The Greatest Showman (Big Play Bone)

Chapter 417: Daigo initiation

"This performance is really terrible."

There was a fire in Lan Li's chest, a fire that could not be extinguished. The emotion of the whole person still did not fully emerge from the situation of the performance just now. The anger became even more blatant, and the whole body burst out uncontrollable. Irritability, this made him just want to vent.

However, the remaining reason is telling him that it is wrong to anger others at will and vent one's emotions on others at will. So he spoke with the last trace of reason, "Sorry, I need to calm down. Give me thirty minutes."

The sonorous and powerful voice has a firmness that cannot be refused. If he does not leave, he can't predict his next move. Then Lan Li turned around, and the bustling crowd stood leaning against the wall, giving way On the road, Lan Li reluctantly maintained the final etiquette, nodded to everyone, and then took a cold step and left the room quickly.

Everyone looked astonished and shocked, and didn't understand what was going on.

Jonathan was full of question marks and a dumbfounded look. He looked at Seth, but Seth also had his eyes blank. He stood there in a daze, silent for a while, and cautiously said, "He... is on a period. ?"

"Seth!" The solemn and stunned atmosphere was immediately destroyed, and everyone laughed helplessly. Seth spread out his hands innocently.

Jonathan can only look at Will. Will is thoughtful and seems to understand, but he doesn't seem to understand. After all, he is not an actor, and the way he sees things is different. "Or, let's watch the replay again. ?" Will tried to make an opinion.

Jonathan nodded in agreement, so watch the replay again.

However, after Lan Li left, the atmosphere on the set became a little weird.

Everyone thought that the performance was wonderful. The director, producer, and story prototype were all present, and everyone agreed, but Lan Li, as the client, sang the opposite—not just picking faults and striving for perfection, but straightforward. What does it mean to evaluate it as "bad"?

Is this criticizing your performance? Or is it criticizing the other people in the crew for not being professional enough to think that such a performance is excellent? Moreover, he turned and left without saying a word, passed the producer and director, and directly asked for a 30-minute break, which was not only impolite, but also a big deal! So, what is going on now? Does Lan Li want to enjoy the prestige of the big names? Or do you pretend to want to show your professional attitude as an actor?

I don’t know who it is for this posture!

The crew of "Anti-Cancer Me" was a little restless and turbulent for a while. The exchange of eyes and the quiet discussion were endless. Originally everyone was still shocked by Lan Li’s performance, but the next second there was a 180-degree turn. Such a "professional attitude" is really unlikable and even repellent.

Don't talk about the staff, even the actors such as Anna and Bryce were stunned and didn't understand what happened. However, if you think about it carefully, from the first meeting to the present, every move of Lan Li is full of incomprehensible weirdness, so today is not surprising.

But even so, what does it mean to suddenly yell at your performance "bad"? He was waiting for more praise, and then everyone followed him, saying that the performance just now was wonderful? Or do you really criticize your performance? Does he think he is a master performer? Robert De Niro or Meryl Streep? Such a cold and proud high posture really makes people have an urge to sneer.

Lan Li has no time to pay attention to these, and no time to explain them. He must leave that space, the suffocating space where blood is burning; he must breathe a little fresh air to cool the chaotic brain; He must rearrange his thoughts and organize his thoughts from scratch.

The whole person is like a restless volcano, on the verge of eruption at any time. He knew that this was abnormal, with Chu Jiashu's anger, Adam's dazedness, and Lan Li's irritability, all the emotions collided together, which made him at a loss, but unable to start. I can only get angry with myself.

After walking quickly to the outdoors, fresh air poured into his chest and calmed down a bit, but it was still to no avail.

Lan Li's reckless footsteps suddenly braked, stopped and touched his pockets, only to find that he was wearing a costume with all his pockets empty. He raised his head reflexively, looked left and right, and then saw a man. The doctor in a white coat stood in front of the glass window of the flyover, thoughtfully.

This sky bridge is a bridge connecting two different departmental buildings. In front of it is a large floor-to-ceiling glass wall. It is still considered an indoor category, but it is relatively clean. The soft light of Seattle spills through the glass windows, allowing The whole room was filled with a gentle light blue. The sense of space is magnified without knowing it.

Without extra thinking, Lan Li walked over, suppressing the rush of emotions, and said politely, "Are there any cigarettes?"

