Shen Yan didn't know what Lu Xingsen wanted to do with him.

In the past three years, Lu Xingsen has come to Xicheng so many times that even if Shen Yan usually doesn't want to pay attention to him, it has developed into a relationship where he will always say a few words when they meet. Shen Yan has also explored and excavated the matter between his parents, and he has complained about Lu Xingsen for a long time, but as he grows older and acquires more and more knowledge, the world he sees and his heart also change. Much bigger than before.

He is his mother's child, there is no doubt about that, but even a child is not a party to the parental relationship.

He believes that his mother will make the judgment and decision that she thinks is correct. Now he is no longer a three-year-old child, and has already passed the age when the concept of family is still "Mom and Dad and I". No matter how the relationship between the parents is, he should not interfere too much.

In the past three years, he and his mother have also silently reached such a consensus.

His mother won't care about the relationship between him and Lu Xingsen, and he also won't care whether she and Lu Xingsen are reconciled or separated.

Lu Xingsen and Shen Yan came to the top floor one after the other, Lu Xingsen greeted Shen Yan to sit next to him, and then took a bag of popsicles from the foam box and handed it to him, "I heard that you like it Eat this. Try it, besides this, there are other kinds in my box, including ice cream and milk roll, and the glutinous rice cake that you all like, you can try it later."

Shen Yan glanced at him, took the bag of popsicles, tore the corner of the package, and took out a small green popsicle like a mushroom head.

Lu Xingsen stared at him eagerly, and handed him the most popular ice cream.

Shen Yan refused, and asked in a calm voice, "What are you looking for?"

Teenage boys are already tall.

Shen Yan grew up very fast in junior high school, and the fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy was already 1.8 meters tall.

Lu Xingsen watched his son upgrade from a junior high school student to a high school student. Only he knew the various feelings in the past three years.

He sighed with emotion: "You will be in the first year of high school soon. The three years of high school may be over in the blink of an eye. I am really old."

Shen Yan is at this age, she can't empathize with the feelings of a forty-year-old man, and she can't even perfunctory.

Seeing that his son was silent, Lu Xingsen said again, "I came to you today to have a conversation between father and son."

Shen Yan looked at him quietly.

Lu Xingsen changed his words decisively, "A conversation between men."

Shen Yan hummed.

Lu Xingsen made his opening remarks and then went silent again, but fortunately Shen Yan had a good temper, so after being silent for about ten minutes, he slowly said: "Actually a long time ago I just wanted to talk to you, but then I thought that you were going to take the high school entrance examination, and I didn't want to distract you, so I put it off until now. You should have known the situation of the Lu family and Sheng Yuan in the past few years. When I was young , when I was younger than you, my dad was going to take over the company from my grandpa. When I was the busiest, I couldn't see him for a few months. I always felt that it was not my father, but my uncle, and my mother was also very busy. , she also doesn't like to take children, at that time, the family hired an auntie nanny to take care of me."

Shen Yan listened.

"I still remember that I liked that aunt very much and was very patient with me. I thought she was my mother at that time, it should be when I was in elementary school, she stayed in my house for several years , my family, including me, trust her very much. One day, she took me back to her own house for dinner. I was very happy, but when I woke up, I found that I was locked in a room. It's not very deep, I don't remember how I got locked in or how I got out, and for a while I thought I made up this incident."

Shen Yan's expression moved slightly, holding a small popsicle stick in his hand.

"Xiaoyan, you are really amazing, much smarter than me. I've been thinking these days, if I encountered the same thing as you, I would definitely not be able to do this well." Lu Xingsen Looking at him, "I want to tell you about this, don't be afraid, I don't have any other abilities, but it shouldn't be a problem to protect you in the future, this time it was an accident, I don't blame you for being careless, you It's not wrong, you did a good job too, it's my fault that I didn't protect you well."

Shen Yan turned her head, her voice and expression were a little uncomfortable, "I know I did a good job."

Lu Xingsen smiled, stretched out his hand to touch his son, and retracted his hand in mid-air, "You are going to high school, and you will meet more people in the future, but don't be afraid, I will Take good care of you."

"Oh." Shen Yan replied.

Lu Xingsen reached out and made a fist, looking at Shen Yan expectantly.

Shen Yan was very helpless and really didn't want to respond to him, but for the sake of the popsicle, he had no choice but to stretch out his hand into a fist and touch his fist.

Speaking of this, it was much smoother than Lu Xingsen imagined, and he said, "You are also an adult now, there are many things you can make up your mind, you should also I know, my dad is also your grandfather. Well, my blood-related grandfather also knows about you. He sometimes comes to Xicheng to see you, but he doesn't have direct contact with you. He is also afraid of affecting you. Besides, I There's also a mother, your blood-related grandmother."

When he said this, Lu Xingsen's expression was a little embarrassed, "You should have listened to it in the past few years, she still doesn't know you are there, this time you and Shuyan are going to Beijing to study, I I also plan to make a will for one or two years. After making a will, she must know that there is you, my mother and my mother... Of course, the biggest reason is me, my mother... I'm not afraid to tell you, she Thinking about my grandson is crazy, and I know her again, if she knows that she has a grandson like you, then it's over, she will definitely want to see you every three days."

Lu Xingsen said hesitantly.

