Golden Globes or Oscars, and their influence is very limited. There are really no fewer guests who are absent every year. The best thing is that the agent sends an email to express Apologies, more often it is a silent absence. Lan Li's solemn, courteous and thoughtful behavior showed sufficient respect.

Not only that, but when the main committee learned that Lan Li was to shoot another independent work and had to be absent, it was even more empathetic.

In the end, Paul replaced Lan Li at the awards ceremony held on Saturday night, and took the stage to receive the Breakthrough Actor of the Year Award——

The results of the awards were released as early as a week before the awards ceremony. With their brilliant performance in "Buried Alive", Renly defeated Jennifer Lawrence by an absolute advantage and once again won the affirmation of the independent film industry.

The absence of the Gotham Award was indeed quite a pain for Renly; but sitting on the plane, his thoughts had already entered the state of performance, or in other words, the state of memory.

"Anti-Cancer Me" and "Transcendence" are two completely different works. They are not about movie style, subject matter, genre, etc., but about the way of performance, especially the way of performance by Lan Li.

So far, the four works that Lan Li has starred in have their own merits and challenges, but one thing is certain: he has been groping for the fusion of expressionism and methodism.

How to find an accurate balance between loss of control and control, explosion and convergence, devotion and objectivity, between madness and reason, not only to interpret the role, but also not only to give a performance, but also to serve the role Injecting a clear and full tension, let the role and the story play a complementary and mutually supportive role, or to integrate a unique and profound personality into the role, leaving a personal mark that belongs to him.

This is not an easy task.

Now Lan Li goes back to look at his four previous works, especially the three that have already been published, all of which have varying degrees of defects. If he performs again, he will be more mature and the details will be different.

The "Pacific War" is too restrained, overly delicate, and insufficiently exploded. The character lacks the power to burst out in an instant by making a fist.

"Buried alive" is too liberating. After some emotional details are deliberately enlarged, the drama is increased, but it is slightly distorted, and the traces of carving become obvious.

"Love is crazy" is too dedicated, and his own personal characteristics are gradually blurred. At some moments, the shadow of Derek Doremus can be seen, and the recognition is slightly lacking.

Of course, Lan Li also knows that on the road of acting, he is just getting started. It is impossible to become fat with one bite. He must advance step by step. There are no shortcuts to the accumulation of experience and the polishing of experience. , Honestly honing the skills, this is the only way.

Therefore, Lan Li also realized that he was a little hastily. Even after running, I haven't learned how to adjust my breathing. I have already started thinking about flying. In just one year of becoming an actor, he has made a lot of achievements, but he can also see the urgency that he has accumulated in the two lives. He is eager to prove himself, eager to realize his dreams, and eager to advance. This is actually turning the cart before the horse. , Ignoring the solidity of basic skills.

This is also one of the important reasons why Lan Li did not hesitate to take over the script of "Transcendence".

"Delicate" can be regarded as Lan Li's graduation examination, which really allows Lan Li to strip all the flowers and return to the stage of formal learning in the college.

Starting from the basics, learn how to analyze the expression of each emotion, as well as the initiation and transition of emotions, in-depth gradual changes, rich levels, and bursting and convergence; returning to the basic skills of lines, expressions, eyes, and body, truly express the ten expressions. Eight kinds of martial arts are taken out and polished.

It is foreseeable that this will be a daunting challenge. It is extremely terrifying for any actor to put his performance under a magnifying glass for review, and no mistake is allowed.

The "anti-cancer me" is the other extreme. It can be said to be a new and unfamiliar field, but it is also a familiar field that is accustomed to it: method-based acting.

The reason why it is unfamiliar is that Lanly has never really studied the system of method-based acting, let alone enrolled in American or Russian method-based training courses to learn systematically. Lan Li knows nothing about how to study the role, analyze the script, and expand the background of method-based acting. He can only rely on his own understanding and guessing to complete it.

