Before Chu Yan retired, the relationship between the two had been very good. As a result, good teachers and apprentices simply disconnected after retirement. Chu Yan was only on Q. A sentence was left: "I am busy with my work. I have to change the number when I arrive at the new unit. I don't often contact you later. Take care of yourself."

Zhu Qingyue was naturally reluctant to lose contact with him, and immediately called his phone. The result was an empty number, WeChat did not answer, and Q number did not log in, as if to disappear from the world. I asked my uncle, Zhu Ran only said that Chu Yan was back to school to get a degree, and he was preparing a graduation reply. Zhu Qingyue thought that he was busy, so he would not bother him any more ...

However, Chu Yan didn't say anything to Zhu Qingyue after getting his degree certificate. The two gradually became indistinguishable from the close teachers and apprentices, which made Zhu Qingyue puzzled.

If Chu Yan is angry with him, or hates him, he won't contact him, but why is there a picture of him on the bedside table?

This photo has special meaning to Zhu Qingyue. It was taken at his eighteenth birthday birthday party. He remembers that Chu Yan was very proud when he gave him the birthday party. He invited many great gods to come and still The hotel has a floor to make a buffet, and ordered a large cake on three floors. Chu Yan pushed the cake in front of Zhu Qingyue and said with a smile, "Qing Yue, you will be an adult from today. Happy birthday to you."

A birthday song sang around, Zhu Qingyue moved his eyes red, then closed his eyes and made a wish under Master's gentle gaze, blowing out eighteen candles in one breath.

It was Zhu Qingyue's happiest day from childhood to childhood, so although the teenager's smile in the photo was stingy, the joy in his eyes was almost full.

Why did Master collect this photo?

As I was thinking, the man lying on the bed suddenly made a squeaking noise, his frown frowned, and he tore the towel on his forehead off impatiently and tossed it aside. Zhu Qingyue noticed that he was awake, immediately picked up the towel and changed it to cold water, returned to the bed and carefully put the towel on his forehead, and asked, "Master, are you awake? Are you still upset?"

Chu Yan's consciousness was actually unclear. The high fever made him seem to have hallucinations. He saw the long-wishful man sitting by the bed, looking at him with concern, and didn't know what to say when his lips moved. Chu Yan reached out and touched the person's face, and asked hoarsely, "Qingyue?"

Zhu Qingyue smiled: "I'll take a look at your body temperature ..." Just when I took the thermometer from his armpit, before I had time to look at it, the body suddenly fell into a embrace. Zhu Qingyue froze and wanted Breaking away, Chu Yan's arms clasped his waist tightly like an iron hoop, pulled him into his arms, and kissed him vigorously.

"Hmm ...?" Kissed by the hot lips, Zhu Qingyue's head was completely choked.

Chu Yan was already very irritable and unconscious under the high fever. The cool temperature of the other body made him very greedy, holding one hand tightly around the other's waist, and the other hand opened Zhu Qingyue's sweater, wantonly Stroking back and forth on his smooth body, the tongue also took the opportunity to pry open the teeth, politely poked into his mouth, and frantically frantically.

"..." A rough and passionate kiss made Zhu Qingyue's mouth numb and his body completely stiffened. Even if he was slow, he realized that Chu Yan was suffering from fever and muddy at this moment ...

"Oh ... Master ... Master ... you ..." His tongue was tangled repeatedly, and the hot temperature coming from the tip of Chu Yan's tongue almost melted Zhu Qingyue's mouth. Zhu Qingyue didn't even say everything. A flushed face flushed in his arms, "Master ... let me go ..."

Chu Yan's mind was not clear. The more the young apprentice struggled, the more he wanted to suppress it. A guy who rolled over and pressed the turbulent guy on the bed, took off the other person's clothes, and started kissing unreasonably.

"..." Zhu Qing became so pale that he was completely scared, not knowing what to do.

His strength was not as strong as Chu Yan's, and he couldn't get rid of it for a while, but he knew that the other party was having a fever and was confused, so he didn't dare to hurt people with heavy hands.

Chu Yan's hot lips kissed him constantly, leaving a trail of bruises.

Zhu Qingyue resisted for a moment and found that the man still showed no signs of soberness. Zhu Qingyue finally could not bear it. He took the cold water from the bedside table with one hand and poured it along Chu Yan's head!

"..." Chu Yan, who was splashed with cold water, seemed to have recovered a touch of reason, and his motion stopped suddenly, just like the beautiful dream was awakened, and there was some innocent blankness in his eyes. Zhu Qingyue immediately pushed him aside, embarrassedly found his clothes to put on, turned over and got out of bed, his face flushed almost to bleed.

Chu Yan froze for a moment, then closed his eyes and went to sleep.

Zhu Qingyue: "..."

He had never been in love, let alone kissed him, but the **** master kissed him while he had some fever. What was going on?

Looking at the man in the bed with eyes closed and frowning, Zhu Qingyue wanted to kick him, but Chu Yan continued to fall asleep, and Zhu Qingyue didn't want to care about a confused guy, so he had no choice but to go to the bathroom to sort out the mess Clean his clothes with a towel.

