The Greatest Showman (Big Play Bone)

Chapter 814: Sad

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"No, you are not Heather Cross. You are a coward."

Lan Li looked at the figure on the hospital bed angrily, and she closed her eyes peacefully like this. Giving up resistance, struggling, and hope, she refused to be sober again, and she refused to fight again. She persisted for too long and too long, she insisted too tired and tired, she just wanted to close her eyes and rest for a while.

He knows, he knows all. He has experienced it before, and he has also been in the same state. It seems that as long as he gives up, everything will become simple.

However, the simplest thing in this world is to give up. Anyone can give up, but not anyone can persist. After giving up, one hundred and a hundred, nothing is left; if you persist, you may not be able to see the rainbow or have it. Hope, but at least one possibility can be embraced.

It is precisely because of the critical moment of life and death, and precisely because of the reincarnation, that Lan Li is even more angry and helpless at this moment, "Heather, fighting may mean pain and suffering; but, giving up, also There is nothing left."

At this moment, Lan Li revealed the most precious and most secret secret deep in his heart: he was once Chu Jiashu, and he had experienced everything Heather faced.

However, Heather still did not respond. The one who greeted Lan Li was still silent, deadly silence.

Feeling out of control in an instant, Lan Li stood up abruptly, but he didn't want to knock over the stack of books on the table next to him, and they scattered all over the floor. The sound of "crashing" reverberated in the quiet ward, breaking the silence. Lan Li's reason dragged him back to reality. The turbulent emotions gathered again, his chest was so stuffy and painful, and he let out a long breath. , Lan Li squatted down and packed up all the books.

A piece of note paper fell, Lan Li picked it up easily, and was about to re-clip it into the page, but his eyes fell on the graceful handwriting on the note paper.

The strokes of the font are crooked, like the handwriting of a child who just learned to write. However, Lan Li knew that this was Heather's handwriting. Exercising to write is the simplest and most basic aspect of Heather's daily physical therapy. The doctor will even ask Heather to write a diary to record his feelings and thoughts.

This is not a diary, but... Lan Li doesn't know what it is. Essay?

There are a large number of messy drafts on the sticky paper, fragments of fragmented text, filled with pros and cons, of which only a few sentences can form a complete sentence, but in the chaos, we firmly grasp Out of sight.

"I love you too deeply, but you never know it. I am too afraid to leave and can only pretend not to care; I longed for you, but never revealed it. I hope to stay with you silently until each other's heads are white."

The curves and turnings of those words are so blunt and so hard, it seems to be poured into all the strength of the body and all the weight of the soul. The longing and romance between the lines are so strong that it makes people breathless. Come. The most simple language has the deepest emotions.

Secret love, the most powerful and powerless word in the world, can make people enter heaven, but it can also push people into hell. This is a solo dance that belongs to oneself, in his own space, dances selflessly, blooms wantonly, but no one knows. So beautiful, yet so lonely.

The power was so turbulent that even the heart could not help trembling slightly.

"When you look back at me, at that moment I forgot my age. I just want to dance with you at this moment. Your never-fading charm, let me promise you will only be more moving in the future. You inexplicably make me want to have a Home."

Involuntarily, fragments of memory appeared in his mind.

When he first came to Mount Sinai Hospital, under Anita's guidance, he visited the main departments and facilities of the hospital and listened to the explanation of the precautions.

In the rehabilitation room, a little girl was having a temper. She stubbornly threw away everyone’s help and the support of the parallel bars. She walked firmly and resolutely on her feet, her feet staggering a bit. , Staggering, but without any problems, move forward slowly, slowly and steadily.

However, one accidentally tripped his right foot with his left foot and almost fell. Lan Li happened to be nearby and quickly took a shot to support the girl, but before she could stand firm, the girl pushed away Lan Li angrily, and snarled sharply, "I can, I can! Who needs your help? I am a normal person and I have nothing wrong with it! Don't treat me as a patient!"

The girl's parents rushed over in a panic, but the girl shoved and shoved, refusing everyone's help.

Lan Li, who was closest, also hit Chi Yu, hitting his shoulder and head. After confirming that the girl stood up, Lan Li released his hands and said with a smile, "It's not just the patient who needs help. Every normal person may need help." After speaking, Lan Li politely stepped aside. Led by Anita, she was ready to leave.

The girl's mother shouted, "Young man." Lan Li turned her head, "Sorry, and thank you."