Shen Yan raised her hand to look at the time and reminded him, "If you have something to say, you can say it directly."

Lu Xingsen simply said all the things he had done before, and by the way said his plans, "I don't want her to disturb you too much, I originally wanted to let her know that your mother is there She was pregnant when she disappeared, and she must be doing things everywhere because of her character. I asked the abbot she believed to talk about it, and said that she was not suitable to have more contact with her grandchildren, which would affect the grandchildren... What do you think about this now? "

Shen Yan looked at Lu Xingsen with an indescribable look, and she was embarrassed to see him.

Shen Yan sighed and shook his head, "Shouldn't you be more honest in life? Don't use so many routines."

This is what Luo Shuyan often said.

Lu Xingsen: "…"

Shen Yan simply stood up, he looked at Lu Xingsen, "Do you mind if I tell the truth?"

Lu Xingsen: "...Tell me."

"My mother is for me, and she will acquiesce that you are here often, if I want, she will not stop me from calling your parents grandparents, nor will she stop me from getting close They, and I don't want my mother to have any sense of crisis that I will be taken away by others, whether it's you or your parents, doing things that make her feel a sense of crisis, saying things that make her feel a sense of crisis, yes For me, you're all just strangers."

"As for what you do, that is something you need to consider and worry about. You asked me for my opinion, and I stood in my position and said, if I were you, I would not do that , of course, whether you want to do it or not, how to do it, that's your business, and I have no right to intervene."

After saying this, Shen Yan left the top floor.

Lu Xingsen sat in a daze.

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After Luo Shuyan entered the third year of junior high school, she had no time to go to the dance piano class. On this day, when they were all preparing to pack their luggage to Beijing, Luo Shuyan received a call from the dance class teacher. The call came, this dance class is equivalent to the Xicheng headquarters. It also opened a branch in Ningcheng two years ago. This time Ningcheng is holding a show, and the dance class in Xicheng is also rehearsing the show to perform. The child accidentally fell and broke a bone some time ago. This is one person missing. The dance teacher is a perfectionist. She feels that the other substitute students are not up to the level of performing on stage. After all, this show is also going to be on the local TV station. After thinking about it, Luo Shuyan came to mind.

Luo Shuyan's level in the dance class is definitely one of the best in the dance class, and she is pretty neat, and the teacher likes her very much. Originally, Luo Shuyan was not interested in this kind of performance, but I heard When I went to Ningcheng, I discussed it with Luo Tianyuan and agreed to rehearse and train in the dance class for more than a week.

On the day of the show, everyone who can go has gone.

The theater in Ningcheng is still the same. Luo Shuyan performed on the stage when she was in the first grade of elementary school, and now it can be regarded as a revisit.

In recent years, great changes have been made. The streets of Ningcheng have become wider, the number of high-rise buildings has increased, and there are large shopping malls and supermarkets. They are no longer what they were when they left.

They danced a classical folk dance on stage, a total of six people.

Shen Yan sat under the stage, looking at Luo Shuyan, who was agile on the stage like a fairy in the heavenly palace, and remembered what happened many years ago.

At that time she was still young, so was he, and he sat under the stage like now, watching her dance, not only on stage, under the stage, outside the window of the dance classroom, in the In winter, he has seen it many times.

At that time.

He still thinks that today is over, she doesn't have to go to the classroom to rehearse dance every day, so she doesn't have to be so tired, all the audience are talking about how cute and beautiful the little girls are, and the local TV station also broadcast it , but the camera didn't stay on Luo Shuyan for a long time. This is the first time, Shen Yan thought of the phrase in his life that time passes by like a white horse. They were only six or seven years old at that time, and they all passed by in a blink of an eye. for many years.

The last movement of that dance belongs to Luo Shuyan is a look back.

He didn't know if she saw him, the stage was not close to the stage, he couldn't see the expression on her face, but he thought, she should be smiling.

Maybe she is still belly slander: It's finally over, and her cheeks hurt from laughing.

The two have been together for a long time, and he feels that he has unlocked special abilities, and it seems that he can hear her voice at any time.

After the performance, Shen Yan went to the backstage and saw Luo Shuyan who was joking with her companions.

Shen Qingruo remembered that the two of them also took pictures in the background before, and it happened that Lu Xingsen had always had something to do in the past few years with his camera and took pictures everywhere, and he had also practiced a certain level, so he asked Lu Xingsen to take pictures again. Took pictures of the two kids.

Same place, same angle, same person.

Luo Shuyan also thought of that photo and reached out to scratch Shen Yan to make him laugh.

He hides, but there is an undisguised smile on his face, like most boys of this age, full of sunshine and vigor.

Lu Xingsen quickly captured this scene.

When the photo was developed and placed together with the old photo, even Shen Qingruo couldn't help feeling that time flies.

The time on the bottom right corner of that photo is 1998.12.3117:25

The time of this photo is 2006.8.1218:23

Luo Shuyan in 1998 has not lost her baby fat. She is a little chubby, with a round face and bright eyes. In 2006, she is already slim, with bright eyes and bright teeth.

Shen Yan in 1998 did not like to talk or laugh, and was a little thin. In 2006, he became a big boy, like a small sapling growing into a towering tree, full of vigor and vitality vitality.

Everything is changing, the only thing that remains the same is the same person who was laughing and making trouble at the time...