The Greatest Showman (Big Play Bone)

Chapter 430: Hard decision

The private doctor left.

He made a simple diagnosis for Lan Li, learned more about the situation in the past period, and also asked Nathan some detailed questions, but he was helpless. From the point of view of the diagnosis alone, Lan Li’s body is not ill, at best it was a mild wind chill, but Lan Li’s reaction was so intense that it was really hard to understand.

Finally, the doctor advised Andy to take Lan Li to the hospital for a comprehensive examination before making judgments.

After sending away the private doctor, Andy was thoughtful. A bold idea flashed in his mind, but he denied it immediately, thinking it was too incredible, shook his head, and then walked back to the bedroom.

The doctor said that Lanli had better eat some liquid foods to replenish energy, but not to irritate the stomach too much to avoid violent vomiting again. So, Nathan went to the kitchen to prepare food, and Lan Li was the only one left in the room.

Andy walked to the door of the room and saw Lan Li sitting on the bunk at a glance. He stared out the window in a daze, his eyes falling out of focus on the sparse light. The lonely and lonely figure had indescribable loneliness. The fatigue and fragility between the eyebrows are like a drizzle in March, fainting sparsely, making people feel sore.

Andy's movements were involuntarily relaxed, and the thoughts just now popped out in his mind again, and he tentatively called out, "Adam?"

Then Lan Li turned his head reflexively, and there was a questioning look in his eyes. The flash of sorrow seemed to seep from the depths of the soul, which made Andy's heart raised high and slowly Slid down.

His guess is true.

When Renly was filming "Buried Alive," Andy hadn't signed a contract with Renly, and he didn't understand the filming process of the film. Later, Andy heard that Lan Li was lying in the coffin and experiencing the character's almost crazy deeds. He just listened to it and didn't really feel the impact of the incident. He even took this detail as a detail. Bargaining chips, used for publicity.

After all, what is heard is just what is heard, after all, it is not true enough.

Just now, Andy was speculating whether these sudden changes were due to being too deep in the drama? For example, a sudden change in personality? For another example, unprovoked health problems? Or, for example, irresistible anger? If this is the case, then it makes sense.

But immediately, Andy denied his idea. He is an agent, not an actor. The so-called being too deep in the drama and the so-called ignorance are just the terms seen in the textbooks, and there is no sense of reality at all. He believes in talent, devotion, and concentration, but he can't understand that the mud feet are deep and unable to extricate themselves. Feelings.

Now, Andy believed it.

Looking at Lan Li in front of him, Andy opened his mouth, but for the first time he realized that his mind was blank. He didn't know how to react or how to speak. The countless words in his mind ended up being pale and weak. ,"are you fine?"

Lan Li's mouth was squeezed, and a smile was drawn, "Sorry, I just acted like a bastard. Are you all scared by me?"

This is Lan Li, but it is not Lan Li.

Andy knows this is ridiculous. If someone says this to him, he won't even bother to respond and will only treat the other person as an idiot. But at this moment, Andy is thinking like this. The person in front of him was like Lan Li, but not Lan Li. Andy knew that he should be Adam.

"I don't have to talk like that, you are just trying to show concern." Lan Li closed his eyes lightly, let out a sigh of relief, and his words became gentle again.

Although his spine, palms, and soles were cold and bitter, and his whole body was still sinking, the chaotic brain finally calmed down. It seemed that with the earth-shaking vomiting just now, all the irritability disappeared. Of course, it may also be because all the roars were vented heartily just now, and everything calmed down.

The following explanation should be more reliable.

"You don't have to worry about me." Andy smiled, "Trust me, I have encountered even crazier situations, at least you are not Dawn Johnson, otherwise, one fist is enough for me to lie down for a week."

Lan Li chuckled lightly. Although the whole person was still very tired, the corners of his mouth rose slightly.

Andy hesitated for a moment, walked into the room, then stood at the end of the bed, and said seriously, "Lan Li, I am your agent. Without a manager, I am your most trustworthy person. So , You don’t need to worry about me having problems in this regard, because I am the one who least wants accidents. For the sake of my interests, I don’t want my previous investment to be in vain."

The faint sarcasm was conveyed in Andy's style, and Lan Li gently closed his jaw and smiled without refuting it.

"So, do you need help?" Andy is not very good at handling such situations, but he is doing his best.