But what Lan Li can be sure of is that the most important aspect of method-based acting is to put yourself in the position, think in different places, put yourself in the position of the role, and re-examine the world—at least the world constructed in the script.

This is the reason why it is said to be familiar.

In the story of "The Anti-Cancer Me", Lan Li will interpret himself, at least what he used to be, or a part of him once. Without any effort, Lan Li can resonate and empathize with the character.

This means that in the process of performance, the boundary between reality and illusion does not actually exist.

But the problem is that this is not Chu Jiashu’s story, nor is this Will Rissel’s story, this is Adam’s story. Even though the script is derived from life, it is still a movie’s story, details and The plot inevitably deviates from life. Therefore, the boundary between reality and illusion must exist.

How to devote all his heart and soul, how to tell the story in the midst of madness, how to avoid turning Adam into a Chu Jiashu... Undoubtedly, this is an unimaginable challenge for Lan Li.

Lan Li wanted to polish his basic skills well, and now he had the best chance.

One work is the ultimate expressionist, and the other is the pinnacle of the method school. Before attempting to integrate these two performance methods, Lan Li won the opportunity to carefully polish the two methods. Think about it and experience it. When the two skills are both mature, perhaps Renly will have a completely different experience and see the higher level of the world of performance.

Looking out the window, New York City is gradually becoming smaller, like a toy city, like the artificially created virtual society in "Trumen's World." This allowed Lan Li to gradually break away from reality and enter a wonderful state of illusion, with an unreal sense of drama surging in his mind.

When he opened his eyes, it was not the sight but the hearing that awakened the brain first. All kinds of noises came from his ears, such as angry curses, irritable nagging, and sadness. The sound of sobbing, all the sounds mixed together, makes people unclear, and only feels that I am in a place that is not like a vegetable market but is like a vegetable market.

Then, he heard the doctor’s explanation, the explanation about the car accident, the explanation about the operation, the explanation about the status quo... a lot of babble, in fact, he didn’t hear it, as if he was sitting in a big bubble. In the bubble, some scenes can be seen, but the scenes are covered with a layer of halo; some sounds can be heard, but the sounds seem to have echoes that are unintelligible.

Out of sight, I saw Ding Yanan standing at the end of the bed.

The hair that is usually combed and neatly pressed has become messy, and there are some messy hair on both sides of the cheeks, and the bun is also loose, but there is no time to organize; the right hand covers the mouth, covering most of the expression ~www.mtlnovel Com~ concealed his true emotions; thin shoulders stood up stubbornly and firmly, but the heavy despair was overwhelming, and the shoulders almost couldn't support it.

There are also those eyes, bloodshot eyes, the tears that have just been wiped clean still remain moist, the sorrow and pain in the depths are overwhelming, and you can even see the magnificent waves of the whole world falling apart.

Then, he heard the doctor's words, "Highly paralyzed."

He is not a student in the Department of Medicine, but he still understands the term. He knows what it means, but he doesn't have any sense of reality. Instead, he is still thinking about other trivial matters.

The first thought that came up in the brain was, "What about the interview? I missed the interview today. Should I call to apologize? Otherwise, it would be too rude."

After a long time, he suddenly felt a burst of urine, and wanted to get up to go to the toilet, but he started to urinate before he could move. The unprepared humiliation hit him severely. He tried to struggle, tried to control, but found that it was all in vain, and then he was stunned.

He just froze stupidly, it seemed that even the brain's operation stopped, just staying in the same place, all the sounds, all the colors, all the dynamics disappeared, and the world fell into chaos. The feeling of shame that was left swept from the soles of the feet to the top of the forehead, suffocating.

He moved his fingers without feeling; he moved his calves, but still didn't feel. He started struggling, struggling desperately, as if his body was **** by five flowers, struggling with all his strength, trying to break free, but his body did not react at all. That kind of panic began to spread across the limbs.

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