Just poured a basin of cold water into his head just now, so don't let the cold get worse.

Thinking of this, Zhu Qingyue quickly took off the wet quilt, took off his shirt, let him sleep to the side where the sheets were not wet, and found a blanket from the closet to cover him.

As soon as it was covered, the man frowned and murmured, who seemed to be calling his name.

Zhu Qingyue didn't hear clearly, and clasped his ears, "What are you talking about?"

After a long silence, Zhu Qingyue finally heard the words he said—

"... Qingyue ... I ... miss you so much."

Zhu Qingyue's heart trembled violently, and he did not expect that he would call his own name when his feverish consciousness was blurred!

"... Qingyue ... Qingyue ..."

This murmur murmured again, shocking Zhu Qingyue as a whole.

Will he call his name when he has a fever? Did he put his picture on the nightstand? He just ... kissed himself?

Although Zhu Qingyue hasn't been in love, he is not a fool. To connect all this, an unbelievable fact is almost obvious--

That fact is ... Chu Yan likes him.

Does Chu Yan actually like him? !!

Zhu Qing looked at the man with frowning frown on the bed. Over the years, the firm conviction built in his heart finally began to slowly collapse.

He trusts and respects Chu Yan so much, and always regards Chu Yan as the closest person besides his uncle. How could Chu Yan have such a thought to him? Is he misunderstanding? But how can all this be explained?

When thinking of the picture that Master had been pressed on the bed just now, Zhu Qingyue was ashamed and angry, anxious to leave here immediately, and never care about this person again.

However, Chu Yan still had a fever and looked very uncomfortable. He dropped a patient alone, and Zhu Qingyue was unsatisfied with conscience, so he had to sit by the bed and convince himself silently-what the feverish man said All things are not counted. It is said that when someone has a fever, he hallucinates that he is killing people. Chu Yan is now unconscious and can't make a conclusion like this, he must have thought more ...

After barely persuading himself, Zhu Qingyue turned to the bathroom and changed a towel, and continued to apply cold to Chu Yan.

...

It wasn't until five o'clock in the afternoon that Chu Yan's burning finally subsided, and everyone was awake.

Seeing him open his eyes, Zhu Qingyue pretended to ask calmly, "Are you awake? Are you still upset?"

Chu Yan frowned and sat up, her husky voice showing a hint of coldness: "How are you here?"

Compared with the madman who hugged his mad relative just now, Chu Yan who was sober was almost too calm.

Zhu Qingyue explained: "You passed out in the company and I brought you back with my uncle. You have a high fever, don't you know?"

Chu Yan said lightly: "It's okay, it's just a cold."

They all fainted in the past, confused, and still have a cold, just?

Zhu Qingyue glanced at him and found that his expression was calm and he didn't seem to remember everything at all. Perhaps he was really worried? Thinking of this, Zhu Qingyue relaxed his breath and asked, "Are you hungry? I'll order some take-away food." When mentioning this topic, Zhu Qingyue suddenly remembered that he didn't have lunch at all, and stayed there all afternoon Taking good care of him, I almost forgot about it.

Chu Yan was hungry after falling asleep, and nodded, "I want a gongbao chicken and spicy poached fish."

Zhu Qingyue said, "You have a cold throat, and you eat spicy poached fish like this? Eat a light vegetarian dish."

Just say it yourself, turn on your phone, and order vegetarian stir-fried lettuce, stir-fried bamboo shoots and pine kernel corn, and ask for two bowls of preserved egg porridge.

Chu Yan glanced at the serious apprentice, without refuting. When I got up, I wanted to go to the bathroom to wash my face. When I opened the quilt, I suddenly found that the body was not covered with the familiar quilt, but a blanket that was rarely used. A large piece of the bed sheet was wet with water, and a bed of cold water and a towel for fever were placed on the bedside table. Zhu Qingyue wore a low-necked sweater with ambiguous kiss marks looming at the exposed collarbone.

Some memory fragments suddenly came to mind, Chu Yan's spine was slightly stiff, and Zhu Qingyue's eyes became deeper and deeper.

...

When Chu Yan washed his face and came out, the takeaway had already been delivered. Zhu Qingyue arranged the three dishes in order in the restaurant and went to the kitchen to find the tableware. He found that the kitchen was empty, not to mention the tableware, not even the shadow of a pot. I had no choice but to take apart the disposable chopsticks and spoons from the merchant and said, "Did you not use this kitchen? Nothing."

Chu Yan came to sit down, picked up the disposable tableware, and said, "This single apartment is only for transitional use. I will definitely live in such a small house when I get married. I have n’t renovated the kitchen and I do n’t cook here. "

Sure enough, I think too much, right? He also plans to get married.

Zhu Qingyue was relieved and didn't ask any more. He bowed his head silently to eat, Chu Yan didn't speak, both were obviously hungry, and they quickly wiped out three vegetarian dishes.

After eating, Zhu Qingyue packed all the lunch boxes into plastic bags and got up and said, "Master, I should go."

