The Queen is In Pairs [entertainment Circle]
Chapter 219
The hospital has a special psychiatrist. Just around the corner when he went out, Lu Yinbing went back to his dormitory to change his clothes. She always felt uncomfortable with the medical gown on her body.
After staying in the psychological counseling room for about half an hour, she drove home and took a bath, wrapped in a big bath towel and lay on the sofa, and followed the video. Lai Ying is much more idle than Female One, lying on the bed in the hotel with only his head outside.
When Lai Ying saw her, he said "yo" first: "The collection is over? Tsk, thin."
Lu Yinbing folded his hands and propped his chin, so he looked at her left and right, looking up and down, and the picture was unknown. Lu Yinbing's eyes suddenly changed. She suddenly approached the camera, her eyes were shocked, and her pupils shrank suddenly, filled with strange anger and hostility, as well as the nervous breathing that she deliberately created, through The microphone went out.
Lai Ying threw the phone away in shock, and rolled back three times with the quilt.
Lu Yinbing returned to normal and raised his eyebrows and said, "How? The result of the gathering."
"Fuck." Laiying answered her honestly, then came back and said, "Are you sick? Can't you remind me in advance?"
Lu Yinbing curled his lips: "If you remind me in advance, this effect won't work."
Lai Ying: "Then why don't you show Xia Yitong, isn't she your girlfriend?"
Lu Yinbing said: "Yes, so I'm afraid to scare her."
Lai Ying said: "Aren't you afraid to scare me?"
Lu Yinbing looked at her, came to the shadows for a second, and shrugged: "Well, I won't be humiliated by myself."
Lu Yinbing asked, "How about you haven't answered me yet?"
Laiying patted his palm twice and said, "It's like a mental illness."
Lu Yinbing bared his teeth, and his smile disappeared before it formed. Lai Ying caught it keenly and asked, "What? Just say anything."
"The heartbeat is a bit fast." Lu Yinbing pressed his heart.
Lai Ying exaggeratedly said: "You are not in love with me? No, I am a married woman."
"What are you talking about, be serious." Lu Yinbing did not shy away from telling her true thoughts to Laiying, because she was one of the insiders who knew what happened back then. Lu Yinbing said, "Last night , I committed suicide in the next hospital bed."
"Huh?" Lai Yingxin raised it up and asked immediately, "Dead?"
Lu Yinbing shook his head: "I'm not dead. I've been intercepted. I am now tied to the bed. If I don't get better, I will be sent to the fourth defense zone. The fourth defense zone is where suicide and killing are prevented."
"continue."
Lu Yinbing covered her face with a towel for wiping her hair, closed her eyes and closed her eyes on the usual performance of bed three, suicide by closing the can pull ring, and what she said after failing suicide, and the next day her mother came and went crazy again. I said everything in detail.
Laiying was silent for a long time, and sighed: "It feels like something that can only be seen in the movie."
"Didn't I just go for the movie?" Lu Yinbing uncovered the towel on his face.
Lai Ying looked at Lu Yinbing on the screen. After holding back for a long time, he didn't hold back the long talk about life and death, and only said: "Be careful and pay attention to safety."
Lu Yinbing looked at her and smiled.
"I will come out and relax when I feel uncomfortable, it's okay."
She then thought: That mother would not give up her daughter anyway, but Lu Lingyun, a patient, was anxious to die by herself and didn't want to drag her mother. If the mother is mentally ill, and the daughter is not yet an adult, what kind of feelings should she have for her child? She had no impression of herself when she was sick. How should she face her daughter's gaze after waking up? What if she hurts the other person?
Questions came in his mind one by one, Lu Yinbing turned over the pen and paper from the drawer, and quickly recorded, without raising his head, "I have something to do. Go and work."
Laying didn't close the video. She knew that Lu Yinbing must have thought of something to see if she could steal a teacher, but Lu Yinbing disappeared on the screen in a blink of an eye with a book full of words.
Lu Yinbing got up and went to the bathroom, wet his face, and looked at the long-eyed, energetic woman in the mirror. He looked domineering, and his eyes were full of eagerness.
Lu Yinbing touched the top of his eyes, found an eyebrow trimmer from the table, and trimmed the eyebrows. The original edges and corners disappeared, and the aura of gazing at the world disappeared. Instead, he looked at it for a long time. , A strange face, her eyes are full of pain and forbearance.
She pressed her leg against the sink and turned on the faucet. The obsessive-compulsive disorder usually washes her hands from the back of the hand to the fingertips, every fingertip, she lowered her head, and made the short and dense breathing sound, like It is the kind of broken glass that has been pierced into the palm of the palm, picked up little by little with tweezers, and then disinfected with a cotton swab. It is a very long process.
The sound of the water stopped, and Lu Yinbing squeezed his hands into the rim of the washbasin, wheezing in his throat, and slowly met his eyes in the mirror. There is not a well-maintained actress, but the face of a middle-aged woman who has been exhausted for years. She has dry skin with a lot of freckles on it, bit by bit covering her nose and cheekbones.