Generally speaking, this is handled by a manager or a psychotherapist. In Hollywood, nine out of ten actors have their own psychotherapists; the one who does not have one is a lunatic.

The pressure of living under the spotlight is unimaginable. It seems that everyone in every corner of the world has the right and right to judge the actor's life style, even condescending criticism. This kind of ubiquitous pressure is a bundling product of Vanity Fair, which cannot be shaken off, but not everyone can handle it.

However, Lan Li's career has just started, and he cannot afford the expensive psychological consultation fees. What's more, this is the first time that Lanly has a problem, and Andy can only bite the bullet and go into battle.

Lan Li laughed twice, the dull smile rolled in his chest, making the whole person a little relaxed. Looking at Andy in front of him, he was jerky and embarrassed, almost at a loss, as if he was a rookie facing a crying baby and helpless. It really made people laugh.

"You can't help." Lan Li's answer was simple but accurate. Andy choked helplessly. Then seeing the smile on Lan Li's face, Andy couldn't help but shook his head and laughed blankly, "Don't worry, I will nothing."

Lan Li knew his situation. This was the situation he had anticipated before he took the "anti-cancer me". Although the out-of-control situation was a bit beyond the bottom line, it was also his goal.

Through Chu Jiashu's experience and Will's conversation, he truly felt Adam's pain. It's not just as simple as empathizing, but also experiencing and being in it, all the feelings are vivid. When the boundary between reality and illusion disappears completely, the character and himself are completely integrated.

He is Lan Li, but he is also Adam.

This state is really special. He knows that he is shooting a movie, he needs to recite his lines, he needs to play with his opponent, he needs to change the angle of shooting, and he may even make a mistake and start again; but at the same time, his performance is more than just a performance, everything They all came here at their fingertips, as if they were all their own real experiences.

This is something I have never felt before in the performance of "Buried alive".

Driven by methodological performances, but still maintained sufficient control, the whole person is in the chaotic zone between reality and illusion, and the loss of control of reality has been exchanged for illusory control. During the performance, hearty and true The earth makes performance a kind of enjoyment; in real life, suffering, the body is out of the performance space, but the spirit and soul are still in shackles.

In fact, Lan Li is enjoying such a process, hoping that this state of performance can continue for a longer period of time so that he can slowly explore and experience it. Collect more information for the next method dispatch.

Sure enough, there are no shortcuts to performance. Only through repeated actual battles, repeated explorations, and repeated challenges, can we accumulate enough experience, and then wait for the day when quantitative changes lead to qualitative changes. Lan Li was very fortunate that Andy took over the work "The Anti-Cancer Me".

This is a performance matter, even if Andy wants to help, he can't do anything. What's more, Lanly does not need Andy's help.

"Are you sure? Your situation now looks really terrible." Andy could feel that Lan Li was a little easier~lightnovelpub.net~ The words were more direct.

Lan Li shrugged, but said nothing.

"About the Oscars, were you serious just now?" Andy knew that this was not the best time, but after missing today, he didn't know when it would be more appropriate. What's more, there is no more time left before the awards ceremony. It's next few days. So, he simply pushed the boat along the river and raised it again.

Lan Li shrugged again, showing a smile, "If you ask me to attend, then I can try to see."

What Lan Li is telling is the truth. He is now completely immersed in the exploration of acting skills and does not have much expectations for the Oscar awards ceremony. I missed the awards ceremony this year, and the next year, the year after, and the year after the new year, but I missed the opportunity to perform the "anti-cancer me". I don't know when the next time.

Andy looked at Lan Li's expression seriously, and made a decision in his heart. But after thinking about it, it still feels incredible. He actually made such a decision, but rationally told Andy that this was the right choice. Even if it is unthinkable, even if it is difficult, even if it happens suddenly, it still does not affect the correctness of this decision.

Taking a deep breath, Andy calmed himself down, and then clarified his thoughts again. He considered all aspects and made sure that he did not make an impulsive decision. Once again, his gaze fell on Lan Li, and he let out a long spit. He breathed, as if he had gathered his courage, he nodded and said, "Let's do it. This year, we will not attend the Oscars."

Even thinking about it, it still feels ridiculous. Andy himself couldn't help but laugh, the corner of his mouth raised his smile, and he nodded again, expressing affirmation, "Yes, I'm not attending anymore."

With only one week left before the Oscars ceremony, Lan Li temporarily decided to be absent.