Chapter 846 Feeling

   Chapter 846 Feeling

   He trusted Liu Sanniang, and he would not go back on what he promised.

That force was extremely warm, pulling him as if to take him somewhere, and Lu Zhen was also being pulled away by that force. The warm force was like rain moistening all things. He completely believed in this. a force.

   wherever they take him.

   Hazy, Lu Zhen heard many soft whispers that he couldn't hear clearly.

The things he saw in front of him were blurry, the tip of his nose could smell a faint fragrance, there seemed to be medicinal herbs in it, there were two hands, holding him in his arms, he smelled the fragrance of the food, and a gentle voice came from his ear: " what--"

   Subconsciously, Lu Zhen opened his mouth and the mouth was soft. He liked the taste very much, so he ate happily.

   Gradually, I could see clearly in front of my eyes, and everything was clearly in front of my eyes. He became a baby held in his arms, and the woman who held him and fed was a young concubine.

   She blew the hot food to cool it, and fed it to him, while holding the handkerchief, she wiped the soup from the corners of his mouth.

  Lu Zhen was not used to it, but when he opened his mouth, it became a baby's voice, without language, only the incomprehensible 'Awa...'

  Lu Zhen was silent.

After Concubine De gave him something to eat, she just ate some casually. When she went to bed at night, Concubine De would occasionally put her hand under his nose to try to breathe, and then touched his forehead. After confirming that the child was safe, Lu Zhen would hear Concubine De. Take a long sigh.

   When it comes to taking care of children, she never pretends to be someone else, and does everything by herself.

   And these memories, Lu Zhen doesn't remember, he doesn't remember all the things in the past, and these are more like memories buried deep in his heart, little by little, come to mind, scene by scene, from vague to clear.

   Concubine De was always careful, Lu Zhen knew that it was all because of love.

   Every time he fell ill, Concubine De had trouble sleeping and eating. Only after he was healed, Concubine De could show a smile on his face.

  Princess Virtue likes Buddhist scriptures and often recites and prays.

   And Lu Zhen can crawl, walk and talk in such an environment.

   There are several fruit trees in the palace. Lu Zhen’s favorite is a winter pear tree in the garden.

  I got up early, searched among the flowers in the garden, and found pears to eat.

   As a child, he had no idea what Concubine Dao was worried about every day. After going to school, others said that he had not slept with his mother for a long time, but he still slept with his concubine.

   The little child squeezed his small fist and said firmly: "The child has grown up, the child can't sleep with the mother and concubine."

   Concubine De was worried and helpless. Although they were separated, Concubine De was still resting on the couch in his room. After getting up many times at night, she went back to the main hall before dawn.

   Several princes, the second prince was sick and weak since childhood, and the fifth prince was sick and stupid.

   And at that time, he was also sick.

  Lu Zhen wanted to say don't worry, but the heavy body and the confusion in his mind made him unable to say a word.

He was so anxious when he listened to Concubine De's crying voice: "God bless me, as long as the child gets better this time, and the believers are not soft-hearted, I can't protect him, even if he remains anonymous in the future, as long as he lives in peace. Well, just wait for him to grow up healthy and have a chance to come back and our mother and son will be reunited. If there is no chance, I wish my son a good life."

   To send the child away with her own hands, what a determination the Concubine De made.

   This woman, during the half month of her serious illness, has been taking care of herself personally, holding his hand countless times and crying and praying.

  Lu Zhen felt uncomfortable, he didn't want to be separated.

The day    was sent away, he was asleep, so he was sent out of the palace.

   But Concubine De's tears fell on his face, it was hot, and she was very reluctant, but it was getting more and more dangerous to stay by her side, and she was not confident about whether she could escape the danger next time.

  The child was sent away, and Lu Zhen also broke away from the child's consciousness. He was still in the deep palace. After he saw the child was sent away, the German concubine knelt down in front of the Buddha, crying while reciting scriptures and praying.

  Lu Zhen was by her side, he wanted to wipe De Concubine's tears, but he couldn't touch it.

   He never knew that a woman would have so many tears, you could hear her sigh and look into her eyes, you would know the worry and fear in her heart.

   But to the outside world, she has to work hard to disguise and force a smile.

  The news comes back again and again, a small piece of paper and a short sentence or two can convey so much information.

   Chasing and killing has never been less, and the child that De Concubine is worried about has never been safe.

   Until news of the disappearance came.

   Concubine De fainted immediately. She was so anxious that she could barely wake up. Lu Zhen thought she was going to die.

   But it was such a woman who was on the verge of death, and woke up again with a little faith.

  The Dark Guard has been looking for it, but there is no news.

   The concubine De seldom went out, except to greet the empress by reciting Buddhist scriptures. She had the concubine position, and the emperor would occasionally go to sit.

  Lu Zhen knew, however, that she would open her eyes until dawn for countless nights, wake up from countless dreams, cry Guang'er with tears in her eyes.

   The pears of the winter pear tree in the palace, which no one has ever eaten, fell and rotted in the soil.

  Lu Zhen couldn't help thinking of the days when he was starving and freezing, the back of his head was painful, blood and hair were scabbed together, and he didn't dare to touch it.

   He didn't know his name or who he was, and instinctively, he wanted to live.

   That winter, it was really cold. There were many beggars like him. They formed gangs and rejected outsiders.

   He was so hungry and dizzy, he couldn't help staring at the children in the arms of women on the street.

   He heard the childish voice: "Mother, why does he keep looking at Bao'er, he is so pitiful."

  The woman said: "He is a beggar who was abandoned by his parents. His parents don't want him anymore, but Baoer is so happy to be held by his mother. He is envious of our Baoer."

   The woman glared at him fiercely, scolded "dead beggar" and walked away with the child in her arms.

   Abandonment was something Lu Zhen remembered that winter.

   He was starving and freezing, so he struggled to live. In winter, he couldn't find anything to eat. He caught mice to eat. Before meeting Lu Qingqing, his life was only alive.

   He hated his father and mother who could not remember in his mind.

   But he never thought that his mother-in-law had endured so much in order to protect him.

   When Lu Zhen saw Liu Sanniang, his mood changed greatly.

  Liu Sanniang got up and quietly left.

   Concubine De burst into tears: "I'm sorry, it's all the concubine's fault, I'm sorry."

   Not only Lu Zhen felt De Fei's feelings, De Fei also felt Lu Zhen's feelings.

Lu Zhen soon understood, he said lightly: "Those are all over, I have grown up, I am such a person, I will no longer hate you, and I will take Qingqing to visit often in the future. Look at you, what you like, we can go to see it together, if you want to go out of the palace to live with us in the future, you can also."

   ps: Double shift, good night everyone.

  

  

   (end of this chapter)