As the psychiatrist thought, after the serious illness a few years ago, she was more sensitive to her mental state. In December last year, after she discovered that she had a memory problem on the set, she stayed in the room for a week, feeling completely lost.

At that time, she was in a bad mood, like a beast hiding in her heart. She wanted to run wild, yell, and desperate, but she couldn’t vent her mood, she could only yell silently, slam the pillow on the bed, and Smashed on the ground, then lay on the ground, with my eyes open all night.

Finally, Xia Yitong came back, but she was worse than her spirit, hallucinations and hearing, often talking to herself in the air. Lu Yinbing energized her to take care of her. Xia Yitong was sleepy. She happened to suffer from insomnia. It was very convenient to take care of her. Originally, she had to hide a thing or two if she didn't sleep at night. Later, after taking medicine for a few days, Xia Yitong became drowsy at night. , I can't detect anything.

As for the others, she is one of the best actors in China. It is easy to hide from a Xia Yitong, not to mention a sick Xia Yitong. Although sometimes it may cause suspicion from the other party, Xia Yitong is used to trusting her and relies on her. She trusts everything unconditionally. Over the past two months, Xia Yitong only felt that she was getting thinner, but she didn't know why.

When making movies and acting a lot, he will be able to enter the play and enter the role. Lu Yinbing has tried to use this method to get rid of his depression. She thought she could come out six years ago, and she will be able to do the same six years later. But the day failed. Every day, every day, her spirit was struggling with her body. She still had things to do. She still had Xia Yitong to take care of. She had to walk with each other for a lifetime. She had to cheer up.

But psychological cues always defeat your physical instinct. If you have fought hunger, you will know that it is not something that psychological cues can solve. It takes a lot of effort for her to make herself laugh. Xia Yitong is happy as long as she sees her smile. It's not that she doesn't feel happiness. Happiness is short-lived for her. She mentions the corner of her mouth like a joke on the Internet. After that, she is endlessly confused and empty, unable to feel the kind of lasting happiness in the sun.

She was angry, several times, moody, and cried out uncontrollably. Xia Yitong would coax her, just like before, anyway, she didn't change her face in a second, and it was not a day or two. I was thankful that she had such a character before, so she didn't have to worry too much.

Before Xia Yitong went to see the doctor, she hadn't thought about it, but she rejected it all by herself. First, she had no time. Xia Yitong was still in the quagmire. She was on the shore. She just got wet shoes. She should pull the other person first. Get up; second, she doesn't have that kind of desire, the world around her eyes is gray every day, she walks barefoot in the gray desert, unable to find the meaning of life.

Now that Xia Yitong asked her to see a doctor, she would go. She was right to persuade her to do this. She should use other things to divert her attention, and this is indeed something that should be done. A doctor shook his head and pressed a straw on her back.

In the future, more straw will be overwhelmed, and she is ready to endure it. A sudden dream exposed everything to the sun. Suddenly she didn't want to pretend. She just didn't want to do anything. She wanted to let herself rot quietly there, and become a fossil for the world to study after hundreds of thousands of years. What's the meaning of being alive? Anyway, it's about to die. Why do people live?

She lay in bed, thinking about more problems one night than a year. Xia Yitong’s mobile phone alarm rang. She was afraid of making the other person sleeping, so she turned it off without even thinking about it. She was discovered just like that. She was not surprised when she said she was surprised. A result that she had anticipated a long time ago, was surprised that she felt relaxed in her heart. Take a sigh of relief.

The feeling that there is no longer a secret and that the world has become clear made her feel comfortable after a long absence.

-Follow me to see a psychiatrist tomorrow morning.

She nodded, OK.

...

After listening to Lu Yinbing's calm narration, the doctor did not speak for a while. She was too calm, not as calm as a patient. If she didn't say it, Xia Yitong did not say that she was abnormal at home, and the doctor would not believe that she was a patient with depression.

Seven years ago, Lu Yinbing sat across from her in this way. Back then, she still had the kind of courage to swear by heaven. Even if she was haggard and thin, her eyes were bright as a torch, but now she has a calm look, but she has a deep inside. With a deep breath of life, it seemed that the motivation to go down suddenly disappeared.

Lu Yinbing said, "I want to rest for a while, ten minutes, okay? I'll talk to you again in ten minutes."

The doctor was speechless and looked at the case on the table for ten minutes.

Lu Yinbing stared at the ground. Ten minutes later, she still stared at the ground, her back completely sunk into the chair, her graceless.

"Time is up."

"Good." Lu Yinbing sat down slightly.

The two of them talked for a long, long time, and the doctor understood the root of her disease. It was caused by many aspects. A person was frustrated in his most talented field, and then lived under high pressure one after another, and his emotions could not be relieved. , Has continued until now, her inside has been twisted into a ball like twists, only a seemingly peaceful skin can support her survival in the world.

