The Ninth Secret Bureau

v5 Chapter 89: final decision

Everyone rejects aliens?

Xu Yanan silently stared at Chen Xian with a calm face. Hearing these words without any emotion, he felt a little uncomfortable suddenly...because at this moment Chen Xian behaved like a feelingless Every word of the robot was spoken in a very calm tone. If an outsider listened to it, he might still think that Chen Xian was just an outsider from an objective perspective.

Only those who are familiar with Chen Xian and Chen Xian know that all of what Chen Xian said are actually his feelings over the years. Behind his calm tone, God knows what he has experienced in his heart over the years. This kind of torture, the person in his mouth who was pricked all over by outsiders' eyes, maybe he himself might be.

"You are different from me. You have a family. Even if you have a bad relationship with your mother, don't you still have a grandfather?"

Chen Xian leaned his back straight on the chair, and looked at the dim table lamp beside the bed. He didn't seem to notice Xu Yanan's distressed eyes, and softly persuaded her.

"If you really become an abnormal life, your grandpa should be very sad."

Hearing Chen Xian's words, Xu Yanan couldn't help but flashed that familiar old face in his mind. Although he would often appear harshly when he was a child, he would force himself to learn this and that, but...these He was the only relative who really cared about him in the past few years.

If you really become an abnormal life, a monster that you once regarded as a natural enemy, then what would your grandfather think?

Lost? anger? sad? Distressed?

Maybe both.

As Chen Xian said, Xu Yanan’s situation is indeed different from that of him. Perhaps when facing this choice, Chen Xian has to appear more free. Instead of falling into this kind of anxious and dilemma cycle like her, he can. Make any decision you want, and you can make any choice you want, but Xu Yanan can’t, because there are so many facts that she needs to consider...

Family, relatives, social relations.

Because she was originally a human being, her bond with humans seemed to be tighter than Chen Xian's. From this point of view, Chen Xian often felt out of place... it was true.

Among the human race, it is rare for Chen Xian to have a sense of belonging, while Xu Yanan can't talk about a sense of belonging, because she belongs to this race.

At this moment, Chen Xian couldn't avoid being a little curious, because he didn't know how Xu Yanan would choose?

If you are her, you should choose one or two of these plans, right?

After all, the third set of plans is really not something ordinary people can choose.

The transformation from human to anomalous life is actually similar to the sudden change of a living person into a zombie. Not to mention the woman Xu Yanan, but the male strangers of her generation... those in the major families or It is a stranger who shines in the sect's lineage, and they can't make this choice.

After all, human beings are human beings, and Ye Gong’s good dragon is also one of human natures. Even if someone occasionally shouts "the world is not worth it", when he is really stripped of his human identity, his strong fear and anxiety will be instantaneous. Strikes, because people are afraid of the aliens while rejecting the aliens, and they are even more afraid that they will become the object of their rejection all the time.

Looking at Xu Yanan, whose expression was slightly dull and silent and contemplative, Chen Xian couldn't help but sighed, humans are really complex creatures...

"Chen Xian, I...may I ask you a question?"

Hearing Xu Yanan's slightly nervous and horrified tone, Chen Xian couldn't help but stunned, then nodded and said, you ask.

"If I become an abnormal life...Will you get along with me like you do now?" Xu Yanan is like a frightened deer, and Chen Xian's look of anxiety is hard to see once. , "You don't think of me as a monster, do you?"

Chen Xian laughed dumbly, as if he didn't expect Xu Yanan to ask such a nutritious question.

"I always thought you were stupid, but I didn't expect you to be so stupid."

"I just want to ask..."

"You see how I don't have an answer to the bones?"

Chen Xian moved the chair to the bedside and took the initiative to get closer to Xu Yanan, because in his opinion, the expression on Xu Yanan's face was really interesting. This was the first time I saw her like this.

"In my eyes, human beings are no different from anomalous lives. Everyone is a life in this world. No one should be discriminated against, and no one is higher and unattainable... Besides, I I feel that I am not among the two. From your point of view, I am the real monster, so why would I treat you as a monster?"

As soon as the voice fell, Chen Xian asked with a smirk.

"You don't think I will discriminate against you in the future, do you?"

"That's not..."

After Xu Yanan got the answer, he seemed to be relieved, was silent for a while, and then asked carefully.

"Let me ask you one more question...Why do you live for yourself?"

"Yanan, are you going to become a philosopher?" Chen Xian looked at Xu Yanan unexpectedly, but she didn't expect that the questions she asked would become more and more tricky. "Why do I live... really speaking? I don’t know, I should live for myself, right?"

After receiving this answer, Xu Yanan's expression became dazed, and she whispered: "I haven't lived for myself...but I want to try..."

"Want to try?" Chen Xian was taken aback.

"I don't want to choose the first two options..." Xu Yanan said cautiously.

"Why?" Chen Xian looked at her confusedly, "Worried that his strength would be affected?"

"No, I just don't want to be ugly." Xu Yanan shook his head and replied bluntly, "If a unicorn arm is newly grown or transplanted, and the biceps is bigger than yours, then I will simply die. Forget it."

"You...you are not playing witty with me, are you?" Chen Xian asked tentatively.

"You're so big!" Xu Yanan asked angrily, "Do you think I'm joking with you like this?"

When she heard this, Chen Xian looked at it carefully for a while, and was sure that she couldn't find the expression that a joke should have on her face, but it was not as solemn as before. It seemed that she suddenly wanted to open up and completely relieved... ...What does she think? ! Is it really just afraid of becoming ugly? ?

Chen Xian was very confused and surprised, but in the final analysis, he did not understand women, especially Xu Yanan, a woman who has been held in the moon by outsiders for many years...Although she made this decision Not only because of this, but it is undeniable that becoming ugly is something she doesn't want to face, and this is also one of the most important reasons for her choice.

"Do you think so much about your appearance?" Chen Xian was puzzled and couldn't think of so much. He couldn't help but muttered a few words. "The Buddhists often say that this body is just a smelly skin. The choice...wouldn’t it be unreasonable?"

"I don't want to think about that much..."

Xu Yanan’s voice is very small. It seems that at this time she is very afraid of Chen Xian talking about herself, because this is the first time she has made a decision for herself on a major issue. Although it seems irrational and illogical, it is indeed The choice she made according to her wishes.

Live for yourself.

Don't think about too many things.

Just focus on the present.

Even though there is a suspicion of being short-sighted and too reckless to do so, but... she really doesn't want to make herself ugly, nor does she want an ugly and full of flaws to stand beside Chen Xian.

These were things Chen Xian hadn't expected, and Xu Yanan didn't say any more to explain.

She knows what she wants to choose, so she wants to be willful.

"If you are not with you...I might not choose the third plan...Since you don't think of yourself as a human... ...At least he won't be a lonely person..."

Xu Yanan's voice was very soft, and even Chen Xian, who was sitting on the side of the bed, heard a little fuzzy.

Of course, Chen Xian doesn’t care what she said. He just wants to find out if Xu Yanan has any plans. After all, this decision will affect her life 100%. Plan, then in the future, if the intestines are regrettable, there will be no regret medicine to be found!

"Did you really think about it? Are you sure? You..."

"Can you leave the mother-in-law! I've figured it all out! Don't persuade me!" Xu Yanan hurriedly interrupted Chen Xian's words, opened his eyes and looked at Chen Xian, "I am a man with very soft ears! You can persuade me again. Maybe I will change again!"