Chu Yan looked at him with a smile: "Why did you call me Master again? Didn't you still quarrel and say that you don't have anything to do with me in the future?"

"I'm just angry." Zhu Qingyue smiled. "When I care about you, you always block me back, and I will get angry even if my temper is good. But how good you were to me in those years, I I remember, I'm not the kind of ungrateful person. How can we say that when we have so many years of mentorship?

Chu Yan stood up from his seat and walked in front of Zhu Qingyue: "Even if I bully you, you don't want to break me completely?"

Zhu Qing shuddered and turned his head awkwardly: "I don't know what you mean ..."

Chu Yan smiled, reached out and twisted his chin back gently, then kissed him in Zhu Qingyue's shocked eyes.

Zhu Qingyue: "..."

The kiss was very light, not as rude and crazy as when he was just confused, but showed a touch of tenderness.

After the kiss, Chu Yan opened his distance, looked into Zhu Qingyue's eyes, and whispered, "I was so angry with you just now, aren't you angry?"

After hearing this, Zhu Qingyue's cold hair was about to stand up-he thought that Chu Yan would only treat him so badly. It turns out that this person all remembers it! His poor acting skills have long been broken down by him! Zhu Qing stepped back more and more fiercely, looking at the man in front of him in disbelief.

Chu Yan's clear eyes filled with panic, Chu Yan took a deep breath and said calmly: "This master's mask has been worn for too long and I'm tired. I did those **** things today and I don't want to make excuses anymore. Excuse yourself-yes, Qingyue, you can see clearly, this is your master, and you will kiss your master in dreams-the reason I am hiding from you is actually very simple, that is, I am afraid I can't bear it. You see, you today Come to the door, I did not hold back and kissed you. "

Zhu Qingyue's eyes suddenly turned red, almost to tears.

To him, Chu Yan acknowledged himself, like a thunderbolt on the same sunny day, that made him stunned.

——Is the so-called affection between masters and apprentices long ago an illusion?

Zhu Qingyue clenched his fist vigorously and asked with a quivering voice, "When are you, to me ...?"

Chu Yan chuckled softly: "When? Maybe when you were eighteen years old. Then you were just an adult, and you got into my bed all day and hugged me to sleep. You know why I am better than me every morning Do you get up early? Because I want to take a cold shower to put out the fire. I have to endure not to commit a beast against you in the middle of the night, but also to dress a gentleman in front of you and play the role of a good master. You do n’t know how hard I endured these years ... "

"Enough!" Zhu Qingyue interrupted the other with red eyes. Chu Yan ’s words made him creepy. At that time, he really liked to get into Chu Yan ’s quilt. He had a low body temperature since childhood, and was very afraid of cold. Master ’s quilt was especially warm. He was very simple at that time. I didn't think too much, and I felt that it was quite comfortable for two people to sleep.

However, when he was simply hugging Master to sleep, Chu Yan had been suppressing the idea of ​​invading and offending him? This is simply terrible!

Thinking of this, Zhu Qingyue's face was pale as paper, and his lips pursed, "I, I didn't expect it to be like this ... let's be irrelevant ..."

He escaped, quickly put on his shoes and ran out of the room, shaking his hand and pressing the elevator, like a scared animal.

Chu Yan looked at his back, and his heart was instantly cold.

Yes, I have expected this result, so I dare not say.

Rather than make you hate this master, let me leave you some good thoughts ...

It's a pity that things go against expectations, and those good memories will eventually be shattered.

Chu Yan stood at the door for a long time, until the elevator sounded loudly, and when a young neighbor came out, he finally recovered, and closed the door with a smile in the other's surprised gaze.

He took a deep breath, took out his mobile phone, and sent a long text message to Zhu Qingyue ’s WeChat: "Qing Yue, I have watched you grow up little by little these years, and I unknowingly moved you. I I like you, I like it, and I want to protect your life and the kind of love you have. But I know that you only look at me as a master. In order to maintain the image of a good master in your mind, I have never dared to say it. But I There is no such good acting skill to control myself in front of you, so I choose to alienate you. I didn't expect this encounter, but I still couldn't hide it. In fact, Master is not as perfect as you think, I ’m sorry to let you down. "

Zhu Qingyue sat in the taxi and looked at the message popping up on his mobile phone. The tears that he had endured for a long time finally burst out.

He didn't know how he could be so sad, the whole heart seemed to be crushed into pieces by both hands.

What a heart is like a knife, he finally realized it today.

Chu Yan has always had evil thoughts about him. He clearly should be disgusting, but Zhu Qingyue found that he was not disgusting. Even the kiss was more shocked than disgusted.

He didn't know how to reply to this message. This was the first time he was confessed to his object. The object was his most respected and worshipped Master ...

It turned out that Master avoided him for this reason. Knowing this, he might as well not contact Chu Yan, at least they can still maintain a good mentorship.

What should he do now?

Zhu Qingyue looked at the bustling lights outside the car window, his heart was in a mess, his mind seemed to be completely frozen, and he couldn't think of a way to deal with it.