The update frequency has dropped recently, I am really sorry.

The main reason is that the workload of other tasks has increased, which has taken up a lot of energy and time. A few nights after finishing other work, I started to write updates according to the schedule, but I couldn't write anymore...

Because I don't want to reduce the quality of the story and text, and I don't want the hydrology, my update will take more energy. In the state of fatigue, the written things cannot pass their own test, which leads to the situation of "not being able to write".

Then, with the increase in workload, the symptoms of eye fatigue appeared again. My job is to stare at the computer and write. After the writing task is completed, I read. Often, a day passes in a flash—that is, the eyes have not rested all day.

So in the past few days, I plan to deliberately control my working hours and let my eyes rest.

On the other hand, I recently started trying to observe myself. Then, I noticed something special:

I have always been paranoid in my work status.

In short, if you can't stop, you will be anxious if you stop.

There is a sense of satisfaction in working hard every day, which I consider healthy.

But not allowing yourself to rest, and feeling guilty when you stop, seems to me abnormal.

From this, I thought of a sentence: what can be stopped is called life, and what cannot be stopped is out of control.

I have always had strict requirements on my writing. I am not allowed to write typos, I am not allowed to write wrong sentences. While the story is wonderful, I even try to require that the things I write have a certain literary quality (this has not yet been done. Ok, just what I'm trying to do)

In addition to writing, I also ask myself to read widely.

The reason is because I want to do this thing all the time. I am not satisfied with my current level, I want to make this matter better and keep growing.

I want to be able to write better works, and I don't even care so much about other rewards except readers who understand and their love.

From this I realized that what I was after was "better", not update volume.

And the "stop" I am anxious about is conducive to a long journey worth enjoying.

Also, I'm sure I need more reading time.

So, with these in mind, I plan to adjust my state.

Enjoy working, but dare to stop.

Due to eye fatigue, I have to rest today and see the situation tomorrow.

Then, due to the increase in other workloads, it will not decrease for a long time, and the energy is limited. After that, more rhythms may be two or three breaks, or update every other day.

I still have a lot of apologies for not being able to update daily, I can only hope that I can write better, so as to give back to everyone who loves me wrongly.