Xia Yitong saw the truth under her skin, and the hard-knitted skeleton was pulled out of the most critical one, and her whole person's spirit and spirit also wilted as the disguise disappeared.

After the conversation, Lu Yinbing made a request to the doctor: "I got sick very early. Don't tell Xia Yitong. If she asks about you, you just say it's the last half a month."

The doctor hesitated: "This..."

Lu Yinbing didn't give him a chance to bargain, and said indifferently: "This is the professionalism of a psychologist. You can't reveal the patient's privacy, even for family members."

doctor:"……"

But he can't lie without conscience. The professionalism of the psychologist didn't tell her to help patients deceive their families.

Lu Yinbing stood up, rolled up the coat on the back of the chair and put it on his arm, and said: "I will come over for treatment regularly, thank you doctor."

The doctor saw that Lu Yinbing had gone out, but he didn't even move his foot. After a while, Xia Yitong came in and looked at her anxiously: "Doctor!"

The doctor said before she could speak: "Ask her yourself, I have said everything I should say, and she won't let me go bald out a word."

Xia Yitong: "..."

Doctor: "But I will send you an email in a moment, what should be done, what should not be done, as a family member..." Xia Yitong looked at the doctor's expression. It is estimated that Lu Yinbing has said everything, including theirs. The doctor doesn’t have any discoloration at all, and continues, "You are very important to the recovery of depression patients. She has a tendency to self-defeating, you should not always persuade her to cheer up, let alone ignore her psychology, of course I know you No. You have to learn to understand her first. Depression is a mental illness. In severe cases, there will be suicidal tendencies. At every moment, there is a capital and bold "death" followed by an exclamation mark. Their psychology is normal and very normal. It’s hard to empathize..."

Xia Yitong listened to the general idea. The doctor didn’t stop talking. He eagerly took the mobile phone memo to write down the key words. The doctor raised his hand and stopped saying: "Don’t panic, don’t just fall down again, I’m just talking to you. Please explain, I will write to you the specifics."

Xia Yitong nodded: "I know I know."

But she feels flustered if she doesn't do anything, even if it is futile, she can have a place to put her hands and feet.

Xia Yitong thanked the doctor and ran outside. Lu Yinbing sent her a WeChat message, saying: "I'm waiting for you in the car, I'll get the key."

The car door closed with a bang, and Xia Yitong got into the driver's seat. According to the doctor's instructions, don't urge her not to ask. He just leaned in and kissed the top of her hair gently, and pulled the seat belt next to her right to fasten it.

"Lu Xiaodingdang is going home." Xia Yitong shouted forward with pride.

Lu Yinbing raised the corner of his mouth and drooped.

Xia Yitong drove the car out of the parking space, and while driving, he said in a broadcast voice: "Now it is "Lu Lulu Morning News" that brings you a real-time broadcast. I am the host Xiao Xia. As we all know, our Lu Lulu is the best nowadays. It’s one of the most popular electronic media. There were several investors who wanted to join before, such as Ma Yunyun, Hua Teng Teng, Liu Qiangqiang, but they were all strongly rejected by our president. Why? Because of us Can’t accept capital erosion. Now let’s broadcast the first news: a well-known actress came to the film to be suspected of secretly giving birth to a foreign country. It is said that she is still a twin. Let’s congratulate this newlywed mother.

Lu Yinbing's eyes twitched.

Thousands of miles away, the man who celebrated the Chinese New Year's house sneezed loudly. Who, who thinks of her so much during the Chinese New Year?

Xia Yitong continued: "Sorry, the report was wrong just now. I valued the two newspapers. A well-known actress came to take a photo with Dubai's local tyrants, and the goose egg on her finger is eye-catching."

Lai Ying: "Sai, Shui..."

Her husband ran over nervously, "Aren't you pregnant?"

Lai Ying: "Your family is pregnant when you sneeze..." She turned around and put her hand under her throat, and retched.

"Isn't it? Really pregnant?"

"It's acting, I'll be the first to tell you when I get pregnant." Lai Ying rolled his eyes back, stupid masters.

"I'm your husband, who else would you like to tell me if you don't tell me the first?" Zhao Jun then circled Lai Ying's waist, lifted his hand hard, and Lai Ying's feet were suspended in the air.

Lai Ying shouted: "I won't tell you, I will tell Lao Lu to go."

Zhao Jun put her down: "That's okay, then tell me the second one?"

Lai Ying: "Tell Xia Tong."

Zhao Jun said sourly: "Do I still have a third chance?"

Came to the shadow to pinch and count: "You're almost the third one, so don't you hurry down on your knees and thank you."

Zhao Jun squatted down: "Thank you Lord Longen~"

Lai Ying rode on his back and murmured: "I haven't been back to see them for a long time. They didn't send me a message, just like the world has evaporated."

She has to go back to the capital some time.