Feng Yaoqin didn't come back late like yesterday. He arrived home early. He went to the vegetable market to buy some vegetables and stewed a carp tofu soup in a casserole pot.

When Gu Suisui returned home, he opened the door and smelled the smell of the kitchen.

"It's mother, it's mother who's back~" Gu Suisui said excitedly.

Shen Yuan helped the children hang up the down jacket they had just taken off, and shouted at the kitchen: "Sister Feng, we are back!"

Feng Yaoqin, who had changed her house clothes and put on an apron, poked her head out of the kitchen, holding a spatula in her hand, and said with a smile: "Xiao Shen, the food at home is almost ready, and you will also like to eat. Yes, stay and have dinner together."

"No, Sister Feng, I have to go to my sister's house for dinner today. I made an appointment last week."

When Shen Yuan said so, Feng Yaoqin was not good at keeping her any longer.

"Then come and eat again when you have time."

"Well, definitely."

Feng Yaoqin was busy in the kitchen for a while before he brought out the few dishes he had prepared.

"Mom, why are there so many delicious foods today."

"There is something good today, celebrate."

Feng Yaoqin went to the hospital again today. In fact, after holding her daughter to vent her emotions in the morning, she had already figured it out thoroughly. The reason why she went to the hospital to see her was not because she forgave them, but simply felt that it was unnecessary. She would care about a person who was about to die, and only herself would be affected.

The past has passed, and the most important thing is now.

And her now is to live a good life with her daughter.

As for other things, she thought, she shouldn't waste too much time on some unimportant people, some unimportant things, she can go to the hospital to see that person is already the most benevolent.

"Mom, today I went to Dad Ke's house with Sister Shen Yuan and an uncle." Gu Suisui said, and quietly squinted at his mother.

I don't know if Sister Shen Yuan has mentioned her father to her mother...well, it shouldn't be there, otherwise it's impossible for her mother to have not reacted at all until now, nor did she tell her about her father.

Thinking of this, Gu Suisui squeezed her mobile phone, thinking about the photos taken today, and she was thrilled.

——Fortunately, she made preparations.

"It turned out to be like this. No wonder you two came back so late today."

Ke Jingyang recognized Sui Sui as a goddaughter, and he had a small Shiba Inu that he raised for Sui Sui. He would go there every three or five years, so Feng Yaoqin didn't care too much about what she said, and went back to the kitchen Put the freshly simmered soup out.

"This is a new dish my mother learns, crucian carp tofu soup. In winter, you can drink it to nourish your stomach and keep you away from the cold. You can taste it if it tastes good or not. If it tastes good, mother will make it for you next time."

"Oh, good."

Gu Suisui quietly accompanied her mother to dinner together. When she was almost done, she couldn't restrain her excitement and said what she wanted to say in her heart.

"Mom, I'll show you a good thing." Gu Suisui said mysteriously.

"What?" Feng Yaoqin thought it was the same as before, because Suisui bought something delicious or fun outside, and wanted to share it with herself.

Gu Suisui turned on the phone, turned to the album function, and then clicked on the photo taken with his uncle today, and said expectantly: "I want to show you a picture~"

Her big eyes were slick, and they looked clever and lively.

photo? What picture? ?

Feng Yaoqin took the phone and took a look. When she saw the man in the photo, she was obviously frightened, and even the phone could not be held securely.

The phone dropped to the ground with a "bang", just like her mood at the moment.

"Sui Sui, you, this..." How could there be a photo with Gu Zhennian! !

"Mom, I met the handsome uncle who I told you last time that looks a lot like my dad, Nuo, that's the one in the photo, is he dad?" Gu Suisui blinked his eyes, innocent. Asked innocently.

Feng Yaoqin discovered that this photo was taken this afternoon, and Suisui seems to have mentioned it again. Today, she went to Ke Jingyang's house with her, besides Shen Yuan, there is an uncle...

With such an analysis, she immediately understood the cause of the whole thing.

"Mom, haven't you told me yet?" Gu Suisui asked again, and helped pick up the phone, and said, "Look carefully."

Feng Yaoqin took the phone with his hands and feet stiffly, sweating all over his body, and said falteringly: "Yes... right."

When Gu Suisui heard this answer, the whole person suddenly cheered, wishing everyone to know that her father is back, and that she will also be a child with a father in the future.

She knew that this handsome uncle would be a father! !

However, Gu Suisui was happy for a while, and suddenly found something wrong. She thought that when her father came back, her mother would be very happy, just as happy as she was, but the strange thing was that she didn't feel much joy from her mother, and even... she was a little bit resistant.

why?

