I am the author.

Sorry, my condition has been particularly bad recently, and my body is finally out of order. (Staying up late after work and writing novels is one of the important inducements. It is estimated that my body has been conditioned for at least half a year).

Due to physical reasons, people began to become depressed. I really feel alive and boring. I occasionally thought of suicide (but I feel sorry for my family and some relatives and elders. They still like me because I am the only 211 key college student in the village. When I was in high school, I often took the top and first place. There are also some old friends and classmates who care about me, but just do n’t know that I am in a bad state. Besides, I do n’t have the courage to do that kind of thing. It ’s better to live, even a pig is happy to have bran every day).

In the next few days, I paid for the novel's draft and work salary, saved some money, and prepared to go to the city hospital to see a doctor. I hope to meet a good doctor with medical ethics and true knowledge. Some doctors are really good, and I am grateful for such people; but some doctors like to fudge people and hate such people without medical treatment!

These days I started to take care of my body. I slept very early, and coupled with physical weakness, I basically fell asleep at 10 pm. I did n’t have much time and energy to write a novel on a computer. I did n’t dare to stay up late anymore. I was afraid of death. Afraid of illness. After experiencing a few things, I realized that health is valuable. Health is far better than money. There is no need to fight so hard, and it is not that you have no money to eat and pay rent. You can only spend a little money for a lonely person.

In terms of novels, I may update two chapters tomorrow, and try to keep the daily chapters as stable as possible. In short, I will not be an eunuch. When I come out of the shadows, the update will naturally be stable!

Please bless me! !! !!

May all of you be healthy forever! !! !!