The doctor turned his head. It was a woman with sharp short hair, narrow eyes and delicate eyebrows, but with very deep facial features. She looked like a mixed-race, but her face had something of a Jiangnan water town. It's clean, not amazing, but it feels very comfortable.

"Don't you know, this is a hospital, and it is a non-smoking?" The doctor asked his eyes lightly, and his voice asked seriously, but his expression was not sharp.

Lan Li patted his pocket to signal his innocence, and then added an explanation, "I don't need a lighter."

The doctor paused for a moment, and looked up and down at Lan Li, as if he could see through the skin. After about three seconds, he took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket and handed it to Lan Li, "How are you? Know that I have cigarettes?" She is a woman and a doctor. In fact, many people don't know that she smokes.

"Do you need a reason?" Lan Li's rhetorical question caused the doctor to be stunned, then a smile appeared on his face, and he nodded in agreement.

Lan Li held the cigarette in his mouth and didn't light it. The faint smell of tobacco lingered under his nose, and the turbulent agitation all over his body was slightly alleviated, as if he could see the lingering smoke tangling at his fingertips, but the impetuous mood was There is no way to completely calm down, the whole person has a kind of fidgeting irritability, the turbulent feeling is really too bad, as if everything is out of control, making people unable to adapt.

The doctor could feel the negative emotions on Lan Li's body. She lowered her eyes, and a small smile was drawn at the corner of her mouth, "Is work not going well?"

Lan Li shrugged, "Life has never been easy." He glanced at the doctor, "What about you? The operation room is not going well?"

"The sentence was just announced." The so-called sentence is to announce the time of death. The doctor looked down at his hands, as if he could see blood on them.

Lan Li understood this simple action at once. In the face of death, in the face of illness, they always think that habit is just fine, and they will gradually become numb, but this is not the case.

"Maybe you also need a cigarette." Lan Li's response caused the doctor's mouth to rise, and he glanced at the cigarette at the corner of Lan Li's mouth. It was not lit, it was just dangling like that, and there was still a lingering between the eyebrows. The gloom that cannot be swayed, but with youthful arrogance, unruly and unrestrained, so dazzling that people can’t move their eyes.

The doctor did not smoke a cigarette, but stood up straight, "I am going back to duty, the world is still waiting for my rescue."

Lan Li took the cigarette off, turned his head, and a ridicule appeared in his eyes, "That's it? Just breathe fresh air here... for three minutes, and then go back to work?"

The doctors both inserted into the pockets of the white coats and shrugged, "Life still has to go on. Take a short break, and then start again. I hope that every time will be a new beginning, but..." The following words did not continue. , Just shrugged, the joking and mockery in his eyes couldn't be more obvious.

This is the hospital, there is nothing to start again, only to keep going. Even if the operation is successful, even if it is cured, the impact of a disease on life is still indelible, and even completely changes the trajectory of life; but if the operation fails ~lightnovelpub.net~ there is no future.

A hospital is not a hell, but a place where life and death meet. In one minute and one second, there is already a vicissitudes of life here. In the face of birth, old age, sickness and death, all power is weak. This is true for Chu Jiashu, and so is Adam.

"Cancer" and "death" are terms that have no tendency or attributes, but when they are tied to their own destiny, the trajectory of life begins to change. However, standing in the quiet space of the hospital, all the intricacies suddenly surged up, making people breathless.

This is true even for bystanders.

Lanly has experienced all this, Will has experienced all this, and the doctor in front of him is experiencing all this.

In the doctor's quiet eyes, Lan Li saw who he was once and who he is now.

Lan Li and the doctor smiled at each other and nodded, then the doctor turned and left without any nostalgia.

The two only talked for three minutes and shared a cigarette without even exchanging names, but Lan Li's irritability gradually settled down.

This is not the end of the world after all.

He is a newcomer, he is still a newcomer, and he has appeared in several successful works, does not mean that he has become an excellent actor. He has never been a genius. In front of those real geniuses, he can only be regarded as a persistent hard worker at best, just like Sisyphus.

Whether "anti-cancer me" or "transcendence", both works require him to go all out and there can be no mistakes. Therefore, what he needs now is not impatience or urgency, but to calm down and start from the beginning.

After exhaling a long breath, he held the cigarette to his mouth again, looking through the glass, looking at the quiet and peaceful scene of Seattle, Lan Li finally calmed down.