"Mom, are you unhappy?" Gu Suisui has a simple personality, and he speaks more directly in front of people he knows, so he asks any questions directly.

Feng Yaoqin looked stunned for a while, looked at her excited daughter, and barely managed to squeeze a smile, and said, "High, happy."

A person she thought did not exist, now suddenly came back silently, and she had always suspected that this person came to grab her daughter, do you think you can be happy?

But Feng Yaoqin couldn't tell her daughter these things, and she didn't know how to tell her daughter.

I knew this was the case, and I shouldn't have shown that picture to the child.

As long as she doesn't say it, no one can know who the child's father is... Even if Gu Zhennian finds it, Suisai would definitely be more willing to believe in her own mother.

But things have become like this, no matter how upset Feng Yaoqin's heart is, it's useless.

Who knew that Gu Zhennian had disappeared for four years and hadn't died yet? Who knew that Sui Sui would meet him when he went to Yunnan to record a show...

Feng Yaoqin was shocked by the huge waves in her heart, but she still tried to put on a less resisting expression on her face. She thought for a while and asked: "Sai Sui, if, I mean if, father and mother, you can only talk to one , Who would you choose?"

When Feng Yaoqin asked these words, her hands under the table clenched subconsciously.

Even though she understands that Suisui has always been attached to her mother, she still can't help but worry that Suisui will not bear her father...

Gu Suisui, who has not touched on this aspect of knowledge, did not understand the true meaning of her words at all. A hint of doubt flashed in the watery apricot eyes, and the milky voice asked: "Mom, why dad and Moms can only choose one."

Among the children in their class, apart from her and the eldest, there are two people around him: father and mother.

Feng Yaoqin looked at the child's clear and innocent eyes, her expression paused, and she almost couldn't say what she was about to say.

No, it can't go on like this.

Anyway, I have to say that in the morning or at night, Sui Sui is a very smart child. She, who is a mother, has kept this from her for the past two years at most, and Sui Sui will still know this in the future.

Long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain. While the child is still young, the feeling of separation is not profound. Maybe it will make her feel less sad.

Now that Gu Zhennian has returned, if Suisui and Gu Zhennian are allowed to get along for a few more years, I will know about this later...

Feng Yaoqin secretly made up his mind, reorganized the language, and explained in words that children of this age can understand: "Sui Sui, the teacher asked the children in your class to draw a family portrait last time, as you know, every child At the beginning of the family there will be two people, father and mother. All fathers and mothers came together because of feelings at the beginning, but the feelings between people will gradually fade with time, me and you Dad is in this situation now..."

Before Feng Yaoqin could finish her words, Gu Suisui, who was able to perceive the emotions of others, had vaguely sensed what she was going to say next. Her apricot eyes gradually moistened uncontrollably, and her eyes were red with tears inside. Turning around, the immature little milk voice sounded a little choked: "...Does that also mean that you two may not continue to like me in the future."

"No, no, mom will love you forever...Of course, so will dad." Feng Yaoqin looked at her crying daughter who was sitting opposite, feeling distressed, and began to wonder if what she did just now was right. .

Maybe it’s okay to let the child know later. She is only four years old this year. There is no need for her to understand what a parental relationship breaks down at such a young age.

Gu Suisui was originally a person with well-developed lacrimal glands. Sadness came up, and the more I cried, the more I wanted to cry, and the big tears couldn't stop falling down.

She has just had a mother and a father, not long before, is she going to become a person again?

Gu Suisui suddenly felt so sad and so sad, just as sad as he knew that she had come to another world, and might never see Sister Tao Yao and Sister Dryad again.

No, even a little bit sadder than that.

Because Gu Suisui now knows that father and mother have different status in the hearts of every child.

==

Feng Yaoqin got the contact information of Gu Zhennian, who had just applied for a bodyguard, from Shen Yuan on the grounds of facilitating contact.

She stood in the living room and hesitated for a long time, but thought of her daughter who had been hiding in the room and couldn't get out. Finally, she gritted her teeth and dialed this number.

After two beeps, a man's voice came along the telephone line.

"who are you looking for?"

"It's me, Feng Yaoqin, let's meet and talk." Feng Yaoqin said straight to the point.

Gu Zhennian on the other end of the phone was not surprised that she would call. When he agreed to take a photo with his daughter this afternoon, he had already guessed that this day would happen sooner or later, but he did not expect Suisui to recognize it first. he.

Gu Zhennian never thought of covering up the news that he was back, and even the name used by the bodyguard was his real name.

Hearing Feng Yaoqin's proposal to meet, he was silent for a moment and said, "Okay."