It was the first time he and Heather met, the girl who was covered with thorns, the girl who fought hard and refused to fate, the girl who stubbornly would rather fall than surrender.

"I want to stay with you, through death, because you are always waiting there, when I need it most. I will love you until the last breath, until death takes me away."

At the age of sixteen, she spent nearly half of her life in the hospital. With her hands and feet tied in this small world, she could not see the bright future or the meaning of life. , Even the right to love and be loved is deprived.

She wants to be like every girl, likes the most handsome boy in school, secretly loves it, because of the other's eyes, the deer bumps, and her heart is moved because of the other's shoulders; she wants to be like every girl, Secretly make up and dress up, show her best year, enjoy the beauty of youth, wanton carnival; she also wants to be like every girl, yearning for the beauty of love, dreaming of meeting her significant other, tightly Hold each other's hands and walk towards the end of life.

But she can't and can't see it.

She can only carefully cherish her longings and expectations, her beautiful vision, and even her feelings of envy and yearning are not easily revealed. Staying together until the moment of death, how magnificent and magnificent, but so far away.

The sight fell on the bottom of the note paper, and then the familiar and unfamiliar words ran into the bottom of my eyes, "Lan Li, Lan Li, Lan Li, Lan Li, Lan Li..." cycle, cycle.

One name after another, one gesture after another, quietly telling the girl’s thoughts, timid and shy, sweet and bitter, beautiful and romantic, a simple vocabulary that can contain the strongest and most powerful word in the world. Gentle emotions.

Caught off guard, Lan Li's nose was sour, all the lines of defense were completely defeated, helplessly disarmed and surrendered, just squatting in place, unable to do anything. At this moment, Lan Li was so helpless and at a loss. He just froze here, put down his weapons, put down his defenses, heartbroken.

He didn't know, he never knew.

Carefully put the note paper back into the booklet, then put the booklet in his hand back on the table, and sat on the chair again. Quietly looking at the green and immature face, pale without a trace of blood, serene and quiet, Lan Li's mouth could not help but a smile was drawn, and he greeted softly, "Hey, Heather, prevent you from forgetting mine. Voice, this is Lan Li."

"Remember? You said that you would never let go." Lan Li said sincerely and attentively. "The last time we were in Pioneer Village, we watched'Buried alive', met Lily Collins, and solved it. A criminal with a gun. Later, I composed the song "Go Forward," remember? You said it. You will never let it go."

"Go forward bravely", this song was originally composed by Lan Li for Heather. The lyrics are as follows:

"My dear love, don't worry anymore. When the world is cold and the heart is heavy, I will embrace warmly, never let go, never, until the blood dries up, I will never leave, stop worrying, I firmly believe, We will move forward courageously."

Therefore, when Heather left, she whispered in Lan Li's ear, "I will never let go."

"Now, it's time to honor the promise~lightnovelpub.net~ Lan Li reminded him and joked softly, "We are all promised people, and you don't want to leave with the reputation of'treacherous'. "

Looking at Heather’s pale face, the faint blue blood vessels are flowing slowly under the skin. It seems that the vitality is dissipating little by little, gently pulling the heart, and the slight pain continues to spread. Coming is not fatal, but it is unbearable.

"Remember the'anti-cancer me'? Adam didn't give up, and you shouldn't give up." Lan Li slowly stretched out his hand, carefully covering the back of Heather's left hand with his right hand, the fair skin still wearing With the faint temperature, there was a slight throbbing in Lan Li's hot palm, which made people shiver involuntarily.

Lan Li said in a deep voice, "Adam has a brand new life, so can you. For example, your dream? Sing my songs on the'American Idol' stage? I'm waiting quietly; let's say , My movie? "Extraordinary" is about to be released. If you are missing, what will the box office do? For example..."

The sound stopped abruptly here, dragging a long tail, trembling gently.

Lan Li couldn't help but lowered his eyelids, concealing his embarrassment, "For example, a concert. Maybe one day in the future, I can go on stage and hold a concert. Although I don't think there will be an audience, maybe even one ticket will be available. Can’t sell; but it doesn’t matter. As long as there is an audience, as long as you are willing to appear in the audience, I am willing to complete this concert. What do you think? Is this a good deal?"

The sorrow of the nose was bitter and it was almost difficult to swallow, but Lan Li showed a big smile, brilliant and bright. He raised Heather's little finger and pulled it gently, "Heather-Cross , Let’s just make an agreement, okay?"