I'm really sorry that the update frequency has dropped recently.

Mainly because other workloads have increased, squeezing a lot of energy and time. A few nights after finishing other work, I started to write updates as scheduled, but I couldn't write anymore...

Because I don't want to reduce the quality of the story and text, and I don't want to hydrology, my update takes more energy. In a state of fatigue, what you write can't pass your own test, which leads to the situation of "can't write anymore".

Then, along with the increase in workload, the symptoms of eye fatigue appeared again. My job is to stare at the computer and write. After the writing task is completed, I read it. Often a day goes by in a flash - it means that my eyes have not rested for a whole day.

So these days, I plan to deliberately control my working hours and let my eyes rest.

On the other hand, I've recently started trying to observe myself. Then, I found something special:

There has always been an element of paranoia in my working state.

In short, if you can't stop, you will be anxious if you stop.

I think it's healthy to work hard every day to get satisfaction.

However, if you don't allow yourself to rest, you will feel guilty if you stop. This kind of thing is abnormal in my opinion.

From this, I thought of a sentence: what can be stopped is life, and what cannot be stopped is out of control.

For a long time, I have strict requirements for writing. I am not allowed to write typos or bad sentences. While the story is wonderful, I even try to require that what I write has a certain literary quality (this has not been done yet.) Well, it's just the direction of my efforts)

In addition to writing, I ask myself to read widely.

The reason is because I want to keep doing this. I am not satisfied with the current level, I want to do this thing better and keep growing.

I want to be able to write better works, and I don't even care so much about the rewards other than the readers who know and their love.

From this, I realized that what I want to pursue is "better", not the amount of updates.

And the "stop" that I am anxious about is conducive to a long journey worth enjoying.

Also, I'm sure I need more reading time.

So, considering these, I plan to adjust my state.

Enjoy your work, but dare to stop.

Due to eye fatigue, I have to rest today and see the situation tomorrow.

Then, because other workloads increase, they will not decrease for a long time, and energy is limited. After that, more rhythms may be two or three days off, or updating every other day.

I still have a lot of apologies for not being able to update it daily. I can only hope that I can write better to give back to those who love you wrongly.

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