She became ill again today, what did she do? What did she do with these hands? Xiao Ru (daughter name in the play) must have seen it. When she went to hug her just now, she hid for a while, she was afraid of herself, she was afraid of herself. This kind of cognition made the adoptive mother almost collapse, tears came from one eye silently, she lifted her palm and wiped it away, more and more tears fell, like a broken thread, she had no choice but to use two His hand kept wiping, his vision was blurred.
The bathroom was quiet, only she was looking at the ceiling, breathing loudly, she didn't even dare to breathe the blocked nose, for fear that she would wake up Xiaoru who was sleeping outside.
She squatted slowly on the ground, her back against the wall, and she was thrown into a mass of discarded trash.
Lu Yinbing stood up again, washed away the tears from his face with water, frowned and looked again, deciding to change to another way of acting.
An hour later, Lu Yinbing came out of the bathroom and rolled an ice pack from the refrigerator to apply his eyes. Before applying, I glanced at the time, at four o'clock in the afternoon, before Xia Yitong finished work, there was time to recover.
Maybe it was tired of crying. She just slept with it and woke up with a sore neck. Thanks to her bold sleeping posture, the ice pack rolled under the sofa. Looking in the mirror again, the eyes are still swollen like walnuts.
Lu Yinbing: "..."
What gave her the illusion that she could sleep well even if Xia Yitong was not by her side.
Accept your fate, you can't do without her, you can't sleep well without her. There was a voice in his heart saying that, Lu Yinbing confessed his life happily, then seriously went to his concert hall, played a fierce symphony, and put his hand on his eyes through an ice bag and towel.
You can't fall asleep like this, right? Lu Yinbing thought, but the fact is that she fell asleep again and didn't sleep well for five consecutive nights. The day when she went home was logically contributed to Zhou Gong.
Lu Yinbing stepped down, awakened from the nightmare of falling off the cliff, the night outside the window was thick, the brain was chaotic, and she slept almost without knowing what tonight. She grabbed a handful of her own freshly baked chicken coo head that had been tumbling and squinted. I found a mobile phone with a bright screen and singing in a radius of two meters. He picked it up and gave a "hey".
"Wake up?" Xia Yitong's deliberately lowered voice came softly, Lu Yinbing's consciousness returned from illusion to reality in an instant. She sat up, holding the blanket in her hand, and kept moving backwards until her back touched someone she could lean on. The real thing, with his hands on his forehead, he made a lazy "Yeah" long tone: "Wake up."
"I'm at the hotel and just came out of the shower."
"Is it so late?" Lu Yinbing glanced at the sky first, then took off his phone, looked at the time displayed directly above, and leaned back weakly. "It's ten o'clock, I almost fainted."
"Tired?" Xia Yitong's tone changed.
"No, it's just sleepy." Lu Yinbing said, "Let me tell you, we have a man upstairs who sings the national anthem every night and gets up~ people who don't want to be slaves, build our flesh and blood into our new Great Wall! Originally fell asleep, I can afford it when he sings, and I can afford it when he sings. Then I’m so patriotic, don’t you? I have been up all night, but I can’t get up during the day."
Xia Yitong: "Are you wearing earplugs? I don't think there is a brand that works well. I will buy it for you and let Xiaoxi send it to you, okay?"
Lu Yinbing: "Okay, then I won't have to suffer from noise in the future. Why are you so considerate, girlfriend?"
Xia Yitong returned to her: "Isn't I always so considerate?"
After all, he was thin-skinned, and blushed after speaking.
Lu Yinbing laughed and said, "Several people in my ward are very talented. Bed No. 3 is a beautiful girl, whose surname is Lu. She is my own family. She likes to write fairy tales and fantasy novels. She tells me about the Jade Emperor and the Queen Mother every day. How did you sit and transform into an immortal? Why is the Tathagata Buddha the most powerful? In the future, you can ask her to write a drama or something when filming a fairy. Bed 5 is an old woman with kind eyebrows and kind eyes, and has taught me a lot of knowledge about insects..."
Lu Yinbing kept talking, she didn't lie, she just told the story from another angle. Beings are in various forms, and people have a thousand faces. When she said that, she suddenly became enlightened, and the group of patients were not so terrible.
She said a lot, her throat was dry, she turned on her mobile phone and put her hands-free on the ground, and poured water by herself. Xia Yitong asked her on the phone, "Mr. Lu, do you see the moon in the sky?"
This question is probably going to be romantic, fresh, Lu Yinbing still wants to hear Xia Yitong say something about love.
When it was too late, Lu Yinbing didn't even look at the gray sky outside, and immediately rushed over to open the phone calendar. The twelfth month of the solar calendar corresponds to today's lunar calendar, which is October 25th.
Xia Yitong: "Teacher Lu?"
Lu Yinbing said, "Wait."
She again entered the keyword "Which days of the month there is no moon" in the web search. The answer is from the twenty-fifth of each month to the first few days of the month.
Lu Yinbing: "..."
Is there a moon or no moon today?
The author has something to say: Lao Lu in the imperial capital feels bitter.
Xiaohua: Did you see the moon?
Lao Lu: The haze is too big, I can’t see clearly~
There is a confession saying that the moonlight is so beautiful tonight, which means "I love you"
Lao Lu: Indifferent.jpg